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Pineapple Jan 2015
I don't know how to get my mind out of this funk...
I can't stop thinking.
I can't stop thinking.
I can't stop thinking.
EVERYTHING is going through my mind right now.
I need somebody to calm me down.
I need somebody to tell me I can be strong.
I need somebody to make me forget.
All of the bad things.
All of the bad people.
Everything I've been through.
I can't get my mind to SHUT THE HELL UP.
I can't get those happy thoughts in my head.
I can't, I just can't.
I need somebody to help me right now.
I thought maybe this could help I could just type and type and type until it stopped.
My mind
My body
My heart
All full of anger.
I can't focus enough to catch up with my own breathe.
MAKE IT STOP!!!!
PLEASE JUST MAKE IT STOPPP!!!
Make me forget.
It's all bottled up and I can't trust anyone.
Trust leads to more pain.
My heart just can't handle anymore pain.
Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm.
Please let this anxiety attack go away.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Slowly
I
Come
Back.
LUNA Apr 2018
you snob you
i hate u
i wanna go back to the day we met and say NO

i dont want see you coming from that dark street
with those lighty eyes i would later die for

i dont want you gently asking if i had feelings for you
and i saying yes...

i dont want you saying "i think im in love with you" and i saying "im completely in love with you"

i wanna go back to the day the first flame set inside my heart and i wanna scream NO
GET OUT

i dont want still thinking and wishing your lips on mine
knowing it is not gonna happen again
because evey night i go to bed i imagine us doing what we did
and what we didnt

on that small room i took my skirt off
on my thoughts im taking even more
im completely naked
STOPPP
im not gonna keep daydreaming

i hate you cause i love every single piece of you
and even after all
i would be here forever with my open mouth just waiting for you

forget about me trying to forget you
cause im gonna die if i try to
you are an important
huge
and necessary part of me

and i like you
your presence
your look
your touch
your breath
your sleepy face
and your dizzy eyes when you are drunk

so, im not going away
and please, stay.
ALL MY HEART

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