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jacob timothy wilkerson Jul 2014
Tameica
You are like the wind, blown away, never here nor there.
Your always searching for something right, always searching
for the light. You sit in your tower way up high, always
trying to figure out how to live your life.

Your heart is as big as a mountain, yet no one
seems to understand you. Your feelings are like bubbles
ready to explode around you. To feel like nobody is
there is a feeling we both share. You my friend are the
star that keeps me going in this tragic thing we call life.

But until the day when we take our last breaths
ill always be here for you. And when that day
comes ill see you in the heavens, to live in peace
and love. Forever and ever, Forever and ever.

Love Always
**Jacob
Never give up
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Sunrise: like fire.
Wanting time to stop,
so the sun will never rise.
Because in a single moment,
We found truth in all the lies.
I found love inside your touch,
And a warmth in your embrace.
My worries disappear,
as I softly touch your face...
And now I understand,
that love is like a flame.
It's lit our hearts on fire,
and we will never be the same.

Always ,
Tameica Hammick
3-18-14 drew
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Dont give up.
March twenty fourth,
had been my first day.
Transferred to a school,
where I think I might stay.
March twenty eighth,
playing a new game.
Where all the adults are crazy,
and each one is the same.
Im running in circles,
going here to there.
he said she said,
I reall don't care.
**** these adults,
I'm done with their crap.
Ill find my own way,
Ill create my own map
I don't know my way around,
and I wont pretend I do.
I'm utterly confused,
inside this school without a clue.
Don't give up on me yet,
For what you must know.
I have a lot of friends,
and im socially most known.
Im the girl everyone talks about,
I have so many friends.
Ill figure out this school, and they'll help me reach the end.

Always, Tameica Hammick
moved in with my dad transferred schools.3-28-11
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Somebody to Smile.
I pick up each foot,
and as it passes the other.
I think of my friend,
and how we have been there for eachother.
We've been side by side,
Like left and right.
Forgetting about the past,
and getting through every fight.
Through this long journey,
we've been eachother's guide.
Helping the other get through,
what we are feeling inside.
She continues to make me smile,
even when the time's not best.
She's always wiped my tears,
and knows when to let me rest.
Autumn I want you to know,
and remember for a while.
If I finish this race,
its cause u make me smile.


Always,
      Tameica Hammick  5-18-10
bff Autumn highdesertwolf while it was track season we had our ups and downs but never a dull moment ..after a race I thought of this.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Forever is a myth.
No matter how hard they try
they cannot understand.
how I get through every moment
waiting to hold your hand.
That's when it hits me,
it doesn't matter what I say.
What words I use,
how I put it and in what way.
Let me ask you something,
are you as curious as me?
Do you often wonder,
how long our relationship will be?
Curious little thought,
that our future could be together.
Correct me if im wrong,
T'was  you  that said forever.
At night my thoughts are flowing,
like a river with no end.
I wanna walk until forever,
with you forever  I could spend.

Always, Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Random positivity
Life's a blast,
don't let it get you down.
There's people that love you,
take a look around.
I know you have friends,
you must have atleast one.
If you need to clear your head,
just go for a run.
Take a deep breath ,
feel the wind on your face.
Count all your steps,
and keep a steady pace.
Find the right direction,
and continue on your way.
Careful what you do,
cause theres always a price to pay.
Just like leaves,
You'll eventually hit the ground.
You'll probably even trip,
but again, it's life you found.
Always,
      Tameica Hammick
sometimes you don't realize that your running from life until it hits u in the face. lol
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Thanks. < sarcasm
This feeling of sadness,
has my body consumed.
My mind has dissolved,
from this feeling of gloom.
My heart it hurts,
from your constant rejection.
Does it seem like I don't care?
Is that your perception?
I long for your attention,
I crave for your touch.
You're pushing me away.,
it hurts so **** much.
Why cant you explain,
all the things ive heard.
It's killing me inside,
Or has that never occurred?
I will not fret,
I will not frown.
Cause life has a way,
of turning around.
Everything happens,
for a reason, around here.
One day you will see,
it will all become clear.
Hold on to her,
as long as you can.
Once a cheater always a cheater,
and even less of a man.
I have no sympathy,
for you and what lies ahead.
you have dug your hole,
Now lie in your  bed.

<3 Always
    Tameica Hammick

1-28-14
he chose her over me.....blah
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Cannot live.
I lay here awake,
but ill dose off safe and soundly.
Constantly thinking,
how much I miss your arms around me.
I know you were here,
just the other day.
But I long for that moment,
when you take my breathe away.
I sometimes cant breathe,
Ill never hurt you again.
I know that at first,
you say that's hard to believe.
I made some big mistakes,
No matter what happens,
I do not want a break.
I love you too much,
to ever let you go.
The more I think about,
the more I want to let you know.
No matter what the future holds,
Ill be right there with you.
Ill whisper in your ear,
I just can't  live  without you.

Always,
Tameica Hammick
7-3-11 chelsie...an ex girlfriend lol
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
PUZZLE(:
Do you ever space off,
and think about life?
About how it began,
or how you're alive.
It's kind of a puzzle,
or like a maze.
You start to go through it,
but can't find your way.
A puzzle with no box,
no easy way to do it.
Gotta make a lot of choices,
like how you're gonna go through it.
Puzzles can be hard,
when you lose some peices.
That's why its like life,
it cant be completed.
Pick up each peice,
that once was gone.
Your life may come together,
as you go on.
You'll find that person,
that turns on the light.
Puts your puzzle together,
and fits you right.

Always, Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
******.
I cant live like this,
going through this ****.
Everyday a new problem,
and constantly getting ******.
No one to turn to,
because of no communication.
These people are not my family,
no matter the relation.
They'll look me in the face,
and call me every name in the book.
Everyday a different emotion,
everyday my life they took.
Yeah I love them,
I try to anyway.
Even if outside is sunny,
inside my world is gray.
Dieing isn't an option,
but then I a had an epiphany.
Ill dig myself a grave,
here lies the daughter of tiffany.
No, I don't need your help,
cause you never wanna give it.
I'll get out of your life,
so you can go live it.
Blame is what I get,
it's like my meals throughout the day.
Always an assumption,
no matter what I say.
This isn't the half of it,
but ill tell you this.
I'm done with this life,
I'm done getting ******.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.
date unkown ...awhile ago though .
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Truth or dare?
We can't be together,
I loved you though  I swear.
This just isn't a game.
this isn't Truth  or  Dare.
I've played this game before,
In fact I played with you.
I dared to fall in love,
even though so far from you.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.  10-19-10
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Life. Period.
Listen* to these words,
for they are coming from my  heart.
Surrounded by this  thing,
that's making me fall apart.
You were once my  friend,
you used to be there for me.
Everyday I could  wake  up,
feeling happy and care free.

Sometimes bad things would happen,
but, you always turned it around.
Now you've dug a hole so deep,
how is the good supposed to be found?
You spill blood out of me,
as my mind starts slowing.
You rip me open,
my cuts are growing.
Being kicked and stabbed,
as my innocence is bled.
You're tearing apart this person,
that already feels dead.
Every step I take,
you send me down the wrong path.
I cry myself to sleep,
as you sit back and laugh.

So sharp and painful,
like the blade of a knife.
Cutting into my skin,
is the reality of life.

<3 Always,
                           Tameica H.
its supposed to be me talking to life as a friend.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Sep 2014
How i feel.
I don't know how I feel,
  I don't want to talk.
you need to understand,
  I am still in shock.
I woke up on Friday,
to find you are gone.
but I grew up fast,
and I know life goes on.
I will come and visit you,
while you are laying in your case.
slowly walking towards you,
as my tears cover my face.
I think that in that moment,
my heart will come to see.
That there is nothing I can do,
to bring you back to me.*
Always,
          Tameica Hammick  9-2-14
R.I.P Samuel Lee Hammick August 26, 1971- August 29, 2014
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
He.
I want a guy,
who knows who I am.
But still chooses to love me,
the very best he can.
He'll hold my hand,
whenever the time is right.
He'll kiss me gently,
and call to say goodnight.
I'd be the only person,
He'll want to kiss.
And through out the day,
the only one he would miss.
He'll tell me all those things,
that I want to hear.
Sometimes he'll make me cry,
but will always wipe my tears.
He wont even have to text me,
for me to know he cares.
Cause ill wake up every morning,
and he will always be there.
One day he will soon tell me,
together we will grow old.
We'll runaway together,
and this story will be told.

Always,
   Tameica Hammick.
5-18-10
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Foot prints in the sand.
Our foot prints in the sand,
begin to disappear.
Taking just a few steps,
when he whispered in my ear.
" I don't wanna be just friends,
I want us to be together.
And I don't wanna just be around,
I wanna hold you close forever."
Our memories as friends,
slowly began to fade.
The friendship that we have,
isn't easily made.

Always, Tameica Hammick.
5-15-10
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
impossibly possible.
Baby we need to talk,
there's some things I need to tell you.
I haven't been all that honest,
and I think its time you knew.
You think everything is a joke,
and you'rs super immature.
Whenever we hangout,
everything becomes a blur.
My head quickly fills up,
with guilt and other memories.
Im always thinking of them,
and theres so many possibilities.
Is it possible that ill tell you,
I cheated twice in a row?
Or is the impossible possible?
That you may already know?

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.
4-13-11
an ex girlfriend too insecure for me. moved on to men,
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Outside.
Feeling the warm breeze
and looking up at the sky.
Listening to things around me,
hearing the cars go by.
Remembering all the good times,
forgetting all the bad.
My face a constant smile,
even though inside im sad.
Today I wanna be happy,
right now not having much fun.
Thinking about a lot,
Feeling the bright warm sun.
Today I feel blue,
and tomorrow is coming near.
I still continue to smile,
Cause today brings people cheer.
So tonight after I sleep,
Ill wake up and see the sun.
Knowing tomorrow is here,
and a new today has begun.
Im sitting in a chair,
outside where the suns bright.
Waiting for tomorrow,
cause today I don't feel right.

Always,
        Tameica Hammick. 8-14-10
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Does this blow your mind?
Love, Lust, Life, and Lies,
All start with the same letter.
But, I can almost guarantee,
Only one of these will get better.

What lies within,
Will lie without.
A hesitation,
Without a doubt.
The lies begin,
The lies will start.
They lie together,
They lie apart.
He lies to her,
She lies to him.
And to themselves,
They lie within.
They cannot love,
they cannot trust.
And that my friend,
Is where comes Lust.

He lusts for her,
She lusts for him.
They crave each other,
They lust from within.
They lust apart,
They lust together.
He  lusts for beauty,
She  lusts for pleasure.

If you can  love,
If you can trust.
That my friend is not lust.

Love you can feel,
with more than your lips,
your body,
Love's  More than a kiss.

When love begins,
Their love wont part.
They love together,
They love with their heart.
For he  loves  her,
and she  loves  him.
and by themselves,
They can love from within.
For you can love,
without the other.
love  yourself when there is no other.

Cant live without,
What lives within.
Heart, brain, soul,
That which Life has given.

Life  lives with her,
Life dies with him.
Life dies with her,
Life dies again.
Life will give,
everything u put in,
Death will take,
every breath you've taken.

Cherish each moment,
As if it were your last.
Don't waste your breath,
On that which is past.
Cannot find the good,
In Lust, Love, Life, and Lies.
For each one of these,
WILL end in goodbye.

What Lies within the world,
Will Lie within a grave.
For impending death,
Is the Promise that Life gave.

<3 Always
Tameica Hammick
all around truth of the known world
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Mouse.
I clicked the mouse,
my mouth dropped open.
We talked and talked,
our fate had spoken.
It carved you a path,
straight to my heart.
I had no choice,
I played no part.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
*******>
****   **you, Cupid,
For striking me so deep.
****  you,
For giving me something,
I thought I’d be able to keep.

Always,
            Tameica Hammick.
7-17-14
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Bambi<3
You never said I'm leaving,
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before we knew it,
and no one knows quite why.
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You would have never died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love u still.
In my heart I hold a place,
That only you can fill.*

Always,
Tameica.
I miss him so much :( 10-30-13 my CAT was my best friend and someone killed him .
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Hell of a reality.
Living  in this  hell,
we call "reality".
Watching time go by,
as evil's happening.
We go place to place,
with smiles on our faces,
knowing* that  everyone,
who passes you by,
their grins are just as fake.
Just as fake as their personalities,
for  everyone has something to hide.
Whether or not their smile is wide...

<3 Always,
             Tameica   **Hammick
shiit.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
forgiveness isnt for you.
You need to be forgiven,
for not being there for me.
Tell me how the situation,
the crisis that had.
was worth leaving your daughter,
to live without her dad.
Leave me swimmming in life's ocean,
every obstacle pulling me down.
Beacuse part of my family,
didnt wanna come around.
I can't say i know the reason,
for why you left me here.
I got told different answers,
to this day its still not clear.
Im asking you right now,
Because i need to know.
Why it was so easy,
for you to let me go.
Im not doing this for you,
Im forgiving you for me.
So i can become the woman,
Forgivness will help me be.

Always,        
          Tameica Hammick  10-13-10
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
my buddies.
sitting on the computer
not wanting to talk.
waiting for that moment
me and him go for a walk
he'll kiss me gently
and make sure im alright
i dont think i would do
anything to make us fight
when everything is perfect
do u wait for it to go wrong
hes all i think  about
like that stupid radio song.
maybe everything isnt okay
but he will convince me it will be
whenever hes around he is all i  see.
he makes me smile,
each and every day
although when hes gone
no happiness comes my way.


Always,
          Tameica Hammick
i hate ..,.. him
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
family?
A family without trust,
really isn't a family at all.
Whether they are close or not,
Theres still a big hole.
The trust has been dug out,
and lies have took it's place.
I think I should a pologize,
before it is to late.
Some things I have been involved in,
I know I cannot change.
the future I can't control,
or take back the things I say.
My body's bottled up,
with sad and awful things.
I can see it in my eyes,
but to them I look the same.

Always,
Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Not a walking journey.
I grabbed your hand,
and we went to explore.
I liked this world with you,
but im looking for more.
Im not a normal person,
I don't wanna go for a walk.
I wanna run really fast,
multitask, do more than talk.
This life is my journey,
not a carefully thought out plan.
I've made many mistakes,
and in life every person can.
Theres things I wanna accomplish,
and I intend to get there.
Although I am surrounded,
by people that couldn't care.
You're still holding my hand,
but now you wanna walk.
You don't realize what I want,
I guess we need to talk.
This world seems different now,
with you it doesn't feel right.
So im letting go of you,
like a kid flying a kite.
So anyone up for adventure?
and in life looking for more?
Grab my hand lets go,
I'm ready to explore.
We'll call it our journey,
our rollercoaster ride.
Going at it together,
and staying side by side.

Always,
Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
My stories.
These are my stories,
with fear, pain, and fun.
About a teenage girl,
and how her life has begun.

Words twisted,
lost through all the shouts.
her clock is ticking,
her time is almost out.


Always,
      Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Click click ; pull
I know how you're feeling,
I go through it from time to time.
there is rarely a way to explain,
and the help I just cant find.
It's like the world gave out shovels,
and everyone is digging.
They push me deeper and deeper,
and my feelings they keep forgetting.
As I sit here in class,
feeling misjudged and misunderstood.
consistently affected,
by the ******* that has occurred.
I wanna leave this place,
cause of all the drama that they yell.
The consequences are obvious,
like a one-way ticket to hell.
They constantly make me angry,
calling me out on the slightest things ive done.
If only I was older,
I'd buy myself a gun.
Its not really the gun I need,
as much as it is a bullet.
To blow away my brain,
before it tells me not to pull it.

<3 Always
Tameica Hammick
School/ dorm life.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Blah.
Let's play a game,
Truth or dare?
I'll go first,
But we gotta play fair.

If I picked truth,
and told you I cared.
Is that too much information,
I will have shared?

I dare you to say,
I meant nothing to you.
For only we know,
That I secretly do.

<3 Always,
    Tameica Hammick.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
War.
I don't know how,
I tried to know why.
But the more I tried,
the deeper I plunged.
Into the war,
within myself.

Tameica Hammick.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
bear.
I miss you so..
you'll never know,
all of my feelings
I cannot show
for if I do
I couldnt bear
the thought of once again
feeling my heart tear
you ripped it out
and others knew
they saw the hole in my chest
ripped out by you.
you ate my heart
and said those three words,
and then you left...
like we never were.
each moment was perfect.
each one better than the last.
The one thing that I cannot bear
is that you are part of the past.
I cannot believe
that we are not together.
it was never supposed to happen
what happened to forever?*

Always,
        Tameica Hammick
just now lol ...uhmmm 7-18-14   William D.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Poetry. not just words. write a real one.
Your clumping words together,
and just making a paragraph.
I sit here and I read them,
I sometimes manage to laugh
Im not trying to be rude,
but if you have the time.
you type your feelings up,
and it doesnt even rhyme.
you throw these words together,
and call it poetry.
Why  dont you click on my name,
and see how a poem  should  be.

<3 Always
        Tameica  *Hammick
if im wrong tell me how...
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Earth is hell.
I can't grasp the words,
For the things I couldn't tell.
This can't be heaven,
Feels like I'm in hell.
The explosion in my chest,
Lit by destruction around me.
Felt inside a girl,
Whose emotions Will soon be free.
For nobody truly knows,
the anger kept within.
The ashes of a her heart,
Will bring her to an end.
she screams for help,
She screams for someone.
To come and save her,
But the damage has been done.
The explosion of her heart,
And the ashes are all that remain.
The last thing you will hear,
Is her blood dripping like rain.
You will never truly know,
What she couldn't tell.
She's not in heaven,
For earth is **hell.

Always,
  Tameica Hammick
               7-13-14
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Think about it....
Give  PEACE,
Spread Love,
Stop    War,
Rise  Above ^

6/26/14
<3 Always,
     Tameica  *Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
BrOken EnTirELy.
There's a girl ,
so far into depression.
She's been hurt so deeply,
and this is her confession.
In her mind she far,
somewhere in the distance.
She met a boy,
who wants her to listen.
His voice is harsh,
but his lips are sweet.
He heals her heart,
every time their lips meet.
She craves for his touch,
she aches for his attention.
She cant seem to ignore,
the constant occurring questions.
" Im  scared"  she cries,
Is he going to hurt me?
She showed me her heart,
And it's broken  entirely.

<3 Always,
Tameica Hammick.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Checklist of life.
This is me,
this is who I am.
Deep down inside is where it all began.
My days filled with wonder,
and many questions to ask.
I take out my notes,
and check off my task.
Take every step,
as if you know where you are going.
Walk into a direction,
and let go of what you are holding.
Everything you held onto,
Is let go from your hand.
All the grudges kept within,
because they didn't understand.
If I check of each task,
and get through this interruption.
Ill create my own pages,
in life's " Book of instruction".

Always,  
     Tameica Hammick.
5-12-10
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Stop, think, feel, dream.
When i hangout with you,
the sky is not gray.
I walk around,
and think about my day.
But then i stop,
to look down at my feet.
and slowly realize,
theres no more heat.
i spread my arms wide,
but i pull them back in.
my body's so cold,
my head starts to spin.
I could barely feel my heart,
when i imagined him here.
with warm arms around me,
i whispered in his ear.
Listen  to these  words,
cause my heart is beating slow.
This could be our last hug,
so dont ever let me go..

ALways,
        Tameica Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
(Before)
I woke up and you weren't there,
I don't even know why I left.
I need you back here with me,
cause i'm slowly losing breathe.
The world has pushed me down,
and hasn't tried to help me stand.
Constantly surrounded,
by those who don't understand.
Walking on the ground,
stepping in puddles of water.
Remembering what it was like,
to once have been her daughter.-


Always, Tameica Hammick
I moved in with my dad...
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
Drew.
I care for you,
and it was not intentional.
But I know my feelings,
will always  be perpetual.
I want you to know,
you will soon be sated.
By the time im done with you,
ill be close to being hated.

Day by Day,
night after night.
You're on my thoughts,
and everything I write.
Word for word,
it's always you.
I hope you know,
I miss you Drew.
You make me giggle,
you make me laugh.
take my hand,
lets make our path.
Life's a ***** ,
let's go explore.
We'll open up,
the dungeon door.
We'll fight off zombies,
and rip em to shreds.
Cant wait to play halo,
and cuddle in my bed.
Ill tear off your clothes,
and take you to the moon.
You left me alone today,
But I know you'll be back soon.

<3 Always,
        Tameica Hammick
fell in love with my best friend drew the biggest troll nerd.
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Lies...
My heart has been broken,
so many times over.
Some pieces were lost,
and never discovered.
He lied to my face,
almost everyday.
Those three words,
he didn't have to say.
Did he lie about it?
Or am I just confused.
He needs to show me,
or we will soon be through.

Always,
Tameica Hammick.
11-17-09
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jun 2014
do it.
read my words, hear my thoughts
let them flow through you,
like a river of raindrops.

read my poems and
they may surprise u,
enter ur head,
like venom inside you.

<3 Always
    Tameica  **Hammick
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Tameica Lee Hammick Jul 2014
Rain.
Walking through the rain,
I try to forget the pain.
I try to ignore,
the sting in my eyes.
Because I know,
a strong girl never cries.

Always, Tameica Hammick.
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