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"souvenir" poems
I breath in the misty air The birds are chirping everywhere I pass by a nearby stream Where fishes looked a sparkling green The waterfall sprays cold mist Where Romeo and Juliet once kissed The sun shines on the forest floor While I eat an apple to its core Insects fly and crawl around A rainbow stone was also found The leaves are green with big raindrops They are as big as two gumdrops The ground is wet and full of mud The flowers are about to bud A beautiful and gracious butterfly It's wings the color of the sky But now my trip is over My souvenir is a four leaf clover But what I will never forget Are the animals and insects I met
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Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 10:13 PM UTC
Rainforest
(Villanelle) It takes patience to wait for the perfect light. Glance away and the image can disappear. And sometimes the background isn’t quite right. The moment missed is like a face out of sight That against all logic we hope will appear From around a corner, bathed in perfect light. Or a pause in the music on a moonlit night When hesitating lips touch, and love leans near, But voices whisper that something’s not right. Technology offers consolation in its sleight Of hand:  Digitally correct the analog *here And now*, counterfeit the perfect light. Yet we want more than the mastered byte. We want the flash between the waiting and the souvenir, The instant when self and spectacle fuse, reality felt right. And so we hold on to what’s passing out of sight, The collision between soon and too late, the sheer Thread connecting to the perfect light In which the background is precisely right.
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 7:51 PM UTC
Photo Op
The one is a myth I bid farewell long ago, Along with the illusion Of lasting bliss. That was a fairytale, I know- Concocted to charm little girls Whose parents could not bear To break it to them That they would never be a princess. But maybe it was not a total lie. Perhaps there are many ones Just waiting for The right moment in time To stop you with a smile, Maybe even stay a while. Then when the season changes, The one will too, And you will be blue, But then you will find someone new. Is it like going to the library? My heart is a bestseller- Someone new takes it for a spin Until a different story catches his whim. I was the right book at the right time, The patron has a wandering mind- It is not a crime. It is not like going to the library, Because they check out my heart, Then return it again- But they rip out their favorite page To keep as a souvenir of the adventure- Because to them, that is all it is: Another adventure, another conquest, Another stop on the road to where they are going. They do it without knowing The trail of tears they leave And the hot fire of rage. The one is a myth. There are over seven billion people here, But that does not mean that for everyone A prince or princess shall appear Standing underneath the tower window Calling, "Let down your hair!" Hey, I never said it was fair.
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Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
The one is a myth.
Take the knapsacks and the utensils and washtubs and the books of the Koran and the army fatigues and the tall tales and the torn soul and whatever's left, bread or meat, and kids running around like chickens in the village. How many children do you have? How many children did you have? It's hard to keep tabs on kids in a situation like this. Not like in the old country in the shade of the mosque and the fig tree, when the children the children would be shooed outside by day and put to bed at night. Put whatever isn't fragile into sacks, clothes and blankets and bedding and diapers and something for a souvenir like a shiny artillery shell perhaps, or some kind of useful tool, and the babies with rheumy eyes and the R.P.G. kids. We want to see you in the water, sailing aimlessly with no harbor and no shore. You won't be accepted anywhere You are banished human beings. You are people who don't count You are people who aren't needed You are a pinch of lice stinging and itching to madness. Translated from the original Hebrew by Karen Alkalay-Gut.
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Get Out of Beirut
Wax captured in all the flex Structured detail with all the contour molds Realistic in looks of behold Wax of Bodybuilding champions at their best Craftsmanship in not settling for less It’s all about the pose All angles covered I suppose Imagine seeing Arnold Schwarzenegger captured at the time he won the 1970 Mr. Olympia Then Sergio Olivia comes to mind A waxed monster in the crab pose All the veins looking like an intense fire hose It would be competition in being prepared The time vintage bodybuilders stepping on stage, and commotion in making the competition mad The idea of muscles captured in pure wax To attend I hope they don’t add any tax But Bodybuilding is about facts Achieve with a will and it’s no matter what age being still Picture weights molded into wax A bodybuilder lifting feeling a little perplexed But it is true strength and dedication that makes bodybuilding work This would be the message that the vintage Bodybuilding Wax Museum would convey Bodybuilding exposure in every way A vintage bodybuilding wax museum encouraging people to give Bodybuilding a try I am quite sure there are questions of why It is the intensity with effort that would make one cry But the most important aspect would be “Stay away from drugs” This should be captured on every souvenir mug If anyone is caught taking drugs, we will just pull the plug Well vintage bodybuilding wax museum it does have appeal Now if we could just make it happen being for real.
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Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
A VINTAGE BODYBUILDING WAX MUSEUM
What if she gives you her smile again ? Is she gonna feel for a while without pain ? What if you put her in your dreams tonight ? Is she gonna stay until it's bright ? What if you offer her your heart ? Are you never gonna be apart ? What if you try to pacify the butterfly ? Is she gonna want to fly with you ? What if you share her the rest of your life ? Are you gonna accept as you are each other ? You are still right here and waiting for her, You were both in, you hope not too much. What if she is still ignoring you ? Will you just walk away and say goodbye ? You are both out, you fear too much, Just keep breathing for a while. Because she will be always your half, In that souvenir of her sparkling smile.
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Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 6:41 AM UTC
Sparkling Smile
the sun beams out of every single one of your pores and i’ve never seen a smile quite as convincing as yours but one day the pictures painted in your eyes will crack; maybe stumble and fall and i’ve never seen a face as sincere and pure. the world is your oyster, your catfish and squid and your delicate soul is a masterpiece, it is. i don’t wanna see your veins blow up in your wrist or your hand pulling your hair out, tainted with fear your life isn’t a movie it’s a merry-go-round and the sickness you feel will one day die down, just hold on to hope because it’s all we have left, hold on to my jacket, my sweater, my vest. i’m not a prophet nor a saint, not an angel at all i’m merely a souvenir of disjointed, brooding thoughts but you’re captivating and like a gust of wind, i’ll hold your hand and take care of the strings that are attached to you, like a puppet of beauty, don’t let your heartache deface your sanity because i know you’re tired and aching and scared but take my hand, hold it tight and walk with me into candlelight.
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Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 9:25 AM UTC
trust
"A patient man bides his time," Theodore tells the man in the mirror Tomorrow, all the levees will break And all the fables will be told Of distant Decembers and forgotten fathers Livelihoods will be threatened And remorse will fall by the wayside He watches as icicles on the awning Melt away into puddles on the ground "Warmer every day," he thinks to himself He hangs up his scarf and overcoat The way a simple man, with complex demons, is wont to do And as his wants devolve into needs And as all his anchors deteriorate to rust Her smile unnerves a once-settled man To think of the quality of glove necessary To hold onto the wagon in this day and age So Theodore pulls the door to, Leaving Chopin's "Horseman" to gallop in peace And in pieces He watches her from across the courtyard "Such sweet bliss in her footsteps," he sighs And it seems to him as if the snow dissipates Just from the warmth in her steady gait Just from the radiation behind her brown eyes He slides open the dresser drawer A haven for scattered trinkets, odds, and ends A place of respite for the weary souvenir There, amidst all the corroded memories Lies a corroded pistol, unspoken and unburnished "And a lonely man drinks his wine," Theodore says, as intrepidly as he is capable For there is a time when fathers stop teaching A time when mothers stop singing And a place where the sins stop searching A last breath is deeply inhaled But never again will find its escape With a thud that echoes to Seymour Street Theodore crumples to the cold wooden floor, A simple man, finally free of complex demons
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Jan 25, 2023
Jan 25, 2023 at 1:19 PM UTC
Levees (Theodore's Tale)
"A patient man bides his time," Theodore tells the man in the mirror Tomorrow, all the levees will break And all the fables will be told Of distant Decembers and forgotten fathers Livelihoods will be threatened And remorse will fall by the wayside He watches as icicles on the awning Melt away into puddles on the ground "Warmer every day," he thinks to himself He hangs up his scarf and overcoat The way a simple man, with complex demons, is wont to do And as his wants devolve into needs And as all his anchors deteriorate to rust Her smile unnerves a once-settled man To think of the quality of glove necessary To hold onto the wagon in this day and age So Theodore pulls the door to, Leaving Chopin's "Horseman" to gallop in peace And in pieces He watches her from across the courtyard "Such sweet bliss in her footsteps," he sighs And it seems to him as if the snow dissipates Just from the warmth in her steady gait Just from the radiation behind her brown eyes He slides open the dresser drawer A haven for scattered trinkets, odds, and ends A place of respite for the weary souvenir There, amidst all the corroded memories Lies a corroded pistol, unspoken and unburnished "And a lonely man drinks his wine," Theodore says, as intrepidly as he is capable For there is a time when fathers stop teaching A time when mothers stop singing And a place where the sins stop searching A last breath is deeply inhaled But never again will find its escape With a thud that echoes to Seymour Street Theodore crumples to the cold wooden floor, A simple man, finally free of complex demons
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I drift lifeless in this weary night Not cognizant of these dark ways A tear in my eye blurs my sight Souvenir of bright, beautiful days I hear the sound of leaves, dry Crushed like my life, torn apart Like a soft, muffled cry I hear their echo in my heart I turned around with a firm belief Of someone in this way unknown But the sight multiplied my grief An empty road with a shadow of my own I looked up at the moon profound Prepared I was to shout aloud At this happiness I just found When she hid behind a chunk of cloud
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 7:48 AM UTC
Walking Alone on an Empty Road
My childhood was alluring days, I miss those days in many ways. I was so adorable on those days And delightful like sun rays, When I was a child, My heart was painted with full of colours And filled with beautiful imagination. The whole world was like a pearl to me. It was the most happiest days of past. But I miss those days in many ways. I played with my childhood friends and brothers. I played with different types of toys and flowers. They are like my lovers. My life filled with happiness and joy. Those days was heaven for me. First day my mother left her hand, She went away with a crying face It broke my heart in many ways. It was the first step to my kinder garten. It was a new atmosphere for me. I cried and played with ***** mud And mud caked to my new shoes. I miss all the fun and beauty of my eyes. In my childhood i wished for many things. Now I wish ,I want my funniest childhood days. I realise they were the big things to me. All are going through many stages in life. The day I found my little tricycle in the backyard. My mind run backward fastly. Like a super car and all my memories shuffled, Until I reach the memories of evergreen childhood. Childhood is the best or world to all. Everyone want to be a child atleast one day. I want back my lamp, To remove the darkness of world. Music is inside in everyone's heart, But It won't show out in some case. Like childhood memories are inside us, But still it keep fade in our heart. Never stop playing, screeming, laughing, It will carry your childhood with you. We never and ever become older, We all have an endless breathing and stages. It can't take back and go back. Look the world with child eye. It seems more beautiful than anything. Reminiscence of childhood were the dreams That stayed with you after you woke. Childhood is being carefully held like a glass. My anguish wishes to be a youngster, I want my souvenir back and Blow it Up into a bubble and live inside it forever. ?
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Dec 30, 2016
Dec 30, 2016 at 8:42 AM UTC
Childhood days
My childhood was alluring days, I miss those days in many ways. I was so adorable on those days And delightful like sun rays, When I was a child, My heart was painted with full of colours And filled with beautiful imagination. The whole world was like a pearl to me. It was the most happiest days of past. But I miss those days in many ways. I played with my childhood friends and brothers. I played with different types of toys and flowers. They are like my lovers. My life filled with happiness and joy. Those days was heaven for me. First day my mother left her hand, She went away with a crying face It broke my heart in many ways. It was the first step to my kinder garten. It was a new atmosphere for me. I cried and played with ***** mud And mud caked to my new shoes. I miss all the fun and beauty of my eyes. In my childhood i wished for many things. Now I wish ,I want my funniest childhood days. I realise they were the big things to me. All are going through many stages in life. The day I found my little tricycle in the backyard. My mind run backward fastly. Like a super car and all my memories shuffled, Until I reach the memories of evergreen childhood. Childhood is the best or world to all. Everyone want to be a child atleast one day. I want back my lamp, To remove the darkness of world. Music is inside in everyone's heart, But It won't show out in some case. Like childhood memories are inside us, But still it keep fade in our heart. Never stop playing, screeming, laughing, It will carry your childhood with you. We never and ever become older, We all have an endless breathing and stages. It can't take back and go back. Look the world with child eye. It seems more beautiful than anything. Reminiscence of childhood were the dreams That stayed with you after you woke. Childhood is being carefully held like a glass. My anguish wishes to be a youngster, I want my souvenir back and Blow it Up into a bubble and live inside it forever. ?
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F*ck the postcards and dried mangoes, baby. The prayers in The Philippines, The prayers from and by Filipinos, will be the best souvenir one can ever get. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping our islands, vintas and mangroves afloat and why more new islands have been popping up like moles. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping the storms, typhoons and hurricanes all but a joke. Another one? Bring it on and on and once more. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been putting earthquakes and tsunamis to shame. My grandmothers have been through worse, what's a little bit of motion and shake? The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping this country a curse and a miracle; why we have mountains that we have today, why and how they're shaped that way. Despite the chaos of politics, corruption and news of crimes... Why we have oceans that are bright blue and how they could make a weary traveler or a desolate native feel brand new. Despite the familiar dangers and age-old stereotypes... The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been holding Filipinos together, be it with each other or to fight through another day for much longer. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping this country ever magical and mystical, even if some days it's harder to feel that way. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are the reason why I'm here, why I exist, why I'm alive and kicking, full of dreams and spite and hope, writing, the reason why I'm full of life, full of love and will keep on living and loving. I will live and die saying my prayers in The Philippines, as a Filipino, for The Philippines and for other Filipinos.
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Dec 7, 2023
Dec 7, 2023 at 2:03 AM UTC
The Prayers From The Philippines
F*ck the postcards and dried mangoes, baby. The prayers in The Philippines, The prayers from and by Filipinos, will be the best souvenir one can ever get. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping our islands, vintas and mangroves afloat and why more new islands have been popping up like moles. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping the storms, typhoons and hurricanes all but a joke. Another one? Bring it on and on and once more. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been putting earthquakes and tsunamis to shame. My grandmothers have been through worse, what's a little bit of motion and shake? The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping this country a curse and a miracle; why we have mountains that we have today, why and how they're shaped that way. Despite the chaos of politics, corruption and news of crimes... Why we have oceans that are bright blue and how they could make a weary traveler or a desolate native feel brand new. Despite the familiar dangers and age-old stereotypes... The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been holding Filipinos together, be it with each other or to fight through another day for much longer. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are what has been keeping this country ever magical and mystical, even if some days it's harder to feel that way. The Prayers in The Philippines, by the Filipinos are the reason why I'm here, why I exist, why I'm alive and kicking, full of dreams and spite and hope, writing, the reason why I'm full of life, full of love and will keep on living and loving. I will live and die saying my prayers in The Philippines, as a Filipino, for The Philippines and for other Filipinos.
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She sat there alone Under his table Like a puppy waiting For a piece of bone She always ask herself- Should she stop waiting Or should she continue believing? Now she's here sitting From a distance, waiting That he will take a look At the small souvenir she left Under his table Before she walk away...
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 3:59 AM UTC
waiting
Patiently waiting for the perfect light. Glassy lake, wind, clouds, perfection’s near as the moment dwindles into night. Captured moments prove that you’re alive, a height of feeling between depths of time and fear that living casts only imperfect light. But the moment missed is like a face out of sight that against all logic you hope will appear from around a corner, framed by the night. Technology offers consolation in its sleight of hand:  Digitally correct the analog here and now, counterfeit the perfect light. Yet you want more than the remastered byte. You want the flash between waiting and souvenir, Self and spectacle fused, reality felt right. And so you wait for what’s passing out of sight, the collision between soon and too late, sheer threads connecting to the perfect light before the moment dwindles into night.
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May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 8:56 PM UTC
Photo Op
My house will be filled with the things that I love; Goldfish, dandelions, Green sofas, Greek mythology, Books of psychology. Books. Lots of books with lots of words. Multiple copies of the really good books too. All stacked to the ceiling on bookshelves adequate to The height of the house All equivalent to My love of the place I’ll call home. A sock monkey here or there, pillows and throw blankets. Pictures of Lake Louise, and a souvenir If I’m ever lucky enough to go there. I will print poetry, frame it, put it on my walls. My walls will be yellow gray and blue, I will have a boombox with speakers that go BOOM (but at night it will sing me to sleep with many sweet lullabies). And it’s music will fade to the sound of voices Voices of people I love and admire Who can walk through the door, of the place I aspire To make my own, To share and not waste With the precious presence of others And their ideas And hopes and dreams So if you aren't a thing I love, You have to leave. I’ll probably have a lot of lamps too.
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Nov 23, 2012
Nov 23, 2012 at 4:24 PM UTC
My House, My Home
Motel moons, left of face In room 12, a thing named Grace She's missing ***** & he's missing eggs- Band-Aids on the neck Royal Hawaiian Big Ad's A-Flyin' (Bye!) Cowboys in black dusters And aliens in track suits Drinking coffee with the common man Blue-hooded and faceless, walks by again Third-reel-real headshot, Kept as a souvenir by an FBI actor A man can do a lot with his chin Uncle Sam's tonic & gin Not made to be an Earthling Not fit to be an alien Stars are flickering lights On Big Empty nights Three days in the desert Minus pie sauce in the sky What's in the blue suitcase? Why the blue bowling shoes to get to that place? "Just get on the bus, Gus... ... And get yourself free" Blue-sky clouds on black Whipped cream & jack The United States of Aliens And a Person in a circle
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Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:19 PM UTC
Ruthie's Umbrella
The poem of the mind in the act of finding What will suffice. It has not always had To find: the scene was set; it repeated what Was in the script. Then the theatre was changed To something else. Its past was a souvenir. It has to be living, to learn the speech of the place. It has to face the men of the time and to meet The women of the time. It has to think about war And it has to find what will suffice. It has To construct a new stage. It has to be on that stage, And, like an insatiable actor, slowly and With meditation, speak words that in the ear, In the delicatest ear of the mind, repeat, Exactly, that which it wants to hear, at the sound Of which, an invisible audience listens, Not to the play, but to itself, expressed In an emotion as of two people, as of two Emotions becoming one. The actor is A metaphysician in the dark, twanging An instrument, twanging a wiry string that gives Sounds passing through sudden rightnesses, wholly Containing the mind, below which it cannot descend, Beyond which it has no will to rise. It must Be the finding of a satisfaction, and may Be of a man skating, a woman dancing, a woman Combing. The poem of the act of the mind.
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Of Modern Poetry
. And I stumble on across the barren land, the mist, like a shroud, about me swirls, chipped flint rocks assault my bare feet, an endless quarry of slate grey, my world. So the curtain of sadness and submission falls, covering my mind with an opaque funeral drape, the hazy images of the isolated and desolate, forming the features of depressions landscape. Vaguely felt, the invasion of another waits, blind and innocent in a palace of real fear, set free to roam in a strange arid topography, desperate times pause for vision to be clear. A stark scene viewed through teardrops frozen, by ice winds of piercing calamity and despair, of a place exclusive to the disaffected and lonely, the last retreat for an exhausted mind to repair. And this is my world where the haunted party, leave me be with my cold mists and grey stone, the frozen tear for a souvenir means everything, my special gift, the feeling of being utterly alone. © Pagan Paul (24/01/18)
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Jan 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 at 7:09 AM UTC
My World
~ *Another green world reels them in unfledged lovers they yearn to be hydro-electric cascading over emerald and stone floating along with the water hyacinth where they evaporate but do not falter in the naked spring of continuously November jumping off a bridge above ecosystem a new frontier under their nose as souvenir: pioneers to the fall and yet all they really need to remember is this is where they first made love* ~
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Feb 6, 2022
Feb 6, 2022 at 1:21 PM UTC
Mena Creek Falls From the Picnic Table
1324 I send you a decrepit flower That nature sent to me At parting—she was going south And I designed to stay— Her motive for the souvenir If sentiment for me Or circumstances prudential Withheld invincibly—
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I send you a decrepit flower
I'm not an artist but I've opened up galleries with your name painted all over the walls they're a souvenir encoded in brush strokes of downward spirals and rose tinted tunnel vision the lights are blaring and my sight is blurred by tears and the street lamp flickers, almost sympathetically a street lamp can understand, so why can't you?
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 12:48 PM UTC
street lamp
Green glass but it's French which makes it verre vert. The French should like that. They appreciate their jeux de mots. Not a statue of a man but it could be. Not a piece of art at all except I have made it so by saying it is one. Its qualities are visual and tactile at once the material heavy (over a kilo) not so much transparent as translucent the colour from under the sea the surface curved smooth glossy the shape functional admirably suited for its purpose its name embossed on the back (or the front?) giving a clue. L' ÉLECTRO VERRE redundant insulator from an overhead power cable found object (objet trouvé) from the garden of friends in the Alpes-Maritimes. This souvenir potential paperweight ornament sculpture is more than all of these. Souvenir after all is French for memory.
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Sep 22, 2016
Sep 22, 2016 at 12:21 PM UTC
Found Object *
Get in your feet! Pick up the pace! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Move your feet one towards the other! Don't let yourself be slaughtered! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Run, with your numbed legs! Run, with your shortened breaths! Run, run while you still can! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Don't trip or tumble over! Or else it'll be over! Look straight ahead! Don't look back! Run, Runner! Run, Runner! Oh no! He took his last breath! Oh no! He tumbled down! Oh no! He's coming! He's coming! Run, Runner! Dead, Runner! He took him by his legs! He fell unconsciously! Oh no! What will He do? Dead, Runner! Dead Runner! He took his head as an ornament; He fed his carcass to the dogs; He put his shoes as a souvenir; Dead, Runner. Dead, Runner.
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 10:25 PM UTC
Runner
Louder than Monsters By: Calla Fuqua I can’t unhear your ignorance, I can’t unsee your belligerence, The potential difference you swore you’d make, and the carnivorous path You chose to take. You are louder than monsters. Heaven must scare you and your desire to dissipate, Your chance to incriminate, the problems you exacerbate, I can’t articulate your need to intoxicate. Your laughter is louder than monsters. You fabricat your pity you pretend to give, as you wait for me to forgive, That night I have to relive when I dream, of our short lived view of how happiness seemed. Back then how could I have known that you were louder than monsters. Your grip on me becomes tighter, the more your desire for me expires, The more you secretly become a liar, and the more I ask myself why her? Her voicemails are louder than monsters. I end up on the floor, after you hit me and you swore, You don’t say I love you anymore, the way you used to before, And now I’m just your little ***** you pretend to love as if it’s a chore. Your silence is louder than monsters. I pray for you and the guilt you must feel, screaming out our window, frantic to appeal, for the pain you caused solely so you could heal. Your lies are louder than monsters. You laugh when I say no, giving me a messed up world you pretend to know, Now it’s my turn to outgrow you and your plateau, the one you promised To let go. While I undergo the pain you overflow. My screams are louder than monsters. I still tell myself you love me after you throw your fists, holding tight to my wrists, As I keep allowing the crimes you commit, to become imprints from the pain you inflict. This pain is louder than monsters. Now, nobody seems sincere, every scar is like a souvenir, You leave me speechless, when you sip your beer, like you didn’t just make my whole world disappear, You say you are not louder than monsters. All I can do now is reminisce, look back on moments like our first kiss, Before you led me into this abyss, before I was unable to dismiss the thought, “What kind of monster does this?” Someone who doesn’t know he is louder than monsters. I dream about the day I can throw out your ashtray, The day I can cast away you whole, no more arms to control my body’s soul, A day where I no longer have to be your wife, A day where I can play a character in my own life. A day where love is louder than monsters
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Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 2:01 PM UTC
Louder than Monsters
Louder than Monsters By: Calla Fuqua I can’t unhear your ignorance, I can’t unsee your belligerence, The potential difference you swore you’d make, and the carnivorous path You chose to take. You are louder than monsters. Heaven must scare you and your desire to dissipate, Your chance to incriminate, the problems you exacerbate, I can’t articulate your need to intoxicate. Your laughter is louder than monsters. You fabricat your pity you pretend to give, as you wait for me to forgive, That night I have to relive when I dream, of our short lived view of how happiness seemed. Back then how could I have known that you were louder than monsters. Your grip on me becomes tighter, the more your desire for me expires, The more you secretly become a liar, and the more I ask myself why her? Her voicemails are louder than monsters. I end up on the floor, after you hit me and you swore, You don’t say I love you anymore, the way you used to before, And now I’m just your little ***** you pretend to love as if it’s a chore. Your silence is louder than monsters. I pray for you and the guilt you must feel, screaming out our window, frantic to appeal, for the pain you caused solely so you could heal. Your lies are louder than monsters. You laugh when I say no, giving me a messed up world you pretend to know, Now it’s my turn to outgrow you and your plateau, the one you promised To let go. While I undergo the pain you overflow. My screams are louder than monsters. I still tell myself you love me after you throw your fists, holding tight to my wrists, As I keep allowing the crimes you commit, to become imprints from the pain you inflict. This pain is louder than monsters. Now, nobody seems sincere, every scar is like a souvenir, You leave me speechless, when you sip your beer, like you didn’t just make my whole world disappear, You say you are not louder than monsters. All I can do now is reminisce, look back on moments like our first kiss, Before you led me into this abyss, before I was unable to dismiss the thought, “What kind of monster does this?” Someone who doesn’t know he is louder than monsters. I dream about the day I can throw out your ashtray, The day I can cast away you whole, no more arms to control my body’s soul, A day where I no longer have to be your wife, A day where I can play a character in my own life. A day where love is louder than monsters
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i am lying on my stomach after having spent hours propped up on my elbows spent hours reading, sunbathing spent hours getting drunk and tired in the sun i am outside our new chicago home in a courtyard belonging to only us i am sprawled on the transparent blue plastic of my past the cerulean beach chair that never made it to a single beach. its plastic wound and woven around the metal like nothing i’ve ever seen before and i fall asleep and i’m awakened by the raindrops on the low of my bare back but it is not raining and i wake up naked, inside, in your arms as you tap out a tune on me and the blue chair that we put in the shower when my brother was too weak to stand because my brother was too weak to stand is nowhere to be found even when he went to live in the hospital that chair gathered rust in a closed, dripping shower we threw it out it reminded us of a hard time he was our only surviving souvenir   i miss the chair and i miss the person he was before it all before he gathered all this rust
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Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 3:21 PM UTC
and in my dream