"smuthered" poems
Almond Shaped Green Eyes,
Soon To Turn,
A Chest Heaving Sighs,
It's Almost Time For Her To Burn,
Burn Through Life's Pages,
Lift The Door From All These Cages,
Her Words The Outcome Of Pain,
Standing Proud In The Rain,
Her Strength A Silhouette,
In Societies Prized,
Time To Play Russian Roulette,
There Are To Many Things To Hide,
Lipstick On The Glass,
The Gun Ready To Blast,
Spines Of Books Watch,
And A Million Unspokwn Words Hang In The Air,
A Bullet Strikes The Clock,
Her Skin Still Fair,
Though Now It Is Covered,
In Intricate Red Lace,
A Light Burning Bright Is Now Smuthered,
Which Lays On The Floor,
Is The Rose's Shattered Vase,
Russian Roulette,
Played Fate,
That Silhouette,
Tried To Vanquish Hate,
Don't You Forget,
The Sound Of The Trigger
Oct 24, 2012
Oct 24, 2012 at 8:37 AM UTC
whats gong on?!
i can't feel....
no soul beat....
just a cold human hollow ****** up and it only hears nothing
only the winds haunting whistling tone.
shadows...
they are here...
why though...
why....
their coming but why... why....
it doesn't make sense.... not to me or nobody... why....
did... they..... leave.... me..... i done nothing......
or....
have i but have shadow cover my life...
i feel nothing.....
or hear an thing... just crying... a moan of desperate help but no one...
came.... to help... getting smuthered into a blanket of then air
always hearing cries for help...
but feels lost.... of direction of hope...
a light...
shines life not dark...
but that light can be gone in
5
.....
4
.....
3
...
2
..
1
and be drown
never coming back up
never again will love be light...
but a sad broken heart will be
never to try again...
but give up
no body cares
why does the word love have so much meaning but...
gets tossed like a garbage...?
whats the meaning of it...
why does it cause pain
why does it exist
why...
why did god do this to create this word
why...
it means nothing....
some may say...
it does...
but why would it break a heart..
cause pain and suffering
tears....
and leaving without a heart..
taking of loneness...
no love
no happiness
no nothing
but a empty heart filled with wind.....
( sorry emo thoughts O.o im not sayin love is not a bad thing but dont end up like a dull life because you feel like nothing dont give up on one heart break please it doesnt help at all in life just get back out there and be proud that you can replace happiness with out love in you life... like me i have dated nobody and had family problems but i got through it and im happy for what i do for my self not for others)
Dec 28, 2010
Dec 28, 2010 at 8:43 PM UTC
Ever sense i was a spark in her womb you've been faning the flames.
You've held me tight between you both, carful that i don't blow out
You've given me the nutrients i needed to bun high
But then when i grow one way you fanned me the other way.
Away from things you see as wrong,
Unfit.
Rude.
A waist of time.
While holding me tight you somwere along the way frogot to let go.
Do you not understand i can not grow under this pressure?
do u not see me being smuthered?
So now it is to late.
I am dying.
While my light is bright it is small and will not last.
You Can not go back and fan any spark into me now.
Now i pray for death.
That cold darkness.
Then you will let go.
Then you will forget my glow.
I would pray to be ash.
The kind that looks like ***** snow,
Floting.
So that i can join the soil, right under your feet.
So that wildflowers could grow through me.
The ones no one will pick
Or put in a vase.
So that you could not display them at my funeral
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 8:48 PM UTC
playing every little game getting your hoodie pulled up. messing around. playing ***** pranks tourching me. when i try running she is allways in the corner following you day and night. im lossing my mind i cant escape her claws that dig slowly deeper as she poles me down to the empty grave.im losing my mind i might be going insaine to the biggest part of the deepest hell. what is left there aint no where to run or hid cause she always knows where my next location is. this psych ***** has taken my life in to her own paranoya game she smuthered me till i can scream no more. every road i cant take cause shell drag with my claws dragging behind. this ****** ***** is making me go insaine with lossing control tearing up the floor. theres no escape from her grasp i think this is the day i know she will end my life
im going to snap from the claw marks that left ripps down my back!!
how many times have i ran idk cause this ******* crap has no road to meaning. i am running from a ****** ***** who cant get her little crush off me.
no place ti hide no place to speak
**** **** **** i cant escap from my ****** ex girl
but there is allways light at the end of the tunnel with a chance to survive
her mom told me her wall is covered in pictures of me in her closet more and more pictures she took with her phone. i dont know how to escape to the next town cause she is a shadow with a messed up twist she has t shirts and pants and every thing with my picture and name on it.
when she is at school she hands out patitions to get us back to gather.
im gone mad less every thing is she cant let go of me cause she is only attrakted to the freaky **** of me theres no escape AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 2:14 PM UTC
Memories memories go away
That's my conscience everyday
I make overthinking seem like a chore
You only hate when you do it more
Keeping me up late looking for security
Wishing my hands were full of yours and you right next to me
Sip life straight out the bottle and enduce
A time where time stops ticking and tocking an impossible truce
Unable to let go of your daily habits
Lay down on your mattress toss and turn from the madness eye lids peeled open from the sadness
To think when I didn't know your name yet you looked my way and I couldn't fake it but
I have to forget before I remember
All these memories, burn deep it's the embers
All I wanted to do was love her
While my lungs inhale the smok.. my feelings are being smuthered
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 3:42 AM UTC