"suddently" poems
you feel it coming, a definite change in atmosphere
thunder (an awful, raging storm) in the distance
you try to take shelter in the only home you've ever known
then the push comes (don't say you weren't expecting it)
suddently it's o v e r
your world just split down the middle
crack crack crack.
panic does funny things to people
you look through the rubble, searching
there'll be no survivors
picking up the pieces of your past
(oh the memories splinter in your skin)
you scramble to rebuild your home
this is a delicate procedure, heart surgery always is
you're gonna think you fixed (yourself) your home
but it doesn't take a storm to topple a house of cards
cardboard and lies never made good building materials
and construction is more of a group project
loneliness does funny things to people
anger (the sad kind) comes next
you w r e c k what's left of your mess
and take the mangled pieces as prisoners of war (between who?)
you use what little you salvaged to build a little house
(a house is not always a home)
a temporary shelter from this man made storm
somewhere to drown in your nostalgia
this is how things come to be
this is how construction finally ends
this is separation at it's finest
heart break does funny things to people
Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 9:05 PM UTC
A flickering illumination in a damp-aired room.
This lonely, glowing aura is the centerpiece of a dark abyss.
Crevices of this dungeon hide walls adourned with filth.
Suddently, wax drips from the candle reverberating an eerie echo.
This startles the only creature thriving in this everlasting, sinister darkness.
Awakened by the cease in silence and intriguied by the flame,
The moth leaves the safety of darkness and innocently begins to fly.
As he gently flutters towards the flame the moth feels something foreign --warmth.
Instinct tells him to continue flapping towards this otherwordly glow.
As if blind from birth and finally given sight, the moth now feels alive.
The combination of heat and light is addicting, he carniverously lusts for more.
Once innocent, the moth has now been corrupted by sheer ectasy.
Now, ceremoniously circling the flame basking in its heavenly glory.
Drunken with greed, the moth hastily swoops within inches of the flame.
A snakelike hiss consumes the room. --Darkness.
Its ravenous haste extinguished its short-lived salvation.
Now, cold as one-thousand winters, the moth can only dream of his lost savior
It can only wish that it had gone up in flames along with the candle now. . .
that pain would last a millisecond.
This pain is eternal.
Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 12:13 AM UTC
***Tranquillity
flowed through
the stirred
Briar Roses,
The sweet fragrance
lingers on,
Upon the Silver pond.
Suddently
A white water lily
emerges.
It slowly opens
to show us
the frog as she
plays with her
long pearls above,
With a Red-heart arrow.
Waiting for
little Ivanushka
to retrieve it...***
Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 5:23 AM UTC
I wanted to give you my all
But whats the point if im just gana fall
Thers a side of me you'll probably never know
Maybe its best it we take it slow
Because theres things you leave unsaid
Leading to ******** in my head
Why does everything feel so wrong
**** it ill take a couple of hits from this ****
On weekends ill take a night off with my ladys
Now im all dolled up and suddently im your baby
But when i needed my man you werent around
No time for sorry sssh i dont want to hear a sound
Cuz you keep feeding me these lies
Same old **** like all these other guys
Ever heard you cant play a player
This game is too easy you ****** make me gayer
Jun 7, 2012
Jun 7, 2012 at 11:27 AM UTC
“As I walked down the road alone, I began to think, What if this is the wrong way, am I about to sink?
I saw the light in front of me, and suddently it began to gain.
Is it the light in the end of the tunnel, or maybe it’s just a train?”
- Staun
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC
Sometimes when your hanging out of the sunroof during a rain storm on a summer night, and the water is soaking your shirt, and you can almost see the soundwaves of angels and airwaves bouncing off of the carpet car seat until they ooze out of the window
Suddently theres something about the song or the night or the fact that your college town view over a cornfield looks almost like a skyline when your going 55 in a 25 and you have to squint to protect your more than tired eyes from the air rushing into them and whipping your hair into your mouth and you can taste your shampoo
And for a second world becomes beautifully real, for a second you understand.
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
it’s suddently solemn
it holds me back and tears me down
i swear i can’t even hear
(certain people are so easily drowned)
**But I
I am easily lit
Fire like you’ve never seen
And it is captivating
I’m showered in red-gold
And no one will be amused at all.**
I am the calm
And I am the woman
And I am the fire.
May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 2:14 AM UTC
My legs start to shudder
As the noise gets louder
Eching into my deafening ears
I hear gory noises
And petryfying screams and voices
Bang on the door
I roll up into a ball
Punch at the face
I hear "u are a disgrace
Suddently no sound at all
Silence floods the room
Noises,disappearing like a ghost in the night
It is 3 am
I cant seem to sleep
There I hear again
Screams,sharp pain in my ears
I close my eyes and pleading to life
Just take me away from this pychotic nightmare
Or atleast let me dream
even if its just for tonight
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 4:44 PM UTC
Hold me holy lover sinner
worldly lover mine twin soul,
like Rhett Buttler
beheld Scarlet in his arms
as she sobbed
hold me speace me madly
love me long like
Rae Ingram (Nicole Kidman) and her husband, John (Sam Neill),
held each other on their yacht
rocked by oceanic waves in
Dead Calm!
Oh beloved gold key come stay rock me hear my plee
regardles of names time and space or sand hour glass
I love you
fly to me I am wearing my red robe waiting for you up the magestic flight staircase,
the captured sacred
chronological dream spell
impregnating imagination
come up quickly search for me
inside your master bedroom
kick the door if you must
grab me apeace my despair
find me shivering in the closet burning with anticipation
save me hold me
put my fire out gold hearted lover mine
praying eons isolated hold on to your photograph
patiently waiting for a word
news thwt you caré as promised
I am breaking save me
Pop up the bubbly bottle is chilled O sweetheart sweety pie
I long to get high with you
fill up my cup full
twist my gold lock open with your
gold key Enter me! I can't live without you
let the fireworks begin to sing
I adore you do with me as you
please
eternity is ours to love
let me devour you apeace me
the nights long the days and eves long ***
see you ginham shirt buttons popping up strong long
pants zipper tearing up
my He-Man Ruddy divine
the nights eons long I sought you
out of time and space is only for the devil not for true love.
I have dreamt with this dream
since you and I carved it
lovingly photographic memory
and all once upon a time
has come suddently
and though another soul grabs
you tieing you down
as you gave her presence ring and name
I know you love me forever
more as you're a man of your word
hold me for the ocean waves
drown me they now wrack
our boat for you two as I watch
I break uphold me
Oh how it hurts not to feel you
caressing my existence in person
but I have felt your beautiful loving passionate ways
long time ago my gold lock
and your gold key did laid your bridge
openning heavens portal in me.
and that makes all the
difference today
sigh
~~
Mar 14, 2020
Mar 14, 2020 at 2:24 AM UTC
“As I walked down the road alone, I began to think,
What if this is the wrong way, am I about to sink?
I saw the light in front of me, and suddently it began to gain.
Is it the light in the end of the tunnel, or maybe it’s just a train?”
- Staun
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 3:18 PM UTC
How am I supposed to forget
All the things you said
The way you touched me
The way you put that sparkle in my eyes
You assured me that I was alive
Everything fell apart, suddently
I saw it coming I really did
But it still hurt
Every inch of this flesh prision hurt
I'm still trying to fall into the reality
Still trying to fall out of love
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 5:16 PM UTC