Tune in,
hi,
tune out.
this is the way it is,
Like you expected anything less,
a whole lot more.
the first kiss was a blessing.
Is it slways
going to be like this?
Open the door
the clock is ticking.
Tune out,
hey,
tune in.

Hugging my soft pillow
As I gather my lost shattered thoughts
I reach for my pen
My best friend.. My old fellow

How much I turn to you my pen? !
Cause you're the only one
who knows me deeply from within
You're always there for me
through thick & thin!
And when I was only ten
you were patient with my silly childish dreams
Like dreaming of being a princess in a legend!
Or becoming a beautiful queen!
You were patient enough with my wierd stupid questions
Like why the sky is blue & not green? !
And when I turned 18
Still I'm holding on you
I'm still so keen
For you're the truest friend I've ever seen!

You slways listen & listen & listen
When no one else seams to be there
You're always there
When all other people just don't care
And my most special thoughts
with me you share

Even the hard feelings
You make me spit it all out of my chest
You take that burdden
And make me always relax & rest

I turn to you
When I'm so weak
For you're the only one who understands me
When I really feeL like I can't speak

You're the only one
Who could read my speechless mind
I turn to you
When all the world is against me and not on my side
You know my every secret
For with you there is nothing to hide
Cause I know my secrets you won't reveal
You put my feelings into words
For you know what I exactly feel

You help me to be what I want
You always encourage me
You never tell me ' YOU CAN'T '

I dreamed to be a poet
And on this moment
I want to thank you
For you're the one

Who let me notice my talent!

9 January 2001

And again I'm here
one more day
'stand clear'

A tube of lipstick on
the move
on the tube
now on her lips,
a brush to paste some
powder on
I waste some time
and look some more.

It slways seems that someone
in their dreams can paint a better
face.

Opposite
distinctly out of place
a hooded man
if
Robin Hood was his plan
he succeeds.

Heavy metal?
or maybe tweezers
jeez i
need my eyesight tested.

Liverpool street.

I can change here
but
into what?
don't think I'll bother
think
I'll stick with what I've got.

She's all made up now
somehow different and
yet still the same,
wearing masks is just a game
she plays on Fridays.

Then
it's this way to the escalator
someone calls,
' I'll  seeya later '
it
may have been the hooded man.

I'm early
think I'll have a coffee
at the cafe
make it
a cappuccino
to go.