sometimes it scare me that my choices are biased by the way how i bear pain, and when im in a dark place, sometime i take the desicion that will cause me more pain, i dont know why, i dont know how, i just do it for myself, without a second  thought, it scare me that sometiomes i think i dont know how to live

Im a prisoner in my own mind ... My thoughts drive me crazy sometiomes .. I always over analyze the things that i think are lies ... I sometimes wish i could blow my mind .. To just stay chill and blind to the thoughts that overwhelm my mind .. I hate being a prisoner to my own mind