they say put the past behind u
but the past always seems to mentally find you
even when your overly happy the sorrough will over whelm you for no reason all the time u gonna see lil things in life that bring back them fealings them memories they hide them selves in pannties at the store in smells of the rooms u stayed in before the nightmares of the pimps nd the ****** the flashbaccs nd the thoughts that hold u back from succeeding even if ur making progress youll always have memories that depress you