I'm numb to everything I used to feel.
Weeks have passed since I've tasted a meal.
Color slowly crept itself out of my sight,
All hours of the day are as dark as night.
Jealousy surounds me, won't leave me to be.
I'm no longer who I used to call me.
I've dug a hole and the walls are slick,
There is no way out, the pains making me sick.
A distraction could become a ladder to climb out.
But my mind is stuck, I wish I could shout.
My mouth won't move, my sense of smell is shot,
My eyes glued shut, I dont have a lot.
Automatic has become my only setting,
There has to be a dam for this lake of tears I'm shedding.
But for now im stuck in this horrible hole,
Until I find a way to set free my soul.
