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Ria Sep 2018
Might as well and be alone
Fck with no one your on your own
No one needs to be let in
Disappointments when reality sinks
Love is nothing close from real
Working hard to never feel
I don't want to go through this love shxt again
Bedazzle me and make me understand
Understand happy shxt not love that shxt isnt bliss
Fck ya feelings and just call me miss
Nothing real just casual ****** feels
I don't want a wife or a husband
I just need some fcken
Never been the type to pipe and leave
Broken damage can change things real quickly
I might just be talking shxt
A ******* might be what I just might need
Humans make shxt to fcken complicated
To much emotions and attachments
Can we just flow and forget everything

I been in to much shxt to give you a reaction . .
Beau Scorgie Apr 2016
Vapid people
dribbling vapid shxt.
A society of ****-eyed,
drunken infants
debating politics memorised
from Fox News.

We, the awakened,
plastering social media
with doll-faced mannequins
captioned with some Eastern Philosophy
we read in Cosmo,
enhanced with a filter
titled "Who The **** Is Lao Tzu?"
Comments read: goals af.
(Insert emoji here)

And praise the Indigo Children!
It's a true gift indeed
to talk about activism
until blue in the face.
My, what a spiritual hue, are you.
Are you?

A generation of craft makers,
weaving their way
through the alcoholic labyrinth,
drawing the Hungover Man
from a Rider Waite tarot deck,
for another episode of Dull and Duller
next weekend.
I'm not as cynical as my writing.
Yvonne Maynard Mar 2013
Man i miss my bro.... I remeber wen we was kids and all the crazy **** did. we kept secrets from momma ..kept each other from gettn whoopns and much more drama. and nw u in jail and i know i sho miss u like hell..man i miss ur crazy sayns like (dis shxt is a terrible discrimination). bt hey u give me the motovation to stay here wit momma and nt make so much truma. and to go to school so i can get my diploma.. man bro i need u out here.. life is crazy and im holdn bac my tears.. tryn to stay strong and keep myself from doin wrong.. even doe i feel im alone in this piece.. momma might have cancer and i know my heart is decease. my eyes burn everyday so i try to turn to God and pray.. i feel like he nt hearn me becz stuff is nt cumn to me so easily... i mean i dnt thnk life jus *** so brezzy bt its like things nt gettn bettr bt turn for the worst.. wen i think of strong people u *** up first.. i miss u bro and love u.. and momma the only one who stepps above u.. u nt far behind. u r really next on my heart line. i wish i can show u that me and momma nt blind and we knw u care and love for us to... its a little hard to show it from you.. ha u know dats true.. :) lil Sis
sometimes I chill and crave your kisses.
****, man my thirst is gettin' in
but the pride between us both is really bloated so I miss shxt
and the past got now determined so the boy can't do shxt then
mammi, you shine and glisten
and your aura's so ignant
so can you please do this favor for me and help approach this distance
**** all others that **** sense
'cause we're legit the real logic
and all others can jump fence
but I admit this a real problem and reality I must accept,
ma, your soul, me it's calling and I fiend for your lovely

yo', but I digress...
NeroameeAlucard Oct 2014
Wake up
get my weight up
walk to the kitchen, okay my meds ain't up,
What's this?
another nervous tick, shxt! I hope I can learn to deal with this.
Head twinging I think I better lay back down
Again? I feel like I'm an ostrich against my head in the ground
Wake up from my unintended nap
Now i feel a little bit better but my headache is whipping my a$$
Now this isn't a normal day for most
Forgive me for being a poor host
But my brain, because of my condition can haunt me and torture me like an unwanted ghost.
You see, I suffer from a disease called epilepsy
I'm not whining about it I've learned to carry this burden,
but people always asking "what's it like" is tedious like butter churning.
Ria Aug 2018
Just bullshxt
Why do I feel so bad
So sad
Glad I let go
But so hurt
Broken damage
With no worth
Yet you're the one who lost out
I ain't perfect
Or ain't got shxt figured
But I would think your brain would be bigger
The shxt you do made you lose me boo
I wonder if I'm still on ya brain
Me not responding to ya phone calls is making you insane ?
Is it bad that I wanna cause you pain
Break ya face & whoever's by ya side telling you everything's gonna be okay . .
Fck everything and everyone in my way  
I will proceed to maintain
Maintain this smile
Maintain this facade
Fck ya life and everything you did
How can I fcken burn inside with pain
Bleeding inside and mask on
No one can invade
No one's allow
Me myself and I
And I'm making me proud !
Taking life by the horns and doing it well
Worried about me and mines even tho I still cry
Manage to wake up and smile in my baby's face
& Pretend like everything's okay
Trying harder everyday to make myself comfortable in my own space

One day I'll get better I'm just taking my own pace
Slowly but surely you will be ERASED
Let my chest be your bed that soaks your tears so your, face never grows numb to the blue
let my arms be your pillow, that makes sure you're rested well and never dwell on they're, perceptions of “pretty” 'cause you're beau
let your thoughts roam free with me and get to see your, pretty wings and scars 'cause these, make you the beauty you are, I'm in,
...your space and see that you're a star & the solar system. your soul's conflicting with your mind because of, vile lies you've heard from
all these blind guys who, wouldn't tell a gem from a brick. you are totally, the shxt, but even that doesn't describe you well.
they say expressions often tell but, even that don't cut it. there's so much in a name but I can't drop any 'cause you're more than, “ooh”
we are, very perplexed but compatible and beautiful energies that, try to make this world a better place to be for us through our touches &
me feeling your soul tie with mine, not through what lies between your thighs but, the fibres of your mind, I'd be a fool not to clutch
since back in the cut I have been for you, always because you, light my life like the sun shines and washes the dark off the night skies
which sometimes, would **** 'cause, I only get to stargaze and take a visit to the roof to see the moon hoping you would, wink back 'cause I,
need you as much as a, tree needs roots or a, beach needs the blue and moon to direct and control its tide, besides being mighty fine, you..
give me reason to believe that love is. and it's my pleasure to take care of you 'cause, you stayed, even after my flaws.
way deeper than the voice of baritones, your music taste and attitude is one that's of more value than every cost, in this earth, you are..
more than a gem or a love ma, you're a special soul that has more good going on, inside & out 'cause no lie mammi, you sure the definite
low
the balloon popped.


the flight mood walked away with the last pieces of my
ever torn heart and soul not deserving of any good good brings.


the heart dos stopped.



although the love stays immense and an intense plot thickens
the thing is, the moon got another shade of blue from these eyes' vision.
all the sweet nothings are now nothing but deafening silence
but who am I to feel this way, I'm sorry for this shxt,
that I hand to you even though we weren't that type of ting
it won't happen again, I guess sometimes love makes me kid think.



the sads are getting intimate.
the flower bloomed but didn't grow.
the happys are no longer living.
mining is jealous of this low.
I'm so sorry for the rhythm but this was the best way to express how I'm feeling. I hope you like the piece
Le Beau Jul 2020
Detective Pikachu like right on cue cuhz like da shxt not funi...
I'm ready to switch lanes baby girl & I can't wait to work out with you 🙏
Natika McCarty Jul 2017
Yea You're Right , You Shouldn't Have ****** Me Soo Good .
Making Me Feel Like I'm Under The Clouds , Maybe I Should've Understood
That You Didn't Want Love , You Didn't Want Me ,
You Only Dwelled In Lust , I Fell In Defeat .
You Shouldn't Have Given Me Something You Didn't Want .
Making My Knees Weak , Making Me Fall In Love .
Now I'm In Too Deep , Feeling Like I Won't Let Go .
Once Again Fighting , But Deep In My Mind I Should Take Things Slow .
Yea You Shouldn't Have Kissed Me , With Those Soft Succulent Lips .
Sweet Like Butter , Vibrating Sways To My Hips .
To Know Someone Like You , Never Again .
You Beat The Score & Took The Win .
We Should've Never Met , I Wish We Never Spoke .
I Shouldn't Have Felt Your Energy , I Wish You Wasn't Woke .
I Wish You Was Like The Rest Of Them , Soo I Could Walk On By .
But No , You Had To Hit Me In The Heart . Off The Sly .
Shxt I Knew What It Was , & I Know You're No Good For Me .
I Should've Let You Walk Away , When You Said You Wanted To Leave .
I Can't Stand You For Leaving Me With Only My Feelings To Bare .
You Hit Me Up Only Once In A While , But For The Most Part You're Never There .
I Want To Erase You Off My Brain , Cause You're No Good For Me .
You Devil Of Lust Get Off Of Me , I'm Trying To Be Through .
I'll Keep Wishing Upon The Stars That I'll Get Over You ,
But I Know Now , You've Got Me Sprung , Now I'll Never Find One Like You .

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