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We thought we had the vampires done, Cornered as we raised the stakes. The fiends were caught against the font, An end to this for all our sakes. How foolish to believe That the stake would push itself, How blinded must we be To think we'd help ourselves. We fell back in confusion As their eyes lit stars of blue, Our fiery brand burned red in fear But the flames sputtered out on cue. We faced the devils in their line But they withstood our empty threats, And took us off one by one; It was time to pay our debts. They laughed at our misfortune. And gave us back our forks, They pointed at our dampened brand And sent us back to work. They drank from tattooed necks And supped from elder veins, And bled the middle dry And fed upon their brains. They tore up all our rights And placed death upon a throne, Who drove out justice in the night While Liber's throat did moan. They sold us all as slaves To merchants draped in skin, Cut from children's backs As the devils slowed their spin. So now we work until we drop, Exhausted in our penury. We're fed from blood banks on each street While we think that we're still free. The vampires grin within their church And play at pious once a while, And watch with glee as all they cut Divides us up in our denial.
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May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 2:17 PM UTC
Blue eyed vampires
I walked into the guitar store simply desiring to change the strings not knowing at all what this lovely day would bring I sat my acoustic on the counter and picked out my string set Martin Acoustics, always trusted a purchase I never regret I sat and played on my Christmas present A baby blue Fender Strat into the shop walked My lady with a figure like an hourglass She said she was in the mood for some excitement I was always willing to provide I said but darling were in public she said I don't care, I want you with those deep blue eyes. so I snuck her into the repair shop surrounded by tools and parts I kissed her deeply and traced on her ample ******* a heart I slid her pants down and drank from her womanly cup I heard her moan and whimper as deeper and deeper I supped she decided to reciprocate and slid down my jeans as well I looked to make sure no one was coming because this would be hot I could tell She laid me on the table kissed up and down my neck I rolled her over so I was on top of my lover I stood proud like a soldier After the first ****** I kissed her and said you ride next she bounced on me so hard I felt more and more of her soft heated flesh So after our day in the guitar store was done she held onto my tool like a loaded gun she said this belongs to only one woman on this earth me and you better always be ready to fill me with your girth ;)
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Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC
The *** String Theory
Draped in fresh-knitted pearls we traipsed into saccharine peach orchard The summer heat loped about our dew-kissed ****** ****** - appropriated from dawn spent on neatly shorn plantation grass Ambling into the knotted palatial arbor we sat each in our own tree crux behinds nestled upon ashen bark Juice dripping in our grip down our cast nets of flesh sprawled about the branches inset with gravity-defying liquescent orbs dusted in translucent mink painted with smears of citrine, coral, amber, and ichorous clinging to brass stem The rondures secede to mandible taut between palms pull and polished ivories - torn- Fluent in dulcet discourse We cloak ourselves in provocative juice tatting Until such time that our congealing garments were found mapping the bark's topography A saccharine map to the breath of soil Bloodstone ants found our map and had begun traversing - portent to seize our treasure We surrendered our jewelled cages and took flight to the sun-drunken lake to bathe and swim until heavy lids kissed moistly heavily supped on the draught sleep - beckoned transience
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Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC
Peach Juice Lingerie
The stylish kitchen was where the chicken had to be prepared and couldn't be spared by the good old chef who was known as Jeff on that fateful day with the baking tray placed in the oven heated to govern the cooking of which was a dinner pitch for that very night with the stars so bright in the sky above everyone would love who were invited and be delighted on that occasion without persuasion to share in some feast not saying the least that could've been said if it was just bread with a bowl of stew for some hungry crew. And so it happened they were all fattened by the food they ate as they supped 'till late and when the time came the guests couldn't blame the chef or the host for the chicken roast and the side dishes which pleased the wishes of all the guests there who enjoyed the fare with many a thanks without any blanks and there it ended the night presented. All the guests who came did not leave the same because of the food eaten that was good. -------------------
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Sep 30, 2023
Sep 30, 2023 at 10:16 PM UTC
Chef's Specialty
The thing about dancing, Is that it surely was invented post the 'mighty invention of music' The might of music was such, That the then tensile souls couldn't do much And when some ******* back in the day Thought he could probably get away With being cheesy, without getting hit by a rock, If he put down his words in a tune and wore a dancing frock Whilst he was going at it on a cheese license, trying to compose a 'song', This other bloke from down the road wondered where this 'sound' is coming from? The music got to him, for he was the first to hear it apart from it's maker He growled and stood up, to put his ale down in a magic shaker And so he thought his colon would erupt If he didn’t tap his feet to it with that ale he supped, Completely unaware of the fact that shaking his head would be soon to follow, And so to speak, rest of his body, headed in a direction that seemed perfectly hollow And thus he made some gravity defying moves one after the other, Hitting stacks of bread he just yelled, "Happiness rediscovered" That piteous drunk soul was unaware that it would go on to be know as ‘dancing’ If he were smarter or sober, he could have told it to the world himself with pride while prancing What made him do it? Probably the music, probably he got laid twice the previous night, Or his ex got divorced, yeah that would really end the fright So he pounced on some meat and again shook his ***** Like he owed it to the world, like it was his duty Whatever was the reason, in that magic season The consequences of it gave us dancing & made mankind elevate It was henceforth branded as a gesture to celebrate. So let’s.
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 2:14 AM UTC
Invention Of Dancing
The thing about dancing, Is that it surely was invented post the 'mighty invention of music' The might of music was such, That the then tensile souls couldn't do much And when some ******* back in the day Thought he could probably get away With being cheesy, without getting hit by a rock, If he put down his words in a tune and wore a dancing frock Whilst he was going at it on a cheese license, trying to compose a 'song', This other bloke from down the road wondered where this 'sound' is coming from? The music got to him, for he was the first to hear it apart from it's maker He growled and stood up, to put his ale down in a magic shaker And so he thought his colon would erupt If he didn’t tap his feet to it with that ale he supped, Completely unaware of the fact that shaking his head would be soon to follow, And so to speak, rest of his body, headed in a direction that seemed perfectly hollow And thus he made some gravity defying moves one after the other, Hitting stacks of bread he just yelled, "Happiness rediscovered" That piteous drunk soul was unaware that it would go on to be know as ‘dancing’ If he were smarter or sober, he could have told it to the world himself with pride while prancing What made him do it? Probably the music, probably he got laid twice the previous night, Or his ex got divorced, yeah that would really end the fright So he pounced on some meat and again shook his ***** Like he owed it to the world, like it was his duty Whatever was the reason, in that magic season The consequences of it gave us dancing & made mankind elevate It was henceforth branded as a gesture to celebrate. So let’s.
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fed the birds. fed the birds a book about my dead weight. fed the birds a heavy. fed them from my thin hands. The words that live. The birds ate. The birds ate words that lived and always lived in separate houses. if... and i mean if and only if they could afford it. if these clever pagans ever had a dime. they found it boring rich folk to death. i fed the birds my indigenous nomads. they dined in high style... dined black and fancy on shabby addicts, as they hopped trains . i fed the birds my swarthy tribe. and they supped. i fed the birds a monologue with trains of thought the words i fed them... the vagabonds... hopped trains. of thought. I fed the birds. i fed the birds just outside. i sat and fed them black light and Harmalade fed them blackly fed them with piano keys; the black ones, the ones that radiate i fed i watched them. watched them fancy peck. and peck and fancy pluck. i watched. they dined on serene defeat by technicality. it was surreal to watch a blackbird pluck from black keys - peck a morsel of glum from the black rays, yes. the black rays with opposable thumbs and a lifeline. the only one i know forbidding gypsies with three eyes. an open palm. a paranoid black radish white dwarf star with piano keys for black rays of nimbus, yes mine is the hand that bites the hand that writes the book it wants to ban, that ain't a fan not at all. just an appendage. a pen dirge ? What ? i fed the flock lots I fed the black ones - with dolls' eyes... tucked under wing. i fed them, yes. a book about the size of any welcome malcontent. i fed them sorrows and ellipses with adjacent lawns. wutherings in stately manors, squatting on either side of memory lane, like a bourbon and coke had practically crawled across shards of hard things to break, with a drink in your hand and crawled, well blended down the hatch of enormous, well appointed gothic frogs, that - were mostly refurbished toads with odd columns. i fed the birds, broke out the Good Chi na hang the tantrums ! yes One should expect a rich metaphor to want to watch you eat it's every word or by extension; lick the toad with 15 rooms, three stories, unfit for children and a full staff of Adjectives, highly trained to short-sheet the Bedlam, and fluff the pillories. one should sip the liqueur off the floor, inside the huge and tipsy gorgon and be thankful for the dank and the solid gold flyswatters. they're complementary. take one as you leave out thinking " toads, eat flies.... so it follows...." apropos of nothing, on the ' Good China ', now in the belly of birds, well fed an unwell. a book about my dead-weight's dream to eat fewer flies and more steak. to grow wings. yes.
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Oct 17, 2012
Oct 17, 2012 at 11:23 AM UTC
DODO
fed the birds. fed the birds a book about my dead weight. fed the birds a heavy. fed them from my thin hands. The words that live. The birds ate. The birds ate words that lived and always lived in separate houses. if... and i mean if and only if they could afford it. if these clever pagans ever had a dime. they found it boring rich folk to death. i fed the birds my indigenous nomads. they dined in high style... dined black and fancy on shabby addicts, as they hopped trains . i fed the birds my swarthy tribe. and they supped. i fed the birds a monologue with trains of thought the words i fed them... the vagabonds... hopped trains. of thought. I fed the birds. i fed the birds just outside. i sat and fed them black light and Harmalade fed them blackly fed them with piano keys; the black ones, the ones that radiate i fed i watched them. watched them fancy peck. and peck and fancy pluck. i watched. they dined on serene defeat by technicality. it was surreal to watch a blackbird pluck from black keys - peck a morsel of glum from the black rays, yes. the black rays with opposable thumbs and a lifeline. the only one i know forbidding gypsies with three eyes. an open palm. a paranoid black radish white dwarf star with piano keys for black rays of nimbus, yes mine is the hand that bites the hand that writes the book it wants to ban, that ain't a fan not at all. just an appendage. a pen dirge ? What ? i fed the flock lots I fed the black ones - with dolls' eyes... tucked under wing. i fed them, yes. a book about the size of any welcome malcontent. i fed them sorrows and ellipses with adjacent lawns. wutherings in stately manors, squatting on either side of memory lane, like a bourbon and coke had practically crawled across shards of hard things to break, with a drink in your hand and crawled, well blended down the hatch of enormous, well appointed gothic frogs, that - were mostly refurbished toads with odd columns. i fed the birds, broke out the Good Chi na hang the tantrums ! yes One should expect a rich metaphor to want to watch you eat it's every word or by extension; lick the toad with 15 rooms, three stories, unfit for children and a full staff of Adjectives, highly trained to short-sheet the Bedlam, and fluff the pillories. one should sip the liqueur off the floor, inside the huge and tipsy gorgon and be thankful for the dank and the solid gold flyswatters. they're complementary. take one as you leave out thinking " toads, eat flies.... so it follows...." apropos of nothing, on the ' Good China ', now in the belly of birds, well fed an unwell. a book about my dead-weight's dream to eat fewer flies and more steak. to grow wings. yes.
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Has your soul sipped Of the sweetness of all sweets? Has it well supped But yet hungers and sweats? I have been witness Of a strange sweetness, All fancy surpassing Past all supposing. Passing the rays Of the rubies of morning, Or the soft rise Of the moon; or the meaning Known to the rose Of her mystery and mourning. Sweeter than nocturnes Of the wild nightingale Or than love's nectar After life's gall. Sweeter than odours Of living leaves, Sweeter than ardours Of dying loves. Sweeter than death And dreams hereafter To one in dearth Or life and its laughter. Or the proud wound The victor wears Or the last end Of all wars. Or the sweet ****** After long guard Unto the martyr Smiling at God; To me was that smile, Faint as a wan, worn myth, Faint and exceeding small, On a boy's murdered mouth. Though from his throat The life-tide leaps There was no threat On his lips. But with the bitter blood And the death-smell All his life's sweetness bled Into a smile.
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Has Your Soul Sipped?
She is the cold fire that snaps at my skin Making me long for the heartburning That scalds and scars the flesh within Dark hair dark desirous eyes Dark nights of passion till I realize That she has drained me Supped the juices from my lust Drunk from all the fury my love gives And suddenly she lives Like a vampire Mesmerizing One blood drop at a time She slurps me up like I am some cheap wine And I swoon under her power Consumed by her hunger As she completely devours me Till I beg for more
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Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 10:17 AM UTC
The Vampire Queen
I've seen you there amongst the lavender fields when you thought no one was watching. Memories that dance a longing daydream, weaving strings of lilac through my veins. I knew you would plague me, but my eyes supped upon you. Supped and supped again until lavished by an allure a thousand French patisseries could never usurp. Your taste inspired madness - a craze you too endured. We turned over pages and bewildered them with Eden's of ivy that flourished within our skulls. If Van Gogh were a writer he'd write like us. A fable of seraphic beauty and lucid insanity, knotted together with existential philosophy. "Being and Nothingness" (Sartre understood) but we were 50 years too late to the Café de Flore. Those were memories of yesteryear, sealed with the rosy hue of antiquity I was always fond of. I can almost lick that scent of lavender that clings to the photographs, but I fear my tongue may bleed. So I admire them on a mantelpiece in a dust-soaked room where all that I love (and have loved) may live. I know that room not by daylight, for I dare not be seen to enter. Only the high rise moon knows that those footprints belong to me.
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Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 6:27 PM UTC
Lavender
we met in Mexico, slept rough in the back; the seats folded down levelled out and tacked down with two springs we went by cities not knowing their names; stopped at payphone kiosks shamed our pasts with left messages on answering machines we stopped at toll booths, paid for more road to play on, to drive over smooth, to cross another border before the noon we deciphered restaurant menus, ate with fingers crossed and hoped the chicken was just that, left a tip lost in another used ash tray we wore sun cream to screen us against the rays and the glare reflecting off the mineral water, natural bays we walked up to bars asked for drinks in cold bottles, sipped and supped until kisses rolled out, left holding hands like mannequin models we kept the trip a secret, kept it secure between you and me and the folds in the bed sheets, we only exist in hotel cheap suites.
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Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 3:46 PM UTC
We Met In Mexico
The mosquitoes supped histamine limpets into our puckered flesh dew gilted grass entombed our feet in dappled domes refracting the overhead fireworks smears of whirling color accented by smoke mote ghosts I forgot to wear my contacts my near-sightedness makes you giggle nervously - a hard full body ****** of a laugh it arches your spine pulling our hand-holding into an expansion only the lining betwixt finger inlets galvanized our pulse well, that and your voltaic laugh its flourishing timbre resonant reverberant pyrotechnic thickly glazing aural canal lascivious tomes penned themselves densely upon neural plane dendrites imprinting chemical insignia moment captured in impressionistic blurs
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Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 8:35 PM UTC
A Firework Doppleganger Held My Hand Today
Three men hung the corpse of a shark In a tree for its enlightenment. They hefted rifles, Pierced its side with bullets. “We’ve taken him a long way from the sea,” they said. The dead shark swam in the tree, Its rancid blood raining down like manna, Its eyes bulging, thick with burgeoning wisdom. It lay in that tree for nine days and nine nights, Soaking up knowledge in its mute way. By the end of the ninth night, It had supped fully on enlightenment. A moth appeared before the shark And landed on its shiny nose. This tipped something already on the brink, Freeing the shark from its ****** form in a sag, a slow burst, And a mass of vermin churned forth.
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Oct 22, 2011
Oct 22, 2011 at 10:24 PM UTC
Enlightenment
Time sits slouched, Whisky supped from a shoe. Space takes his place, Beard smothered in brew. Hope sprawls eternal, Smiles, on the face of the few. The night is masked, Casked honey dew. Amber obscures, Procures, Distorts the view. Glazed by a hazy Feint green plume. Time takes a sip from Weathered worn out shoe. As space wipes his face Hope yawns on que. The night is released, At least for now, until The fall of the morning dew.
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Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 7:44 PM UTC
Amber
I make no bones about it; I’m as common as they come. I have since lost interest In things coming undone. I’ve eaten of black mutton And I’ve gnawed a serpent bone, A multitude of oranges In a pomegranate home. I’ve supped a core of cedar pine, It’s bitter on my tongue, A slimy sea of candle wax A wicked xylophone. And on a rosy-bowered swing I’ve heard whispered all alone, “I will love you until the day I die.”
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Jul 16, 2010
Jul 16, 2010 at 4:48 PM UTC
Lament
I’d walked back home by the clifftop path, I’d only been gone an hour, Rounding the point, it came into view The sight of our Black Stone Tower. Its ancient mystery suited me then We’d picked it up for a song, Nobody else had wanted it, At the price, we couldn’t go wrong. They said that a king had built it there Far back in the mists of time, And soldiers climbed by the old stone stair, But now, thank god, it was mine. A roof to shelter my Evelyn, Though we supped by candlelight, And drew our water deep from a well, Made love when the stars were bright. But now a breeze blew up from the cliff, Was chill, and ruffled my hair, And something about the Black Stone Tower Was strange, a sense of despair. For weeds had grown where the weeds were not When I’d left, an hour before, And someone had painted a bright red cross On the Baltic Pine of the door. It was only when I had got close up That I saw that the red was blood, And the door was half off its hinges,where It was splintering, as I stood, Then shapes began to appear to me, Of soldiers, battering in The Baltic Pine of this ancient door To slay the soldiers within. There wasn’t a single sound to hear, There should have been clash and roar, A mighty battle was raging in The Black Stone Tower of war. I called and I called for Evelyn But there wasn’t a single trace Of the love that I’d left alone in there, That now, most terrible place. I ran outside to the edge of the cliff And stared down into the bay, And there was the foulest, evil ship Sails set, for sailing away. And Evelyn strode down on the beach While a soldier pulled at her hair, Dragging her into a longboat as She fought and struggled down there. But this was a different Evelyn To the one that I’d left at home, The girl on the beach was dressed in peach, My Evelyn dressed in bone, And not in a full length courtly dress Like you see from the days of yore, As her ghostly shadow stepped in the boat And sailed away from the shore. I turned again to the Black Stone Tower And the door was back in its frame, There wasn’t a sign of the ****** cross That had been there, just as I came. And Evelyn staggered from out the door As I cried out, ‘Where have you been?’ And she said sleepily, ‘Don’t be cross, I’ve had an incredible dream!’ David Lewis Paget
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May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 7:03 AM UTC
The Black Stone Tower
I’d walked back home by the clifftop path, I’d only been gone an hour, Rounding the point, it came into view The sight of our Black Stone Tower. Its ancient mystery suited me then We’d picked it up for a song, Nobody else had wanted it, At the price, we couldn’t go wrong. They said that a king had built it there Far back in the mists of time, And soldiers climbed by the old stone stair, But now, thank god, it was mine. A roof to shelter my Evelyn, Though we supped by candlelight, And drew our water deep from a well, Made love when the stars were bright. But now a breeze blew up from the cliff, Was chill, and ruffled my hair, And something about the Black Stone Tower Was strange, a sense of despair. For weeds had grown where the weeds were not When I’d left, an hour before, And someone had painted a bright red cross On the Baltic Pine of the door. It was only when I had got close up That I saw that the red was blood, And the door was half off its hinges,where It was splintering, as I stood, Then shapes began to appear to me, Of soldiers, battering in The Baltic Pine of this ancient door To slay the soldiers within. There wasn’t a single sound to hear, There should have been clash and roar, A mighty battle was raging in The Black Stone Tower of war. I called and I called for Evelyn But there wasn’t a single trace Of the love that I’d left alone in there, That now, most terrible place. I ran outside to the edge of the cliff And stared down into the bay, And there was the foulest, evil ship Sails set, for sailing away. And Evelyn strode down on the beach While a soldier pulled at her hair, Dragging her into a longboat as She fought and struggled down there. But this was a different Evelyn To the one that I’d left at home, The girl on the beach was dressed in peach, My Evelyn dressed in bone, And not in a full length courtly dress Like you see from the days of yore, As her ghostly shadow stepped in the boat And sailed away from the shore. I turned again to the Black Stone Tower And the door was back in its frame, There wasn’t a sign of the ****** cross That had been there, just as I came. And Evelyn staggered from out the door As I cried out, ‘Where have you been?’ And she said sleepily, ‘Don’t be cross, I’ve had an incredible dream!’ David Lewis Paget
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A female Buddha, the way she sat, not love making, that some other. Cross-legged, he remembered her, on that blue sofa, the Mahler playing from her hi-fi, her oval face, soft features, that loud laughter, the Glaswegian accent cutting through the attempted English tones. The bottle of whisky opened, the glasses filled, supped, sipped or what ever the word is, it happened. It’s no good taking some people out of the slums, she said, you need to take the slum out of the people. She looked then nothing like the former nun she had been, he thought, perfume invading the nose, her hair piled in some out of date Beehive, some French queen prior to revolution, she sat, glass in hand, other plump hand toughing his thigh, rubbing her fingers up and down. She wanted to stir his pecker, wanted motion through his jeans. He listened to Mahler, gazing beyond her at the painting on the wall, that tat she collected. Her hand rubbed higher, her soft tones suggestive, her talk of slums and slum dwellers put aside. An evening of *** ahead, in bed or on the sofa, with the female Buddha, her plump ******* thighs, arms, maybe lost there amongst the folds of flesh. She despised his Marxian philosophy, loved his ****** prowess, his proud perfect pecker. He loved her whisky, her soft to touch skin, her spread legs to allow him in. The female Buddha gone now, her heart gave out, he was told, and looking back, years after years, his youth misspent at times, too much ***** *** and moral lack, he had moved on, improved, but loved to smile and look back.
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Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 2:57 AM UTC
FEMALE BUDDHA.
A female Buddha, the way she sat, not love making, that some other. Cross-legged, he remembered her, on that blue sofa, the Mahler playing from her hi-fi, her oval face, soft features, that loud laughter, the Glaswegian accent cutting through the attempted English tones. The bottle of whisky opened, the glasses filled, supped, sipped or what ever the word is, it happened. It’s no good taking some people out of the slums, she said, you need to take the slum out of the people. She looked then nothing like the former nun she had been, he thought, perfume invading the nose, her hair piled in some out of date Beehive, some French queen prior to revolution, she sat, glass in hand, other plump hand toughing his thigh, rubbing her fingers up and down. She wanted to stir his pecker, wanted motion through his jeans. He listened to Mahler, gazing beyond her at the painting on the wall, that tat she collected. Her hand rubbed higher, her soft tones suggestive, her talk of slums and slum dwellers put aside. An evening of *** ahead, in bed or on the sofa, with the female Buddha, her plump ******* thighs, arms, maybe lost there amongst the folds of flesh. She despised his Marxian philosophy, loved his ****** prowess, his proud perfect pecker. He loved her whisky, her soft to touch skin, her spread legs to allow him in. The female Buddha gone now, her heart gave out, he was told, and looking back, years after years, his youth misspent at times, too much ***** *** and moral lack, he had moved on, improved, but loved to smile and look back.
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I hold my heart when thunder claps, I hold it when the courier raps Upon my door—to feel the beat It often hides—it drums so sweet And then subsides to tender taps. My heart is shy when only maps Can dare expound what hungry gaps Consume the ground between our feet. I hold my heart And tear the envelope that wraps The lifeblood printed on your scraps And feed my veins like summer heat Is supped by rains. Until we meet At last again when storms collapse, I hold my heart.
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Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 11:17 AM UTC
To Feel It Pound
I am a practitioner of art, said Alice, oil and canvas are my daily bread, charcoal blackens my fingers, darkens my soul, my dreams are of *** and men lost, I bed sad men in my thoughts. My art keeps me from asylums, takes me from the doctor’s couch to the lonely studio, the air full of fumes and stale food and my unwashed body. My mother was a slave to the kitchen sink, her life spent in domestic chores, in my father’s bed, in the worrying times she popped the pills, drank the bottles dry. I am the spyer of secret lovers, my sister’s men in her double bed, the laughter and tears in equal measure,   the flowers and bruises all fondly kept, the split lips and black eyes, she wore with pleasure. I am the painter of other’s souls, images oiled in with the darkest colours, their features blended with the darkness of their lives. My brother sat with his demons, supped with them in his lonely hours, injected the nightmare makers with the addict’s skill, he slept uneasy in another’s bed, chased by his demons and women until he died, a bullet in his head. I listen to Parsifal on the old Hifi the Wagnerian opera is my secret drug, my opener of days, my closer at nights, the background to my daily arguments and fights. My father was my only healer, his loving touches healed my hurts, stitched my cuts and wounds, he watered down my temper’s scorns; he alone shared my soul’s foul deeds, knew my heartaches, my scars of *** and doctored my soul’s lack. He was cornered by the cancer’s hold, its icy fingers in his bones and skin, its deadly smell in his breath and flesh and his parting words were lost in the final rattle. I am the artist of life’s dark wars and ancient wounding battle.
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Dec 22, 2012
Dec 22, 2012 at 5:48 AM UTC
ALICE AND HER WONDERLAND.
I am a practitioner of art, said Alice, oil and canvas are my daily bread, charcoal blackens my fingers, darkens my soul, my dreams are of *** and men lost, I bed sad men in my thoughts. My art keeps me from asylums, takes me from the doctor’s couch to the lonely studio, the air full of fumes and stale food and my unwashed body. My mother was a slave to the kitchen sink, her life spent in domestic chores, in my father’s bed, in the worrying times she popped the pills, drank the bottles dry. I am the spyer of secret lovers, my sister’s men in her double bed, the laughter and tears in equal measure,   the flowers and bruises all fondly kept, the split lips and black eyes, she wore with pleasure. I am the painter of other’s souls, images oiled in with the darkest colours, their features blended with the darkness of their lives. My brother sat with his demons, supped with them in his lonely hours, injected the nightmare makers with the addict’s skill, he slept uneasy in another’s bed, chased by his demons and women until he died, a bullet in his head. I listen to Parsifal on the old Hifi the Wagnerian opera is my secret drug, my opener of days, my closer at nights, the background to my daily arguments and fights. My father was my only healer, his loving touches healed my hurts, stitched my cuts and wounds, he watered down my temper’s scorns; he alone shared my soul’s foul deeds, knew my heartaches, my scars of *** and doctored my soul’s lack. He was cornered by the cancer’s hold, its icy fingers in his bones and skin, its deadly smell in his breath and flesh and his parting words were lost in the final rattle. I am the artist of life’s dark wars and ancient wounding battle.
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I have reached the end I am at last triumphant I am pedigree of pious desire and knowledge eternally sacred I have welcomed the pilgrims I have guided their yearning will To the celestial comforts of feathers’ yellows and sanctity’s whites Whites white as my waving robe and now my thin white gown In which I await my appointed time My tongue is wriggling Circling across my gums In sensuous reveling of my life’s most blessed and greatest times For I have laid eyes upon the glory of life’s highest gifts For I have laid hands upon the most succulent succubus fertile hips And I have supped of hymen’s glisten I swam in Bacchus’s wines I have recited doctrines of worship I worshipped saliva’s shine And I have observed communion I drank it with ***** dust I have read the hatha yoga **** as the first man forged And I have anointed blossoming ******* beneath the holy sigil Sputtering laughter Only trottel bows in truth and believes I dispense A cleansing and redeeming eternal salvation Have you no eyes to see my body’s common human shape? Do you think I’m fat from God’s great love? I cackle in the presence of such unwieldy weakness Although my bones are sagging More sagging is my wrinkled brain! My memories are mating and birthing strange chimerical forms They’re flooding and blending Into vivid dreamlike collage I see the faces of children I’ve taught Atop necks of ****** I’ve known The cheap locations of ****** have grafted with the echoing halls of cathedrals Bizarre lights of nightclub glow are dancing upon spiritual texts I hear an angelic litany Sung through a stripper’s lips I feel sheep’s wool In the tousled hair of my boyish youth I taste sweat in the bread of religion’s stoic privation My air is growing more ragged With every pitiful inhale I take I feel light although I still see my heavy gluttonous flesh My spirit is peeling away Beyond my body’s earth Arising high above from mortality’s curse I am ascending into the holy realm A realm with gates inviting Like opened lotioned legs I can see my own corpse Surrounded by genuine reverence They don’t even notice the shot glass Still clutched in my pasty fist
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Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 6:44 PM UTC
The Holy Realm
I have reached the end I am at last triumphant I am pedigree of pious desire and knowledge eternally sacred I have welcomed the pilgrims I have guided their yearning will To the celestial comforts of feathers’ yellows and sanctity’s whites Whites white as my waving robe and now my thin white gown In which I await my appointed time My tongue is wriggling Circling across my gums In sensuous reveling of my life’s most blessed and greatest times For I have laid eyes upon the glory of life’s highest gifts For I have laid hands upon the most succulent succubus fertile hips And I have supped of hymen’s glisten I swam in Bacchus’s wines I have recited doctrines of worship I worshipped saliva’s shine And I have observed communion I drank it with ***** dust I have read the hatha yoga **** as the first man forged And I have anointed blossoming ******* beneath the holy sigil Sputtering laughter Only trottel bows in truth and believes I dispense A cleansing and redeeming eternal salvation Have you no eyes to see my body’s common human shape? Do you think I’m fat from God’s great love? I cackle in the presence of such unwieldy weakness Although my bones are sagging More sagging is my wrinkled brain! My memories are mating and birthing strange chimerical forms They’re flooding and blending Into vivid dreamlike collage I see the faces of children I’ve taught Atop necks of ****** I’ve known The cheap locations of ****** have grafted with the echoing halls of cathedrals Bizarre lights of nightclub glow are dancing upon spiritual texts I hear an angelic litany Sung through a stripper’s lips I feel sheep’s wool In the tousled hair of my boyish youth I taste sweat in the bread of religion’s stoic privation My air is growing more ragged With every pitiful inhale I take I feel light although I still see my heavy gluttonous flesh My spirit is peeling away Beyond my body’s earth Arising high above from mortality’s curse I am ascending into the holy realm A realm with gates inviting Like opened lotioned legs I can see my own corpse Surrounded by genuine reverence They don’t even notice the shot glass Still clutched in my pasty fist
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