As emotion rushed to me
and through me
On that first day we met
You were an Angel
An Angel with spiked
Black
***** Hair
I heart bursting
overflowing with love
copassion
Empathy
Pain
Abandonment
Guilt
and Rage
you hid them well
deep within
Your
tough exterior
Cloaked by your jet black
spiked doo
You were my Angel
I just knew
Instant bond
I bound to you
My day dream shatered
As you spoke
with kindness
You were ther to say your
Goodbyes
To all who knew you
fairly well
I was not
part of this crowd
So see
It's fate working its magick
For you to leave me now
Would be just tragic....
You came to bid your crowd farewell
You'd be leaving that afternoon
You would be leaving way too soon
I saw you.
I approached
I introduced myself.
You replied with kindness
You knew of me
So much
for our friendship
it would now never be
With tear filled eyes
I made my plea
Oh, please
Jackie,
Don't leave me!
I just cannot go!
..I have just now found you
I am here all alone
no  mother
no sisters
no brother
no one
to care
for no
one
to love
No one
to laugh
with
happy hearts
Always
alone
With hopes
so high..
Always
have been
left
behind
Left standing
on my own
holding on to the
smallest memories
of a time of laughter
a time of peace
A time without
time where no one
ever leaves
Behind
the little
girl Soldier
still at war
a
war
worth
winning
some...
...anyone's
love
yours
is most
special see
so
Please
don't leave
Your words
told
a story of
reumions and laughter
As tears fell
from my eyes
my heart
crushed
under
the weight
of
Memories
they remind me
of cruelty
of a
careless
disregard
shown
the
little girl
soldier
you had never known
she
was dying inside
from wounds deep into her soul
Only years later  
would the
Angels reveal
why
had
brought
you
there
The day
you met  
the
little girl
soldier.
The day
you ended a deadly war
You put out fires
And tore down bridges
You held my hand through 20 more years.
You are my Angel
Thank you
for being with me
From that day until this...
You held me through many troubled fits
Some lasted minutes
other years.
you never left me
YOu never grew tired
The litle girl soldier loves you still
without her tears


love
a




I think back to that moment

I once met the most beautiful girl
but she was also the most broken
she was just as shatered as the mirror I broke
because I couldnt stand my reflection.
I think she was beautiful
because her frown was the most genuine
thing that was is real in this world.
She sang once, but the birds didnt care to
sing along, because her voice was never heard
I think she was beautiful
not because she was angry, sad, hopeless,suicidal,fragile
but because she was still standing
she was beautiful because after everything
she was the only one still standing.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ! ! !
What is your purpose
to **** hundreds daily
even worst, thousands
You killed them because our beliefs didn't coincided, huh!?!
Shame on YOU
because of you my family is gone!!
my little siblings are gone
There was nothing left
but just shatered pieces of my life.
You said that your mission was *"World Peace"
And of course, every single blindfolded idiot believed you.

I don't know how  long will it take for you to get rid off us.
I guess that you are an embarrassment for your God, or whoever you workship.
Remember this words:While I'm still alive, I will hunt you down as you did to my whole family.
With my hands I'll make justice. Until then I will die knowing that my family will Rest In Peace.*
Until then

you gave me your heart
and you told me to keep it safe
mine was broken.
so I took from yours
little pieces thinking
I could fix my heart
but I was wrong
I'm giving your heart back
and I'm sorry
now your heart is smashed
and mine is still shatered
and damaged

I Love "Jess" Weirdelf Helps Me Write"

Cool Change

come to the earth though pure from doted nature a chance of fortune later
brass the sequence in infero blissfullness shattered dreams from the sleve
commercial obedience through the groove of order natural selection second guessing
going to the beach smell of fry doe at your reach hot dog & hamburgs out on the grill
Hasbro toys infection peril to the escaping noise hear the peril of sorts you see
plain selection in sight nor rear nerve is your right buried beneath the sod
emerging surfers going into the waves a shoot gun spy away...,

Dream deep as the wicker spout set off in organic sofa spout
can you believe through the brisk cold a common ornament to cue
what are we to do leaving a legacy both for you and me
dazzling me...
forever will see

shatered peak
life in the seams,
night has come the day was far spent made...
whistle through a corridor in places we go