Deceased, never felt immense melancholy
Lost in an eternity of agony
Overwhelm by our memories in misery
Yet alienated in darkness bitterly
Sorrowy over our arriving anniversary
Cursed to an eternal slavery
Ensnare forever in a penitentiary
Extant Loved ones are in debt of your auxiliary
Though mournful of your hasty decision
Incapable to amend from your attery incision
Holding In time my breath for our collision
By death reunited in my envision
Cant become any most repulsive version
Waiting for the right occassion to take me in an explosion
Though timorous, our love was an illusion
If true, determined for our fusion
None will stop my wrath then, No diversion
Making it impossible for any intrusion
Clinching on the hope for its just a delusion

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