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"sleepin" poems
You like to say love disappeared. And I swear it never left, but she talk like Kanye "Ima let you finish" shrug her shoulders; cut me off, Swift.     Drinks on the table it was no one else's business, Henny in my system there was no one else who witnessed how she never took a breath like a run on sentence so I'm in the club flexing working on my fitness; arms out stretched on my chest crucifixion.     I'm forgiven but could never get a word in not even one syllable I'm talking in synonyms I, never ever nevermore, words with friends.  Triple word how absurd you be trippin **** on my Instagram insecurity I'm tired of it I'm with my Boys chillin rarely smoked but might burn a spliff; ease the pain so insane major Payne fatigue is in.       I got a glimpse of future, I use to, try to hit you up reconnect, bluetooth, I'm in her ear lying for the *** I miss you, she on top giving me the truth: this all you.  But **** it though I'm not trynna be your man, but when she leaving out for work I be sleepin in and when she home I tax that *** like I'm Uncle Sam nothing ever change so after head she be at my neck next     Flashback to the present --and-- she still telling me how I don't get it stressed unproductive in her presence, you not even in front of me I'm still tasting lemons; Yo, my star player wants a trade should I let her go? cut too deep for bandaids should I let it flow.       Throwback to the past vampire clothes but the blood different I'm a sucker for that red though: she was floating 6 inches from the earth floor, you's a victim baby true blood, spoil us!  Show Me What You Got lil mama let your "Kingdom Come" dressed in all black spending money black republican?  Awesome and some; I was sliding home she was catching, clamping; say I turn her on like a touch screen, Samsung; with a touch of color you would disobey your mother as I slid under your covers mid-day massages "Midnight Maunders" at least that's how it use to be, now Award Tour got her trippin almost frequently we use to fight for love she said now she a causality!         "and how you gonna make this bout you it's about me, phone ringing since 1am it's about 3   thought you was slick huh, thought I was sleep, you **** right love disappeared" but she never leaves. She's still waiting to exhale, but she never breaths.
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May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Ex-Boyfriend **** Boy] (Spoken Word)
You like to say love disappeared. And I swear it never left, but she talk like Kanye "Ima let you finish" shrug her shoulders; cut me off, Swift.     Drinks on the table it was no one else's business, Henny in my system there was no one else who witnessed how she never took a breath like a run on sentence so I'm in the club flexing working on my fitness; arms out stretched on my chest crucifixion.     I'm forgiven but could never get a word in not even one syllable I'm talking in synonyms I, never ever nevermore, words with friends.  Triple word how absurd you be trippin **** on my Instagram insecurity I'm tired of it I'm with my Boys chillin rarely smoked but might burn a spliff; ease the pain so insane major Payne fatigue is in.       I got a glimpse of future, I use to, try to hit you up reconnect, bluetooth, I'm in her ear lying for the *** I miss you, she on top giving me the truth: this all you.  But **** it though I'm not trynna be your man, but when she leaving out for work I be sleepin in and when she home I tax that *** like I'm Uncle Sam nothing ever change so after head she be at my neck next     Flashback to the present --and-- she still telling me how I don't get it stressed unproductive in her presence, you not even in front of me I'm still tasting lemons; Yo, my star player wants a trade should I let her go? cut too deep for bandaids should I let it flow.       Throwback to the past vampire clothes but the blood different I'm a sucker for that red though: she was floating 6 inches from the earth floor, you's a victim baby true blood, spoil us!  Show Me What You Got lil mama let your "Kingdom Come" dressed in all black spending money black republican?  Awesome and some; I was sliding home she was catching, clamping; say I turn her on like a touch screen, Samsung; with a touch of color you would disobey your mother as I slid under your covers mid-day massages "Midnight Maunders" at least that's how it use to be, now Award Tour got her trippin almost frequently we use to fight for love she said now she a causality!         "and how you gonna make this bout you it's about me, phone ringing since 1am it's about 3   thought you was slick huh, thought I was sleep, you **** right love disappeared" but she never leaves. She's still waiting to exhale, but she never breaths.
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greyhound station quarter to three am in the rain she is sitting on the bags playing a vampire movie on the kindle the screen lights her up as she leans in close for the big wedding scene run my hand along her dreadlocks stopping to eye a new bead thats her...a new little treasure for my heart each day she leans on my shoulder as we sit in the very back of the bus bare to the warm night air while dave matthew's sings to us a little ditty from his long ago has such a style don't he she whispers a kiss onto my cheek slips into dreamin miles run past breathlessly just an ebb and flow of u-gas and jiffy **** just a parade of kids playing by an endless river right outside this dim window shes sleepin softly i'm so awake to how i feel to how much she means to me where ya going mister where ya headed i point ..."thata way to the bright future" so full of promise so full of joys with her at my side i can do anything with her i am superman
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Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 8:08 AM UTC
superman's wife
sleepless nights sleepless night sleepless nigh sleepless nig sleepless ni sleepless n sleepless sleeples sleeple sleepl sleep slee sle sl s sl sle slee sleep sleepi sleepin sleeping sleeping a sleeping al sleeping alo sleeping alon sleeping alone sleeping alone.
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Feb 25, 2018
Feb 25, 2018 at 9:23 PM UTC
lonely
sweet summer thick with late day sun all the the children running with laughter's an joys the men plowing in the rich soil the women hands to hips all the washin to be done hear em singing as each stitch laid to cloth hear em laughing under the beautiful sun aint no living to be done till you lived natural on the land.... sweet summer thick with late day sun walking back now to gather for supper hear em singing with joys bounty aint no living to be done till ya come live under a sweet summer sun all the children sleepin under the night sky all the folks dreamin wonderful lives aint no living like under the natural sun
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 10:34 AM UTC
under sweet summer sun
Its friday morning and all my tears are washed away all my tears are gone today Is friday morning And my rain is gone today all my rain is gone away Its friday morning and my sun in shining today all my sun is shine brightly Its friday morning and from just one night of sleepin right Of makin love with you all night And feelin love in all its light Everything feels so right Its friday morning And here you are next to me Here you are touching me its friday morning not saturday or yesterday Its the perfect time for me to say I love you I love you I Love you!!!!!! Its the perfect time for me to say I love you.........
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May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 9:20 AM UTC
Its Friday Morning
I see your bags all packed for leavin’ And I’m sure you have a reason But there ain’t no reason I could understand. You tell me you need freedom And I wish I could believe ya But I think your ‘freedom’ means another man. So if freedom’s just a cover And you’re leavin’ for another Here’s my advice – I hope it makes some sense You should compare the life your choosin’ With the one that you’ll be losin’ Cuz the grass ain’t always greener on the far side of the fence. No the grass ain’t always greener on the far side of the fence – Sometimes it’s a confusing shade of brown Compare the life your choosin’ With the one that you’ll be losin’ Life might not be better on the other side of town. Yeah, he’s probably real good lookin’ Tells you he just loves your cookin’ Takes you clubbin’ and goes dancin’ all night long. But at night when you are sleepin’ Midnight memories come creepin’ Do you shed a tear when you hear our favorite song” Think hard before you cut the cord, Don’t choose a life you can’t afford Don’t ever want you having no regrets. Consider what you’re doin’, And all the lives you’ll ruin The grass might not be greener on the far side of the fence. No the grass ain’t always greener on the far side of the fence – Sometimes it’s a confusing shade of brown Consider what you’re doin’, And all the lives you’ll ruin Life might not be better on the other side of town. Well I guess that I’ll stop the lecture now Cuz you ain’t listenin’ anyhow There's nothing more that I can say or do. I’ll help you haul your bags outside That Cadillac must be your ride I hope the driver takes good care of you. And baby you can keep my key Consider it a gift from me I’ll go on livin’ in the present tense. Then when I’m done with my friend Jack, Most likely I won’t want you back Cuz' I like the color green I got on my side of the fence. Yeah I like the color green I got on my side of the fence No matter what I'm gonna hold my ground Then when I’m done with my friend Jack, Most likely I won’t want you back I like the color green I got on my side of the town. pwl 2014
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Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 9:24 PM UTC
Far Side of the Fence
I see your bags all packed for leavin’ And I’m sure you have a reason But there ain’t no reason I could understand. You tell me you need freedom And I wish I could believe ya But I think your ‘freedom’ means another man. So if freedom’s just a cover And you’re leavin’ for another Here’s my advice – I hope it makes some sense You should compare the life your choosin’ With the one that you’ll be losin’ Cuz the grass ain’t always greener on the far side of the fence. No the grass ain’t always greener on the far side of the fence – Sometimes it’s a confusing shade of brown Compare the life your choosin’ With the one that you’ll be losin’ Life might not be better on the other side of town. Yeah, he’s probably real good lookin’ Tells you he just loves your cookin’ Takes you clubbin’ and goes dancin’ all night long. But at night when you are sleepin’ Midnight memories come creepin’ Do you shed a tear when you hear our favorite song” Think hard before you cut the cord, Don’t choose a life you can’t afford Don’t ever want you having no regrets. Consider what you’re doin’, And all the lives you’ll ruin The grass might not be greener on the far side of the fence. No the grass ain’t always greener on the far side of the fence – Sometimes it’s a confusing shade of brown Consider what you’re doin’, And all the lives you’ll ruin Life might not be better on the other side of town. Well I guess that I’ll stop the lecture now Cuz you ain’t listenin’ anyhow There's nothing more that I can say or do. I’ll help you haul your bags outside That Cadillac must be your ride I hope the driver takes good care of you. And baby you can keep my key Consider it a gift from me I’ll go on livin’ in the present tense. Then when I’m done with my friend Jack, Most likely I won’t want you back Cuz' I like the color green I got on my side of the fence. Yeah I like the color green I got on my side of the fence No matter what I'm gonna hold my ground Then when I’m done with my friend Jack, Most likely I won’t want you back I like the color green I got on my side of the town. pwl 2014
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One often 'as problems sleepin' In ways which affect ones 'ealth But 'ow can one deal wit 'out but weepin' When one 'as a fear of their self
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Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 8:32 PM UTC
Tweet Verse #9 - The North Never Forgets/The Night is Dark and Full of Terrors
Lived on one's back, In the long hours of repose, Life is a practical nightmare-- Hideous asleep or awake. Shoulders and ***** Ache----! Ache, and the mattress, Run into boulders and hummocks, Glows like a kiln, while the bedclothes-- Tumbling, importunate, daft-- Ramble and roll, and the gas, ******* to its lowermost, An inevitable atom of light, Haunts, and a stertorous sleeper Snores me to hate and despair. All the old time Surges malignant before me; Old voices, old kisses, old songs Blossom derisive about me; While the new days Pass me in endless procession: A pageant of shadows Silently, leeringly wending On . . . and still on . . . still on! Far in the stillness a cat Languishes loudly. A cinder Falls, and the shadows Lurch to the leap of the flame. The next man to me Turns with a moan; and the snorer, The drug like a rope at his throat, Gasps, gurgles, snorts himself free, as the night-nurse, Noiseless and strange, Her bull's eye half-lanterned in apron, (Whispering me, 'Are ye no sleepin' yet?'), Passes, list-slippered and peering, Round . . . and is gone. Sleep comes at last-- Sleep full of dreams and misgivings-- Broken with brutal and sordid Voices and sounds that impose on me, Ere I can wake to it, The unnatural, intolerable day.
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Vigil
The fire knows nothing but burning, we know breathing that way, naturally done for our own sake. We old still know sake and grant mean true immaterial things. Sake and granted we take to mean my good, your good, good sake grant me take me con mentis sans carne by golly. Dada-esque wire spoke far writing ease e everything e-literate e-mail --- the boinin' in d'boozum, dat be da ting, da ting con sum in all ya'lifes. be knowin' dat, be knowin' a-dam lie. Jah know y'know, don' be sayin' no y'don' Be happy. Jah know haps be hap'nin' allatime. *** sum, take wha's granted, take all fo' free. You got nothin' t'boin, nothin' to oin, be a bird brain seein' stars fo' no. birds be sleepin' when stars be seen so birds consider nothin', sidereally. Hmmm. Quit? Walk away, say, I got nought to say I ought t' say. No way. Temporary tempt-test-u-us sitchee-ations, suffer it so. It don' hurt t'say no f'now so How'd that that shiny critter know my game? How'd it know, I think thisaway and it is gone, forever. (which has begun, btw) ----- The biosphere is regaining consciousness, Capitan. Shall we continue burning? What's the bullocks count?
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 1:33 PM UTC
Consume or die (the fire lie)
found myself on a greyhound bus travelin far from all that muss them lonely hearts them angry cops them vacant eyes them burned out shops that dark cold city sure ain't pretty too many jail cells too many private hells too many bloodshot mornings too many deaf eared warnings not enough to keep me here not enough of that free beer never enough  dope to shoot not enough  in pirate loot not enough warm pillow dreams no thread left to sew my seams not enough to keep believing not enough... i think i'm leaving just too manny worn out souls count my toes to count the holes run down on empty gotta get my fill lookin for another pint to spill sippin on some stolen ***** i got nothin left to lose sleepin under concrete bridges shivering and cold as fridges chipped teeth and blood stains on my shirt Aww hell i'm fine it didn't hurt spare change for whiskey root beer chase and hopes to get between her lace first kisses and them pretty lies crumble into last goodbyes the laughter fades the raindrops burn on open road the wheels turn i got two thumbs i'll level one and i'll ride off into the sun...
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 12:20 AM UTC
RAVEN SONG
I'm listening to Chance the Rapper And there's some whimsy in these veins Some Give me a weeken' of sleepin' I think I can come around after that Hashtags Yolos Swags Take a tire iron to the side of my face My mind's lost its wheels All I want to do is ********** Just to feel ******* to self-sabotage Explosions of regret And possible highs of Seratonin and Dopamine Let's get high It's weird When I was a kid My goal was to make everyone Stop smoking Seeing that white puff Trail from the mouths of adults All I wanted was for them to realize what they were doing The un-healthy choices they were making And now all I think about Is buying a pack Just to cut the Edge off of whate'er the **** I'm feeling Keyholed poet See what I did there? It was an on-purpose accident Am I really meant for priesthood? Is that something that's in my life? I mean, what, 4+ years solo? Dates in between, and ladies, thank you For the times where you remind me I'm worth a **** Or an hour of your time. But for the most part, I'm solo My mom, God Bless her, has been single Dates in between For 7+ years Maybe I'll catch up. Maybe I'll outpace her She sent me her will the other day You're looking at the guy in charge of her life Should she be unable to make decisions. Well, I guess you're not looking You're reading, some half-assed-therapy foreplay Ladies, love me, I'm a weird, depressing sack of **** Aww, poor baby Maybe Pick yourself up off the fuckin' floor and make something of yourself God willing, there's something I just gotta put on some different Lenses These are getting dark Maybe I need to drop off the map And find a cleaner Do they have those for rose lenses?
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May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 7:43 PM UTC
Everybody's Somebody's Everything
I'm listening to Chance the Rapper And there's some whimsy in these veins Some Give me a weeken' of sleepin' I think I can come around after that Hashtags Yolos Swags Take a tire iron to the side of my face My mind's lost its wheels All I want to do is ********** Just to feel ******* to self-sabotage Explosions of regret And possible highs of Seratonin and Dopamine Let's get high It's weird When I was a kid My goal was to make everyone Stop smoking Seeing that white puff Trail from the mouths of adults All I wanted was for them to realize what they were doing The un-healthy choices they were making And now all I think about Is buying a pack Just to cut the Edge off of whate'er the **** I'm feeling Keyholed poet See what I did there? It was an on-purpose accident Am I really meant for priesthood? Is that something that's in my life? I mean, what, 4+ years solo? Dates in between, and ladies, thank you For the times where you remind me I'm worth a **** Or an hour of your time. But for the most part, I'm solo My mom, God Bless her, has been single Dates in between For 7+ years Maybe I'll catch up. Maybe I'll outpace her She sent me her will the other day You're looking at the guy in charge of her life Should she be unable to make decisions. Well, I guess you're not looking You're reading, some half-assed-therapy foreplay Ladies, love me, I'm a weird, depressing sack of **** Aww, poor baby Maybe Pick yourself up off the fuckin' floor and make something of yourself God willing, there's something I just gotta put on some different Lenses These are getting dark Maybe I need to drop off the map And find a cleaner Do they have those for rose lenses?
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Yo its two thousand fifteen And i still aint seen No fuckin' progress I wonda why i gotta keep a gat And a vest Fools aint playin' no more I see the govs ready to score They say pain is temporary But how? When its so many in the cemetery Loved ones and fallen ones Im still eatin' bread crumbs Off the floor tryna find the key to unlock the door To my mind but im blind Ask the Lord for sunshine MY moms aint feelin' me But i got my homies N a pistol with me I see visions at night Im dead at least thats what my undertake said ******* homie?? Im feelin' lonely My mind playin' tricks on meeeee Next day i feel under the weather Hopin' it'll get alittle better Day dreamin' about last night Still thinkin' its the reaper in my sight Shake my head stand tall but i aint scared So my family sends the preacher through And tells me to tell him what im goin through He said i need to go to church But thats ******** Im havin' a spiritual fit Cuz i just cant cope all that biblical **** He says im wrong I say **** him And i grab the **** Playin' ol gangsta *** songs NWA ICe cube n Eazy E Its soo sweet Turn it up check the bass in the beat As i fall asleep damnnb homie My mind playin' tricks on meeee Yo now im sleepin' Here he comes the demon peepin' Is it me? Or my conscious speakin' to me? Evil thoughts conflictin' war All my enemies i see them in gore Then of a sudden i ask the lord What the **** am i hear for?? Tears running down mamas cheek I wake up but i cant speak Peep through the fuckin' window Take another hit of the indo I see myself lookin' at myself Layin' in a casket I drop the blunt then a flew Try to rush and look for my crew But they dead too Walk througj the shadow of death Take a deep breath As my consciousness left Suddenly I woke up in a scream Touch myself n seen my cream On the dresser i fill refresh sa Im in a cold sweat Called up my homies? They right by me And i said got **** homie I had a bad dream But all this time my mind Was playin' tricks on meeeee
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Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 6:34 PM UTC
Mind Playin' Tricks '15
Yo its two thousand fifteen And i still aint seen No fuckin' progress I wonda why i gotta keep a gat And a vest Fools aint playin' no more I see the govs ready to score They say pain is temporary But how? When its so many in the cemetery Loved ones and fallen ones Im still eatin' bread crumbs Off the floor tryna find the key to unlock the door To my mind but im blind Ask the Lord for sunshine MY moms aint feelin' me But i got my homies N a pistol with me I see visions at night Im dead at least thats what my undertake said ******* homie?? Im feelin' lonely My mind playin' tricks on meeeee Next day i feel under the weather Hopin' it'll get alittle better Day dreamin' about last night Still thinkin' its the reaper in my sight Shake my head stand tall but i aint scared So my family sends the preacher through And tells me to tell him what im goin through He said i need to go to church But thats ******** Im havin' a spiritual fit Cuz i just cant cope all that biblical **** He says im wrong I say **** him And i grab the **** Playin' ol gangsta *** songs NWA ICe cube n Eazy E Its soo sweet Turn it up check the bass in the beat As i fall asleep damnnb homie My mind playin' tricks on meeee Yo now im sleepin' Here he comes the demon peepin' Is it me? Or my conscious speakin' to me? Evil thoughts conflictin' war All my enemies i see them in gore Then of a sudden i ask the lord What the **** am i hear for?? Tears running down mamas cheek I wake up but i cant speak Peep through the fuckin' window Take another hit of the indo I see myself lookin' at myself Layin' in a casket I drop the blunt then a flew Try to rush and look for my crew But they dead too Walk througj the shadow of death Take a deep breath As my consciousness left Suddenly I woke up in a scream Touch myself n seen my cream On the dresser i fill refresh sa Im in a cold sweat Called up my homies? They right by me And i said got **** homie I had a bad dream But all this time my mind Was playin' tricks on meeeee
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Blackbored, Mockin’ my sin. Off topic thoughts Lost in clouds Wait.                                                                                                 I’m day dreamin’ again. Gettin’ a headache Starin’ at this papermate. Prayin’ for ink volcanoes As papers lay waste, Book bag graveyards claim Tree sashimi But wait.                                                                                           I’m sleepin’ again. Tan colored walls, I’m fiendin’ again. Blue waters, clean air Sand freckles on Brown skin Time is not of the essence White webs claim to be beds, Only to claim time as a victim Stop.                                                                                               Lost me again. Starin’ at a screen Colorful words fill white walls The desktops hardly seems like a substitute Drones stare harder Teeth cut through chain Walls crumble beneath my feet Halt.                                                                                               Where are my friends? A partner in crime Trouble is requirement, Adventure is not a doubt                                                                            But wait.                                                                                                        I’m only dreamin’ again,                                                                                      Fiendin’ again,                                                                                                Where is reason?
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Feb 16, 2012
Feb 16, 2012 at 11:22 AM UTC
WAIT
Blackbored, Mockin’ my sin. Off topic thoughts Lost in clouds Wait.                                                                                                 I’m day dreamin’ again. Gettin’ a headache Starin’ at this papermate. Prayin’ for ink volcanoes As papers lay waste, Book bag graveyards claim Tree sashimi But wait.                                                                                           I’m sleepin’ again. Tan colored walls, I’m fiendin’ again. Blue waters, clean air Sand freckles on Brown skin Time is not of the essence White webs claim to be beds, Only to claim time as a victim Stop.                                                                                               Lost me again. Starin’ at a screen Colorful words fill white walls The desktops hardly seems like a substitute Drones stare harder Teeth cut through chain Walls crumble beneath my feet Halt.                                                                                               Where are my friends? A partner in crime Trouble is requirement, Adventure is not a doubt                                                                            But wait.                                                                                                        I’m only dreamin’ again,                                                                                      Fiendin’ again,                                                                                                Where is reason?
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Boxin' up progression Lockin' down session Rockin up to lesson Dressed Fine pressed Geared up for givin' blessin's Confessin' to felons Commitin' crimes Soakin' up voddy in our melons Shoddy villains lookin' back at us Jhon Goddi riddums Billin' em for scandalous Band of trust Lost Wankers spittin fictitious Malicious lies Leaves respect for wise guys sleepin' with the fishs
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May 7, 2012
May 7, 2012 at 7:06 PM UTC
Deluded. Surrounded.
Breath count. Doubled out. Half pause and exhale. Breathe full for more. Closed eyelids. Charged silence. And then A siren vibration chorus opens up two contrasted locked doors, and falls through my porous shapes. Wash the old cell storage and erase this byzantine conduit maze made for losing myself to the grey man inside my skull. Pull back my irises and behold a reshaping of awareness. I AM thisss awareness. In bold language and expansion, upward glances and dances I made up from star dust ballerinas dancin. So far away from being lost to the chances. There are no chances. Life was made not for you, but from you. To pull through purpose and choose to keep on breathin. Directing ITs glow. Showing God how to flow. How to sing praise and know that nothing has been lost or is leavin. Darkened waters, and quaking storms are weakened in the silent, still, space that this pressence has seeped in. Of, in, around, and through. Creepin. Sleepin until called to move. We are always callin. So true. Yeah, IT stays so true. Whatever you put in, IT pulls to you. So open up, let in this groove or choose to lose all that ever meant something. Was or ever will be hard to lose. Just see the space and welcome IT in the empty fullness from where you begin and end up to begin again. Recycled through spirals of your imagination. Practical estimate of reincarnation; a collective memory passed down through generations of double helix information storage stations jotting down every hoped for expression of who you could possibly be. And still the variations reach towards infinity. So yeah this kinda is your one shot to give this particular expression what you got. God has just got TOO many incredibly beautiful ideas waiting to be expressed. And they are all YOU. So take a step back, it's okay to be impressed. But even when its hard not to lose my breath to this glorious unfolding, I still gotta get up, get dressed, and go to work in the morning. I greet presence with every breath I take. Or at least try  to remember ITs name. I'm still unfolding myself. Still just pushing the sleep dust from the corners of my eyes. But with you by my side there is no one against me. Only a lover constantly insisting that the room is oh so cleverly crowded with secret undercover versions of myself. Existing in and expressing The ONE LIFE that we all are. Come to me my Love. Let us begin. Again.
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Aug 12, 2013
Aug 12, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
These and Greater Works, But For Now Breathe
Breath count. Doubled out. Half pause and exhale. Breathe full for more. Closed eyelids. Charged silence. And then A siren vibration chorus opens up two contrasted locked doors, and falls through my porous shapes. Wash the old cell storage and erase this byzantine conduit maze made for losing myself to the grey man inside my skull. Pull back my irises and behold a reshaping of awareness. I AM thisss awareness. In bold language and expansion, upward glances and dances I made up from star dust ballerinas dancin. So far away from being lost to the chances. There are no chances. Life was made not for you, but from you. To pull through purpose and choose to keep on breathin. Directing ITs glow. Showing God how to flow. How to sing praise and know that nothing has been lost or is leavin. Darkened waters, and quaking storms are weakened in the silent, still, space that this pressence has seeped in. Of, in, around, and through. Creepin. Sleepin until called to move. We are always callin. So true. Yeah, IT stays so true. Whatever you put in, IT pulls to you. So open up, let in this groove or choose to lose all that ever meant something. Was or ever will be hard to lose. Just see the space and welcome IT in the empty fullness from where you begin and end up to begin again. Recycled through spirals of your imagination. Practical estimate of reincarnation; a collective memory passed down through generations of double helix information storage stations jotting down every hoped for expression of who you could possibly be. And still the variations reach towards infinity. So yeah this kinda is your one shot to give this particular expression what you got. God has just got TOO many incredibly beautiful ideas waiting to be expressed. And they are all YOU. So take a step back, it's okay to be impressed. But even when its hard not to lose my breath to this glorious unfolding, I still gotta get up, get dressed, and go to work in the morning. I greet presence with every breath I take. Or at least try  to remember ITs name. I'm still unfolding myself. Still just pushing the sleep dust from the corners of my eyes. But with you by my side there is no one against me. Only a lover constantly insisting that the room is oh so cleverly crowded with secret undercover versions of myself. Existing in and expressing The ONE LIFE that we all are. Come to me my Love. Let us begin. Again.
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Some person told me you were dead. My wife, my love, my friend. I would have cried if I was alive, But I've been in cold dread instead. Its funny but I'm not laughing. Its sick but I'm not puking. Its painful but I'm not bleeding. Rescue me from my sickness, Before I stop breathing. Why do I always act so happy, When I'm so **** sad. Why doesn't someone save me? Where is my superwoman. Find me some emotions, Because I lack any, before i give up entirely. Silent sleepin' deadly dreamin' Before the zombies come, I be comin' and maybe it makes a day go by a lil faster, as i get a lil sweater take it off like a strip dancer poleless, abound on this earth's flat surface. You know, I'll say, and you can quote me on this. Its easier to go up than to go down, But, also don't forget, that what goes up, must always come down. You think your the **** wait 10 years, you'll be one dead ***** Hey **** you. Or so some person told me.
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May 1, 2010
May 1, 2010 at 7:45 PM UTC
Some Person Told Me
The cops got called at one a.m An she's sitting on the front step Smokin a cigarette wearing sunglasses Hello officer he's inside In the bedroom sleepin Let me see what's under them sunglasses A big black eye and her lip is bleedin pretty good The cops run in stomping over and on Christmas presents The kids are cryin Daddy, daddy! Mommy what's goin on Their comin to talk to daddy about him bein mad Dad is a fighter though and takes the first cop Right in the throat with a balled up fist The second cop got him good with his nightstick Straight to the gut Daddy is layin there while the good beat him on the ribs In chains they drag him out to the car Cussin and yellin up a **** storm Momma sittin there cryin her eyes out yellin Baby I love you im sorry I love you I'm sorry Time is gone by Things have called down While the pigs are takin statements an **** Right there in the trailer park I see that girl Some construction workers daughter from west Virginia throws her glasses on the ground And asks to talk to her lover He cryin in the backseat Locked up she broke my heart when she cradled his bleeding head to her ******* Whisperin I love you baby With all my heart She kissed him on the lips A good long kiss A movie kiss Tommorow is Christmas baby I'm gonna bail you out No you won't baby We got our rent to pay There ain't never a passionate kiss in this trailer park That don't end with both of em tastin blood Christmas eve in Tennessee means broken teeth and ****** And cops givin out a whippin
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Dec 11, 2011
Dec 11, 2011 at 11:15 PM UTC
On Visiting a Trailer Park on Christmas Eve
The cops got called at one a.m An she's sitting on the front step Smokin a cigarette wearing sunglasses Hello officer he's inside In the bedroom sleepin Let me see what's under them sunglasses A big black eye and her lip is bleedin pretty good The cops run in stomping over and on Christmas presents The kids are cryin Daddy, daddy! Mommy what's goin on Their comin to talk to daddy about him bein mad Dad is a fighter though and takes the first cop Right in the throat with a balled up fist The second cop got him good with his nightstick Straight to the gut Daddy is layin there while the good beat him on the ribs In chains they drag him out to the car Cussin and yellin up a **** storm Momma sittin there cryin her eyes out yellin Baby I love you im sorry I love you I'm sorry Time is gone by Things have called down While the pigs are takin statements an **** Right there in the trailer park I see that girl Some construction workers daughter from west Virginia throws her glasses on the ground And asks to talk to her lover He cryin in the backseat Locked up she broke my heart when she cradled his bleeding head to her ******* Whisperin I love you baby With all my heart She kissed him on the lips A good long kiss A movie kiss Tommorow is Christmas baby I'm gonna bail you out No you won't baby We got our rent to pay There ain't never a passionate kiss in this trailer park That don't end with both of em tastin blood Christmas eve in Tennessee means broken teeth and ****** And cops givin out a whippin
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Check my frequency static stations easily See haters after me cuz I invoke catastrophe To all of my adversaries backed by hells army Y'all can't harm me turning ****** into barbie Dolls catch ya slippin' in the bathroom stalls guess death answered yo Call still holding my ***** middle finger to the laws Raw as **** uncut lyrics made to gut MC jaggernaut and what not? Strategized with plots You can tell I'm from Houston cuz I rap alot Smoke a few glocks that'll make  bodies rock Hearse flow see how many I can make go Six feet below my beef is eternal inferno Feel the temperature rise in my eyes Ruthless forever as an outlaw so I'm destined to rise Double my size fools need to realise My raps untouchable say y'all killers but NOOO? Fuckin' with me you'll be sleepin' with blood on the floor I'm ******** like nineteen ninety six deep in the mix Watch for the snakes in the pit they nothin' but culprits Mad at me cuz my money ain't spent ahhh **** Another hit made by the ***** King Tut cut Off my loyalties cuz they undercover enemies Hidden tactics improvise my   Machivelli Skills gettin' them kills ending weak wills Now I just signed your bills and still We the rawest regardless **** any other hating *** artist We polish 'em By a landslide makin' casket hides it's suicide Tryna step to the Southside mafiaso So back back before you get ya wig pushed back My raps more addictive than street crack Giving the fiends an ear dose til they overdose From playin' to close to the devil's playground Though his son in law keep the lyrics raw This is the styles of an immortal Texas outlaw Letting off my lyrical shells makin' hell **** being carried by six I'd rather go be judged by a panel of twelve well???
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Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 11:50 PM UTC
Neva Lifted by Six,Only Judged by Twelve N Da Mix
Check my frequency static stations easily See haters after me cuz I invoke catastrophe To all of my adversaries backed by hells army Y'all can't harm me turning ****** into barbie Dolls catch ya slippin' in the bathroom stalls guess death answered yo Call still holding my ***** middle finger to the laws Raw as **** uncut lyrics made to gut MC jaggernaut and what not? Strategized with plots You can tell I'm from Houston cuz I rap alot Smoke a few glocks that'll make  bodies rock Hearse flow see how many I can make go Six feet below my beef is eternal inferno Feel the temperature rise in my eyes Ruthless forever as an outlaw so I'm destined to rise Double my size fools need to realise My raps untouchable say y'all killers but NOOO? Fuckin' with me you'll be sleepin' with blood on the floor I'm ******** like nineteen ninety six deep in the mix Watch for the snakes in the pit they nothin' but culprits Mad at me cuz my money ain't spent ahhh **** Another hit made by the ***** King Tut cut Off my loyalties cuz they undercover enemies Hidden tactics improvise my   Machivelli Skills gettin' them kills ending weak wills Now I just signed your bills and still We the rawest regardless **** any other hating *** artist We polish 'em By a landslide makin' casket hides it's suicide Tryna step to the Southside mafiaso So back back before you get ya wig pushed back My raps more addictive than street crack Giving the fiends an ear dose til they overdose From playin' to close to the devil's playground Though his son in law keep the lyrics raw This is the styles of an immortal Texas outlaw Letting off my lyrical shells makin' hell **** being carried by six I'd rather go be judged by a panel of twelve well???
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My dreams have a Hollywood camera feel I see myself standing giving a good yell, hell No matter what I be doin', I know that camera never be sleepin' On me, it has to stay creepin' My mind state is always dreamin', imagine A man whose lives in dreamland Yea that’s me, believe it if you can. Fantastical. Adventures. Mr. Fox is dead, he left his head, Or wait, the tail. I use it as my vial, Hidden are my coerced thoughts. The camera pans right, watch me fight. The camera pans left, watch the death, Of reality, for it’s all a fallacy. We are all lost Following a Shepard, confused Lost and mistaken. This camera, promotes what has been taken, Our souls. Escaping through the peepholes of our consciousness, leaving behind only traces of our former glory, where personification was unthinkable and Natures laws included humans. Rain was not push button controlled, and you couldn’t tell snow to blow. Where water was free and not bottled for clarity. yea, this camera controls me. stealing my memories, gee. who would have thought. a digital dream--catcher. except this time it catches, my happiness, desires, and dreams, real motivation is killed.
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Feb 14, 2012
Feb 14, 2012 at 2:13 PM UTC
Digital Dreamcatchers
I'll get me a yappy dog A small one Scrappy. He'll screech and holler Like a rat lost in the dark Oh how it'd be To bear such a mark. I'll get me a mousey dog A youngish one Mousey. She'll annoy me in the mornin' Evenin' Night Back to the height of the sun. She'll tap and scrap till... I can't take it anymore... Maybe I'll get a biggun one It'll protect me Like a gun She'll keep watch While I be sleepin' Till they put out some food And continue on creepin... Well maybe a medium one Crazy as can be Runnin' out in the mornin' sun He'll play catch and give chase Run with the pack Cageless and free Until I bring it inside... Well, now it's gone to *** On the carpet... Doggon it Maybe I'll throw out that dish Send 'em back to the homestead Perhaps get a fish instead...
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May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 12:46 AM UTC
Dogs
get up early & open the windows to get that fresh balcony air from the slow-waking city whisky claws still in my scalp; smell of last night's stale smoke inside from the girl sleepin' upstairs and her after-glow cigarettes down on the couch. nothin' quite like cooking up some eggs in a greasy skillet, -- big hot mug of stiff coffee. (the way it sits like oil in the stomach) slouched at the table by the window in longjohns and an old familiar shirt (no sleeves/girl playin' baseball) might go smoke in the rain, talk to the neighbour who feeds the pigeons ... then pad upstairs and wake up miss new ***** for a little joviality.
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Sep 21, 2011
Sep 21, 2011 at 9:16 PM UTC
got the pan on low so the food cooks slow
Wherever I maybe, in the front porch, in my back garden,   reading a book,or for a  walk, on beige soft powdered sands, picking pebbles on the beach, as crushed corals brush my feet, I shall remember you! Gazing with my caramel eyes in the vast blue serene seas, I shall think of you! a soft sweet whisper, in the wafting wind breeze, a dew drop in silent streams. Wherever you maybe! reading the newspaper, scenting the morning aroma Of fresh coffee beans gardening,planting tomato seeds, Or lyin'in the balcony of dreams, You shall remember me! a playful wild white daisy, sleepin'on a hammock, of crisped auburn leaves. In your absence,I shall call your name! In my distance,you'd yearn,for my touch ! In Seperate lands,We loose each other, Yet lives the memory,of when we hugged, Of when we kissed the  richest soil, Of when we ****** the ripest fruit, Long lives the memory, Of when we Loved. (To the man in my dreams)
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Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 11:59 PM UTC
Eternal Feelings