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"shoddy" poems
• i wish to infinitely soar•in the highest of skies•always higher, and always more•held back by the string that ties•i'd still welcome hale air•as it blows stunningly fresh•meets and carries my body bare•bearing invi- sible treasures in its cache...•the errant breeze i'd openly fight•but i was made with a shoddy kit •i'm fail- ing and falter- ing... like a    k      i         t      e • wi   th   a      **    le p   u      n         c           h       e   d    th       ru   it    ...       •
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Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 9:47 AM UTC
Kite
This trumpeter of nothingness, employed To keep our reason dull and null and void. This man of wind and froth and flux will sell The wares of any who reward him well. Praising whatever he is paid to praise, He hunts for ever-newer, smarter ways To make the gilt seen gold; the shoddy, silk; To cheat us legally; to bluff and bilk By methods which no jury can prevent Because the law's not broken, only bent. This mind for hire, this mental ********** Can tell the half-lie hardest to refute; Knows how to hide an inconvenient fact And when to leave a doubtful claim unbacked; Manipulates the truth but not too much, And if his patter needs the Human Touch, Skillfully artless, artlessly naive, Wears his convenient heart upon his sleeve. He uses words that once were strong and fine, Primal as sun and moon and bread and wine, True, honourable, honoured, clear and keen, And leaves them shabby, worn, diminished, mean. He takes ideas and trains them to engage In the long little wars big combines wage... He keeps his logic loose, his feelings flimsy; Turns eloquence to cant and wit to whimsy; Trims language till it fits his clients, pattern And style's a glossy **** or limping slattern. He studies our defences, finds the cracks And where the wall is weak or worn, attacks. lie finds the fear that's deep, the wound that's tender, And mastered, outmanouevered, we surrender. We who have tried to choose accept his choice And tired succumb to his untiring voice. The dripping tap makes even granite soften We trust the brand-name we have heard so often And join the queue of sheep that flock to buy; We fools who know our folly, you and I.
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Attack On The Ad-Man
This trumpeter of nothingness, employed To keep our reason dull and null and void. This man of wind and froth and flux will sell The wares of any who reward him well. Praising whatever he is paid to praise, He hunts for ever-newer, smarter ways To make the gilt seen gold; the shoddy, silk; To cheat us legally; to bluff and bilk By methods which no jury can prevent Because the law's not broken, only bent. This mind for hire, this mental ********** Can tell the half-lie hardest to refute; Knows how to hide an inconvenient fact And when to leave a doubtful claim unbacked; Manipulates the truth but not too much, And if his patter needs the Human Touch, Skillfully artless, artlessly naive, Wears his convenient heart upon his sleeve. He uses words that once were strong and fine, Primal as sun and moon and bread and wine, True, honourable, honoured, clear and keen, And leaves them shabby, worn, diminished, mean. He takes ideas and trains them to engage In the long little wars big combines wage... He keeps his logic loose, his feelings flimsy; Turns eloquence to cant and wit to whimsy; Trims language till it fits his clients, pattern And style's a glossy **** or limping slattern. He studies our defences, finds the cracks And where the wall is weak or worn, attacks. lie finds the fear that's deep, the wound that's tender, And mastered, outmanouevered, we surrender. We who have tried to choose accept his choice And tired succumb to his untiring voice. The dripping tap makes even granite soften We trust the brand-name we have heard so often And join the queue of sheep that flock to buy; We fools who know our folly, you and I.
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You act callously crude Like Cronenberg's brood You keep the body horror In the naughty drawer I feel my body's poorer So you convince me I'm rich Then treat me like an itch And scratch To detach You invited me to your chateau Then left me on this plateau For my beating heart exploded from my chest Once I foolishly entered your nasty nest There I lay As immobile prey My body was infected By your touch And my mind dissected Way too much You passionately present me with body horror I really resent you for being a shoddy sawyer Cutting me down but not completely Your lackluster love travels obliquely Dislocating my horrified heart My rib cage begins to part As my mangled love Escapes with my blood My fingers are breaking Trying to carry the relationship Happiness I'm faking When you crack your elation whip When I'm powerless to the ***** I become showerless in a hurry And my skin starts to rot While I lie on your cold cot You're my unforgiving cop And the horrors never stop
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Oct 31, 2017
Oct 31, 2017 at 1:15 PM UTC
Body Horror
I came along to your garden, to see your chillies growing Unaware of what laid in wait, or what was really showing There stood a glass a lidded drink, familiarity of knowing If that's what I think it is, I don't want it overflowing Do my eyes forsake me, is that a fluid from the body Is that froth of a good beer, or from a head that's shoddy Does it look like what it is, a very dodgy toddy! Ghoulish drinks will turn you green, like Goblins are in Noddy What the hell you thinking off, with water that's distilled It smells like the local gents, so it should not be spilled I don't mind a special brew, but this time I'm not thrilled Unusual cocktails are okay, but not ones you have filled Aren't beverages supposed to be, refreshing and thirst quenching ? You say that it's good to drink, but really it's gut wrenching An endless supply you may have, but it should be toilet drenching Don't ever make a wankers drink, by using a fist clenching You wouldn't want this drink on tap, it defies imagination It's just the same as a lady, drinking her own ************ It maybe the water of life, but it's just urination Aqua vitae is not my idea, of a real drink designation Even just the thought of it, makes me feel sick and hazy To drink a glass of this stuff, you must be ******* crazy Well talk about recycling, or are you just bog lazy Is Harvey Denton related, or do you live in Royston Vasey People like to drink sometimes, is there something I have missed You seem to have your own ideas, but with a certain twist A brand new meaning you have brought, to getting yourself ****** Golden showers are one thing, but that's when your sexually kissed There's one thing I'd like to know, so what do you say Why do you think that drinking **** will keep the germs away It cant be very good for you, it's an inside body spray Your just drinking toilet water, hay Jay are you ****** today ?
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Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
Hay Jay, are you ****** today?
I came along to your garden, to see your chillies growing Unaware of what laid in wait, or what was really showing There stood a glass a lidded drink, familiarity of knowing If that's what I think it is, I don't want it overflowing Do my eyes forsake me, is that a fluid from the body Is that froth of a good beer, or from a head that's shoddy Does it look like what it is, a very dodgy toddy! Ghoulish drinks will turn you green, like Goblins are in Noddy What the hell you thinking off, with water that's distilled It smells like the local gents, so it should not be spilled I don't mind a special brew, but this time I'm not thrilled Unusual cocktails are okay, but not ones you have filled Aren't beverages supposed to be, refreshing and thirst quenching ? You say that it's good to drink, but really it's gut wrenching An endless supply you may have, but it should be toilet drenching Don't ever make a wankers drink, by using a fist clenching You wouldn't want this drink on tap, it defies imagination It's just the same as a lady, drinking her own ************ It maybe the water of life, but it's just urination Aqua vitae is not my idea, of a real drink designation Even just the thought of it, makes me feel sick and hazy To drink a glass of this stuff, you must be ******* crazy Well talk about recycling, or are you just bog lazy Is Harvey Denton related, or do you live in Royston Vasey People like to drink sometimes, is there something I have missed You seem to have your own ideas, but with a certain twist A brand new meaning you have brought, to getting yourself ****** Golden showers are one thing, but that's when your sexually kissed There's one thing I'd like to know, so what do you say Why do you think that drinking **** will keep the germs away It cant be very good for you, it's an inside body spray Your just drinking toilet water, hay Jay are you ****** today ?
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I have nothing better to do when it rains so I go to the pier on vacation with my pole and chicken necks and rusted traps, drive down to where the kayaks wait in the mud, stop to smell where fresh fish float through brackish waters and tie a knot at the end of my string, attach a bob and minnow and cast out towards the bay spotting dead skates and hope for mackerel and striper, how my father taught me be gentle I tie the necks to string and let the meat sink below the surface and wait to be caught up with delicious ****** poultry to feed on and get trapped behind the jailed walls. I hope the blue crab knows I had to drive over the county line in my shoddy white pickup to the quiet co-op when she bites into the chicken for our dinner.
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Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC
It's raining crab meat
[Dedicated to Austin Osman Spare] Have pity ! show no pity ! Those eyes that send such shivers Into my brain and spine : oh let them Flame like the ancient city Swallowed up by the sulphurous rivers When men let angels fret them ! Yea ! let the south wind blow, And the Turkish banner advance, And the word go out : No quarter ! But I shall hod thee -so ! While the boys and maidens dance About the shambles of slaughter ! I know thee who thou art, The inmost fiend that curlest Thy vampire tounge about Earth's corybantic heart, Hell's warrior that whirlest The darts of horror and doubt ! Thou knowest me who I am The inmost soul and saviour Of man ; what hieroglyph Of the dragon and the lamb Shall thou and I engrave here On Time's inscandescable cliff ? Look ! in the plished granite, Black as thy cartouche is with sins, I read the searing sentence That blasts the eyes that scan it : **** and SET be TWINS." A fico for repentance ! Ay ! O Son of my mother That snarled and clawed in her womb As now we rave in our rapture, I know thee, I love thee, brother ! Incestuous males that consumes The light and the life that we capture. Starve thou the soul of the world, Brother, as I the body ! Shall we not glut our lust On these wretches whom Fate hath hurled To a hell of jesus and shoddy, Dung and ethics and dust ? Thou as I art Fate. Coe then, conquer and kiss me ! Come ! what hinders? Believe me : This is the thought we await. The mark is fair ; can you miss me ? See, how subtly I writhe ! Strange runes and unknown sigils I trace in the trance that thrills us. Death ! how lithe, how blithe Are these male incestuous vigils ! Ah ! this is the spasm that kills us ! Wherefore I solemnly affirm This twofold Oneness at the term. Asar on Asi did beget Horus twin brother unto Set. Now Set and Horus kiss, to call The Soul of the Unnatural Forth from the dusk ; then nature slain Lets the Beyond be born again. This weird is of the tongue of Khem, The Conjuration used of them. Whoso shall speak it, let him die, His bowels rotting inwardly, Save he uncover and caress The God that lighteth his liesse.
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The Twins
[Dedicated to Austin Osman Spare] Have pity ! show no pity ! Those eyes that send such shivers Into my brain and spine : oh let them Flame like the ancient city Swallowed up by the sulphurous rivers When men let angels fret them ! Yea ! let the south wind blow, And the Turkish banner advance, And the word go out : No quarter ! But I shall hod thee -so ! While the boys and maidens dance About the shambles of slaughter ! I know thee who thou art, The inmost fiend that curlest Thy vampire tounge about Earth's corybantic heart, Hell's warrior that whirlest The darts of horror and doubt ! Thou knowest me who I am The inmost soul and saviour Of man ; what hieroglyph Of the dragon and the lamb Shall thou and I engrave here On Time's inscandescable cliff ? Look ! in the plished granite, Black as thy cartouche is with sins, I read the searing sentence That blasts the eyes that scan it : **** and SET be TWINS." A fico for repentance ! Ay ! O Son of my mother That snarled and clawed in her womb As now we rave in our rapture, I know thee, I love thee, brother ! Incestuous males that consumes The light and the life that we capture. Starve thou the soul of the world, Brother, as I the body ! Shall we not glut our lust On these wretches whom Fate hath hurled To a hell of jesus and shoddy, Dung and ethics and dust ? Thou as I art Fate. Coe then, conquer and kiss me ! Come ! what hinders? Believe me : This is the thought we await. The mark is fair ; can you miss me ? See, how subtly I writhe ! Strange runes and unknown sigils I trace in the trance that thrills us. Death ! how lithe, how blithe Are these male incestuous vigils ! Ah ! this is the spasm that kills us ! Wherefore I solemnly affirm This twofold Oneness at the term. Asar on Asi did beget Horus twin brother unto Set. Now Set and Horus kiss, to call The Soul of the Unnatural Forth from the dusk ; then nature slain Lets the Beyond be born again. This weird is of the tongue of Khem, The Conjuration used of them. Whoso shall speak it, let him die, His bowels rotting inwardly, Save he uncover and caress The God that lighteth his liesse.
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It's Not love yet, but I wanna make love to you , too early to decide, What this connection implies. Wanna just feel your body, That mischievous smile makes my senses shoddy Wanna just touch your smooth skin, Your silky hair and that grin, The kiss of your lips, a beat my heart skips. About last night, Guess, I wasn't thinking right, Even i don't wanna stress out Let the time pass and see how it turns out.
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 12:14 PM UTC
Love Vs Lust
Peel my dystopian fruit, the empty husk of my labor. Abhor me again, or still. Fill my nostrils with hate, a mate for my disgust. Bleed in colors only dreamt, secrets kept as seed for youth. Drowning abjections, pearls of wisdom kept in tight-lipped shells. Smells of conspiracy and shame. Is this what I was suppose to learn, oh, wayward parents? Is this what I was suppose to find, destiny unkind? And find it I did not, I woke to it's rot. Laying upon my shoddy pillow, face the same as mine, death in the eyes. Yet, therein, still, is kindled embers of lost fires. Pitfall rituals discarded, hard-hearted and fitful. All for the glory of no glory.
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Oct 13, 2011
Oct 13, 2011 at 1:44 PM UTC
Empty Husk of Lost Glory
A breadcrumb I am - the morsel of my old dough,      a piece of chewed bread rotten, missed near a toe, shredded by the sons of righteousness and “normality”,      entombed I am under the carpet to fulfil “morality”. Mum added the yeast for me to grow, as well as flour,      Hoping my crust would golden as a vivid live flower, She sprinkled little salt into me, to know the grimes,      Sugar too, for life brings out the salt to eyes, at times. Dad poured the water, to soften toughness uncalled,      For man is kind too, not merely clay masked, walled - And above all, they added affection and compassion,      They wanted me to satisfy mineself, not one’s ration. Into the oven, 9 minutes, under fire: I show colors,      The warmth turned the heart warm for all others; I am left to rest, to harden the shell and eternal body,      To be perfect as ma and pa wish: not adverse, shoddy. But the stale, unpuffed, unfresh bread of this world,      covets but loathes what is good and not yet twirled, It wishes for me to inhibit mold and evict dignity,     Mais allez, étrange moi, expose me not to malignity. The least of their gurgling sounds puncture heads,      And the weakest of their advice the spirit dreads; The making of me is the capacity of mine flexes,      Your ingredients suit not me, mortals and sexes. Days yearn for you, not this battle of complexes:      You, mine old dough who suddenly “complex” is, My parents baked me on low heat nice and gentle,      And they sear me with words not for me, mental! Know you: Pita, Kmajj, Brioche, Shrak, or Baguette,      Bread is bread, could be different, but it is no threat.
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Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 9:27 AM UTC
The Battle of Breads
A breadcrumb I am - the morsel of my old dough,      a piece of chewed bread rotten, missed near a toe, shredded by the sons of righteousness and “normality”,      entombed I am under the carpet to fulfil “morality”. Mum added the yeast for me to grow, as well as flour,      Hoping my crust would golden as a vivid live flower, She sprinkled little salt into me, to know the grimes,      Sugar too, for life brings out the salt to eyes, at times. Dad poured the water, to soften toughness uncalled,      For man is kind too, not merely clay masked, walled - And above all, they added affection and compassion,      They wanted me to satisfy mineself, not one’s ration. Into the oven, 9 minutes, under fire: I show colors,      The warmth turned the heart warm for all others; I am left to rest, to harden the shell and eternal body,      To be perfect as ma and pa wish: not adverse, shoddy. But the stale, unpuffed, unfresh bread of this world,      covets but loathes what is good and not yet twirled, It wishes for me to inhibit mold and evict dignity,     Mais allez, étrange moi, expose me not to malignity. The least of their gurgling sounds puncture heads,      And the weakest of their advice the spirit dreads; The making of me is the capacity of mine flexes,      Your ingredients suit not me, mortals and sexes. Days yearn for you, not this battle of complexes:      You, mine old dough who suddenly “complex” is, My parents baked me on low heat nice and gentle,      And they sear me with words not for me, mental! Know you: Pita, Kmajj, Brioche, Shrak, or Baguette,      Bread is bread, could be different, but it is no threat.
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When you’ve had enough Of maniacs and hustlers, Of fakes and phonies And smooth talking hucksters It’s time to pull back And sort through the weeds To find the flowers And see what you need. Not what you want, That’s something different. If your needs aren’t met Life can get belligerent. You need breath and water And some other great stuff Or you stop living a lot And that is rather rough. Once we move from needs The rest are all your wants And you can live without them Despite all your rowdy taunts. How many times have you heard I need coffee when I wake up? That is a case of your want That comes in a handy cup. Or, I need to buy cigarettes But that isn’t really true. You don’t think you’ll die without I mean, not really, do you? Or, I need some ice cream now Or a cruller or two or three. That doesn’t sound fatal Unless you do that daily. So, the best thing you can do For your one and only body Is to try your best to keep The thing from getting shoddy By separating the things That your body best deserves And realize that ignoring wants Does nothing but get on nerves. With that clearing of your head And setting of new priorities The Big Things of the day Turn into pesky minorities. Suddenly you see that you Can choose who to ignore And then see what you need And need for nothing more.
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Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 11:36 PM UTC
WANTS AND NEEDS
When I say I’m a nudist I am told I’m disgusting But then, I keep forgetting It’s that “people don’t **** thing. And people don’t **** And nobody ever craps. They just keep their napkin Tucked safely in their laps. They don’t belch, not ever, And nobody picks their nose. It’s the way of polite folks And that’s just how it goes. Well, let me remind you Where you were born, And where you came out of, And that you were shorn Of any kind of clothing Both mother and the child. You were born like the animals Both domestic and wild. You are naked one assumes When you shower your body So, please quit acting like ****** is something shoddy. Your parent put such madness Inside of your innocent head; Things like getting re-dressed Each night when you go to bed. The insanity of Europeans Who came to American soil And wore LAYERS of clothing In the heat while they toiled. Then they went to other lands And warped the people there With the strange brand of madness They had been taught to share. They were taught to be ashamed Of what god had given them; That their private parts were evil And turned you into a golem. And when asked for a reason For this weird kind of crazy They started talking about god When their logic got all hazy. So you “people don’t **** folks Can just kiss my naked *** That thinking might work for you But for me it won’t pass For anything but brainwash And the programming of the sick. So wake the hell up, the rest of you And get on the natural stick. If I want to be naked all day And you want to wear clothing That should be each of our choice; A personal ‘go or don’t go’ thing. I mean, for a perfect example here Think of laundry bill savings So, you can just stop harassing And gnashing and raving. Brent Kincaid 4/12/2015
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Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 4:49 PM UTC
PEOPLE DON'T ****
When I say I’m a nudist I am told I’m disgusting But then, I keep forgetting It’s that “people don’t **** thing. And people don’t **** And nobody ever craps. They just keep their napkin Tucked safely in their laps. They don’t belch, not ever, And nobody picks their nose. It’s the way of polite folks And that’s just how it goes. Well, let me remind you Where you were born, And where you came out of, And that you were shorn Of any kind of clothing Both mother and the child. You were born like the animals Both domestic and wild. You are naked one assumes When you shower your body So, please quit acting like ****** is something shoddy. Your parent put such madness Inside of your innocent head; Things like getting re-dressed Each night when you go to bed. The insanity of Europeans Who came to American soil And wore LAYERS of clothing In the heat while they toiled. Then they went to other lands And warped the people there With the strange brand of madness They had been taught to share. They were taught to be ashamed Of what god had given them; That their private parts were evil And turned you into a golem. And when asked for a reason For this weird kind of crazy They started talking about god When their logic got all hazy. So you “people don’t **** folks Can just kiss my naked *** That thinking might work for you But for me it won’t pass For anything but brainwash And the programming of the sick. So wake the hell up, the rest of you And get on the natural stick. If I want to be naked all day And you want to wear clothing That should be each of our choice; A personal ‘go or don’t go’ thing. I mean, for a perfect example here Think of laundry bill savings So, you can just stop harassing And gnashing and raving. Brent Kincaid 4/12/2015
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(Read from the bottom up) ~kns At the bottom. Old news. Dead. Nothing but deflated. Now I’m no one. the sneering planes. the disdainful clouds, the sarcastic stars, The mocking planets Past the laughing heavens. I’m falling now. POP. It backfires. Everything. Every ***** trick. Every lie. I use everything I have to get up there. I struggle. Higher. Higher. Higher. I need to go Yet, I’m not satisfied. The imperfect heavens. The shoddy planets. The second-rate stars. The mediocre clouds. Beyond the substandard planes. I’m at the top. To dwell in the shining heavens. To greet the egotistical planets. To outshine the fading stars. to test the pressure of the atmosphere. my greedy desire, I must fulfill my need, Higher than any cloud has ever reached. height. To float higher than height. in a competition of To beat each plane than to go higher. Nothing else matters Higher. Higher. Higher. I’m floating now. Freedom. I grab the chance to get out. releases its grip. It gets distracted and some cruel being. Chained to the ground by the claws of At the bottom.
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Mar 26, 2013
Mar 26, 2013 at 12:41 AM UTC
Balloon.
From a young age, I always felt stifled I wasn’t allowed to be me so I was muffled Mother insisted at my school I be held back in first grade Principal said no, she insisted and in her hands he played She said I'd be better off ******** because someone could do something with me then Because the way I was, I was unable to learn, refused directions again and again Mother said I came from a loving caring family that I treated terrible I just don't know how to appreciate, and made others lives unbearable. Being me was really not acceptable So I always felt quite skeptical Everything I did, wanted to do, said or liked Was considered bad, wrong, sinful and disliked My having fun was not allowed For I’d embarrass them in a crowd I never knew what I was allowed to do Because of that I never really had a clue Never knowing what to do, say or how to act Since all my actions against me were attacked My mother said one thing to me and did another I knew she favored others over me so why did I bother? My entire life has been quite a farce Attention I wanted from her were sparse Always pretending to be such an outstanding mother To impress the friends and family she shouldn’t bother Mother said I couldn't work because I can’t get along with anybody Making me dependent on her in every way, she said I was shoddy. While mother was pretending to me that she really loved me She was going around bashing me to any family she’d see I’d complain that other family members treated me bad She said all you  do is cause trouble and make me mad If you could just grow up and learn to behave Then everyone would be nice and about you rave I trusted my mother when she said I was born bad, told her I  see She asked the doctor for help but said nothing was wrong with me. Mother spoke with fork tongue;  sold me out, lied to me constantly Leaving me to wonder how to survive without her cautiously I'm afraid to have fun, I'm always afraid someone will be cranky When I did things I'd pay for it because mom would be very angry Afraid to be me, don't know how to act, who I am, or what to do. Today I feel the same and for that reason I will always be blue At the age of almost 60 I'm finding out things were never my fault I'd like to take all those bad feelings, and lock them in a vault Copyright 2017 All rights reserved
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Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 8:40 PM UTC
Stolen Identity
From a young age, I always felt stifled I wasn’t allowed to be me so I was muffled Mother insisted at my school I be held back in first grade Principal said no, she insisted and in her hands he played She said I'd be better off ******** because someone could do something with me then Because the way I was, I was unable to learn, refused directions again and again Mother said I came from a loving caring family that I treated terrible I just don't know how to appreciate, and made others lives unbearable. Being me was really not acceptable So I always felt quite skeptical Everything I did, wanted to do, said or liked Was considered bad, wrong, sinful and disliked My having fun was not allowed For I’d embarrass them in a crowd I never knew what I was allowed to do Because of that I never really had a clue Never knowing what to do, say or how to act Since all my actions against me were attacked My mother said one thing to me and did another I knew she favored others over me so why did I bother? My entire life has been quite a farce Attention I wanted from her were sparse Always pretending to be such an outstanding mother To impress the friends and family she shouldn’t bother Mother said I couldn't work because I can’t get along with anybody Making me dependent on her in every way, she said I was shoddy. While mother was pretending to me that she really loved me She was going around bashing me to any family she’d see I’d complain that other family members treated me bad She said all you  do is cause trouble and make me mad If you could just grow up and learn to behave Then everyone would be nice and about you rave I trusted my mother when she said I was born bad, told her I  see She asked the doctor for help but said nothing was wrong with me. Mother spoke with fork tongue;  sold me out, lied to me constantly Leaving me to wonder how to survive without her cautiously I'm afraid to have fun, I'm always afraid someone will be cranky When I did things I'd pay for it because mom would be very angry Afraid to be me, don't know how to act, who I am, or what to do. Today I feel the same and for that reason I will always be blue At the age of almost 60 I'm finding out things were never my fault I'd like to take all those bad feelings, and lock them in a vault Copyright 2017 All rights reserved
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the definiton of a non ******* factor is you something or someone that doesnt matter and i wont give my energy to a selfless or worthless human being who is miserable unhappy and on pity and drama they feed i dont give a **** about you your feelings or thought all in my business you seem to care alot non factor *** ***** save yaself the embarrassment when you see me dont say **** no snares, conversation, or smart comments there are alot of things in this world that dont matter and one of those things are ppl like you non ******* factors when your name pops up these things come to mind valueless,cheap,shoddy,useless,ineffective,and not worth time along with fruitless,unavailing,pointless, oh and good for nothing slim now since i knw your slow go to a dictionary to define you are a disaster created by a ****** tragic mistake something your mother didnt want but having an abortion became a option to late **** more like dirt under my shoe aww look at the non ******* factor get mad just look at you go ahead run ya mouth let ya teeth chatter who the hell is going to listen to a non ******* factor......
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Oct 21, 2011
Oct 21, 2011 at 10:32 PM UTC
non ******* factor
Black is white and white is red, Whose to care when we are dead? Yellow is pink and pink is blue, Has the hatred gotten to you? Is it silly to enlarge the pain? It's just a skin color just the same; What some people think is real, Is imaginery madness, that's the deal. If the same eternal God almighty, Molded us all and none are shoddy, Why should we decree it's wrong, When someone sings a different song? Where the tree roots take deeply hold, Makes children think they only fit the mold, Parents shape and tell them horrendous lies, So out they go to make others suffer and cry. Unlearn this and that along your way, Determine your own future, this I say, Remember that shades of colors are grand, When the muriel created we all share and understand. Can't we hope and pray, this is so, We all are color blind, don't you know? To live and love by actions and deeds, To save humanity by planting these seeds.
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Nov 28, 2010
Nov 28, 2010 at 9:24 AM UTC
Color Blind
The Trinity Hours, I open the fridge, much like how between us, I created a bridge. A row of flat Corona beers, as flat, if not more like conversations when you were here. I remember as I pick the bread knife memories of a long departed past life. I reminisce those shoddy arguments, how the silver needles were just intoxicants. Will you be happy now, If I accepted your I TOLD YOU SOs? Believe you me, regret is what I came back with from the Rehab for the sick and addicted. I lied awake at night, cursing obscenities galore and cried. Wishes for a repeated penultimate hit of sweet ****** did not abate. Missing both my Mary Janes, stripped of all but poisoned veins. I waited for Dr. Smith's prescriptions, pseudo-trance, my stage for revelations. Sunken eyes, then too blind to see now look at silly internet memes. Remembering how they made me laugh, while you yelled on the phone you'd had enough. I wish I had paid heed, when the poison had been but a seed. I wish I had lowered my own defense when everything you said did not make sense. Seven months and Seven days it took, finally the doors of the Rehab from its hinges shook. Let me out back to a shade of my former self, this change without you is worthless. Even though I am cured by societal norm, I pretend to be, yet in my dorm. Despite being free to roam the world, this letter is dispatched from my own Rehab, with love.
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Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 7:48 AM UTC
From Rehab, With Love
Take countless photos, when the mood so inspires. You may as well have not even thrown the shutter. For the things that move you right in this moment, Will not adhere to the chemistry of film Will not flip one single electronic switch Cannot be stored, except in the mind, (A shoddy storage medium) For the sight of your face, Your beautiful otherness Mingling with me in the air in between us- ( As you try to pick my nose… ) Your head is on my shoulder, Heavy with sleep And trust, always growing, As your eyelids drop lower My arm, sore, bends to raise you up. I’m relishing the time To be quiet, close, and still. When I can find, in my heart, All the words that mean something, Not tossed about casually, in the noise of the day.
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May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC
non-Photographic Blue
Everybody aims to be the brightest shooting star Instead of just the shoddy peace of driftwood that they are.
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 9:45 AM UTC
Driftwood
I always hid under the stars, because they told me they'd protect me the way they protected you. "It's the least we could do," they commented when they thought I couldn't hear them, *"especially since we did such a shoddy job with the previous fella."*
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Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 7:26 PM UTC
saving face.
Two inches was the measure, of young Stevies blunder, Digging out concrete, not knowing whats under. He felt a nugget, that wouldn't yield to the Pick, So he used the Jack-Hammer, until he got that "kick". Caught fire on the spot, looked at me, shocked, Died in flames, got a days pay docked. Cut the main cable, Fifty millimetres, metric, I know you hate to ask, but Friends aren't Electric. Dennis stepped back, pleased with his graft, Fell two hundred foot, down an unguarded shaft. Been on the Grinder, cutting out steels, So the Elevator boys could fix , their cogs and their wheels. Never said a word, no shout or no fuss, Dennis died like he lived, just one of us. Me and Baz on a roof, we knew was asbestos, Brittle like toffee, temperamental as Kate Moss, Had no crawling boards, so we tip-toed like burglars, Clinging on tightly, think Ivy on Pergola's. I heard the crack, leapt to the hip-tile, Baz clawed and scraped, resistance was futile. They spread out the sand, where Baz hit the deck, To mop up the blood, from a broken neck. Health and safety, if's and but's, Shoddy workmanship, taking short-cuts. We have no say, we try our best, Hard hats, harder boots and high-visibility vests, Are all that we leave, not Time-Shares or Merc's, Just daughters in tears, Dads not home from work.
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Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 11:03 AM UTC
Death of a Tradesman
It was another hot summer’s day and I, with the small amount of change in my pocket was journeying towards to the local park in efforts to create a more fulfilling afternoon. On the way to the park I had to pass Mulberry Lane, with its shoddy Bus Stop. Graffiti littered the benches and a man sat, silent, a cigarette hanging in his mouth. Me being me, looked away, staring downward and rushing past, holding my breath as I passed through the fog of smoke, wispy, tinged blue, curling around my body as I walked away. After the afternoon had passed and the sun began to set, once again I walked past the Mulberry Lane Bus Stop, the man sat, still smoking, but with the hint of whisky. When I returned home, my mother asked “How was your day?”, and me being me, did not tell her about the man at the Mulberry Lane Bus Stop, with smoke surrounding him.
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC
Mulberry Lane Bus Stop
Not the smile the way you pose for in front of the camera no the real you the one that God made when you were born. The completed developed one the one when you fall short of your true self you feel the disappointment acutely you can’t rush perfection you can’t avoid the struggles the test that draw you into introspection you must sculpt this living being go the wrong way take a short cut you bring on the tell tale signs of disfigurement to the untrained eye it can pass unnoticed sorry the soul has a mirror that bears little resemblance to the outer man you learned in school how environment social order can effect outer growth. This is the hidden man of the heart why are you plagued with self doubt or self loathing or you feel like a world class phony you picked up the hammer and chisel but distraction or higher self interest caused you to rush away now you feel dismay friend the artist in you will not be satisfied with half measures shoddy work are you forgetting you will go to the still bathing light his royal personage will speak nothing you alone will pass the vote to condemn such failure I took the material that possessed endless possibilities of perfection and I through disrespect to my own higher good over a life time I measured and weighed values that cannot be trifled with would I give unreliable information to family and friends knowing it could harm or lead them to ruination no but to yourself you foolishly barter indescribable beauty for rot and waste even in song they have spoken He gave me beauty for ashes. Will you conquer bad habits and the lair in the natural mirror? Turn to the unblemished the true and only master who gives direction in the most dangerous and beguiling circumstances never wavering only the true picture does he draw from these unquestionable lines provide inspiration and heady waves of joy from satisfaction in knowing the progress is real it will stand the acid test you can be duplicated in others they will reverence your integrity as they see it growing in themselves. Finally unbound they secure the heights of rare and noble discovery pressing toward the high calling of resplendent glory. Take these golden reins they lead to streets of purist gold and to the heart to that only one who knows what you can truly be.
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Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 12:24 AM UTC
The Picture of You
Not the smile the way you pose for in front of the camera no the real you the one that God made when you were born. The completed developed one the one when you fall short of your true self you feel the disappointment acutely you can’t rush perfection you can’t avoid the struggles the test that draw you into introspection you must sculpt this living being go the wrong way take a short cut you bring on the tell tale signs of disfigurement to the untrained eye it can pass unnoticed sorry the soul has a mirror that bears little resemblance to the outer man you learned in school how environment social order can effect outer growth. This is the hidden man of the heart why are you plagued with self doubt or self loathing or you feel like a world class phony you picked up the hammer and chisel but distraction or higher self interest caused you to rush away now you feel dismay friend the artist in you will not be satisfied with half measures shoddy work are you forgetting you will go to the still bathing light his royal personage will speak nothing you alone will pass the vote to condemn such failure I took the material that possessed endless possibilities of perfection and I through disrespect to my own higher good over a life time I measured and weighed values that cannot be trifled with would I give unreliable information to family and friends knowing it could harm or lead them to ruination no but to yourself you foolishly barter indescribable beauty for rot and waste even in song they have spoken He gave me beauty for ashes. Will you conquer bad habits and the lair in the natural mirror? Turn to the unblemished the true and only master who gives direction in the most dangerous and beguiling circumstances never wavering only the true picture does he draw from these unquestionable lines provide inspiration and heady waves of joy from satisfaction in knowing the progress is real it will stand the acid test you can be duplicated in others they will reverence your integrity as they see it growing in themselves. Finally unbound they secure the heights of rare and noble discovery pressing toward the high calling of resplendent glory. Take these golden reins they lead to streets of purist gold and to the heart to that only one who knows what you can truly be.
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I will do my damnedest to save you from harm and wrap you safely up in lust you who're only a luckless victim a poor forsaken damsel in distress tied to the railway tracks by a villain in one of those black and white movies I will arrive in the dramatic nick of time and I shall be the hero who proves his love when in return you kick me under the train I'm really just vain and an incapable slave so you relent and pull me back from the brink I'll waste no time in rescuing you your destiny's under my control there's nothing you can do no reason for you to get involved except in relinquishing your body yet what you do is to shelve all my plans for today I'm relieved you know yourself I'll be there to deliver you from evil the forces of love are far too weak you have too much of it to lose to quibble my advice is to stay put and not to seek instead you jump into the moral saddle urging it on so strong my heart goes meek I repent and promise not to meddle I'll take you in my arms and we'll escape giving you a way out when all seems lost picking up the pieces of your broken reality what you need is for me to know what's best to change you into a looker for me I'm only glad you passed the test with that sand I got kicked into my face something you call leather and lace... nice work... I secretly have to confess You'll need me to give you a hand when your slight frame gets knocked down my assistance in perspective is what you need the weights of love too great to be borne I'd hate for yours to fatten and go to seed and your strong love will feel no pain when you yank me limb from limb to the ground and ****** my salvation insanely thin Rest assured I'll rid you of your past that awful story of unspeakable depravity it's easy for someone clean to dust all traces erased of that shocking poverty and I'll dress you anew as a lady to impress forging history in return for a few liberties but you tore my shoddy papers into a mess a message that I needed you to fix me what wasn't broken was you - I was even more impressive love it's true for you to sort out my lax assumptive ways
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Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 2:01 PM UTC
When Pretty's Made Up All In A Row
I will do my damnedest to save you from harm and wrap you safely up in lust you who're only a luckless victim a poor forsaken damsel in distress tied to the railway tracks by a villain in one of those black and white movies I will arrive in the dramatic nick of time and I shall be the hero who proves his love when in return you kick me under the train I'm really just vain and an incapable slave so you relent and pull me back from the brink I'll waste no time in rescuing you your destiny's under my control there's nothing you can do no reason for you to get involved except in relinquishing your body yet what you do is to shelve all my plans for today I'm relieved you know yourself I'll be there to deliver you from evil the forces of love are far too weak you have too much of it to lose to quibble my advice is to stay put and not to seek instead you jump into the moral saddle urging it on so strong my heart goes meek I repent and promise not to meddle I'll take you in my arms and we'll escape giving you a way out when all seems lost picking up the pieces of your broken reality what you need is for me to know what's best to change you into a looker for me I'm only glad you passed the test with that sand I got kicked into my face something you call leather and lace... nice work... I secretly have to confess You'll need me to give you a hand when your slight frame gets knocked down my assistance in perspective is what you need the weights of love too great to be borne I'd hate for yours to fatten and go to seed and your strong love will feel no pain when you yank me limb from limb to the ground and ****** my salvation insanely thin Rest assured I'll rid you of your past that awful story of unspeakable depravity it's easy for someone clean to dust all traces erased of that shocking poverty and I'll dress you anew as a lady to impress forging history in return for a few liberties but you tore my shoddy papers into a mess a message that I needed you to fix me what wasn't broken was you - I was even more impressive love it's true for you to sort out my lax assumptive ways
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