"siebert" poems
I will always be a Siebert
I will live and die a Siebert
I will die before you do
My soul escaped my body,
in that glass box
My father
this man they all loathe
But cannot ****
They will **** me
Me and brother
never belonged
We have his blood
we were both strapped to a machine
We were both stricken of life
Lungs scarred
The voices are genetic
This introvert loneliness
This manic death
Slowly consuming me
I walk with my father's name
His shadow over my crown
This jewish rat! This stupid blonde dead baby
I will never belong
My brother calls out
He has my eyes
He sees what I see
Born of the same stock
Faces lost in books
Perspective of the world
from the view of education
Horst? Can you hear me
I am my father's daughter
I will always be a Siebert
This is how I will die
Like you, I will die young
I will never marry
I will never bear children
I am nothing, nemo
The name will die with me
But I am his daughter
They will dance on my grave
Or they will mourn the loss of their scapegoat
My body is hallow
I lost my soul
God forgive me
Saul is his hebrew image
Where is he now?
Dead, the man I knew is dead
The star of David
they all mock
But they forgot
How history repeats itself
How the creeping of death is vast
Silent on cold dark nights
To die is easy, to live is hard
I will die a Siebert
I will be eternal in my Father's name
That is my crime
and it will **** me
It killed me then
It just didn't take the body
Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 6:49 PM UTC
I’m sorry that I breathe, I’m sorry I took the blade
I’m sorry I turned my arm into a ****** shade
I’m sorry I’m his daughter, I’m sorry I’m alive
I’m sorry in that glass box I somehow seemed to thrive
I’m sorry I feel too much, I’m sorry I am so raw
I’m sorry I am a Siebert and that **** is such a gore
I’m sorry I should’ve died, I never should have been
Should’ve ended it all when Daddy left me with him
I tried to be a good girl, I tried to behave
I only wanted health love, that is all I truly crave
Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 3:21 PM UTC