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"stayin" poems
i like informality beer straight outta the bottle pizza for breakfast wearing a shirt 3 times before washing it doing dishes by hand reading old birthday cards   stayin up til 2 even though i have to be up at 8 bonfires backroads gettin lost on the way to a bonfire because i took a backroad going to a bar on a tuesday night and kissin a stranger because i'm drunk and lonely and through the years i've aquired a taste for whiskey on lips. and.. wasn't that always the point?
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Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 12:34 AM UTC
informality
I always thought it was lovely, the way you climb out of sleep You unfold your back up out of the sheets before you blink your eyes I always thought it was lovely, the way you unbutton my flannel You start at the bottom & save the best for last Well, I guess I'm driving home tonight You have cider leaking from your pores but still I'm melting into every half-hearted word You came here with me on a limb You said I didn't have to travel alone But now I feel lonelier than I've ever been, looking at your lazy eyelashes falling up and down from the passanger's side Knowing that you're not looking at mine I drag you to shore everytime you start to drown I love you even when you're hard to like I have pain drenched pillow cases from every night you said "hey I'm stayin in tonight" & I have half-empty pill bottles from every month you spent falling away from me This is not as lovely, as it looks to us This is agony, all dressed up
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 12:06 AM UTC
Pain in Red Lipstick
To Bailey What up cousin? It’s been a while since we’ve spoken.. I’ve been tryin to keep my mind focused and stayin open.. tryin to figure out how to rebuild my heart again now that it’s broken.. hopin and prayin to some god that it’s all a dream an I’ll be awoken.. But I’m not an ignorant or irrational man, so it’s back to life as I know it.. now I sit here with pen in hand, talking to another lost loved one as a poet.. god **** every time it seems to get a little harder and harder to be stoic.. I do it for you, but my choice would have been to find a rock and hide far below it.. But I’ve held you down, an showed the world a face with a sculpted smile.. Meanwhile inside I strong armed my stomach to prevent the expulsion of bile.. mind racing, god ****** Just 29 years is nowhere near a long enough while!! and to think, you barely even got to spend 3 of those with your child.. It makes me want to shout to the stars and curse our own existence.. I guess I learned I can’t box god due to something about my arms and the distance.. so I’ve given up being angry about it and stopped my resistance.. but the one thing it’s affected more than any other is my persistence.. From time to time I’m gonna ask someone “has anyone told you they loved you today?” and if they say no, I’ll be the first person to show them a sincere display… YOU taught me that bailey, and no matter what, I’ll never let it slip away… I can’t thank you enough for your life, I wouldn’t even know how to repay! It’s those small perfect lessons we can all take from your life… I couldn’t even begin to tell them all in the course of one night… you were an amazing person to anyone who met you, a true delight.. people called you a shiner, a catalyst, a loving father, and a white knight… everyone had a story of how you had given them inspiration.. I can’t thank you enough on behalf of the world for your donations! I’m glad I could finally write this letter to show my appreciation.. the words had been escaping me with some trepidation.. I love you Bailey, always have and always will!! I can’t believe you’re gone but I carry on still… I soldier up when I need to then settle down to chill… I’ll see you when I see you, you know the drill… Rest In Peace: Bailey Paul McKeon-Phillips
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Aug 7, 2010
Aug 7, 2010 at 2:57 PM UTC
To my cousin Bailey... RIP
To Bailey What up cousin? It’s been a while since we’ve spoken.. I’ve been tryin to keep my mind focused and stayin open.. tryin to figure out how to rebuild my heart again now that it’s broken.. hopin and prayin to some god that it’s all a dream an I’ll be awoken.. But I’m not an ignorant or irrational man, so it’s back to life as I know it.. now I sit here with pen in hand, talking to another lost loved one as a poet.. god **** every time it seems to get a little harder and harder to be stoic.. I do it for you, but my choice would have been to find a rock and hide far below it.. But I’ve held you down, an showed the world a face with a sculpted smile.. Meanwhile inside I strong armed my stomach to prevent the expulsion of bile.. mind racing, god ****** Just 29 years is nowhere near a long enough while!! and to think, you barely even got to spend 3 of those with your child.. It makes me want to shout to the stars and curse our own existence.. I guess I learned I can’t box god due to something about my arms and the distance.. so I’ve given up being angry about it and stopped my resistance.. but the one thing it’s affected more than any other is my persistence.. From time to time I’m gonna ask someone “has anyone told you they loved you today?” and if they say no, I’ll be the first person to show them a sincere display… YOU taught me that bailey, and no matter what, I’ll never let it slip away… I can’t thank you enough for your life, I wouldn’t even know how to repay! It’s those small perfect lessons we can all take from your life… I couldn’t even begin to tell them all in the course of one night… you were an amazing person to anyone who met you, a true delight.. people called you a shiner, a catalyst, a loving father, and a white knight… everyone had a story of how you had given them inspiration.. I can’t thank you enough on behalf of the world for your donations! I’m glad I could finally write this letter to show my appreciation.. the words had been escaping me with some trepidation.. I love you Bailey, always have and always will!! I can’t believe you’re gone but I carry on still… I soldier up when I need to then settle down to chill… I’ll see you when I see you, you know the drill… Rest In Peace: Bailey Paul McKeon-Phillips
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lets make a love out of our past, lets make a love that is forced to last. together we can make poetry; I promise to never let you down, I’ll never let you frown. Together, we can make poetry; A peom of smooth words, smooth verbs, Stayin in a room together, do not disturb. Together, we can make poetry; So what do you say, Baby? Don’t make me get down on one knee. I just think that, together, we can make poetry; I write a word, its your turn, then mine, If we each think she’s a nickle, together she’s a dime. you see? Together, we can make poetry. In love with the words and the rhyme on a page, If we share the same love why not let it out of its cage, If we can make poetry, the whole world can change, So, what do you say Baby? Lets make poetry.
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Jan 23, 2012
Jan 23, 2012 at 10:16 AM UTC
Let's Make a Love..
Yellow mango flesh perched on ruby red lips, her elbow propped on the bar, watching the leaving ships, News crackles of a major hurricane, tourist are leavin locals are stayin When the surge subsided, far inland it reached her body was found washed up on the beach the seas dead calm the wind's mouth zipped. They knew it was her by her ruby red lips. AD
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Jan 19, 2011
Jan 19, 2011 at 5:58 PM UTC
Ruby Red Lips
Lyrical— like poetry in motion. Rhythmic— like the motion of the ocean. Fluid like a breeze passin with great ease, Movin through the branches Dancin through the leaves. Flowin like my mind, Going over time, puffin on some trees, Like truth I’m bout to find. Stayin on my grind. Leavin fear behind. Blastin through the cosmos like my stars are all aligned. Quantum physics redefined, The beauty of being kind. Travel thru dimensions, A universal mastermind. This illusory time alluding to retain us- Yet the conscious mind refuses to contain us. Recondition of the masses, Before time comes to pass us. before it’s all too late Start movement to change Let’s wake each other up Let’s take control over our fate. Again and again, Love it till it’s over, live it till it’s fin. A reflection of your life spent, a vessel that you’ve been lent, so go forth with intent. Gratitude for all worth Know you are important Every breath, and all birth. Your light that resides true In the poetry inside you. The vibration stays fluid, Like the love that is intuit. You’re a medium— a conduit. Yeah, now you’re catchin onto it. High frequency—- Waves of love True vibrancy, Bonds—- you are free of. Faith in self, No need for vaunt, lovin what you have not havin what you want. Give it all you got till you got nothin left, Then take the deepest breath And give it once again.
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Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 5:09 PM UTC
Poetry in Motion
Now, I don't know if I can say this fast enough cause this boiling hot anger is what makes it tough. Cause you know I hate your ******* guts and you shouldnt be surprised that if you ever crossed my mind again all I'd be wishin' is that you'd die. Ya just a no good piece of **** cause I was still givin' you head while I was gettin' hit. I shoulda pulled a blade while you were gettin' it, shoulda been like fffft and cut off that little ***** Now I'm not sayin' you've got a tiny **** ya just like ya mama A PSYCHOTIC LITTLE ***** I know I'm ******* right, y'all are the same ******* height and I ain't stayin' with someone whose 5'4 for life. Somethin' that makes me real sick is the fact that I fed your *** while I put gas in that ****** civic. If I'da saved that cash I'd be ballin' & lit. If's, And's & But's -I don't **** with that **** I can't believe I kissed lips that only had purpose to spit. Cause all I heard outta them was "Oh, Baby!" & BitchBitchBitch. So lemme cut to the chase- I think you mighta liked it when she spat your own *** in your face. Now no ones gonna hate, but I gotta give a *** props That was a 10 pt head shot! So listen once, listen now I'm not bout what you about Baby you never shoulda had a doubt Or should I say little ***** **** it, I'm out.
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 11:15 PM UTC
Honda Shitvic
Does it really matter What color you are; Where you're born, That you've come far, What belief you hold on the afterlife. Did you live in luxury, Where you steeled in strife. Our babies grasp onto our backs, Stroke their cheeks, See them react. Tap my knee, My leg will kick; Show your teeth, I'll snarl back. That's how I survive. I like to stay alive. I have many tribes. I plan tomorrow, Should it not arrive, I'll leave life knowing, I stayed alive.
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Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 1:44 PM UTC
Stayin' Alive
Dying days I'm looking for a way out Feelin' like a ghost Itching for an overdose Action Reaction Action Reaction Strike the match Hijack a limousine Dying for a taste High octane gasoline Action Reaction **** satisfaction Read my lips Nothin' to live for But the eight ball Nothin' to live for Gonna burn it all Dog bite Distraction No satisfaction Stayin' numb Action Reaction
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Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 3:50 PM UTC
ShitLife
Yesterdays pain is following you sits on your shoulder 'n don't set you free. Took the wrong footin n stepped down on those, lookin thru eyes that di'n't want to see. We is diff'rent in colour but skin an' blood just the same. I am filled up wit' anger, you is covered in shame. Scared to look back at hist'ry past unable to turn from what you wanted to last. Tortured and toubled, when it came to the clinch you bought us along an' introduced Mistuh Lynch. To you Mistuh Whitey we ar' lower than low, Mistuh Blacky does the t'ings that you don't want to know. I belongs to the man, just like-the dogs. There for pickin' the crop an' choppin' the logs. Yesterdays pain's not goin' nowhere It's stickin to you all o' the way. Fo' the evil yo' done 'tis stayin' right there. Never t' move, never t' sway. Yeah yest'days pain is followin you it sits on yo' shoulder 'n it won't set you free. Cos you took the wrong footin' an' stepped down on those, while starin' thru blind eyes that don't want t' see.
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Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 3:52 PM UTC
Yesterday's Pain's "not goin' nowhere"
This new age happy truth life **** I dont condone it beacuse when life hands me lemons... I turn it into haze and smoke it, thats just how my soul is. Happiness? too hard to control. Ego? too easy to promote. Life? too many do and donts. I dont curse life but when you love something too much you have to let it go! Wow.. I cant afford to earn dough. Money on my mind but my heart changes flow. Went solo, had nobody swinging the ropes. Didnt choose the thuglife so in my apartment stayin broke. Smoking **** drinking coke slowly dying on my own. Remeniss, think a while of everything from before. Go to sleep with achievements setted out to score, wake up in my mothers home with nobody to call my own. Everyday is a struggle to get through the door. Wake and bake or else my body's saying no.
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Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 9:38 AM UTC
State of mind
20 October 2011 Some things are so distant, hard to get Just like people who easily forget All through these years, little have remained Of beautiful memories bleached 'n' stained Standin' b'fore the ruins of the past Destroyed by personal desires and greedy lust Come fallin' off the ground like a raw fruit Too young to nourish, cannot face the truth I can hardly recall our comings 'n' goings together Our beginnings 'n' endings scattered somewhere Too much pretenses, void of true feelings We're sour grapes contemplatin' for lost things Stayin' or leavin' doesnt matter It's a choice I've not decided soon after This head hurts thinkin' too much Some things are b'yond recall as old love is such
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Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 12:29 PM UTC
B'yond Recall
I'm the wind you feel on your skin, The burn you're feeling within, The hate engulfing your heart, The pain that's making its mark, Sparkin a flame in your brain while you sit in the dark, Makin' its way to you, change or I'll rip you apart, Tame it, Quit complainin, I'm stayin, I'm the idea behind everything that you're sayin, You think that you're free but you're mine, I'm the evil inside deceiving your mind, You keep thinking you're believing a lie, But in time you'll see that I'll lead you to life, Without me you'd be incomplete, Face it, it's meant to be, Take it, depend on me, Everything you thought you knew, Erase it and leave the rest to me, Open the door to your mind and let us in, You've been chosen to endure a new life you'll never comprehend, So here we are, I'm in your head, And I'll be there until the end, To whisper in your ear, Grippin you with fear, The shift in every gear, The pain in every tear, Your influence in movement, Uninvited improvement, To undermine you, intrudin', Run inside you, confusin'- I'm stuck in a mental loop, Drink blood from the devil's spoon, Breathe but need drugs to help it soothe, Feel the need to speak up but don't know who to tell it to, Listenin to whispers while it slithers in your thoughts, See me pourin rivers cuz he hits you when he talks, So here we are, You're in my thoughts, On and on it goes and never stops, Blossom like a rose and birthed from death, Crawl on burning coals, it hurts to sweat, I'm caught in an endless fight, Take my life in the breathless night, Maybe I should repent this time, Before I go completely blind, Is it life or is it death? Is there light in eternal rest? All these questions feed my head, Will I ever sleep again? Why the **** do I need a test? Life's just better when we pretend, Cuz when it's not what it is, Maybe I can deal with this ****** **** It hurts to think, These are more than just words to me, Maybe we can learn through dreams and define the true feeling of what burning means, You make death so appealing, But then again it depends on the feeling, Make me believe that this place is worth it, So that I can fulfill my painful purpose, You can never know too much- So what's it gonna be? Come with me, I'll make you what you wanna be, But nothins free, You'll have to pay, Let's make a trade, I'll make it all go away-
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Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
Devil's Duet
I'm the wind you feel on your skin, The burn you're feeling within, The hate engulfing your heart, The pain that's making its mark, Sparkin a flame in your brain while you sit in the dark, Makin' its way to you, change or I'll rip you apart, Tame it, Quit complainin, I'm stayin, I'm the idea behind everything that you're sayin, You think that you're free but you're mine, I'm the evil inside deceiving your mind, You keep thinking you're believing a lie, But in time you'll see that I'll lead you to life, Without me you'd be incomplete, Face it, it's meant to be, Take it, depend on me, Everything you thought you knew, Erase it and leave the rest to me, Open the door to your mind and let us in, You've been chosen to endure a new life you'll never comprehend, So here we are, I'm in your head, And I'll be there until the end, To whisper in your ear, Grippin you with fear, The shift in every gear, The pain in every tear, Your influence in movement, Uninvited improvement, To undermine you, intrudin', Run inside you, confusin'- I'm stuck in a mental loop, Drink blood from the devil's spoon, Breathe but need drugs to help it soothe, Feel the need to speak up but don't know who to tell it to, Listenin to whispers while it slithers in your thoughts, See me pourin rivers cuz he hits you when he talks, So here we are, You're in my thoughts, On and on it goes and never stops, Blossom like a rose and birthed from death, Crawl on burning coals, it hurts to sweat, I'm caught in an endless fight, Take my life in the breathless night, Maybe I should repent this time, Before I go completely blind, Is it life or is it death? Is there light in eternal rest? All these questions feed my head, Will I ever sleep again? Why the **** do I need a test? Life's just better when we pretend, Cuz when it's not what it is, Maybe I can deal with this ****** **** It hurts to think, These are more than just words to me, Maybe we can learn through dreams and define the true feeling of what burning means, You make death so appealing, But then again it depends on the feeling, Make me believe that this place is worth it, So that I can fulfill my painful purpose, You can never know too much- So what's it gonna be? Come with me, I'll make you what you wanna be, But nothins free, You'll have to pay, Let's make a trade, I'll make it all go away-
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Mama said be careful Don’t talk to strangers And don’t walk alone Mama said to sit up straight Keep your elbows off the table And lock the doors when you get home Mama said be patient Be polite Be a lady Mama said not to sit on the grass Not to stay in the sun And go out only if it’s shady Mama said be a good girl But this good girl’s got to roam This girl’s gotta spread her wings And fly away from her home Mama said a lot of things Of this I know is true But mama never said nothin’ ‘Bout stayin away from you Mama never said you’d hurt me Or do me so wrong She never told of your sweet kisses Or the sadness you’d put in my song Mama said that boys lie But you were different; you were a man Mama should have told me “Girl, run as fast as you can!” Mama didn’t tell me But Ima tell mine That men like you are icky, yucky things And ain’t no better than swine
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Jan 3, 2012
Jan 3, 2012 at 10:07 PM UTC
What Mama Didn't Say
People gather around To take a pic from sky to concrete Ground All astound and hopes of someone To drown Their "like" buttons Make sure every angle is to Perfection Scared to face rejection social media is A design toxication Minus education Perfection over imperfection has Become our Destination We want people to wooo us when we're down Give a bunch of thoughts to people Youve never met I a poet a philosopher a healer SM a drug and the companies in charge Are the dealers Leeched into your brains Electromagnetic waves that leave ya Drained Soul stained can't really wash away the pain Only if you stand in the rain and let mother nature reign Inhale the oxygen from the universes Breath With every step and hearts that beats as the chills crept Your itching or jonin' trying to reach the phone To check the "status" of a post that's long gone Social media has made us normal In an abnormal Society it breeds jealousy hate and Envy Real turned into fake relationship and Friendship Nowadays you can't even say hi without someone Peepin' their eyes In their cellular devices looking for the nicest Puttin' up fake images and we're pillaged By a village of corporations More soever we have more folks going to therapy Over the internet than over common problems Such as domestic Violence I'm trying to form an anti-media alliance With so much denial and the uprise of Violence So think go outside nature's real they society ain't Unplug yourself from the matrix cuz They stayin' playin' tricks #RIPhumanity
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Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 5:54 AM UTC
Soshoul Meedia Iz Ruinng Leyez
People gather around To take a pic from sky to concrete Ground All astound and hopes of someone To drown Their "like" buttons Make sure every angle is to Perfection Scared to face rejection social media is A design toxication Minus education Perfection over imperfection has Become our Destination We want people to wooo us when we're down Give a bunch of thoughts to people Youve never met I a poet a philosopher a healer SM a drug and the companies in charge Are the dealers Leeched into your brains Electromagnetic waves that leave ya Drained Soul stained can't really wash away the pain Only if you stand in the rain and let mother nature reign Inhale the oxygen from the universes Breath With every step and hearts that beats as the chills crept Your itching or jonin' trying to reach the phone To check the "status" of a post that's long gone Social media has made us normal In an abnormal Society it breeds jealousy hate and Envy Real turned into fake relationship and Friendship Nowadays you can't even say hi without someone Peepin' their eyes In their cellular devices looking for the nicest Puttin' up fake images and we're pillaged By a village of corporations More soever we have more folks going to therapy Over the internet than over common problems Such as domestic Violence I'm trying to form an anti-media alliance With so much denial and the uprise of Violence So think go outside nature's real they society ain't Unplug yourself from the matrix cuz They stayin' playin' tricks #RIPhumanity
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My fingernails crave your skin Hard red assassins My fingernails sweep your skin Texturizing our love In every corner of your body Your breath is twitching Melodiously You fill with air Speak to me in tongues On a plate like a breaded chicken breast Marinating in a fine Italian wine and Balsamic Vinaigrette Sauce craving an open flame Homemade. I'm falling asleep I'm falling asleep To the digging of a Disco party on a late Friday night in yellow polyester baby blue You forgot To pick me up, again but it's okay 'cause I'm Stayin' Alive. In a plexiglass life. See right through it, it's translucent Then never look at me again.
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 1:02 AM UTC
Baby Blue
JAKE HOLMES – SO CLOSE LYRICS Where's that smile? I hope you didn't lose it. Every now and again, And wear it once for me. Sure, I know, It's been some time between us, But I had to stand out some, To get the room to see. But it's all right now, Hold on tight now. I'll be stayin', I won't go. Don't you cry now, We can try now. Just takes some distance to know... So close, We almost couldn't make it. So close, But it looks like we're alright. So close, I almost couldn't see you. So close, But it looks like we're alright. What a day, I remember it was even rainin', And as soon as I'd say goodbye, I didn't wanna leave. One last look, You could see my eyes were askin', I could feel yours, Pullin' at my sleeve. But it's alright now! Hold on tight now! I'll be stayin'. I won't go! Don't you cry now. We can try now! Just takes some distance to know... So close, We almost couldn't make it. So close, But it looks like we're alright. So close, I almost couldn't see you. So close, But it looks like we're alright. Alright! Alright.
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
So Close By Jake Holmes
They say you're chaos, grim, and flirty, and that the words you speak are ***** you spit ****** flip the birdie Creep like a callous beetle over the Earth (Or more specifically, the city) Well I said I'd slap you silly Shove your hands into dirt, nails gritty "That's what you get fer stayin' in this city. Now get yer defilin' *** back home" (What a pity) Then I'd say "Son, yer swinging high, and soon you'll be dry I've had up to here with the aches and the sighs You pack your bags while I shout with my eyes," and you don't want that, as neither do I Even so, of these things I must say clear: My worry for you is more than just fear Besides ****** I hear moans of tedium, my dear And so I feel life is better for you far from here Away from here, go on, away from here, from this ***** city Show then to those who say "he couldn't be" that "be" could only mean anything you'd want it to be And you'd never again "be" a creeping beetle of the city but the sonorous sliver that warms the Earth on a darkened day
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Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 10:06 AM UTC
The Beetle (a mother knows)
One day My children will Stop by On their way To somewhere else… To Kiss their old mama See what I need Fuss at me For not eatin’ right… or Stayin' Out or Up Too late… If By chance I don’t open the door Cuz I’m busy With A Good Smelling Man… and Aretha Frankin Sippin’ wine …And Smokin’ Cigarillos… They will blow up my phone… And be all upset... Reprimandin’ My old self When I finally answer Speech softly slurred (Aretha... moanin’ in the background) Cuz I didn’t check in In a timely manner... Makin’ folks worry… I will simply smile the learned smile Of tried and tested mothers … And have A little more wine… And A little more Aretha… And A little more good smellin’ man… One day…
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Jan 20, 2012
Jan 20, 2012 at 1:26 PM UTC
On The Smile Of Tried And Tested Mothers
No song from future, *** wayne Can describe this feelin' and or pain From the beginning till the end **** got stained. Like a scar it won't go away Stayin' up all night like it's nothin' Maybe I try to show off that im bluffin'. Or exaggerate the fact I'm hurtin' On the corner wet as hell but lowkey dryin' Messed up, mad man, tarzan Confused like tape on a rubberband Can't sleep without thinking of back then When I hugged, kissed dreamed about you or just holding your hand. Pillow cases they show all the real faces The ones when you can't sleep during different phases. Of the night, and in the morning you can tell all the traces. From all those signs down there it amazes. Probably don't won't or ever just care But this was not intended for you to be a dare. And I am stuck looking for an exit that is not ever there. Yet my feels still strong **** I hope you still care. Probably act tough to be buff But inside I am hollow like a cracked up oeuf And the real me Aint what you see but from the stuff The lil dam stuff from the times I was still happy and with a bust. Probably this won't make sense. For you because I may delete this soon. But if there were a word to describe everything I there is right now.. I'd say immense.
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Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 10:02 PM UTC
Untitled
Three in the morning, I know you're ***** On schedule beggin me to forni- Cate, fellatiate, make a grown man ********* I guess I should elaborate... But first aren't you a little to old to be so uncontrol- Able I'm too smart for this **** But happily your little ***** And I know That you Never mean a word you say Knowing I eat your ******** up any day Anyway... I've pulled up in your driveway... Waiting for you to Break my heart, turn me into a **** sapian, reptilian, nymphomanian   A ****** up, stockholm syndrome alien   Tonight I think I'm stayin Over Pull my hair to and fro Play me like a puppet show The amount of pain I undergo I guess I kinda like it though... But that was a long time ago But it really wasn't that long ago Our monthly reunion you know? Goin on three and a half years or so What a shame That I continue to rinse, repeat A let it happen all over again And It's okay to be scared Unprepared When You let it Happen all over again Every now and then Rinse, repeat and let it happen all over again
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Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 1:08 PM UTC
Troubles
don't look at me with the sad eye, you knew **** well I wore the badge of the bad guy. I understand that I ,have made more than a couple mistakes. basically nothin more then a man who devastates n breaks anyone he gets to close to. believe me I never chose to, live like this but life is hit or miss guess not everybody's dealing with **** like this. I bet about now you regret that kiss. Grew up in a home where chaos is all I've ever known. came to the conclusion were better off alone but its too late I've already grown into a man made monster.who wants her to do nothing more then save the day take it all away ,make it ok but that's not the way ***** gonna play out. I should just get a tattoo on my head that says stay out. don't try n find whats on my mind like I'm some kind of puzzle that needs to b solved. I've evolved into what I need to be not so Easily, understood why i never did the things that i knew i should God forbid anyone finds out about the things I did. Stayin off the grid cuz I know I got it comin. Gotta keep hummin the tunes, that still holds a bit happiness, of a boy. yet to destroy. desperately holding on to that joy the sound carries on. For that moment the troubles r non..existent.. resistant to believe anyone knows what I need so that wrong number I'm gonna keep callin cuz it's the only way to keep the rats from gnawin
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Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 4:30 PM UTC
The (me)ss U got into
Oi I see those coula woulda shoulda beens but its so long past that I forgot why it mighta been yet I can't quite forget how good they lookin so i'm stayin at home facebook lookin and their ***** are growin an I missed em. I miss em. I am without them. And I fade away. Sic em.
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 3:31 AM UTC
Old Thoughts
stayin' with you Tho it's tough, Tho it's rough, In times you feel like youre not enough, I am here. but if you will put down A wall in between I'll give it you Through liberty, And your serenity, I am here. That's not for eternity? Is it? Stayin' even if this is lame Even if nothing's gonna be the same, I am here.
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Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 1:32 AM UTC
HERE
Poem 2 Sweaty Little Fingers 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 once I caught a fish alive. "That's not a fish! It's a tadpole!" 1,2,3,4,5 once I caught a tadpole alive I loved the little fella and I wanted him to thrive but he was too small for me so I made him dive back into the water. 1 little frog hopping around. I bend and lift him from the ground. I wrap him up all safe and sound in my sweaty little fingers 2! There's another one! Better than the other one! I'm gonna catch him before he's gone so he can be a friend to number one. 3. 2's a company, 3's a crowd. But I were only five and I just didn't really get how you could make a company with only 2 people working there (true story). So I picked up another one. For after all, I've already got 3. I've never held four frogs before! Tiny little forelegs held gently down, just so they can't hop around. 5 little frogs staying alive. Singing "I, I, I, I'm stayin' alive!" ...Except, they were baby frogs, so it sounded more like "peep, peep" ...And their dance moves were more like...(demonstrate movements of a frog) Anyway... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas all alive, I set off down t' 'ill to show mi mum, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas still alive, Runnin' all the way and havin fun, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas just alive, I have to lean my hands ont' gate t' oppen it 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas ... alive? I run to mi mum where she sits 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas ... Not... Hopping. "Mum?" "Aww son..." "What ave I done?" "Come 'ere son" "Awww mummy!!! I killed em! I feel like poo!!!" "It's ok Matthew I know what t' do" So we went outside and did the best things you can do with 5 non dancing frogs and 10 sweaty little fingers. We wiped off t'guts ont' garden wall, rubbed em ont, grass and went to build dens out of corrugated, asbestos sheeting instead. Ah the good old days
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Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 5:05 AM UTC
Sweaty Little Fingers
Poem 2 Sweaty Little Fingers 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 once I caught a fish alive. "That's not a fish! It's a tadpole!" 1,2,3,4,5 once I caught a tadpole alive I loved the little fella and I wanted him to thrive but he was too small for me so I made him dive back into the water. 1 little frog hopping around. I bend and lift him from the ground. I wrap him up all safe and sound in my sweaty little fingers 2! There's another one! Better than the other one! I'm gonna catch him before he's gone so he can be a friend to number one. 3. 2's a company, 3's a crowd. But I were only five and I just didn't really get how you could make a company with only 2 people working there (true story). So I picked up another one. For after all, I've already got 3. I've never held four frogs before! Tiny little forelegs held gently down, just so they can't hop around. 5 little frogs staying alive. Singing "I, I, I, I'm stayin' alive!" ...Except, they were baby frogs, so it sounded more like "peep, peep" ...And their dance moves were more like...(demonstrate movements of a frog) Anyway... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas all alive, I set off down t' 'ill to show mi mum, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas still alive, Runnin' all the way and havin fun, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas just alive, I have to lean my hands ont' gate t' oppen it 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas ... alive? I run to mi mum where she sits 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 little hopping fellas ... Not... Hopping. "Mum?" "Aww son..." "What ave I done?" "Come 'ere son" "Awww mummy!!! I killed em! I feel like poo!!!" "It's ok Matthew I know what t' do" So we went outside and did the best things you can do with 5 non dancing frogs and 10 sweaty little fingers. We wiped off t'guts ont' garden wall, rubbed em ont, grass and went to build dens out of corrugated, asbestos sheeting instead. Ah the good old days
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