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I've been dreamin' of you
since I was a young woman...
But I couldn't ever place your face
to this man- as of yet...

In my dreams, I'm walkin'
alone on the beach
in the early morning hours...
I see this man strollin' along-
All of a sudden; he starts runnin'-
I soon realize he is comin'
towards me-
Approachin' me, he was
smilin', as if he was in love...
Then takin' me into his arms,
he held me- like he'd never let go!

We ended up spendin' the whole day
together, just him and I;
gettin' to know one another
and explorin' the beach...
As the sun was settin'
he built an open fire-
and we made unbelievable heavenly love;
so full of passion and desire...
He was everythin'
I could dream of or want
in my soulmate...

As dreams come and go-
they all must end...
I'd wake up feelin' loved and confused,
but rememberin' the best time
of my life,
yet never knowin' who this man was...

I always thought this man
had to be my husband-
But it wasn't and
as life happens,
so does heartache!

My dream with my mysterious love
always continued-
time after time,
through out the years...
Always the same man,
the same beach;
and we'd begin by gettin' to know
one another even more-
and always endin'
just the same!

Many mornings after-
I'd lay there feelin' guilty;
longin' for these dreams to be real...
Always wonderin' 'who is this man?'
But still not comin' up
with an answer,
never recognizin' his face...

Over the last couple of years,
I've been havin' this dream
once again, but frequently...
As I'd wake up-
I've been rememberin' more features
to my dream love-
but yet to knowin' who he's been...

And now gettin' to know you-
I've been feelin', as if,
we've already known each other,
like we're soulmates!

Over the last several days
as I've dreamed of this man-
I'm beginnin' to realize somethin'-
I've been seein' you all along...
I have no doubt that
I've dreamed you into my life!
I've been seein' you
numerous times over the years,
and up until recently
only in my dreams-
but as I look at pictures of you
I know it's been you-
I feel your presence with me...
I know I must seem crazy,
but I believe, I've been dreamin'
of you most of my life...
My Love; My Dream
Soulmate...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Bunhead17 Oct 2014
[Verse 1: MGK]
This ain't no halo over my head *****
But dear God can you forgive the sinnin'
For everything that I did since the beginnin'
Because the devil around me so much
That you would think I got a death wish
Yeah, and the voices in my head get louder
Watchin' my career disappear like powder
Wish I could rewind those hours and get my life back
Strike that, hanging on this **** like a life jacket
**** rappin', I was really livin' everything I was spittin'
***** what's happenin'
Fights daily, nights crazy dream chasin' till the drugs came
I was choppin' up them ******* like Jason
Had a ******* face layin' on the cold pavement
Wake up take 'em now I feel sane
Spendin' every penny in the studio slayin'
Me and my mob workin' any odd job
Prayin' this little dream was gonna feed our babies
Save me Lord, save me Lord, what the **** is this curse you gave me Lord
Everybody think I finally made it Lord, but all I am is now is a slave my God

[Hook:]
This ain't no halo...

Revelations says if people wipe every tear from their eyes than death shall be no more, neither shall their be mourning nor crying nor pain anymore for the former things have passed away, EST 4 Life *******!

[Verse 2: MGK]
Put that halo around my neck, *****
And give me death
I'm 22 and this 22 on my left, God bless
Maybe I'll finally see
Maybe they'll return what's originally mine because finder's keep
Maybe I will be great, and this voice of mine was designed to be the finest key
But, I'm losing faith, everyday they got news to break
Like my single flopped, and now I ain't hot
And they don't know if I'm ever gonna see the light of day
My labels mad or my albums bad or you ain't livin' up to the hype we thought you had
Or I lost a fan or I'm in cuffs again and meanwhile I ain't there to be my daughters dad
****! what's left for me? because I don't ever want to become a celebrity
I don't want anyone to feel less than me so put your camera down and stand next to me
Right here, EST, everyone stand together
And if I ever RIP than I know everything I stand for's forever, lace up!

[Hook:]
This ain't no halo...

And when you play this song, hold your head high, *******, don't ever look down, be comfortable with who you are, our flaws are what makes us perfect
EST stand for everyone stands together 4 life
Jeremy Betts Sep 2022
The hardest battles fought are against the chaos found within the rubble of the broken.
Any continuation of this experimentation on the human condition hangs on the theory that an upcomin' breath will allow itself to be taken
Gift or not, presently present solely due to the repeat of a heart beat, reminded constantly it's never a given
Many a complication with said blood pumpin' mechanism ribcaged in, to many components either broken or straight missin'
Naturally raisin' an interesting question, does life support support life or allow it to get one last minute jab in
Seems it's a personalization and ******* of the punishment fitted for the crime of lyin' about livin'
Seein' right through the Facebook filter projection, doom sets in without the monitor screens protection
Actin' like spoiled, undisciplined children, often throwin' a tantrum cause we're all on the spectrum
All of us? Yes, everyone.
A nonsensical state of frantic desperation overrides conviction, dignity the next to leave the station
No thought put into what's bein' said even, flippantly askin' for more calendar pages to be added in on the back end
Wildly missin' the irony of spendin' life in line for the next death bed to open, prayin' the priest is well spoken
Choosin' then to allow the soulless prayers to begin, hopin' to pull the wool over the eyes of the creator of all creation
He's up there laughin' and judgin' from heaven, he ain't sendin' help because it's entertainment first, then maybe fit in a lesson
Feels like bein' held in a hostage like situation through a self inflicted condition with a loved ones permission
Ignorin' the DNR written up to eliminate confusion and limit any guessin' 'bout what the dead is thinkin'
Wishin' they'd let go, knowin' they won't though, love can make the right decision impossible to determine
It was always a bogus mission, there's never been no mention of direction much less any talks about a realistic destination
An unorthodoxed tug 'o war, doin' both the pushin' and pullin', can't recall witnessin' a win, I only recognize losin'
The matrix is glitchin', the vale finally lifted as nightmares come to fruition, crowdin' an already distorted vision
Depraved of nutrition, lose sight of ones self in the fog of sleep deprivation
IT'S THE SLEEP THAT LETS THEN IN
In a never endin' hesitation, becomin' one with the comman background vegitation
A threat of slippin' into a comma is beginnin' to look like my very real and inevitable conclusion
The Illusion is crackin' and the illustration behind the fusade is to heavy for some to take in
And if I'm not mistaken it will only worsen for here and we're only here cause you took for granted what will now be taken
WHAT WHERE WE THINKIN'?

©2022
though i wanted to be the toughest on the block
i didnt get a check til i was face to face with a glock
**** i hear deaths tick tock
beforehe pop
he gave me some mercy?
maybe it was the lord speakin' to me?
through telekinesis
now i gotta prepare for this thesis
scatter my drama like reeses
better believe they'll be back again like a whistle in the wind
times goes on life flows on
and ill be rappin' til they early morn
cant stop wont stop the music
its in my soul down for this ghetto blues
gotta short fuse but dont loose
control my mind and body
gotta focus killuminati
aint nobody takin' **** from me
ill die for this **** my family
thugs og to tg and the little homies
who gotta push dope in the blocks
in the late night yea the ghettos in a struggle
but them ******* canr even see it with a hubble
as i bust like a bubble ya know im addicted to trouble
yea we dont give a ****
about the law
51 states with a million plus ****** dawnin' an AK
takin' heed to the words i say
and let the blood spray
it was a good day dont go astray
even though we get worried
just tradin' a little tasteof war stories


Rest in peace
To all the homies deceased
As the ****** rates increase
I can hear the painful heartbeats
Of the families that be mourning
Til the early morning
Uh wish i could change the worlds view
But most of our minds is see through
Cant build a foundation
Cuz the feds cut off our communication
Break through litigations
**** im spendin' cash
Just cuz the courts get a sensation
Crooked *** system still in segregation
I got mad aggravation
So my ammo is store galore
Just incase u muthaphukkaz want warrrr
See me soar
Over these cowards like eagles
In my thousand yard stare
You can see a glare
Of my death images inside my head
Im hurt from all the pain
Ask my passed kinfolks
We still in the same gang
Which i could hang
With my homies on the block
Who was murdered by the nine
As the sunshines
Bright the next day
I feel my judgment day coming soon
Open wombs cant yield the bleed
When i bust ill make the whole nation fatigue
My mind feeds
Off knowledge of the books
Check out these crookes
Power to black man
Aint no loot for us in Afghanistan
Or Iraq dont hold back
As make a new category  
Just a trade of a war story
Illuminati  bingo
Brett Cooper Jul 2010
i thought of you this morning when i was stood up for lunch
and i drove by your neighborhood
but that house is emptier than even my stomach
now churning, and up to no good

and it's not from the food
(or the lack of it all)
but a process now picking up pace
a cancerous longing,
a wish left to waste
a silence
a rage
now taking it's place



well, i've been spendin my time just walkin the streets
and making friends with all the dumb insects i meet
and the moths have been asking me for a light
and i know i'll oblige them, it's not worth the fight
and they're swarming around me, every which way
and just blocking my visions, aiding decay
and their suckers make shapes, yeah they pierce like a knife
and it kills me to tell em
you're not part of my life
anymore.
robert ondis Jul 2014
SEND ME YOUR CAKE
I'LL EAT IT ALL DAY
DO WHAT I WANT
DON'T NEED PERMISSION TO PLAY

YOU THINK I'M A GOD?
WHEN I RUN DOWN YOUR BRO'S?
IF I STEP UP THE ANGER?
CALL YOUR SISTERS ALL **'S?

I KNOW YOU'RE A *****
YOU THINK THAT I CARE?
KEEP BUYIN MY RECORDS
STAY OUT OF MY HAIR

I KEEP SPEWING THE VENOM
YOU KEEP ON BUYIN'
I'LL GLORIFY VIOLENCE
THAT KILLS YOUR KIDS
WHY YOU CRYIN'?

BECAUSE YOUR SO STUPID
I'M THE RICHEST AROUND
BE SPENDIN' YOUR MONEY
KEEP TEARIN' YOU DOWN
Cedric McClester Apr 2015
By: Cedric McClester

Billy's at the bar
Sippin on his Bud
Watching two young lovelies
Wrestling in the mud
Everybody says
He's a classic fool
But ain't nobody yet
Did better in high school

Sarah was his lady
According to what I heard
But they broke up a while ago
At least that is the word
He now spends his time
Tryin to be a cad
And we all sympathize
Cos Billy's got it bad

Billy's got it bad
And everybody knows
What he feels inside
It's so obvious it shows

Life goes on for Sarah
She hardly missed a beat
She's lookin straight ahead
Not down at her feet
Billy ain't the only fish
Out there in the sea
And she knows in time
He'll be a passing memory

She's got other things
Runnin through her head
What she had with Billy
Is over now it's dead
It ain't all about
Tryin to place the blame
Or spendin time wonderin
Who smothered the flame

Billy's got it bad
And everybody knows
What he feels inside
It's so obvious it shows

So Billy takes his Bud
And swallows down the foam
In a crowd of people
He feels all alone
Thinkin 'bout his Sarah
And wonderin if she too
Ever thinks about him
Or gets a little blue

Though Billy tells folks
That everything's okay
Ain't nobody buyin
At least they're not today
It really doesn't matter
What he has to say
Nothin's been the same
Since Sarah went away

Cos Billy's got it bad
And everybody knows
What he feels inside
It's so obvious it shows



(c) Copyright 2015, Cedric McClester.  All rights reserved.
TJ Chiang Aug 2013
Fog
I look at the stars
Wishin' I'm with you
While I'm in the fog
Walkin through a bog
Can't find solid ground
Heart is pounding
Racing to get to you
Before we are gone
I wanna get to you
Spendin' every moment
While we have it
Before we are gone
Hold on
before we are gone
I wanna see you again
And when the moment comes
I want to last forever
We can leave everything behind
Forget our worries
Just to be with you
Before we are gone
Hold on
before we are gone
I wanna see you again
Im tight..
my father breathing like a dragon
The heat you cant imagine
size of flames you couldn't fathom
In my atoms ;
my past lives itching to be free
I live past the last with crooked complacency
in the air..
My hands wave around i dont care
bout despair as i split like a dutch well aware
That they there...
older brother always watching
Controlling the unfolding of events while guns are cocking
for what
Killing put a limp up in they strut
glorified by the lies in the songs that you bump
Now its cool ;
to run around and act like a fool
Sending souls up to heaven pushin faces into stool
most will drool...
Over material and women ;
knives by your spine the inferior ascendin
Im dont spendin ;
my youth tryna court myself a lover..
Im dumpin my affection then they runnin like none other
i discovered ;
I could use the blades in me as weapons
instead i take em out nd show em off to warn my brethren..
#love #past #lessons #depression #rap #warning
Vinnie Brown Mar 2017
Spendin' my evenings on the roof
Can't tire thinkin' bout you
Thinkin' that you're truly heaven sent
Making all these hollow hearts feel again
Matt Holton Dec 2016
Wish I was out partyin' on this Saturday night,
But instead of livin' it up, I'm just gonna write.
I'll keep typin' poems 'n' listenin' to music,
Or perhaps I'll go to sleep quick.

Not gonna lie, it ***** to be spendin' the night alone,
Got nobody to hang out with, nobody to phone.
All my mates got somethin' else goin' on,
They can't go party all the way until dawn.

Ah well, don't feel like goin' into town on my one,
Cause man, that sure as hell wouldn't be no fun.
So I think I'll write poems instead.
Livin' out the rest of my years,
Through the blistful memories,
Replays of the old days,
To reunion playin' the ol' says,
Smooth r&b classics, life is a journey, yet to be mastered,
Learned some new friends, is better than old friends,
Thinkin, where would i fit in,
This new society,
Broke the comfort zone, now im out of my zone, all alone,
Seems like when thoughts begin to hone,
Me many visions, guard my powers within', cuz if they see ya dwellin, thats when the jealousy starts swellin',
Aint no tellin', from friends family to foes, and switched up my wardrobe,
Never let them know ya next move, **** this beat is smooth,
Miss ya pa and ma,
Thats my grandma to grandpa,
That real love, twenty plus years of marriage, and many babies on carriage,
Black families gather in unison,
They spendin' billions,
To dim the light of our daughters to son, guard ya kingdom,
Know the target is kids, if ya read the bible, you'll see the planned of evils, behind the pyramid,


Missin' my folks that passed before me,
Birthed in this earth legacy,
How can get a chance to be,
The best version of self,
But everywhere i look,
I see death, staring at us everyday, no matter what we say,
And the images that display,
Reflection rejection of old age progession,
Let wisdom be my smiff and wesson, to learn me lesson,
Black to gray hairs, with my wifey,
We one of a pair,
No need for secret affairs,
Yeah i dont gotta go there,
Im her Ceaser, shes my Cleopatra,
But ain't hate in this chapter,
Or brutus to intrude us,
Took alot of pain, but it didnt bruise us, cruise to this,
Mellow accent, listenin' to Smokey, makin' miracles,
Puffed the cigars in circles,
We made it, now my haters can save it, critics craved it,
Stand on ol' morals, bringin' back the family values,
We sit at the table, eat good everyone playin' they role,
Like they should,
Nuclear skills, bomb on these flows like pops that fill,
Shakes all over the globe, the ending is near, prepared for the angelic wings, with golden robe,
Travis Green Apr 2021
He the kinda ***** that got me imaginin’ carnal thoughts
Ponderin’ on his **** *** comin’ to my crib
**** the chillin’ and conversatin’ ****
Let’s get into some lovemakin’ and kissin’
Say I wanna rip your clothes and flow into **** show
Wanna bite your lips, apply pressure, taste the blood
Drippin’ in my mouth, hearin’ your moans,
*****, you turnin me on, I can see the passion in your eyes
Mesmerizin’ your majesty, makin’ you love me deeper
You’re not getting away from me
Cling on to me, blow in my ears, take me upstairs to your bedroom
Watch me force you on to the bed, jump on top of you
Kissin’ you fiercely, workin’ your **** in me, movin’ up and down
Getting’ into it, feelin’ your **** wreck my walls
How astonishin’ you are, got me going crazy
Baby, keep it coming, don’t withdraw
Please don’t pull it out, stroke it nice and right
*****, pass me a port, I need to smoke this **** out
‘Cause you rockin’ my ******’ life

I ain’t gonna deny the **** I feel
Can’t let this ***** go ‘cause I’m so dickmatized
So magnetized by this rapturous ride
So high off your spark, caught up in lust
Marvelin’ at your body, devourin’ all your ****
Starin’ at your eyes on my phatty, so rapt on me
I see you *****, *****, you’re fixated on me
I see the luscious liquor takin’ over our minds and bodies
Got us floatin’ in ecstasy, ready for whatever
So invested in this ****, so lost in your sexiness
I’m grindin’ and grindin’, steadily smokin’ and smokin’
Holding your hands, so drunk in your ****** lands
Wantin’ this moment to last forever
To never cease, keep in your deepening bliss
Daddy, daddy, you so bomb,
You got me swervin’ in outer worlds
Steadily servin’ you this ***
Am I doing it right?
Can you feel my ****?
Do you like the way I ride your ****?

I feel like I’m soaring in space
Reverberating around the stars, so far from home
Feelin’ so right, feelin’ so alive
I’m hovering in your hypnotic heat
Booming my head to the beat
There’s no place better than this escape
When I’m engulfed in your nation
You’re taking me to feral states
I can’t hold back the feelin’ that you givin’ me
It’s so delightful to fly in your heavens
My mind is so hung up on your handsomeness
Feels like I’m spendin’ tonight in a mansion
So turnt, actin’ out, dizzy dancing, enchanted,
Gazin’ at your eyes, sinkin’ in the sight of your light
These sensations of mine all blazin’ and amazin’
Like I’m a rap star jammin’ on stage
Baby, you’re my inspiration elevatin’ my creation
You’re my beguiling brightness amplifyin’ my desires
Bringin’ me completion, providin’ me nourishment,
refillin’ my being, lovin’ me with all your heart
Travis Green Apr 2021
Who knew that I’d fall for his heart?
Feelin’ hot sparks like lava on my body,
Gettin’ lost in his thuganomics,
Feelin’my heart wantin’ to rock steady with him
Cop a shot of Ciroc and engage in heavy conversation
With exhilaration and anticipation
Constantly ponderin’, stutterin’, filling his love all in my thoughts
Steadily dreamin’ and spendin’ my time
Drownin’ in my own memories
Wishin’ to wander in his street soul
And flow into his floetic oceans
Feel his devotion, charmed by his potion
Seepin’ into his motion, losing control and coastin’
With his thugness, roughness, such sexiness
A dope boy like the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air,
So perfect, so sincere, had me starin’
And ready to marry him, thinkin’ he could be Real Love
Like Mary J Blige, no doubt
Had me strolling the block dolo, rocking my polo
Bumpin’ slow jams on my Android phone
Every anthem hittin’ different, infectin’ my core, makin’ me sore
So stressin’ the situation, messin’ with my mental,
Unable to think straight, wonderin’ how long it would be
Before he noticed me and see that I needed him

Could we just relax and reminisce on whatever?
Share kisses and make wishes on the stars shinin’ outside
Allowin’ our emotions to rise and react
Carry us into stages of elevated passion
A little tongue action and ravishing caresses
Lemme feel his flex like a lex
Lemme stroke him in slow-mo
My essence all deep in his soul
How could he deny my power game?
I aim to serve and calm his nerves
Have various poetic words written all over his flesh
Have him in a daze and spaced out
Getting’ litty with it, so hip with it
Lovin’ him, sexin’ him, givin’ him what he needs
As we ascend into other dimensions
Our energies in synergy
Our frequencies steamed
Our beings gleaming
Swimmin’ in ecstatic streams
Everything so breathtaking
Travis Green Apr 2021
Boy, you’re poppin’ like a Popstar
You’re flexin’ like you just hit the jackpot
You got me heart cruisin’ through your harbor
I’m all up in your swag
I’m so ready to bag you
And skyrocket past the stars to Mars
Into your starry passion

Babe, you make my physique sizzle
On the rizzle, I’m slippin’, I’m trippin’
I’m hittin’ the bottle of Henny and Gin
I’m feelin’ hella faded, sedated like a hospital patient
Dreamin’ of spendin’ the nights with you
Ventin' freaky fantasies of what I would do to you

Wanna see you strip and swirl your hips
Wanna see your eyes and thighs up close
Need to feel you deeply
Lips to lips
Body to body
Don’t you wanna be naughty?
No time for tardiness
No time for hesitation  
When the gravitation to lovemakin'
Is making an amazin' entrance

We’re gonna be traveling in ecstasy
I’ma finesse your flesh
Taste your flavor and rise to greater depths
Have you all in the trap
While you searchin’ your map
To find my inner streams of sweetness
We’ll be on deck with the ***
Doing whatever and never endin'
Travis Green Apr 2021
I feel so captivated to be in your space
Your taste is just the way I like it
You got me crazy over your body
When you flaunt your swagger
You are the baddest boy on the planet
I can stand your thugness
I can dig your deep voice
I see you smoking Ports

****, you got me caught up in your game
Making me wanna change lanes
To move closer to your dopeness
Can we be lovers and friends?
Can we get it poppin’ and rockin’?
Can I be your hometown romancer?
Feeling you, giving your body what it needs
To make straight As on my exam

Baby, let’s get into some real stuff
Let’s kiss to the beat
Say I wanna be your fireman filled with heat
Be your bouncer equipped with power
Guarding your heart every hour
I’m armored in automatic passion
I got the smoke, I get it crunk
Open the trunk in my fresh whip
See those 12-inch subwoofers beatin’
Vibratin’ the streets, guaranteed to turn up your mood

Baby, come dance with me in paradise
Wouldn’t that be so nice?
We can cherish the magic that we make
Embrace the traction and attraction between us
Stream with the tempo
Oh, your pleasant scent smells like rolo
I just wanna dance with you mo’ and mo’

We can coast the oceans of ecstasy
Don’t bother with controllin’ where we go
I just wanna hold you, roll in slo mo’ with you
Have fun with the song boomin’
We are movin’ ‘round like we are in a movie
I don’t want this moment to stop
I want us to lose it, fool with it, get rude with it
Just spendin’ the night groovin’ in highs
Don’t even think about the miles you gotta get back home
You are already home with me

— The End —