"tameica" poems
Wanting time to stop,
so the sun will never rise.
Because in a single moment,
We found truth in all the lies.
I found love inside your touch,
And a warmth in your embrace.
My worries disappear,
as I softly touch your face...
And now I understand,
that love is like a flame.
It's lit our hearts on fire,
and we will never be the same.
Always ,
Tameica Hammick
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 1:01 PM UTC
March twenty fourth,
had been my first day.
Transferred to a school,
where I think I might stay.
March twenty eighth,
playing a new game.
Where all the adults are crazy,
and each one is the same.
Im running in circles,
going here to there.
he said she said,
I reall don't care.
**** these adults,
I'm done with their crap.
Ill find my own way,
Ill create my own map
I don't know my way around,
and I wont pretend I do.
I'm utterly confused,
inside this school without a clue.
Don't give up on me yet,
For what you must know.
I have a lot of friends,
and im socially most known.
Im the girl everyone talks about,
I have so many friends.
Ill figure out this school, and they'll help me reach the end.
Always, Tameica Hammick
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC
I pick up each foot,
and as it passes the other.
I think of my friend,
and how we have been there for eachother.
We've been side by side,
Like left and right.
Forgetting about the past,
and getting through every fight.
Through this long journey,
we've been eachother's guide.
Helping the other get through,
what we are feeling inside.
She continues to make me smile,
even when the time's not best.
She's always wiped my tears,
and knows when to let me rest.
Autumn I want you to know,
and remember for a while.
If I finish this race,
its cause u make me smile.
Always,
Tameica Hammick 5-18-10
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
No matter how hard they try
they cannot understand.
how I get through every moment
waiting to hold your hand.
That's when it hits me,
it doesn't matter what I say.
What words I use,
how I put it and in what way.
Let me ask you something,
are you as curious as me?
Do you often wonder,
how long our relationship will be?
Curious little thought,
that our future could be together.
Correct me if im wrong,
T'was you that said forever.
At night my thoughts are flowing,
like a river with no end.
I wanna walk until forever,
with you forever I could spend.
Always, Tameica Hammick
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC
Life's a blast,
don't let it get you down.
There's people that love you,
take a look around.
I know you have friends,
you must have atleast one.
If you need to clear your head,
just go for a run.
Take a deep breath ,
feel the wind on your face.
Count all your steps,
and keep a steady pace.
Find the right direction,
and continue on your way.
Careful what you do,
cause theres always a price to pay.
Just like leaves,
You'll eventually hit the ground.
You'll probably even trip,
but again, it's life you found.
Always,
Tameica Hammick
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC
I lay here awake,
but ill dose off safe and soundly.
Constantly thinking,
how much I miss your arms around me.
I know you were here,
just the other day.
But I long for that moment,
when you take my breathe away.
I sometimes cant breathe,
Ill never hurt you again.
I know that at first,
you say that's hard to believe.
I made some big mistakes,
No matter what happens,
I do not want a break.
I love you too much,
to ever let you go.
The more I think about,
the more I want to let you know.
No matter what the future holds,
Ill be right there with you.
Ill whisper in your ear,
I just can't live without you.
Always,
Tameica Hammick
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 1:16 PM UTC
This feeling of sadness,
has my body consumed.
My mind has dissolved,
from this feeling of gloom.
My heart it hurts,
from your constant rejection.
Does it seem like I don't care?
Is that your perception?
I long for your attention,
I crave for your touch.
You're pushing me away.,
it hurts so **** much.
Why cant you explain,
all the things ive heard.
It's killing me inside,
Or has that never occurred?
I will not fret,
I will not frown.
Cause life has a way,
of turning around.
Everything happens,
for a reason, around here.
One day you will see,
it will all become clear.
Hold on to her,
as long as you can.
Once a cheater always a cheater,
and even less of a man.
I have no sympathy,
for you and what lies ahead.
you have dug your hole,
Now lie in your bed.
<3 Always
Tameica Hammick
1-28-14
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 3:54 PM UTC
Do you ever space off,
and think about life?
About how it began,
or how you're alive.
It's kind of a puzzle,
or like a maze.
You start to go through it,
but can't find your way.
A puzzle with no box,
no easy way to do it.
Gotta make a lot of choices,
like how you're gonna go through it.
Puzzles can be hard,
when you lose some peices.
That's why its like life,
it cant be completed.
Pick up each peice,
that once was gone.
Your life may come together,
as you go on.
You'll find that person,
that turns on the light.
Puts your puzzle together,
and fits you right.
Always, Tameica Hammick
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC
You are like the wind, blown away, never here nor there.
Your always searching for something right, always searching
for the light. You sit in your tower way up high, always
trying to figure out how to live your life.
Your heart is as big as a mountain, yet no one
seems to understand you. Your feelings are like bubbles
ready to explode around you. To feel like nobody is
there is a feeling we both share. You my friend are the
star that keeps me going in this tragic thing we call life.
But until the day when we take our last breaths
ill always be here for you. And when that day
comes ill see you in the heavens, to live in peace
and love. Forever and ever, Forever and ever.
Love Always
Jacob
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 1:38 PM UTC
I cant live like this,
going through this ****
Everyday a new problem,
and constantly getting ******
No one to turn to,
because of no communication.
These people are not my family,
no matter the relation.
They'll look me in the face,
and call me every name in the book.
Everyday a different emotion,
everyday my life they took.
Yeah I love them,
I try to anyway.
Even if outside is sunny,
inside my world is gray.
Dieing isn't an option,
but then I a had an epiphany.
Ill dig myself a grave,
here lies the daughter of tiffany.
No, I don't need your help,
cause you never wanna give it.
I'll get out of your life,
so you can go live it.
Blame is what I get,
it's like my meals throughout the day.
Always an assumption,
no matter what I say.
This isn't the half of it,
but ill tell you this.
I'm done with this life,
I'm done getting ******
Always,
Tameica Hammick.
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC
We can't be together,
I loved you though I swear.
This just isn't a game.
this isn't Truth or Dare.
I've played this game before,
In fact I played with you.
I dared to fall in love,
even though so far from you.
Always,
Tameica Hammick. 10-19-10
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
*I don't know how I feel,
I don't want to talk.
you need to understand,
I am still in shock.
I woke up on Friday,
to find you are gone.
but I grew up fast,
and I know life goes on.
I will come and visit you,
while you are laying in your case.
slowly walking towards you,
as my tears cover my face.
I think that in that moment,
my heart will come to see.
That there is nothing I can do,
to bring you back to me.*
Always,
Tameica Hammick 9-2-14
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 11:41 AM UTC
Listen to these words,
for they are coming from my heart.
Surrounded by this thing,
that's making me fall apart.
You were once my friend,
you used to be there for me.
Everyday I could wake up,
feeling happy and care free.
Sometimes bad things would happen,
but, you always turned it around.
Now you've dug a hole so deep,
how is the good supposed to be found?
You spill blood out of me,
as my mind starts slowing.
You rip me open,
my cuts are growing.
Being kicked and stabbed,
as my innocence is bled.
You're tearing apart this person,
that already feels dead.
Every step I take,
you send me down the wrong path.
I cry myself to sleep,
as you sit back and laugh.
So sharp and painful,
like the blade of a knife.
Cutting into my skin,
is the reality of life.
<3 Always,
Tameica H.
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 11:29 AM UTC
I want a guy,
who knows who I am.
But still chooses to love me,
the very best he can.
He'll hold my hand,
whenever the time is right.
He'll kiss me gently,
and call to say goodnight.
I'd be the only person,
He'll want to kiss.
And through out the day,
the only one he would miss.
He'll tell me all those things,
that I want to hear.
Sometimes he'll make me cry,
but will always wipe my tears.
He wont even have to text me,
for me to know he cares.
Cause ill wake up every morning,
and he will always be there.
One day he will soon tell me,
together we will grow old.
We'll runaway together,
and this story will be told.
Always,
Tameica Hammick.
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 1:21 PM UTC
Our foot prints in the sand,
begin to disappear.
Taking just a few steps,
when he whispered in my ear.
" I don't wanna be just friends,
I want us to be together.
And I don't wanna just be around,
I wanna hold you close forever."
Our memories as friends,
slowly began to fade.
The friendship that we have,
isn't easily made.
Always, Tameica Hammick.
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
Baby we need to talk,
there's some things I need to tell you.
I haven't been all that honest,
and I think its time you knew.
You think everything is a joke,
and you'rs super immature.
Whenever we hangout,
everything becomes a blur.
My head quickly fills up,
with guilt and other memories.
Im always thinking of them,
and theres so many possibilities.
Is it possible that ill tell you,
I cheated twice in a row?
Or is the impossible possible?
That you may already know?
Always,
Tameica Hammick.
4-13-11
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:06 PM UTC
Love, Lust, Life, and Lies,
All start with the same letter.
But, I can almost guarantee,
Only one of these will get better.
What lies within,
Will lie without.
A hesitation,
Without a doubt.
The lies begin,
The lies will start.
They lie together,
They lie apart.
He lies to her,
She lies to him.
And to themselves,
They lie within.
They cannot love,
they cannot trust.
And that my friend,
Is where comes Lust.
He lusts for her,
She lusts for him.
They crave each other,
They lust from within.
They lust apart,
They lust together.
He lusts for beauty,
She lusts for pleasure.
If you can love,
If you can trust.
That my friend is not lust.
Love you can feel,
with more than your lips,
your body,
Love's More than a kiss.
When love begins,
Their love wont part.
They love together,
They love with their heart.
For he loves her,
and she loves him.
and by themselves,
They can love from within.
For you can love,
without the other.
love yourself when there is no other.
Cant live without,
What lives within.
Heart, brain, soul,
That which Life has given.
Life lives with her,
Life dies with him.
Life dies with her,
Life dies again.
Life will give,
everything u put in,
Death will take,
every breath you've taken.
Cherish each moment,
As if it were your last.
Don't waste your breath,
On that which is past.
Cannot find the good,
In Lust, Love, Life, and Lies.
For each one of these,
WILL end in goodbye.
What Lies within the world,
Will Lie within a grave.
For impending death,
Is the Promise that Life gave.
<3 Always
Tameica Hammick
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 3:35 PM UTC
Feeling the warm breeze
and looking up at the sky.
Listening to things around me,
hearing the cars go by.
Remembering all the good times,
forgetting all the bad.
My face a constant smile,
even though inside im sad.
Today I wanna be happy,
right now not having much fun.
Thinking about a lot,
Feeling the bright warm sun.
Today I feel blue,
and tomorrow is coming near.
I still continue to smile,
Cause today brings people cheer.
So tonight after I sleep,
Ill wake up and see the sun.
Knowing tomorrow is here,
and a new today has begun.
Im sitting in a chair,
outside where the suns bright.
Waiting for tomorrow,
cause today I don't feel right.
Always,
Tameica Hammick. 8-14-10
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC
I clicked the mouse,
my mouth dropped open.
We talked and talked,
our fate had spoken.
It carved you a path,
straight to my heart.
I had no choice,
I played no part.
Always,
Tameica Hammick
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 12:16 PM UTC
*You never said I'm leaving,
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before we knew it,
and no one knows quite why.
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You would have never died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love u still.
In my heart I hold a place,
That only you can fill.*
Always,
Tameica.
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
Fuck you, Cupid,
For striking me so deep.
Fuck you,
For giving me something,
I thought I’d be able to keep.
Always,
Tameica Hammick.
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC
You need to be forgiven,
for not being there for me.
Tell me how the situation,
the crisis that had.
was worth leaving your daughter,
to live without her dad.
Leave me swimmming in life's ocean,
every obstacle pulling me down.
Beacuse part of my family,
didnt wanna come around.
I can't say i know the reason,
for why you left me here.
I got told different answers,
to this day its still not clear.
Im asking you right now,
Because i need to know.
Why it was so easy,
for you to let me go.
Im not doing this for you,
Im forgiving you for me.
So i can become the woman,
Forgivness will help me be.
Always,
Tameica Hammick 10-13-10
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 1:40 PM UTC
Living in this hell,
we call "reality".
Watching time go by,
as evil's happening.
We go place to place,
with smiles on our faces,
knowing that everyone,
who passes you by,
their grins are just as fake.
Just as fake as their personalities,
for everyone has something to hide.
Whether or not their smile is wide...
<3 Always,
Tameica Hammick
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
I grabbed your hand,
and we went to explore.
I liked this world with you,
but im looking for more.
Im not a normal person,
I don't wanna go for a walk.
I wanna run really fast,
multitask, do more than talk.
This life is my journey,
not a carefully thought out plan.
I've made many mistakes,
and in life every person can.
Theres things I wanna accomplish,
and I intend to get there.
Although I am surrounded,
by people that couldn't care.
You're still holding my hand,
but now you wanna walk.
You don't realize what I want,
I guess we need to talk.
This world seems different now,
with you it doesn't feel right.
So im letting go of you,
like a kid flying a kite.
So anyone up for adventure?
and in life looking for more?
Grab my hand lets go,
I'm ready to explore.
We'll call it our journey,
our rollercoaster ride.
Going at it together,
and staying side by side.
Always,
Tameica Hammick
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
A family without trust,
really isn't a family at all.
Whether they are close or not,
Theres still a big hole.
The trust has been dug out,
and lies have took it's place.
I think I should a pologize,
before it is to late.
Some things I have been involved in,
I know I cannot change.
the future I can't control,
or take back the things I say.
My body's bottled up,
with sad and awful things.
I can see it in my eyes,
but to them I look the same.
Always,
Tameica Hammick
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:56 PM UTC