"stabed" poems
Always by my side in these lifles times.
That cold summer night the moon full and bright.
She knows the pain of this heart
And was there to stop the thought.
The thought that stabed my mind and hurt her heart.
She closed her arms around my wast
Keeping me in this place.
Keeping me from the dark bringing
me closer to the dawn.
My life would not be the same
If she did not love me in this way.
Because of her love, I live today.
Dec 25, 2010
Dec 25, 2010 at 5:10 PM UTC
I'm broken hearted
That's what I am
I'm broken from outside to within
My heart has been in pain and stabed to many times
I can't take it anymore!
I say in pain
With tears going down my face
My parents don't approve of me
My friends hate me
I'm just a failure as I can be
I hate my life
For my life hates me
So why don't I just end it and let things be?
I don't know I'm still searching for hope
But I'm starting to give up
Because hope hasn't found me
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
i hate the way you talk to me like you know every thing
i hate how i even give in to trusting the world
i hate the way society treat us
i hate when you set my anxiety off the levels
i hate how you told me you loved me when you lied to get my over reactions
i hate how you said you loved me when you are just a cheater of silence
i hate you lid to get out of lifes battels
i hate how i hot to be forced to deal with all your ******* mistakes
i hate how i cant scream but you can
i hate how under my skin i scream
i hate you cause you have turned on me
i trusted you but you just stabed me in the back killing me of blind trust.
i hate how you were never honest when i gave every thing to you
i hate you cause you keep liying to your self
i hate you cause i dont know what to even do any more
i hate how you can think its okay to hurt the ones who never even left a scare on you
i hate you when we go in to a fight you cut me across the face with the shiny blade
you left the mistakes and scares running down my face.
i trusted you but i dont even know what to even say about life
you keep reminding me what i have become.
all my scares running down my face with no love left.
i hope you know your just a stupide think i mad a mistake even loving you.
every thing as going well
that day you came to me with a whit lie yousaid you were okay.
i hate you for thinkin you are a **** up.
i have showed you my storiies so why not start your as well.
i cant take hearing that ****** up lies you make when i see you with no one.
i hate to bring this stroie to and end but i only have words of my undivided attention to show you
i wish i could just go on a rampage killing evey one in my way i see you digging your ow grave every day when you keep lieing.
i showed this world to you but you took advantae of what **** you could do.
just like that car accident witch enden to lives with there own souls.
i have a presnt for you . a box of darkness i hope you can see what i mean to you .
i hate to say this but maybe will see echother some day soon.
i hate how life has been playing its cards wrong making every moistake a challang
i hate you cause u kept lying to me when i was trying to reach out to help you.
when i leave you in the empty room i hope you understand what i ment to you
your life will row cold cause love dosnt mean any thing to you
go **** your self ithought icould trust you but you stabed me only killing me
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 11:18 AM UTC
when you saw me all alone. have you realized that i am like a loaded gun that will fire with out a saft'y. have you seen the world behind me. have you realized my life has set the world in a slow spirle. do you know who i really am.
i am a dangerious elemental that can reek havicke that will rip souls out in its path.
u dont want me cause im a dangerious force that will **** you all if you try to harness my demonic power.
what you have seen is what your own mind has seen for you. do you want to see my gift or do u just want to watch me set my ideas lead this world in to flames.
do you want to know me or do u just want to follow my path of hell.
my leaded ideas have set this world free of hell and fire and a world of unleashed demons.
my life is a demonic power .
this world has been set on fire threw the eyes of a dictator.
do you want to see what i have hiden the plane to take down the corrupt ******** that have stabed me in the back left me to live in the dark but my life has set the plan to unleash my creations to destroy and set the evils of them all..
every one who has been taken and never see again will be seen.
but my idea is to free the souls who have suffered the hand of hell.
your questions ask me well but in this world this world earth should be afraid of me cause i have a heavy force that is armed and deadly. so people who need the hand to free them will bee saved from the heavl'y armed force working and planing to destroy
all your fuckking corrupt ******** that has made a huge mistakes.
i see your following but am i now even ensane for you..
my identity has hidden my surprize for all you ******* ho's
cause my secret identity is going to say this bold state ment (IM A PSYCHOTIC RUSSIAN SO ILL RIP YOUR LIES YOU SPRED)
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC
I remember when we was young
I could hold my breath, I could
bite my tounge, I could always
stay up for days when you wanted.
I was your number one, I faked
my smiles, I faked my laughs
I did what you asked, I gave you
everything that I had.
I could do it but now I cant because
I am scared of you, don't you know
that I am a human, I also bleed when
I cut myself.
I'm just a stupid human that fell to your
knees, dont you know I have feelings as well.
I can't beleive that you put words and lies in my
head.
Don't you know I can have my ups and downs
I'm just a silly little human. I remember when
I turned you on, I was your slave because I
didn't know what was right or wrong. I could
hold the words of your lies like they were
the truth, I was your one and only girl.
I could do it but I cant because I was in love
with you but you ruind my life.
could do it but now I cant because
I am scared of you, don't you know
that I am a human, I also bleed when
I cut myself.
I'm just a stupid human that fell to your
knees, dont you know I have feelings as well.
I can't beleive that you put words and lies in my
head.
Don't you know I can have my ups and downs
I'm just a silly little human. Now I can change
so much as I can leave you now because you
stabed me where my heart is breacking,
now I can leave you and be in a place where I
can call mine.
Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 4:13 AM UTC
Love once sacred
Taken from my heart
And betrayed
Stabed several times in the back
And left to bleed
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 8:47 PM UTC
I have no way of escape my clostraphobie. Slowly suffocates me till there Isnt any air left for me to breath. This big vast world will never seem to surprise me or tell me I'm insane. My emotions play every wild card till it drains my energy even if I try and try to keep my cool. My heart is as big as it could be for every tear I try to hide. I feel powerless while you stabed me in the back. Society plays tricks opening my mind up with lost. Hope regrets. My energy drins I just died. Rapid emotions runs with full speed taking me on the verg of losing my mind. Rapid emotions have taken my life making it a never ending nightmar you can't just get up an move on
Rapid emotions **** as you slowly go insane till there's nothing left to catch you from the dead
May 27, 2016
May 27, 2016 at 7:40 AM UTC