I'm just trying to pick up the pieces
to put them back together again
where I wore your lies like a ring
the one you swore you'd put around
my finger
I know I don't like you
matter of fact I hate you
pretty much despise you
But I forgave to find peace because, truly
I love you
you were always my world
made you my world
the words to all my songs
the one's I thought you'd always sing along
to know how you left me
in silence and wonder
I'll always be wondering
no closure
just plagued memories of the times you said
You loved me more
and the fact I said it first meant nothing
but it had to mean something
because everytime the words left your lips
It felt more distant
your lies tangled my thoughts while you dance just fine in yours
Your love is selfish
you only cared when you needed time wasted
I let you waste me
I shouldn't of let you waste me
I was dumb enough to believe that love would save me


- Taylor Anne Steingold

there's a place you've never been
a place I've never shown
and for the slightest moment
I'm willing to show someone else
It's a lightless house
filled with plagued memories
that I've learned to call home
I take you down the rayless halls
and as the pages start to bleed
I start to fear that you'd turn your back just like the pages unwritten
your eyes turn red dry
as if you've had them open for days
I start to regret showing you
the paintings on the walls
just when I start to feel numb
I feel your fingers run down my hand
linking them between mine
and for the slightest moment
I felt less afraid
you've taken me to a place I've never been

- Taylor Anne Steingold 2:28am