"synthetics" poems
If only we could begin again and slow down the pernicious pace
We ruin our oceans, the land, our air even outer space.
If only we avoided such precarious paths that may lead to disparity
If only we knew what action is needed now, to deal with the reality.
Ecologists warned, yet still observe with ever-growing anxiety
the growth of harmful long-term effects on Earth's biodiversity.
If only the air wasn't gravely polluted, so the atmosphere begins to fail,
so wreathed by carbon dioxide layers, extremes to climate may prevail.
If only Earth's lungs cease being shrunk by profits heedless exploitation,
existing relationships are considered scarcely in these aberrations.
If only a solution for discarded synthetics which float in ugly hordes
on oceans global drifts, disaster occurs wherever it reaches landfall.
If only we can do something, a belated but resounding universal call,
If only we can safeguard the future before there are no options at all.
If only we could begin again and slow the ruinous pace... if only
If Only
M C Crowder
@scorsby
19th November 2018
Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 12:00 PM UTC
Good for visiting hospitals or charitable work. Take some time to attend to your health.
Surely I will be disquieted
by the hospital, that body zone--
bodies wrapped in elastic bands,
bodies cased in wood or used like telephones,
bodies crucified up onto their crutches,
bodies wearing rubber bags between their legs,
bodies vomiting up their juice like detergent, Here in this house
there are other bodies.
Whenever I see a six-year-old
swimming in our aqua pool
a voice inside me says what can't be told...
Ha, someday you'll be old and withered
and tubes will be in your nose
drinking up your dinner.
Someday you'll go backward. You'll close
up like a shoebox and you'll be cursed
as you push into death feet first.
Here in the hospital, I say,
that is not my body, not my body.
I am not here for the doctors
to read like a recipe.
No. I am a daisy girl
blowing in the wind like a piece of sun.
On ward 7 there are daisies, all butter and pearl
but beside a blind man who can only
eat up the petals and count to ten.
The nurses skip rope around him and shiver
as his eyes wiggle like mercury and then
they dance from patient to patient to patient
throwing up little paper medicine cups and playing
catch with vials of dope as they wait for new accidents.
Bodies made of synthetics. Bodies swaddled like dolls
whom I visit and cajole and all they do is hum
like computers doing up our taxes, dollar by dollar.
Each body is in its bunker. The surgeon applies his gum.
Each body is fitted quickly into its ice-cream pack
and then stitched up again for the long voyage
back.
2.1k
for Wallace Stevens
1.
Just as my fingers on these keys
Make data, so the self-same sounds
Of a CEO’s fingers make me a data, too.
Thus it is the spirit that feels,
Here in this cubicle, desiring—through
Excel spreadsheets, email, a deadline—
Itself.
2.
In the pale glow of a Xerox machine
The body stood.
It sought
The hum of Nature,
But, finding only synthetics,
Sighed with demur,
So barren grew its mood.
3.
They wondered why the invisible child wept
In a security without which Death’s adept;
It could not say,
So convinced were they,
Safety was the dream of a Happiness that slept.
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 4:01 PM UTC
Overts and lies
Condescention, I
Noticed when you
thought I couldn't
You dont have to
Come here and smile
and extend a hand
to me with
false camaraderie
Don't bother
Feigning delight
When I'm ushered in
With the dawn of
some blistering
Winter morning
And when you wish
to spin golden tales
of grandiousity, refrain
Continue the day
And leave me out of it.
Feb 13, 2021
Feb 13, 2021 at 8:50 AM UTC
i thought of ants and how they colonize
and remembered the importance of my breath.
offset the thinning path
were pink and purple blossoms.
blue jays appeared to
keep the cardinals mindful
while the thaw of spring dispelled
the white curse of winter.
i watched their dance on broken twigs
and their consciousness budding forefront,
i thought about the importance to their dance
and forgot about my breath.
masses of aluminum color
regarded my need for space.
offset the flattened tar,
my chains churned in earnest
while synthetics fought the earth and
purple blossoms danced in their own way.
i am guilty of fighting in that war,
guerrilla tribes of rubbered feet,
propelled by accepting neglect.
these bodies are filled with meters
to measure varying complications,
none of which are relevant in our time.
but still i continued to fight and dance
and remember my need for breath
while the jays and cardinals
danced amongst the pink and purple blossoms
budding full of consciousness,
disregarding our foolish guerrilla fight.
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 9:12 PM UTC
Trying to keep up with the chemical imbalance,
He brushed it off and worried more with gathered synthetic talents.
Synthetics curtain the authentic certainties,
but certainly add to the offensive burden.
Cold sweats will soak the beds where he won't sleep, just toss and turn in.
He dreads the voices in his head that keep reminding of the burning.
The phrasing suits it well, because desire is a fire and you will lose if you're to battle it.
It's the leader of an army that storm your psyche as the catalyst.
He cluttered all the cabinets,
left craters in the walls,
in search of just one more substance to get away from it all.
This only left him stranded,
Scarred from what this caused,
And they wonder how he got there,
Where stuttered screams from cellar's call.
Fingertips shake as his ego's enraged,
Fingerprints left on syringes for days,
A ****** mess has been made as he's invaded his veins,
A need to escape, I guess it's all been in vain.
The family throw's a fit, yes they're all in a rage,
Or so you'd think but they've forgotten, yes they're all in a daze.
He's stayed in there for minutes, hours, days.
Days turned to weeks. Weeks turned to months that met with years.
He's slain, beaten, weak, and his eyes befriended tears.
His heart skips and clatters against his rib-cage.
But its his soul that is shaken, shattered.
Where it started he was fragile, in a sense. If you remember, he wasn't aged.
Although his perspective proved too agile, he still holds innocence.
Hurts to remember, "It's just a phase."
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 11:04 PM UTC
detached. seeing, not feeling
the chair the ceiling, the floor
spinning and who am I kidding-
it's long past when I should've
had my last laugh, when I
passed midnight and the
highlight of the day was
the meager wage of pity
I accrued from a
generation subdued by a
preposterous possibility over-
exaggerated in expectation and
reaching for the highest
creatable version of elation
without laying the proper
foundation built by
layers of training and daily
straining that compound
into callouses and graying roots
until we are austere
and astute or at least
that's the excuse we will use
for the continual quietness we
exhibit, inhibiting
relationships to flourish
discouraging speech
self medicating with synthetics
that inhibit hunger
fidgety and without epiphany-
cemented to the same place
later than you should have stayed.
We want what we want,
never mean to misbehave.
September 11, 2015 C.e.M
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
Walking on this cruel world
One cannot be bold
Fake truths are hidden
Real lies are flaunted
Authentics are hardly distinguished from synthetics
True ones are mingled with the sinners
Pure ones are tainted with the abominations
Masks flew from one face to the other
Hiding from one problem to the other
When will we stop?
When will this end?
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 11:08 AM UTC
So many radical minds
leaving their prints on the glass of time
manipulating the rules of aestiticts
infinity now ruled by natural synthetics
catasrophhy
that minds aren't equipped
to fathom the elasticity of
nonlinear lifetimes
untethered from the lifelines that loop forever those loopy eyes
Aug 7, 2016
Aug 7, 2016 at 2:03 AM UTC
2300
Quantum Computers
Turing Test Defeated
Somewhere beautiful
A man casts his line into a lake
And lifts his wrist
Up towards his lips
Asking the tiny chip
Within his flesh
“Hey Siri,
Know the best way
To gut a fish?”
An Infinity Expands
every knife slicing into every animal
the blood and organs
the hands that hold them
the chemicals of blood
oxidation reactions
chemicals congealing blood
chemicals melting the bones?
bones inside the hands
pulling apart the flesh
vivisecting organs
falling to the surface
blood cascading
upon countertops stainless steel rocks dirt animals water grande canyons grand castles within the scaffolding
do humans think like this within the scaffolding of their minds?
of castles countertops stumps
the nervous system
active after death
fish whipping
twisting blades into the second hands
pain rippling through the other nervous system
electricity nerves muscles contractions force matter flesh nerves again electric energy
pills swallowed before procedure
wielding knives while deep in stupor
wearing gloves to guard the hands
guarding the second hand
a single glove
blades slicing up the gloves
particles from gloves exploding
embedding within the fish
toxins
skin leathers wood synthetics plastics polycarbonates leathers
an infinity of leather guarded hands slicing pulling flesh bones muscles bleeding upon stumps organs crashing through the dirt
All of this
Before he inhales
All this infinity
Collapsed
Into a sentence.
“No **** *******
Spills out from the chip.
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 11:54 PM UTC
Food Matters
“A pill for every ill”
Til they cover every sill,
When will,
This stop?
Too many synthetics,
Too many extracts,
Buried in white powder,
My mouth burns,
And my stomach bleeds,
My energy is robbed,
And my joy slips away,
When I cannot focus on my people,
And my sun.
True,
God’s joy transcends all ills,
But he created us to thrive,
Apart from drugs,
To play in all his paint,
And laugh with the universe.
Eat,
Even clean dirt can be better,
Than the plastic covered,
Microwavable,
Sculpture of food in your pantry.
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 6:37 PM UTC
It's a sad world
that we defend
using tweets
instead of prayers
Elevators
instead of stairs
Synthetics
to calm
the nightmares
Sleeping used to be such a treasure
Jan 9, 2021
Jan 9, 2021 at 11:06 AM UTC
They called me in to a room unfamiliar
air smelling of guilt
A vase of roses left to die on the table
"take a seat" there voices distant
I know why I am here
They do not approve of my actions
heart pounding
"we just want to ask you some questions"
I do not have your answers my mind screams out
They believe I am guilty of a crime
I believe i was helping my melting mind
"your test was positive, your actions could hurt someone"
They can't understand my actions saved someone
No one notice's when your saving yourself
One puff to ease my thoughts
One puff to them causes death
Little do they know it prevented mine
Take this pill and that pill, "It will fix you"
No thank you doc i'll stick to natures crop
Synthetics are safe says the man with a certificate on his wall
Corruption is everywhere, lies upon lies
I am in trouble for smoking a plant
He's a business man for creating addiction
I pay a fine for feeling fine for the first time tonight
He receives money for causing another to suffer a helpless plight
"Are you sorry for what you did?"
Can they hear what they just said?
I wont apologise for helping myself
I wont give in to money and decpetion
you have all be led into inception!
layer under
layer under
layer of wrongful perception
Stop fighting natural progression
Let me be me, I'll let you be you.
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 1:57 AM UTC
And so we come to live in the world
thinking nothing is nothing,
and everything is everything.
When really what we think is nothing
Is everything
And what we think is everything
Is nothing.
It's not about what you don't have:
it's about what you do have.
It's not about synthetics:
it's about the real things that matter.
Open your eyes to the real world.
You may not like what you see,
but the truth is that if you're reading this,
you may have more than you think.
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 5:18 PM UTC
Life through a lens.
Watching other people’s revelry
through the filter of a dead TV.
Perfect picture
perfect pitch
and an incredible intensity –
But it’s not life.
This vicarious festivity
neutered and numbed
by a precision of pixels,
This slum depiction of synthetics ideals
Is not life…
Jun 29, 2017
Jun 29, 2017 at 9:51 AM UTC
i pray a heavy prayer
wake me
dear lord i cant believe i lived this long
on the verge
this must not be real
touch my hand i need a lift
im not prepared
we are safe
i havent wrote down a speech
voice is our choice
one thing is correct
politics an media disturb me
liquified synthetics
in your car an in my lungs
off a rig
death no dishonor
they died so i can say this
reincarnation
im alive dear father
4th sector
so far they cant stop me
area 51
doing hard time tho
locked down in chains
been encamped
pitch my tent wallstreet
seems like decades
couple second on the clock
ready to be free
withnessing greed
my words shall reap
put fear in society
in the wake we eat
canibals
celebrate the factors of life
naturals
outweighed by one soul
**** **** ****
one paper and a pen
****** ****** ******
you have no power
SUPER POWER
I AM RAP
call me ferror
ill shut you down
rott in your grave
call me king
bow before your leader
the richest man in history
trillions in space
its facts
nine hundred ninety nine pesos
not 1 person alive
not 1 person in the past
not one person in the future
the end
-zpac
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 8:06 PM UTC