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"spurting" poems
The first time I made love to my mind When love escaped from the gaps Between our silences and overthinkings I saw the naked mind. We sailed from thousand cuddles of imprudence To a long warm kiss of sanity. While I dwindled in her arms of fool's paradise No sleep just one long weary night, Her ****** reeked of loneliness I licked it. Hoping to taste ingenuity, it was the aftertaste of forsaken feelings that made me ***** her till she stopped moaning neon dreams. Somewhere in my walkabouts in her I created deep craters of memories Which she took for love bites were, in fact, scars for life. We were virgins on our quests Thirsting our way through wanting and longing...... She made me swallow lust Slowly. Heavily downtown. And fingered it, the ***** of thoughts Ruptured. And she bled musings. And Phantasmagoria exuding from her holes And Spurting into mine like a cascade of brooding melancholy..... And.... And.... The night my mind lost its virginity, I sat down to write.
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Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 6:21 AM UTC
I make love to my mind
"Too many things are occurring for even a big heart to hold." - From an essay by W. B. Yeats Big heart, wide as a watermelon, but wise as birth, there is so much abundance in the people I have: Max, Lois, Joe, Louise, Joan, Marie, Dawn, Arlene, Father Dunne, and all in their short lives give to me repeatedly, in the way the sea places its many fingers on the shore, again and again and they know me, they help me unravel, they listen with ears made of conch shells, they speak back with the wine of the best region. They are my staff. They comfort me. They hear how the artery of my soul has been severed and soul is spurting out upon them, bleeding on them, messing up their clothes, dirtying their shoes. And God is filling me, though there are times of doubt as hollow as the Grand Canyon, still God is filling me. He is giving me the thoughts of dogs, the spider in its intricate web, the sun in all its amazement, and a slain ram that is the glory, the mystery of great cost, and my heart, which is very big, I promise it is very large, a monster of sorts, takes it all in-- all in comes the fury of love.
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The Big Heart
I am Miss Kendra The **** tease And with my hands I aim to please I'll squeeze your **** Just for fun I'll even let you Rub your ***** Against my *** In the park I blew A studly guy Just for fun But never Ever Do I allow Men to *** They groan and moan Until their ***** ache But letting them ****** No, "For goodness sake!" No spurting of cream Will be allowed I am a tease queen And I humbly take a bow
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 1:02 PM UTC
Miss Kendra The Tease Queen
Morality Getting high off other's deaths Jerking off to artist's gore Spurting up blood fountains Like a breathless whale Like a shy devil Coming to a conclusion at last To a clearing in the woods Where the elephants lay To swear off wishful thinking To smear fresh remorse on old skin To keep living vicariously Precariously perched Like the moon in a thunderstorm With your cut Joker's smile With your tiny hand on your heart As if there was any difference at all Between the merciful And the merciless.
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Aug 10, 2012
Aug 10, 2012 at 3:33 AM UTC
Morality
Mangled skirmish, of bespeckled olive-green serpents. Their sinuous anarchy runs cold upon her skull. Caravaggio, you immortalized the ***** immured her, hermetically sealed her within that shield. Her reflection was at once the face she never saw...stoned, she...then beheaded. I notice you've even painted the shield the color of her serpentine locks. Serpents registering her ontological shock-- retentive, entwining, dangling in an odd curl here and there. Blood spurting from her almost indiscernible neck, as if to draw a passable neck of blood, almost like rays of blood, Christ's pierced side. Her eyes seem so determined to chisel their way out of stone, reconnect her head to her body. Her face is stunning, an excruciating ferocity bulking stiff, slightly opened mouth about to... explode out of her eyes. Eyes hissing downward, sideways--there in the pitch black glint of them...a primordial drama to be continued.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 8:23 PM UTC
Medusa, Caravaggio
she exists now in a dream state unaware of the horror and the passage of time wind rushes through broken panes moaning mournfully floors creak and door hinges speak announcing her presence this was her house once a place of light and love full of family and friends cotillions resonating with music and dance and lively conversation a grand kitchen to prepare the feasts of pheasant under glass a gazebo for laughing in the rain arbors for moonlit meetings with owls a pond for lilies and croaking frogs gardens for picking her favorite peonies a nursery for her children all this now nothing but ruins from happiness to a home for bugs and bats crawling with silverfish, centipedes and black widows shrouded in cobwebs drowning in dust suffocating in stench of rotting wood and desolation decorated with 100 year old bloodstains she never saw her killer never saw the spurting of her arteries never heard her children’s screams and death rales she sees her house as it was and every night she roams the rooms calling her children’s names in long, haunting whispers
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Oct 26, 2010
Oct 26, 2010 at 9:12 AM UTC
Gisela
Like ******* a **** and you can't get hard, Like rolling a blunt that's full of glass shards, Like a bowling stunt where the pins are yards, Away and you must stay put loaded with gin and not on guard, While there's jaywalkers walking cross the alley and snipers far, Up both sides, moss covered camouflage dilly dallying, Falling comets, planets and stars while you ***** black tar out your scars, Sick spurting **** out the pit of your face and tripped on a lace falling down along with Mars. Faster than my **** grows when I'm hitched, race-cars, bullets, and the suicide of a suicidal emo ***** with a mullet, grab the **** and pull it off and roll it up like the glass when you rolled it in the paper faster than a rapers hips going twitch twitch twitch, ***** you know it, she's on the list. But you're soft and no fist can fit and what the **** is this about, just **** I coughed up and spout out my mouth, if it makes sense, even a little, I am not dense with my rhymes, raps, and riddles, there's meaning to it all, whether its beaming or dull, but I guarantee it's full and fits and flows when I say it to a T, you say my **** blows, well that's just mean, you say it's great, my confidence ovulates, so use it as bait as I eat off this plate, this 5 star rated treat elevated to six star cuisine meat. I'll continue later in few poems that are greater and like haters, I won't stop planning and plotting out **** like these lyrics, I'm a creator.
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Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 8:17 PM UTC
I'm A Creator
The rivers channel rain The way I channel pain I begin to see the futility In denying pain's utility Pain takes on a ****** nature And becomes my intellectual savior I shatter the mirror And swallow the shards The pain becomes clearer So my ******* get hard Glass fills my lungs They're profusely bleeding From words that stung Being my daily greeting ***** shoots out from my gun When I cut myself for fun My hose starts spewing Once vultures start chewing It's the only way I can cope When it's pain that gropes I live in a world that mixes *** and violence I live in a world that mixes *** and silence Where the painkillers Become the pain creators And our life's filler Is being pain traders A bull has charged through my library for a decade At this point every bovine movement cuts like a blade He creates pain that lasts When every day becomes my past I had a dream A sorcerer controlled my body But he only wanted pieces of me Bones started snapping out of my skin Blood spurting everywhere I awoke to ***** down there I guess life isn't always fair When I dream to avoid stares The real pain comes when I care When the privileged boycott The impoverished boy's cot He learns to ********** in the streets And gains an appreciation for feet Feet that trample The pain is ample When people powerfully push him away So he decides to go against the grain But there's no peace to be attained And all he's left with is pain
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Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 4:45 PM UTC
Pain
you made my blood clot, so slowly and gently, coagulating beneath your faint touch. on flaxen sheets of rough cotton I watched your plants rolling their limbs out your open window. they sprawled themselves, unravelling, yearning for the gentle kiss of the suns rays. an almost ****** photosynthesis. and for you I would sprawl myself out too, and with the same eagerness absorb every scent of yours into my flesh, and drink desperately from your soul like a cacti in its first summer shower since '89. and your final gasp, with me, but a sponge for your every metaphoric suppuration, and literal secretion. and you were transfixed there, spurting auras of sin and love. a final burst of ecstasy, you soon became my anticoagulant. you seeped into my bloodstream, reversing this gentle coagulation.
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Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 7:02 AM UTC
gentle coagulation
The glaring orange and red vermillion rays stretched over the mountain top and city skyline in the humbling spectacle of nature’s dawn... Lifting away the frightful, cold and deathly nuances of the city by night... The dull glaze of the concrete motorways, Spun and circled around the growing organism of steel suburbia... Filled with a meandering stream of colourful cars Feats of engineering beauty The blaring noise of traffic drowned out the natural stillness of nature’s beauty... In the peak rush hour of a Cape Town mourning.... To the left of me... Stood the deathly profile of a street urchin... The little lady... Body thin and frail, hands out-stretched in a sinewy leather grasp... Warn and tattered rags for clothes... Burnt and ***** face.... Yet still able to muster a look of hope.... I lifted my fingers to my mouth And let out a shrill and deafening whistle Drowned away by hooting and the hum of the engines, spurting noxious fumes, Defiling the air.... She turned with a vigorous jolt Raised eyebrows and a head turning smile... I ushered her towards me with my outstretched hand, well manicured nails Not a wrinkle of hardship characterising the clean skin In the burning rays of yet another hopeful morning... At least for me. As her body was moving, all I could see were her eyes... They pierced me, danced for and contorted the world around me.... A hazelnut brown painting, embedded in a small circular hole in the skull... A gateway to the emotions Connecting everyone, regardless of age, race or even stature... As I gazed, captivated. I saw compassion, longing, loss, warmth and passion in her eyes – the whole spectrum of humanity In two small but infinitely deep pools Cascading into a never ending abyss of emotions Of pain, suffering, a little joy and infinite hurt.... Then I blinked... And all those emotions, those connections and our future... Were gone in the simple gesture of a fluttering eyelash As she looked the other way... The car lurched forward yet again... With the flash of a green light and safety of movement To the other side of the intersection My hand still outstretched holding the crumpled buffalo note My contribution to a severely needing hand Lost with the bustle of life continuing, and leaving behind all too weak to keep up.... She began to scurry away, back to her pavement I looked back... The little lady gone. Lost forever
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Sep 8, 2012
Sep 8, 2012 at 6:15 PM UTC
One Moment in the Eyes of a Street-child...
The glaring orange and red vermillion rays stretched over the mountain top and city skyline in the humbling spectacle of nature’s dawn... Lifting away the frightful, cold and deathly nuances of the city by night... The dull glaze of the concrete motorways, Spun and circled around the growing organism of steel suburbia... Filled with a meandering stream of colourful cars Feats of engineering beauty The blaring noise of traffic drowned out the natural stillness of nature’s beauty... In the peak rush hour of a Cape Town mourning.... To the left of me... Stood the deathly profile of a street urchin... The little lady... Body thin and frail, hands out-stretched in a sinewy leather grasp... Warn and tattered rags for clothes... Burnt and ***** face.... Yet still able to muster a look of hope.... I lifted my fingers to my mouth And let out a shrill and deafening whistle Drowned away by hooting and the hum of the engines, spurting noxious fumes, Defiling the air.... She turned with a vigorous jolt Raised eyebrows and a head turning smile... I ushered her towards me with my outstretched hand, well manicured nails Not a wrinkle of hardship characterising the clean skin In the burning rays of yet another hopeful morning... At least for me. As her body was moving, all I could see were her eyes... They pierced me, danced for and contorted the world around me.... A hazelnut brown painting, embedded in a small circular hole in the skull... A gateway to the emotions Connecting everyone, regardless of age, race or even stature... As I gazed, captivated. I saw compassion, longing, loss, warmth and passion in her eyes – the whole spectrum of humanity In two small but infinitely deep pools Cascading into a never ending abyss of emotions Of pain, suffering, a little joy and infinite hurt.... Then I blinked... And all those emotions, those connections and our future... Were gone in the simple gesture of a fluttering eyelash As she looked the other way... The car lurched forward yet again... With the flash of a green light and safety of movement To the other side of the intersection My hand still outstretched holding the crumpled buffalo note My contribution to a severely needing hand Lost with the bustle of life continuing, and leaving behind all too weak to keep up.... She began to scurry away, back to her pavement I looked back... The little lady gone. Lost forever
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yesterday my feet rested comfortably on the bar of someone else's chair and my eyelids slid heavy and the world seemed slow a graph of survivorship curves glowing blurry on the whiteboard and then words slid from behind a neatly trimmed white beard ". . . .as our bodies are programmed to die." as our bodies are programmed to die. *thousands of miles away one gleaming thought against a murky sky (that's how i imagine it anyway--murky, cold, stagnant air) a frantic explosion of lean muscle power and a body launching into the lake. he was 17 and in that moment gears somewhere in this world shifted, numbers were crunched and some profound device processed the seconds, linking and unlinking them with an automatic, well-oiled certainty he was 17 and the number on his football jersey suited him like wool socks on winter feet his stride under the lights a weekly prize to all hungry, bleacher-ed, washed-up life-hunters bundled against october-night chill-streaked skies they drank hot cocoa and he took three sips of gatorade he was 17 and his smile and his curls and we all hear about hospitals but this feels different because he was 17 and suddenly, instantaneously his body was just a beep and his skin turned the color of the walls first the ICU painted quick brushstrokes across his wrists then it stopped giving a **** at all and the water rushed endlessly, heartlessly. when I shift through memories and find his seven-year old face in my mind, i remember a gap where he'd lost a front tooth and i remember sunlight streaming behind his hair it was valentine's day and he gave me a small smile and a silver charm bracelet in a powder blue box.* i shifted my feet heard the snap of a binder closing and all i could think about was the oversimplification of words and survivorship curves and 17 years and and piles of numbers spurting from a computer and an echo of a splash.
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Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 4:32 PM UTC
biology
yesterday my feet rested comfortably on the bar of someone else's chair and my eyelids slid heavy and the world seemed slow a graph of survivorship curves glowing blurry on the whiteboard and then words slid from behind a neatly trimmed white beard ". . . .as our bodies are programmed to die." as our bodies are programmed to die. *thousands of miles away one gleaming thought against a murky sky (that's how i imagine it anyway--murky, cold, stagnant air) a frantic explosion of lean muscle power and a body launching into the lake. he was 17 and in that moment gears somewhere in this world shifted, numbers were crunched and some profound device processed the seconds, linking and unlinking them with an automatic, well-oiled certainty he was 17 and the number on his football jersey suited him like wool socks on winter feet his stride under the lights a weekly prize to all hungry, bleacher-ed, washed-up life-hunters bundled against october-night chill-streaked skies they drank hot cocoa and he took three sips of gatorade he was 17 and his smile and his curls and we all hear about hospitals but this feels different because he was 17 and suddenly, instantaneously his body was just a beep and his skin turned the color of the walls first the ICU painted quick brushstrokes across his wrists then it stopped giving a **** at all and the water rushed endlessly, heartlessly. when I shift through memories and find his seven-year old face in my mind, i remember a gap where he'd lost a front tooth and i remember sunlight streaming behind his hair it was valentine's day and he gave me a small smile and a silver charm bracelet in a powder blue box.* i shifted my feet heard the snap of a binder closing and all i could think about was the oversimplification of words and survivorship curves and 17 years and and piles of numbers spurting from a computer and an echo of a splash.
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i swear but i'll sleep under your bed if you'll let me & eat the dust in the crawl space between your kitchen walls when you're entertaining guests & only come out when they're in another room or you ask me to i'm not stalking you i swear i'm actually on this ladder fixing your neighbor's gutter yes this same spot has been damaged for three years & deserves a complex solution arrived at by strenuous deliberation i'm not stalking you i swear i'm not wearing the cologne you bought your ex for christmas last year & threw out into the aluminum trashcan six months ago because that ******* didn't appreciate you like i could i'm not stalking you i swear i don't know how your mail gets mixed up with mine at least twice a week the postman must be dyslexic & also trade his mailbag with the guy who delivers mine for five dollar bribes i'm not stalking you i swear it's just funny we go to the same dentist & you have such white teeth my mother would love you if only for them i'm not stalking you i swear this idea hasn't been growing in my brain since i was an innocent boy spurting his essence into a gym class knee high sock at night after watching baywatch reruns i'm not stalking you i swear i don't spend my days wondering if i should get ****** piercings because you seem like the type to enjoy them i'm not stalking you i swear i walk home this way too but instead of a third floor elevator ride in a gated community on the next block i'll continue three more blocks west take the train back south four miles & finish cutting through alleys for another mile until i arrive at my own cellar apartment it's not out of my way i don't mind taking an alternative route i'm not stalking you i swear but your cheekbones are stealing my sleep & when i do dream you turn your *** toward me not in surrender but defiance that vicious dilated ******* and heavy flesh taunting me in my own fleabed forever
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 2:10 PM UTC
i'm not stalking you
i swear but i'll sleep under your bed if you'll let me & eat the dust in the crawl space between your kitchen walls when you're entertaining guests & only come out when they're in another room or you ask me to i'm not stalking you i swear i'm actually on this ladder fixing your neighbor's gutter yes this same spot has been damaged for three years & deserves a complex solution arrived at by strenuous deliberation i'm not stalking you i swear i'm not wearing the cologne you bought your ex for christmas last year & threw out into the aluminum trashcan six months ago because that ******* didn't appreciate you like i could i'm not stalking you i swear i don't know how your mail gets mixed up with mine at least twice a week the postman must be dyslexic & also trade his mailbag with the guy who delivers mine for five dollar bribes i'm not stalking you i swear it's just funny we go to the same dentist & you have such white teeth my mother would love you if only for them i'm not stalking you i swear this idea hasn't been growing in my brain since i was an innocent boy spurting his essence into a gym class knee high sock at night after watching baywatch reruns i'm not stalking you i swear i don't spend my days wondering if i should get ****** piercings because you seem like the type to enjoy them i'm not stalking you i swear i walk home this way too but instead of a third floor elevator ride in a gated community on the next block i'll continue three more blocks west take the train back south four miles & finish cutting through alleys for another mile until i arrive at my own cellar apartment it's not out of my way i don't mind taking an alternative route i'm not stalking you i swear but your cheekbones are stealing my sleep & when i do dream you turn your *** toward me not in surrender but defiance that vicious dilated ******* and heavy flesh taunting me in my own fleabed forever
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The most beautiful flower
 Within a field of growing weeds and brown leaves 
It seems to take up all the light
 besides all the dead and despair around it
 Its petals are moist and the colors seem to change to whatever they need to protect themselves from. But, the blossom is too beautiful. 
 Too consumingly appealing to whomever laid their eyes on it.
 The sun’s rays were getting jealous and did no longer want to shine on the pleasing leaves - or on the strong roots or its inviting colors - as they took away their shine and 
were now filled with contempt. Most of all the rays were jealous of what the flower could do.
 Embezzle. Inspire and create. Dazzle. 
It dazzled me. The flower could not only extract happiness from its surroundings but it also gave. 
It gave love. Love and comfort and happiness, friendship and enjoyment. It gave a way for men to see through the bad and look at the good. 
It tasted so sweet.

 The flower fought, spurting out at some cautious moment but it could not win
 For it needed the rays gentle touch to grow and to 
Exist. Long after men spoke of the waste. 
How such a beauty had perished,
 And its power was no longer there to greet them like an old friend.
 It was now only a myth,
 One that no one really could remember 
as it felt like a dimly lit memory, one that played a yet unknown role in whatever faith there is to come. It was not the beauty that men remembered now. 
Only the waste. 
As the good leaves no scars, and is scarcely treasured how it should.
 But oh the waste. They spoke. Such a waste.
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Oct 12, 2012
Oct 12, 2012 at 7:13 AM UTC
Wasteland
The most beautiful flower
 Within a field of growing weeds and brown leaves 
It seems to take up all the light
 besides all the dead and despair around it
 Its petals are moist and the colors seem to change to whatever they need to protect themselves from. But, the blossom is too beautiful. 
 Too consumingly appealing to whomever laid their eyes on it.
 The sun’s rays were getting jealous and did no longer want to shine on the pleasing leaves - or on the strong roots or its inviting colors - as they took away their shine and 
were now filled with contempt. Most of all the rays were jealous of what the flower could do.
 Embezzle. Inspire and create. Dazzle. 
It dazzled me. The flower could not only extract happiness from its surroundings but it also gave. 
It gave love. Love and comfort and happiness, friendship and enjoyment. It gave a way for men to see through the bad and look at the good. 
It tasted so sweet.

 The flower fought, spurting out at some cautious moment but it could not win
 For it needed the rays gentle touch to grow and to 
Exist. Long after men spoke of the waste. 
How such a beauty had perished,
 And its power was no longer there to greet them like an old friend.
 It was now only a myth,
 One that no one really could remember 
as it felt like a dimly lit memory, one that played a yet unknown role in whatever faith there is to come. It was not the beauty that men remembered now. 
Only the waste. 
As the good leaves no scars, and is scarcely treasured how it should.
 But oh the waste. They spoke. Such a waste.
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*I, fluoride - sanity theft Winding toy soldiers to march the path toward furtive glory While spurting the tune of war to the end of their very last breaths* *Harbinger of certain death Peek from behind the curtain Witness the brain mining From inside your skull eyeballs explode, deftly blinding Defining images which pervade Overwhelming emotions stowed Once turned to stone mental harm, tractor combines harvest FarmVille tards by the barnload Certainly, The eye of Horus and ISIS see all scorching and seizing nations, arm in arm All for one, none for all Bombarding bravado Clasp the trap Lapse in conscious All tapped out Drowning in tap water Until all comes tumbling down like Niagara Falls, dauntless Like Satan's hands expanding advance upon the homeland Then race trickling downward Total assest forfeiture ***** buried in sand)* Faces hidden, ashamed Orchestrate the line in frame Shape my frame of mind Until my thoughtscape escapes To peer through one eye Met to widespread acclaim Descending into the mind of Chaos, His stables gates burst forth with beasts of fable, insatiable and rampant Triumphant, turn the tables Arch-Angels blare your trumpets *Tell Famine get off his high horse And rear his ugly head So we can really show that ***** Mother Earth what for; **** that ***** until nothing's left* *Effectively wrecked From careening trains of wretched ********* Now she's hit & the caged bird that longs to be free, is inevitably dismembered to pieces by the felines that be*
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Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 4:07 PM UTC
Go through the proverbial wringer
*I, fluoride - sanity theft Winding toy soldiers to march the path toward furtive glory While spurting the tune of war to the end of their very last breaths* *Harbinger of certain death Peek from behind the curtain Witness the brain mining From inside your skull eyeballs explode, deftly blinding Defining images which pervade Overwhelming emotions stowed Once turned to stone mental harm, tractor combines harvest FarmVille tards by the barnload Certainly, The eye of Horus and ISIS see all scorching and seizing nations, arm in arm All for one, none for all Bombarding bravado Clasp the trap Lapse in conscious All tapped out Drowning in tap water Until all comes tumbling down like Niagara Falls, dauntless Like Satan's hands expanding advance upon the homeland Then race trickling downward Total assest forfeiture ***** buried in sand)* Faces hidden, ashamed Orchestrate the line in frame Shape my frame of mind Until my thoughtscape escapes To peer through one eye Met to widespread acclaim Descending into the mind of Chaos, His stables gates burst forth with beasts of fable, insatiable and rampant Triumphant, turn the tables Arch-Angels blare your trumpets *Tell Famine get off his high horse And rear his ugly head So we can really show that ***** Mother Earth what for; **** that ***** until nothing's left* *Effectively wrecked From careening trains of wretched ********* Now she's hit & the caged bird that longs to be free, is inevitably dismembered to pieces by the felines that be*
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Tonight! Oh what sweet splendors of travel that pour themselves out and over me! Not to exotic lands, but to those far better the square foot of land that lays beneath us when I am wrapped in your arms! My bag is not packed, there are gifts to be made, things to be set in order But just 10 hours! 10 hours after two months! And I will be yours once again The excitement, the rapture, one week of playing house with you in the hot summer breezes of Western Ohio flat land, so different from my home, from what I like but what does it matter? In your arms, the place could be bent and folded painted in the wondrous colors of strata Rose, gold, deep blacks and shimmering veins of ground water spurting forth. Pretty shell fossils and pink quartz they all exist in your eyes, in your arms, in your kiss
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Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 9:58 AM UTC
The Geography of Excitement
I grow weary of crafting words that are spun together feeling as if there is a beauty spurting from my pain because the words are still marching from your wellspring and they're saturated in your sticky intoxication It forces me to taste the sour fact that the fire you set to my life still burns and decimates ties strewn out of feeble love attempts No matter the count of the condemnations of our life you still dwell inside of my every word and all of my metaphors My vocabulary is limited to you and you drag me below the pool of new words waiting on the surface So I rewrite the same sentiments that play between self loathing heartbreak and love Write where you want me.
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Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 2:44 AM UTC
I'm Just So Tired
Their violence. Their fire. Their beauty. Their clenching, unclenching. Their bedlam. Their silence. Their toes squirming in their shoes. Their sobs. Their seventy-mile-an-hour fury. Their eyes. Their glimmer. Their construction paper dreams. Their insecurities. Their melanin. Their rapture. Their forgiveness. Their twisted-up mouths. Their screaming. Their laughter. Their spoiled innocence. Their decent. Their wilderness of wit. Their barbed future. Their ineloquence. Their noise. Their stretching limbs. Their vigor. Their hair spurting out of their scalps. Their secrets echoing and singing through low-ceilinged halls. Their desire. Their chipped orange fingernail polish. Their belly aches. Their misspelled crayon messages. Their ghosts. Their audacity. Their fear. Their braids. Their arms tight around each other. Their torn jeans. Their longing. Their possibility. Their harpoon words. Their blood. Their bursting hearts. Their walls. Their art. Their endlessness. Their airplane arms and their shrieking and their streaming outside into the yellow ache of a sinking sun. Their rhythm. Their nonsense. Their hands cupped around their mouths. Their reverberation. Their chapped lips. Their love. Them.
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 5:08 PM UTC
FOR LITTLE GIRLS WHO CARRY THE UNIVERSE
★ ✰ ✪ ★ ✰ ✪ ★ ✰ ✪ The Baby-Hole, her baby-hole! Turn back before you lose your soul. Those walls of pink, those gates of pearl grant entrance to each boy and girl who come through this organic portal: newly-born and merely mortal. Mystery to be dignified— explored, adored, objectified: the baby-hole’s expanding chasm, promising celestial spasm, is limned in deliquescent love and fits the soul as hand in glove. Beware her tantalizing pull where poetry turns vaginal. From depths profound, God can create (where man would merely ********** hitting Mother Nature’s high note as the gamete turns to zygote). Semi-seconds’ spurting passion years of living baby fashion. After pleasure’s jest, gestation thus augments the population; teenage dads recalibrate, unsure just what to celebrate. Yet, if they knew the daring risk their ***** endure, they’d slip a disc; to realize what threatening odds confront these flagellated gods: (see Luke in Star Wars, [number IV] battling fascists in the war alone in the zone to shoot the shot that blows the death star up. Let’s not miss out on noting, in this theme, life’s true conception. So the team of X-wing pilots flew the run, eliminated one by one save Luke, who penetrated deep the death-star’s ovulated keep and overcame the egg’s defense and hit the mark. It all makes sense. The spheroid bursting in his sight depicts Conception's glorious might). Therefore, show the matrix honor. Shoot and leave—your star’s a goner: nurture growth while life allows you, while your star can still espouse you. Seek her core of hidden gnosis don’t just set off cell mitosis… not, that is, unless you are sure that the three of you won’t end up poor.
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Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 8:02 PM UTC
View from the Mortal Portal
★ ✰ ✪ ★ ✰ ✪ ★ ✰ ✪ The Baby-Hole, her baby-hole! Turn back before you lose your soul. Those walls of pink, those gates of pearl grant entrance to each boy and girl who come through this organic portal: newly-born and merely mortal. Mystery to be dignified— explored, adored, objectified: the baby-hole’s expanding chasm, promising celestial spasm, is limned in deliquescent love and fits the soul as hand in glove. Beware her tantalizing pull where poetry turns vaginal. From depths profound, God can create (where man would merely ********** hitting Mother Nature’s high note as the gamete turns to zygote). Semi-seconds’ spurting passion years of living baby fashion. After pleasure’s jest, gestation thus augments the population; teenage dads recalibrate, unsure just what to celebrate. Yet, if they knew the daring risk their ***** endure, they’d slip a disc; to realize what threatening odds confront these flagellated gods: (see Luke in Star Wars, [number IV] battling fascists in the war alone in the zone to shoot the shot that blows the death star up. Let’s not miss out on noting, in this theme, life’s true conception. So the team of X-wing pilots flew the run, eliminated one by one save Luke, who penetrated deep the death-star’s ovulated keep and overcame the egg’s defense and hit the mark. It all makes sense. The spheroid bursting in his sight depicts Conception's glorious might). Therefore, show the matrix honor. Shoot and leave—your star’s a goner: nurture growth while life allows you, while your star can still espouse you. Seek her core of hidden gnosis don’t just set off cell mitosis… not, that is, unless you are sure that the three of you won’t end up poor.
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The grey gulls drift across the bay Softly and still as flakes of snow Against the thinning fog. All day I sat and watched them come and go; And now at last the sun was set, Filling the waves with colored fire Till each seemed like a jewelled spire ****** up from some drowned city. Soon From peak and cliff and minaret The city's lights began to wink, Each like a friendly word. The moon Began to broaden out her shield, Spurting with silver. Straight before The brown hills lay like quiet beasts Stretched out beside a well-loved door, And filling earth and sky and field With the calm heaving of their ******* Nothing was gone, nothing was changed, The smallest wave was unestranged By all the long ache of the years Since last I saw them, blind with tears. Their welcome like the hills stood fast: And I, I had come home at last. So I laughed out with them aloud To think that now the sun was broad, And climbing up the iron sky, Where the raw streets stretched sullenly About another room I knew, In a mean house -- and soon there, too, The smith would burst the flimsy door And find me lying on the floor. Just where I fell the other night, After that breaking wave of pain. -- How they will storm and rage and fight, Servants and mistress, one and all, "No money for the funeral!" I broke my life there. Let it stand At that. The waters are a plain, Heaving and bright on either hand, A tremulous and lustral peace Which shall endure though all things cease, Filling my heart as water fills A cup. There stand the quiet hills. So, waiting for my wings to grow, I watch the gulls sail to and fro, Rising and falling, soft and swift, Drifting along as bubbles drift. And, though I see the face of God Hereafter -- this day have I trod Nearer to Him than I shall tread Ever again. The night is dead. And there's the dawn, poured out like wine Along the dim horizon-line. And from the city comes the chimes -- We have our heaven on earth -- sometimes!
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The City Revisited
The grey gulls drift across the bay Softly and still as flakes of snow Against the thinning fog. All day I sat and watched them come and go; And now at last the sun was set, Filling the waves with colored fire Till each seemed like a jewelled spire ****** up from some drowned city. Soon From peak and cliff and minaret The city's lights began to wink, Each like a friendly word. The moon Began to broaden out her shield, Spurting with silver. Straight before The brown hills lay like quiet beasts Stretched out beside a well-loved door, And filling earth and sky and field With the calm heaving of their ******* Nothing was gone, nothing was changed, The smallest wave was unestranged By all the long ache of the years Since last I saw them, blind with tears. Their welcome like the hills stood fast: And I, I had come home at last. So I laughed out with them aloud To think that now the sun was broad, And climbing up the iron sky, Where the raw streets stretched sullenly About another room I knew, In a mean house -- and soon there, too, The smith would burst the flimsy door And find me lying on the floor. Just where I fell the other night, After that breaking wave of pain. -- How they will storm and rage and fight, Servants and mistress, one and all, "No money for the funeral!" I broke my life there. Let it stand At that. The waters are a plain, Heaving and bright on either hand, A tremulous and lustral peace Which shall endure though all things cease, Filling my heart as water fills A cup. There stand the quiet hills. So, waiting for my wings to grow, I watch the gulls sail to and fro, Rising and falling, soft and swift, Drifting along as bubbles drift. And, though I see the face of God Hereafter -- this day have I trod Nearer to Him than I shall tread Ever again. The night is dead. And there's the dawn, poured out like wine Along the dim horizon-line. And from the city comes the chimes -- We have our heaven on earth -- sometimes!
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my thoughts, so potent just before-- like fresh-pressed olive drops that lingered, lipping from the fragrant spout-- now pass, diffuse atop an ocean vast. i imagine willing it to be a pond, not for its lesser size alone but mostly for its calm, reflective height; yet these waves are distort ruthlessness of liquid dust by slapping, tower-high the central ocean rip-whirl tide: and gone-- as Homer's heroes screaming as they drown, deaf as oars but for their final gasps of yearned-for clarity: of nameless pride's Ithacan king abrading lustful wrists restrained to blind a god's son's single eye by tentacles of twisting, tactful fate. by threaded loom rethreaded soon i see my salty self in suit of sameness, tricking time by indolence or theft-- from truth, from others' hearths-- the difference winks in bubbles on the cosmic shore... foam so clean i grin to call it spume, grin to brace the seabed to my algaed chest in salinating crush of sand, of blood-sharp shell and rock, in sungreen warmth of blue and life in crashing sinus wince i grit aegean nereids in my sneeze, splay their formless sexing into pelvic scrapes of quickened starbursts anciently reborn, squeezed in pleasure tears and laughing drops-- as all pelagic ***** must within the pressure of a world, its breathing darkness spotted with transmuted sun, expel itself in sensate gusts-- as octopodal spurting flings in liquid ****** of purpose forth, (or backwards, sideways, in and out)-- so too i think and thinking, drown my ink instead of drowning thinking in my ink .
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Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 11:11 PM UTC
an epic (vritti) from an agora inkwell
my thoughts, so potent just before-- like fresh-pressed olive drops that lingered, lipping from the fragrant spout-- now pass, diffuse atop an ocean vast. i imagine willing it to be a pond, not for its lesser size alone but mostly for its calm, reflective height; yet these waves are distort ruthlessness of liquid dust by slapping, tower-high the central ocean rip-whirl tide: and gone-- as Homer's heroes screaming as they drown, deaf as oars but for their final gasps of yearned-for clarity: of nameless pride's Ithacan king abrading lustful wrists restrained to blind a god's son's single eye by tentacles of twisting, tactful fate. by threaded loom rethreaded soon i see my salty self in suit of sameness, tricking time by indolence or theft-- from truth, from others' hearths-- the difference winks in bubbles on the cosmic shore... foam so clean i grin to call it spume, grin to brace the seabed to my algaed chest in salinating crush of sand, of blood-sharp shell and rock, in sungreen warmth of blue and life in crashing sinus wince i grit aegean nereids in my sneeze, splay their formless sexing into pelvic scrapes of quickened starbursts anciently reborn, squeezed in pleasure tears and laughing drops-- as all pelagic ***** must within the pressure of a world, its breathing darkness spotted with transmuted sun, expel itself in sensate gusts-- as octopodal spurting flings in liquid ****** of purpose forth, (or backwards, sideways, in and out)-- so too i think and thinking, drown my ink instead of drowning thinking in my ink .
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nonmeditation is the best kind of meditation not doing, just being not listening, simply hearing simply here How do I write poetry simple by being? effortlessness is effortful How do I show to the world the way my brain should work so that I appear                           smart                                    articulate                                                    thoughtful                                                                        d                                                                        e                                                                        e                                                                        p when really I feel like spurting a string of thoughts that would not make sense to anyone, including myself, in any moment but this one **** appearance here's me:     _____-_   (      .     .  ) (           >    )        ()() (          =      )  __ (   ) xxxxxxxxxx            )
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Nov 3, 2019
Nov 3, 2019 at 9:47 AM UTC
Nondoing
Moldy mutterings- A char-broiled doomsday Licks the salted air, no condensation in clouds Dry and cracked. Elephant stomp Pounded ground where Lizard-scaled turnip roots drip Into dirt, drooping low and quick. That senseless racket, the incessant buzzing Yellowed a crusted earlobe The cauliflower cult. Chipped to smithereens As the sun split In sizzling heat. No porcelain skin to drizzle Tender sweat beads Blackened back-burner. Conquest of detention to Contain lackluster irrelevant lessons Blessed with a dead hand Crumpled flesh stump. Hunched Trapezius circle person Cowering in familiar corners. Glisten as an oyster's ravaged shell, Sour cream pearl dangling between your ******* Twinkling Adam's apple This speech could sink its teeth in. Spurting eloquence Gushed up word juice. Swallow hard and whole Choke on the knowing.
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Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 1:52 PM UTC
Word Juice
hitherto and heed. this man with no greed. face as mere as ants, but heart as written so. forthwith and in the now, with a chest in the wrong place, our brains midst logic and reason, and mouths spurting mace. for this man has trees that grow from his apple, and lyrics that tie themselves to the oak, simply tugging at his own branches, and gaining strength as it broke. for the world he laid himself atop, does aches and curves his back, for those hands move with grace against blank skin with ink, and his lyrics sink and crack. for the expensive sap, from the alabaster jar, glimmers quietly 'neath gasps, and the noose and the sentences spill wars. for his eyes are crusted, miles yonder, and his lips are chapped, for-ever, but his arms--and heart--and mind remain a never. eager and spotless, fearless and willing, through trials and hot rocks, the earth he's tilling. trails of sound and light leading out to the world, hold silent despite his might. and urge and creeping yearn, for his empty fright. for the grass shivers at the fall of his pen, and world cries out at the whisper, but the man is nothing but mumble and slack, and has everything held as a lisper. for a man is nothing without his eyes, and nothing without his lips, a mere inconvenience, to the insipid mind. for an utterance may increase the waters it treads, but it certainly wont sow. and reap what it does, without years to know.                                            and grows...                                       and grows                                and grows                          and grows for the green tree grows                                                                     merely to sink into silence, you say... the man wags a finger, and chapped lips ache a smirk. quill to mouth--connected by heart to mind--line by line against skin, is an endearment, and engraving of passion... as speech may serve nothing to mind...                                                             if it goes through one ear...   and spills out the next... it's the words concocted and stirred up by man--singing by lyre...                                and the purple eyes that open                                             new minds                                                               to the mirror ether.
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Aug 7, 2016
Aug 7, 2016 at 11:32 PM UTC
The Wordless Man.
hitherto and heed. this man with no greed. face as mere as ants, but heart as written so. forthwith and in the now, with a chest in the wrong place, our brains midst logic and reason, and mouths spurting mace. for this man has trees that grow from his apple, and lyrics that tie themselves to the oak, simply tugging at his own branches, and gaining strength as it broke. for the world he laid himself atop, does aches and curves his back, for those hands move with grace against blank skin with ink, and his lyrics sink and crack. for the expensive sap, from the alabaster jar, glimmers quietly 'neath gasps, and the noose and the sentences spill wars. for his eyes are crusted, miles yonder, and his lips are chapped, for-ever, but his arms--and heart--and mind remain a never. eager and spotless, fearless and willing, through trials and hot rocks, the earth he's tilling. trails of sound and light leading out to the world, hold silent despite his might. and urge and creeping yearn, for his empty fright. for the grass shivers at the fall of his pen, and world cries out at the whisper, but the man is nothing but mumble and slack, and has everything held as a lisper. for a man is nothing without his eyes, and nothing without his lips, a mere inconvenience, to the insipid mind. for an utterance may increase the waters it treads, but it certainly wont sow. and reap what it does, without years to know.                                            and grows...                                       and grows                                and grows                          and grows for the green tree grows                                                                     merely to sink into silence, you say... the man wags a finger, and chapped lips ache a smirk. quill to mouth--connected by heart to mind--line by line against skin, is an endearment, and engraving of passion... as speech may serve nothing to mind...                                                             if it goes through one ear...   and spills out the next... it's the words concocted and stirred up by man--singing by lyre...                                and the purple eyes that open                                             new minds                                                               to the mirror ether.
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