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Mateuš Conrad Feb 2019
trainers?  who the ****
needs new trainers?
i want the sort of music
i can cry to...
          oh...
right...all alclohlics
don't cry genuine
tears...
   well..
hello gay-lord
paedohpile priest
child molly-molly
******! what?
i thought i was told
that crying
over classical
music
   was taboo?
sure, sure, like... me...
    'ere 'ere...
best of a 2 h
screen shot,
not having spet
watching
a washine machine cycle,
or what some people
call, "conspiracy theory"
by, moo'd'ern'
stand'oods...
   what?
oh right... ****...
**** without a samurai
sword agitation,
must be a white thing...
      is that even a...
a...
  an even...
a that...
        a a...
you want to play
this game?
                i keep forgetting
to play it...
but i undermine myself
with a reminder...
   there's genuine
interest
in donning this
****-fest
of the clash,
*** the beatles...
    mersey... come
the thames...
         like i said before...
you can't provide a stable environment
for island dwelling
people...
                 freaks!
     unless...
they are mutually
   exclusionary...
  "off"... their "fellow"...
invading barbarians...
    oh sure...
the native communities changed...
come the 1950s...
but with the european migrantion
from the late 00s...
of the expansion
of the european union?
don't worry...
most of the pollacks left...
you're just left
with the ******* ****
gangs...
no worries!
chill! chill!
what are you getting hot &
bothered about?!
  chill!
i'm no jew,
i'm not existentially..
globak pro...
fugitive...
     the english bird
high up 'n' arms...
protectionist...
while all you want to do...
is **** a
   sydney watson
or a delta goodrem...
bad ******* idea to send off
convicts...
   what?!
who's bewldered playing
a who's who?
do i look like a ******* stalemate
of an englishman?
i need 1980s pop songs!
what?
i'm a sensitive beast
with a lack
for a concern for a sense
of humour!
whar?!
   i don't like
humour,
that doesn't prompt
itself to continue
with a genesis of slap-stick!
you know what
fetish-**** is to me?
tina turner...
  mingling with
   sydney watson....
that's **** to me...
either that...
or... jerking off to
a bronzino...
or some 20th century
apocalyptic nostalgia
of...
  what would never
become
the tinder,
the fb,
       and...
       what i best serve
for the blank
stated waiting
game...

but i'm not even
english!!!!!!

when you're eased
out of a delusion,
finding yourself,
recluse,
with a relief,
bound to the ability,
to extract
an authentic tear.
My definition of love
Is starring and finding the beauty in your canvas
The glitter in your bruised
And the cracks on the windows of your heart

I tried telling you I liked you
I swallowed my pride
But it clawed its way up
My oesophegus
And I spet it out like it was forbidden

I know I have nothing to loose when I look into your eyes
For I find true beauty in there

The way you have champagne in your walk
Is the the same way I get drunk in your footsteps
Your eyes are brighter than the sun shines unto me
I wanna be closer than your skin is to you

The other day kissed my neck
And I heard the angels calling out
My name
I love you the way the stars adorn the skies
The way the sun shines so bright
"I love you", those were my favorite words
That ever came from your mouth

Crush I'm sorry but I really really like you
And I want you to myself, I'm selfish I know

Constantly I found myself drooling over you
As I yern for your lips to run across my hips
I'm really to let you in to my world of desires

There's too many words and too many names
But yours is my favorite
Your words are a crack of lightning at night
Dangerous like a hurricane

Perhaps you could be my forever
You could be my beautiful distraction

Crush I am ready to love you
Just not ready to put a label
To whatever that's happening
Between the two of us
I grew into loving you
But one thing that's hindering me is to out
A whole label to this beautiful bond
That we have right here
He who makes me fell worthy of being loved..

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