fingernails black like pupils and
eyelids sticky like manzanita flowers and
tongue heavy like a down pillow and
cheeks rosy like cherry pie and
brain fuzzy like a dying fire
my mouth is golden and sour
and sweet and chocolate
my lungs are full and empty
and laughinglaughinglaughing
a trampoline full of dead leaves and
I jump and jump and fall
and almost throw up but
I don't
I'm wild and I could run away
and scream and laughlaughlaugh
I'm tired and I could lie down
and kiss and sleepsleepsleep
I like it
I like it a lot
where are my problems?
gonegonegone
I'm happy giddy living
and Harry Potter's on the TV
it's easier to love myself
like this and
you can be **** sure
I'm making a good milkshake
again
this is how I felt and I liked it
