When you think
About loving me
My inner core
Truth was a breath
of cold November air
Escaping from her soft lips
Truth was warm
a breath of purpose
A spoken word
Tasting sweet nuance
A fresh, crisp blow
of season's new flair
Something so subtle
yet undoubtedly alive.
The cloud that arises
Presence of Awareness
Map to Metatron
Map to Sandalfon
Angel of Love
How can I forget
How can I love
The universe less
Was it you who did
Act like a mind boggling
Hubris wearing a hermit's
Undulated coat of invisibility.
Was I a mere spectator of reeling emotions.
A devotee to the fantastic dreams. A resplendant
Anticipation. A crudeness of time attired to a sphynx.
Perspiration. Perplexed perturberance. Atonality.
Autumn is a subtle thief
Moseying in then out so brief
A swift taker of all things emerald and bright
No burglar alarm will keep safe the light
Daring to steal the warmth off your face
A cold Winter the only item left in Summer's place
This is my first poem for the 30 Day Poetry Challenge
An acrostic using the letters in your first name. Can be about anything EXCEPT you or your name.
As the sun slowly sets
The precursor to the week
Oh so bleak
The calm before the storm
Too restless to enjoy
For everybody knows
It's sunday's melancholy ploy
Responsibilities loom overhead
Our heart as heavy as the air
The world has now gone silent
We sit in subtle fear
There were dividing lines
and mariners gate
soft, subtle lines
that spoke of origin
and biting union
it was all
alive and living
dead or dying
deep in a pack
of pint size resistors
hell bent on the
and cannabis tower
jumping the rush
with *** shots
and transient floaters
marked rebellion at the gates
(skullduggery and taunt
high on their favor list)
jack straws and flat paddles
for the evening charade
beakers and flailing hands
from the foot washing baptist
(the pleasant street conservatives with their
own something to say…“there’s gonna be hell to pay!”)
to this sentiment
(evident in the pump house stride)
the river winds
into the night
as the huddling packers
and **** backs
chase the evening hours
it’s a bitter sweet
end of an era;
those traction bars
and nickel bags
be the rage
I am encased in oppressive flesh,
Tissues that restrict my transcendent nature.
If it weren’t for this burdensome cage
I’d evaporate and roll over the city with the clouds.
im a self describing a self
a face on a liquid surface
a three pound infinity
always remodeling itself
and making new copies
a massive accumulation of copies
each a slight distortion
from it's original eminence
a history of minute alterations
all subtle deceptions
my so-called reality
a repetition pouring the self out
self corrupting the self
until it is somebody else
a fibbing shifty double-dealing soft machine
trying to remain intact
a disjunctured awareness
my cells talk **** about each other
i'm more microbes than human
every synaptic light of the divine casting a shadowed past
a devil to the true origin
a mangled remembering
my pillar of reality
spirit from matter
not the other way around
i no longer recognize myself
am i human
or perhaps a robot
a walk in
that left the original inhabitant
to wander perplexed in a netherworld
lost and crying
or, just a bad copy
***** words aren’t always hidden
in symbols, are they?
Some poets use words to wound,
and they know my weakness.
The subtle weapon of language.
The tool of a master.
then Drawn like a dagger.
Slaying my attempts
at peace of mind.
Because they know I always
read between the lines.
Once were two young maidens who both wore smiles,
but they were sadly separated.
Years later like fire to wool their relationship renewed in a spark, but life had shaped their names.
Anxiety and Trauma both very much alike.
Anxiety bit her nails and Trauma did as well.
Trauma rocked back and forth, and Anxiety did too.
Over time they both dropped subtle hints saying they were not okay.
Anxiety went to therapy, and so did Trauma.
Trauma had a breakdown, Anxiety also did.
The difference lays within their fears.
"I'm so very terrified of the future..." Anxiety began, "You must understand?"
Trauma shrugged, "I presume," she paused, "but it's the past that makes me break."
The two girls looked at each other, realizing they knew nothing about one another.
In regards to my friend who is so similar to me, but with such a different past, and future.
Autumn moves fast through the tunnel of love
Push from the top; bottom falls from above
Dangling leaves are flexing about
Dreaming of hope is a nightmarish shout
Cackle of ghouls; a shivering spine
All that is due will be due in due time
Whispering wind softly kisses my cheek
Lifetime of searching; know not what I seek
Darkness emerges as light fades away
Tried to hold on knowing no one can stay
Feeling alive only once I am dead
Listen but don't hear a word that is said
Roar of a flame, the warmth of the light
Fireball streaks interrupting the night
From the ashes we rose and to dust we return
Heart made of ice will not sooth what’s been burned
Holding my breath and not rising for air
Promise to no one the nothing I share
Hugging and squeezing a cuddly toy
Faded reminder when I was a boy
Roar of a racing car traveling fast
Linear stories that live in the past
Afternoon stroll through the paths in the woods
Wasn't enough when it’s all that I could
Didn't regret not regretting a thing
Perfectly still while I sit on the swing
Lazy and careless; the problem I tackle
Chained here forever without any shackles
Future and past presently now amuck
Free man who's also imprisoned and stuck
Roaring, the waves speaking softly to me
Shouting a message using secrecy
Cackling rooster call to end the day
Adult you become but your parents can't stay
Ending's begun and beginning ends near
Enveloped in fog; then it all became clear
Through stutter and stammer, I clearly can speak
World’s strongest man; I am fearful and weak
Worldly observer, I travel through life
Don't leave my house; Live alone with no wife
Peacock with confidence strutting my stuff
Have had my fill but not yet had enough
Nothing I fear but much fear have for it
Blowing out candles that never were lit
Bellowing cheers of "hip-hip hooray!"
Round of applauds for those who've died today
Subtle of strikes from a blatant attack
Gift you are given; already took back
Slapped with audacity right in the face
Composed with the utmost politeness and grace
Without allergy present, my body reacts
Calmly I sit through a panic attack
Telling a lie until it becomes truth
Speaking with stature his words are uncouth
Deafening silence rang shots from the gun
Finished a race that has not yet begun
"Rule" one time "Golden", now covered in rust
Did what was needed but not what I must
You can be anything but yet nothing you are
Traveling often but didn't go far
Properly set for no expectations
Biased perception began at creation
Feet on the ground and head in the clouds
Displayed while I'm naked; exposed in my shroud
Written - April 6, 2017
All rights reserved.
separated by subtle differences-
left raw, untouched, and misunderstood
so I am going to stir my thoughts under my cover, security hood
I don't know how to approach a topic of conversation out of context
relationship missing administration codecs
sitting here mislead, pretty much rendered useless
uncomprehendable how we keep choosing to do this
I want you to be entirely distracted by my surface
the sunlight above me
I want you
I want you content with my forecast of calm waves
Follow my subtle guidelines
Behaving as a good mother I"ll command you out of the ocean
if you swim too far from shore
Or if you dare plunge your head under me
Remain floating on my surface layer this is where the
honey moon stage lasts
Do not stare into the eyes of a hurricane
storms in me churning off the coast of "you had no clue"
will leave you washed up on Island Nowhere
Absolutely no swimming after sunset
I don't care if you hear the waves sigh all night
In this situation I am God knowing whats best for you
saving you from drowning in my cycle
Flying in the sky, my hands by my side.
Whisking your skin as I passed by.
Lights made facades of what should have beens.
Deformed beauties of light formed on your backs and your shoulders.
You laughed and talked.
You ran you mocked.
You whispered, you thought.
You told jokes, you were polite.
quietly I whisk by.
Barely marking the places I have been.
There I go, the whoosh of the wind, I said something in your ear.
But all it was was just a whoosh in your ear.
Swiftly I fade away.
Just moved the leaves and made them sway.
You barely noticed me, I know.
I didn't mean to be cold...
I hope you forgive me, for blowing out the candles, for letting the dreams and hopes of yours fly past. Unnoticed.
Quietly I flew by, as I danced in the smoke of your eyes, talking to you, by and by.
Hand upon the
kisses are taken
Derobing to reveal
With throat grasped
Stealing the taste
from your lips
covering that hides
Gentle your body
lain upon the pillow
silk and soft be
remain by subtle
towards the basal.
By hands command
your form is cast
upon the floor
Bound that escape
turn to bites leaving
soothing bruises as
descent is begun
unto the nethers.
echoe as your
undulates in rythms
patterning the lappings
break the violent
silence as your
calls to the lashings
In anticipation you
quake seeking a
And with each passing moment your taste grows sweeter still
Enticing me with every stroke
A last gasp and then!...
Tongue swirls and
tender kiss upon
the thigh, Soon my love
soon you will find
content and deep are
the sighs from within.
Skin swells from
the sting, Permission
has not been granted
for your release and
heavy is the breath
And gazing upon
such a vision as the
within the salted beads
formed upon the skin.
Hand found nestled
enveloped by the
caressing now wetted
And while savoring
your slavery sweat
reflecting the flames
Quick slip fingers
come hither as
thumb rubs firm
upon the shroud
while palm drips full
The time is near
that your freedom
be found for now
loosened be your
It is now the offering
Present to me your
gift upon this altar!
Hands hastened as tips tickle bringing closer the moment
Moans escalate to howls announcing your forthcoming
And upon the pinnacle i sit awaiting your arrival
Unable to contain with body bowed and exhaustive breath, A last cry and...
Explosions unseen before as flesh trembles in ecstacy
And i, i am found
essence that my
thirst be quenched.
Receiving the sweet
amrita as my
And leaning to kiss the tears from your cheek i whisper
With a silent nod you agree...
Ahh My Dear, The night is still young, And this is merely the beginning of your pleasures.
A comely rainbow
spanning the wet, sobbing sky;
mesmeric pearls of teardrops on earth.
Many subtle shades of marvel
unfolded that day.
Elegance of burning splendour in sun’s soul -
earth treasuring the seed of the first rain
in its womb for a new birth -
Spring’s svelte fingers
painting brilliance across the droning vale -
mist of radiance of a gorgeous moon -
stars sparkling to a melody
flowing from the divine harp -
sea breeze carving
shifting sculptures on sands of gold -
amorous mirth of sea waves
rushing to the hug of a waiting shore.
I stood there,
a trance benumbing my senses
to an hypnotic bliss.
A subtle panic like a slow death creeps, the anxiety within me, for here's where it sleeps.
Quietly loud enough to cover the sound, of the glassware you've thrown, now strewn all around.
Rocking all positive lullaby's to sleep, ensuring all menacing thoughts I'm to keep.
It's adept like the teen who's stayed out beyond curfew, sneaks in armed with oceans with which it will drown you.
All because of the lies that were said, went in through your ears and lived in your head.
The life you once had held aloft like a prize, you breathe your last breath and then close your eyes.
Poetry by Kaydee.
Just feelings but I feel them.
There's nothing better than this moment
while your bundled on my chest
curled up in a ball
& I smell the essence from your flesh