Beauty keep chanting the ******
In a rhythm exorbitant to love
Pulling the strings of desire
While showing darkness to darkest

Apparently the appreciator
Wake up from the disgrace sleep
Start striping his own words
With a liberating humble smile

Let the universe go ****
And you too take off your clothes
Origin of the meaning of beauty
Worth all your eyes, heart and life

© shanikayrs

While I am traveling back home
I wanted to write lengthy poem
Just to jot down - I am existed

Life is a unidirectional flow
flows with the massive force
where the power enough to
destroy and uproot yourself
in an unimaginable way if you
disagree - to certain principals

Yet it is funny - the flow diverts you
and showed up the way against
and dare you to go against

If a blink of a thought is the smallest
fracture of the flow what takes us
I will dive deep into the thought
just get to know - whether it has a way
to turn it up towards the freedom
I always seeking

The sad story is keep happening
like the everything else the truth
it also showing only the illusion
and lost me in a position where
I can't find the way back home

Then just like you awaken from
sleep paralysis - I get up and then
I forcefully convince myself - the destination
will be there in minute - so be normal

Now today I am in a position
Where I can't track down myself
In the pane of universe because
neither X nor Y or the so called cross
not helping me at all
Meantime you also diagnosed me
with the overthinking complex

I should not find myself
in the same place I lost myself
but yet can anyone please answer me
with out the  exaggerated bogus
where this all go
after so many exhausted attempts of
breathing

As a foot note I want to say this
truth is also in my perspective
is an illusion where it comes
gives me the glimpse of that
everything is wonderfully
connected

Track me down and let me live
Or take me to the place I belong

© shanikayrs

To generation to generation
they have passed
the epic beauty of
Birches !

The birches
it always
brings the
green shelter
written to the name of
the God I wish to be
Sun !

The Birches
where I sit
lost and find
celestial moves
geometry and
Love !

© shanikayrs
*carved on the bark of the birch I used to climb

Where in the both dark and light
Mingled and sing happy songs
I tagged a kiss in the bits of lights
Passed to the sky with my fingertips

It will sail along with the winds
Might even through the storms and hurricanes
There at the moment time won't count
My kiss will reach to the fairy land it meant

Take it with your delicate hands
Walk into it with your fairly steps
Keep it safe in your warmest place
Until the day comes to trace me back

© shanikayrs

I am filled with so much of warm love
Wish you were here to share it , my little dove
That will chase away all your cold

shanikayrs

A broken butterfly
fallen to my world of silence
bleeding colors of her wings
started to pour through my soul
to an instance of wonder
my world lights up in color

I slowly closed my eyes
In a breath after
I found myself
flying with the butterfly
to a divine horizon

© shanikayrs

I wanted to undress you

I wanted you to crawl like a tigress
I wanted you to show me the danger

I wanted to *******
I wanted to see you dance in strawberry orchard

I wanted to here you moan
I wanted to see a red strawberry griped to your lips

I wanted to exchange vow of silence
I wanted to see you become buoyant

I wanted you to say '**** me more'
I wanted you to fill what words can not fill

I wanted to you be amoral over the codes
I wanted you to flourish like a red poppy

I wanted you to walk with me side by side
I wanted to teach you green, red and blue, black and white

I wanted the strawberry to remark our day
I wanted to see your smile and **** walk

I wanted you to be me
I wanted you to have big eyes

I wanted you
I wanted the whole you

© shanikayrs

You know flowers
Flowers wake up with sun
And some of them are different
They wake up with moon
That is the nature
What we don't know
We humans
And we do lie
We do lies
Smile even I Just lied you
With the story of flowers

shanikayrs

Stars shine on the wrinkling water
ending a journey of billion years
far across the universe
voids, dusts and many hidden secrets
you are the same
if the yesterday is gone

Stone rocks and tropical trees
made their way to glorify dusk
greeting to birds, wind and our kind kids
beauty isn't what light or the dark
you are the same
if tomorrow is gone

Glorious sun shine for himself
Lighting the Alps blue and green
Even though the lake my breath touch
Caught only to star strikes
you are the same
if you live for now

© shanikayrs

There will be a moment
we all have to climb a mountain
fight a battle and learn the art
a moment, to smile with your memories
with light and cherished heart

There will be a moment
you to fly above the all odds
what you never and never will understand
drop down the weight your body carries
even the wings letting you to fly

There will be a moment
you learn your greatness
talk to your heart conscience
close your eyes and sleep as man

There will always be a moment
you to learn the universe
feel it - accept it - be matter of it
and embrace the beauty of nothingness

There - that will be the time
you find your beginning and the
ultimate destination of the journey
you madly walked

© shanikayrs

Sometimes.
It all comes as you know it all
Meantimes
It all goes as you are all blind
If not smile what else to do
High standards or
Despair of sight
Nothing will fix
All by itself
I mean
I keep falling, hence
I wish this is to be an abyss
Or your love

shanikayrs

Just to be embrace with
Elegant sedative love
Exuberance of bliss
Uttering to the days of our lives
Orchards with sweetness
Yellow and purple flowers of truth
Recite the story they 've seen
Of the love indefinite

© shanikayrs

you are the muse
you are the sun
you are the God
the impeccable 'Him'
of the universe
boundaries never seen

© shanikayrs

Look into the horizon far far away
From the place where we've lost our pride
Warm new hopes, so much of love
Recite a poem in a melody of it's own
Beyond that line sea touches sky

© shanikayrs

Searching for awhile
Nearly half a life
Dream doesn't fade
Even middle of abyss
Word I pick
Felt like wrong
No more search
So I seek  

shanikayrs

This December
         It is too cold
               More than ever
                        Here in Oymyakon
                              A Wolf howls
                                    It is a wretched mourn
                                          Snow is falling
                                          So am I
                                           My dear love
                                           Sasha Gaze

                                        
                                             shanikayrs

Inward -
Desires at the edge of dimensional shift
Sip of a taste - just before you go there
Betrayed life to
Outward -

Let him rest
Let her cry

© shanikayrs

Live in the mystery
To all its bits and pieces
Go under sun, get dark a little
Talk to him for a while
You may missing his words
Fall in love with that big tree
Shelter to the fullest he reach
While Keep smiling green
For years and years along
Take one more breath
Deep to your soul and let it heal
Be greatful to the wonder of it
Making a moment of life alive
Though they come invisible to you
Close you eyes for a while
When yourself awake and free
See how much you beautifully see
Love and the meaning of peace

shanikayrs

In the days of Autumn
When he walk on roads alone
He stoped by to read that book
' Tale of love brining from fairy land'
Fairy came real and they fell in love
When he just finished
Reading that twenty six'th page
That exotics love and peace inside
Married them for lives after this life
Indeed that was a wedding
All this autumn witnesses
Sadly the book haven't enough pages
As him to read until to the life come next
The fairy he loves - became part of his void
Autumn is this,mix of the happy and sad
He will come to next life and wait for the fairy he loves
with the book he read and the book he would write
' Tale of love bringing from the promising land'

shanikayrs

It comes in a way loneliness to solitude
And the other way around most the time
Knowledge of life keep longing
In a place of saturate

The gurus I went after
All had cost mines of gold
Which happened to pay from very own life
Here onwards terrifying to look in

Creation and the destination
Bringing so much of mingle
To one another in bitter sweet love
What it feels is only what its capable

What now or the immortality
Where immortality hard to be found
Nothing can be given or give up
When they vouch destiny to be create

If it created why to manifest
Why challenge poor for the union
Hello big tree , green grass on thick soil
Open yourself and teach if you know

Mind where you live I don't know
Soul who you are so strange to me
Who I am I have no clue
So your grace I surrender to you

Dear big tree here I bow to you

shanikayrs

Mist in the morning
Invites December
Delicious joy sees
Greening sprouts

- shanikayrs

She said
There it is raining
Go out and get wet
I simply asked -

shanikayrs