"silience" poems
O' what I would not do to live in my dreams,
My mind is filled with voices and screams,
My head it feels as thought it will burst,
When I try to be happier it hurts the worst,
I try to be silent and sit in the dark,
But my brain just shorts and continues to spark,
The fire it lights consumes all it can see,
My mind is a prison and I will never be free,
It hurts like hell is only in my head,
Most time it flares up I wish I was dead,
The things they say it makes no sense,
I can be completely alone yet feel so tense,
I used to be loud and crazy,
Now I am sad and lazy,
Why cannot my mind be
May 12, 2023
May 12, 2023 at 3:23 AM UTC
Heavy footsteps pacing past my door
Stopping breifly, only to start again.
Slow footsteps moving down the hall.
Stopping with soft sobs.
Soft sobs nearing my door.
Light footsteps following closely.
Light footsteps falling silent.
My doorknob starts to shake.
Everything goes quite.
There are no sounds.
Only glances.
Heavy sobs break the silience.
Only deafened by the comforting hug.
Heavy footsteps retreating down the hall.
Echoing the heavy sobs.
Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 6:03 AM UTC
had my heart removed
stripped down
used in ways you cannot imagine
I´ve had my bones shatter
strategically all put back togheter
Only to fall part again
It never made any sense
When I was locked out of my own mind
searching for the law in a criminal
lover.
When it´s true
love never makes sense
It will come breaking down
sanity
turning itself to hate
An enemy with no country
to invade
It will communicate
when it´s mute
and when the silience
isint enough
It will walk through
your nights like a demon
from hell
collecting it´s prey
Because when it´s all over
Love never surrenders.
It just dies
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 2:32 PM UTC
Waves,
Waves crashing,
Over my head
Over my head...
Am I sinking?
Am I sinking fast
Am I dead?
Am I dead...?
No, there is
No, there is a heart
Is it beating?
Is it beating...?
Slowly, but
Slowly, but softly
Will I be ok?
Will I be ok...?
I hear waves
I hear waves crashing...
I know,
I know it will be ok...
The water is my friend...
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 11:07 AM UTC
Silence ..not a word
Never shall they wake you up
And never they shall soul
That you are in deep **** but never with their help you hold
They say thier your friend but you just don't believe it's meant to be true
No wakes they try No wakes at you,
Silience ..not a word
Never would they give to you
And never they shall soul
You ask for some of their unslary goods
And yet they give what you accured
No wakes they try No wakes at you.
Jan 21, 2013
Jan 21, 2013 at 3:57 PM UTC
Breathing in the impenetrable silence of him
as the stars caress our cheeks
and the moon plays the song of our love
I know one thing
I am his
and he is mine
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 10:03 PM UTC
this time of night
Still up, amongst the rabble,
and the insects
as they swarm in the cool,
and relish the moonlit
I rummage through thoughts,
I reflect, I haunt,.. ever caught
a thought as circles about
around and throughout your head
or flown in the placid purple twilight
of heaven's ocean in the sky?
Quality time, quietly appreciating
silience as it is but for the crickets,
far off car tires against the cooling asphalt
automated sprinklers hissing new moisture to alien lawns
No pressing appointments
to nail down uncertain morrows
the moon, her stars, their perch and ours
I love this time,
though I am often at my lonliest,
overcome with rerun moments
of my life
as it once was
hypothetical questions
unvocalized to the universe
Am I ever thought about
is it time and time again?
Why do I do this?
Will I ever stop?
another question...
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 9:19 PM UTC
From start to finish i am ******
eyes red capillaries broken
can you break me
you berate me
thos second self that speaks in solar winds
blasting apart my ******* head
I blink
the star dust mixed with red
you follow me to bed
whiskey cant silience
Bright lights blink twice for no
shut up
i want to be alone
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 1:59 AM UTC