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"shamed" poems
I am warmhearted and icy cold, with a pretty face that's getting old. I am fragile yet tough as a man, struggle thru life with no real plan. I am petite and cuss like a trucker, slightly naive, but I'm no sucker. I am a sinner with a halo of gold, an open book with secrets untold. I am a hypocrite but always play fair, a bleeding heart and I don't care. I am a mother who acts like a child, crazy, impatient and easily riled. I am spontaneous and I am a bore, forever forgiving, I still keep score. I am unstable and wonderfully wise, a ****** deviant in sweet disguise. I am creative and self-destructive naturally skilled and unproductive. I am shy and I am outspoken with a heart of stone, easily broken. I am awkward and well refined, lost, insightful and a little love-blind. I am respected and I am addicted shamed by burdens, self inflicted. I am a perfectionist and I am a slob, unbiased and shallow, an inept snob. I am nocturnal, a creature of night, blissfully ignorant, typically right. I am cautious and I have no fear, a loser and quitter, still I persevere. I am brilliant and easily amused, over-zealous and under-enthused. I am impervious with wounds to heal, an occasional liar just keepin' it real. I am weird and lovely and mean- I am what I am.......100 Aileen.
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Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 3:50 PM UTC
I Am...
If I wasn't gay would people care? Would they actually let me breath the same air? Could I actually go to school, without people being so cruel? Could I live in a world with no hate? Maybe people would love me if I was straight. It's not as easy as people think. I can't just go to a shrink. I didn't choose to be this way. You really think I'd want to be gay? I don't want attention, I don't want fame. This isn't some sort of game. I am who I am and thats okay. Most people don't see it that way. I only wish I could be the same. To have a wedding and it not be shamed. I want to have kids and not be judged. I don't want my reputation smudged. But apparently I'm different now. Sick in the head somehow. Therapy and shock treatment for something that can't be fixed. How did I get put into this mix? Toxic and tragic, that's my life. It's like I was stabbed in the back with a knife. I'm gay, what's wrong with that? I get treated like some rat. Using your holy books and your religion. To fight against something that makes no difference. I want to be a human not a punching bag. Always getting called a *** Let that word have power and it gets to you. But that words as good as whatever is stuck to the bottom of my shoe. I love being this way. I don't care what you say.
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 4:25 PM UTC
Gay
I am quick to cry and to anger and people think I'm strange. They don't see how hard I try to control it, I know I'm seen as deranged. Emotions can be overbearing and it's difficult to stay quiet when someone upsets me It's simply not easy to hide it. I guessed for a long time that the issue was with me. But I thought I could watch maybe learn their technique. For keeping a cool head when things get heated. Instead of losing it over nothing and feeling totally defeated. I was wrong it turned out. I don't have breaks I have border as in borderline personality disorder. I got a diagnosis and was incredibly afraid that people would treat me like someone who'd contracted the plague. While I wasn't right, I wasn't totally wrong, mental illness is unfortunately still mostly ignored. If I was unwell with a headache, people would ask 'Are you okay?' 'Here I've got Panadol Actifast.' But when the ills In the mind and I say 'I'm feeling down' 9 times out of 10 people get freaked out. So it's tough when you're shamed For having a disorder A lot of normal people suffer So could your son or daughter. So next time you hear someone say 'I'm feeling down.' Do me one favour and please, just don't freak out. It's hard enough already dealing with this day to day without having friends turn their backs and walk away.
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC
BPD
The photos were leaked today They were of a **** woman with brown skin Love making as she stared straight into the lenses I was showed by a man who did not know how to react once I had been shown My reaction was not shock I merely stated "That's baad" I did not know how to react to the staunch cyber-bully who was sure he was doing himself a justice by being so open about his anger at the naked, brown, humiliated, naked, shamed, beautiful I am shamed by his shaming I am naked by his ********** I am beautiful by myself sometimes Sometimes I take the tape off my camera and position it near my bloom I am not alone in this activity and yet I feel alone in an intimate situation, feel less alone, in a private situation. Sometimes I work it so that every part of my dark lips are shadowed and my fingers seem to work for a living rather than play My body is not a string It is a temple of dark things It is a ossuary filled with the dust of former lives It is not to be dangled for cats for play It has no puppet hands Or puppet face It smiles because it sees you smile And she frowns when she sees you laugh It is alive The misfortune you hope her body will bring her is shame I hope it will bring other people enlightenment The fault is not in her The fault is in the malicious, villainous, caricature of man who is hallow and made of maddening bells Every time you disturb him he rings in announcement "This lady I had once an intimate relationship and she abused me. Here is her punishment." We are all cavernous tunnels with lights to shoot out of the pins and needles sensational feelings we do not desire this but we must desire to be freed from being owned by this We all think we're exempted from shame until we are ashamed There are no exemptions, only more bells They ring, until background noise renders them obsolete to us
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Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 10:43 AM UTC
Beautiful, brown, naked, woman
The photos were leaked today They were of a **** woman with brown skin Love making as she stared straight into the lenses I was showed by a man who did not know how to react once I had been shown My reaction was not shock I merely stated "That's baad" I did not know how to react to the staunch cyber-bully who was sure he was doing himself a justice by being so open about his anger at the naked, brown, humiliated, naked, shamed, beautiful I am shamed by his shaming I am naked by his ********** I am beautiful by myself sometimes Sometimes I take the tape off my camera and position it near my bloom I am not alone in this activity and yet I feel alone in an intimate situation, feel less alone, in a private situation. Sometimes I work it so that every part of my dark lips are shadowed and my fingers seem to work for a living rather than play My body is not a string It is a temple of dark things It is a ossuary filled with the dust of former lives It is not to be dangled for cats for play It has no puppet hands Or puppet face It smiles because it sees you smile And she frowns when she sees you laugh It is alive The misfortune you hope her body will bring her is shame I hope it will bring other people enlightenment The fault is not in her The fault is in the malicious, villainous, caricature of man who is hallow and made of maddening bells Every time you disturb him he rings in announcement "This lady I had once an intimate relationship and she abused me. Here is her punishment." We are all cavernous tunnels with lights to shoot out of the pins and needles sensational feelings we do not desire this but we must desire to be freed from being owned by this We all think we're exempted from shame until we are ashamed There are no exemptions, only more bells They ring, until background noise renders them obsolete to us
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(A)ltered (B)oisterous (I)rrational (P)anic (O)ver-reactive (L)ows (A)shamed (R)ollercoaster (M)ental (I)mpulsive (N)on-existent (D)esperate The mind is lost on a raft to nowhere...
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Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 9:45 AM UTC
A Bipolar Mind
Something I never understand, (but ponder quite a lot) is how boys get away with things that girls simply cannot. A man can boast about his feats, and all pronounce him clever, but a woman is conceited if she speaks of her endeavor. And tell me, why is 'bachelor' a more attractive word than the female term of 'spinster' and the concept that's inferred? It's this gender inequality that renders women shamed by the ****** exploitation for which they're always blamed. Whilst men are given status for the women they've undressed, so after this, please tell me now; which gender has it best?
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Dec 11, 2013
Dec 11, 2013 at 6:10 PM UTC
Gender Wars
I wear these new scars Because of you With your pin ***** kiss Making my lips burn Your bare bones weaken me so Perhaps we could wipe the dust off I would be gentle and new We hide in the darkness of how we lived I want to heal the brokenness  in my heart Into my veins as the blood explodes As your hand collides with my face again I trying to strive and  find myself some faith Broken and wounded But the seductive whirl I can't seem to purge My heart is dying I feel shamed The ghosts that live in my stomach Try to consume my mind Dazed eyes that can't cry Through fields of regret Wisps of me fly away Not much left to say The whimpers disappear from my lips A quiet poison that captures me Farewell to those whom I admired Farewell blackened eyes Farewell to a broken life I'll have you know I'm finally free
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Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 11:49 PM UTC
Seductive Whirl
They say be skinny but not too skinny. They say be girly and lady like, for that is pretty. They say be curvy but only in the right places. They say always have a smile on your faces. Who made such rules? Who were these people so cruel? Why can't I just be me? Slowly in my head the truth starts to creep. They too were never accepted for who they were. They too were shamed for every freckle, every curve. It is not their fault entirely, now I see. They just don't want us to face the hate they had to feel. In the process of getting the world to like us though, we started hating our own bodies. Taught to be somebody's instead of somebodies. Is it alright that they won't let us be ourselves? Shouldn't they know better since they've been through it themselves? The world before them changed them, got into their head. But we must not give in, or the real us will be dead.
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Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 4:00 AM UTC
must not give in.
The beating of a heart As my head lay on his chest Entangled in one another, both body and mind The beating heart continuing on. A new sensation in the veins. The both of them felt it. And a shimmer of laughter painted their faces The same physical tiredness growing Mutual feelings And with that a fiery new seed planted in their hearts. Chemicals were flowing through the veins In the aftermath of the raging fires of their hearts. The breaths began to slow. As the electricity built up in the thick air. She ran her hands through his hair While his arms held her body Tight enough to press her figure against his own Snuggling the two into one. Starlight peeked through the dense forest But other than the dim light, the two lovers are alone. She marvels at such strong feelings she shares for this boy But cannot help but continue on to wonder why such a beautiful experience Is so heavily shamed upon by society. That is not for her to worry now though. And so to the soft murmur of music With nothing but love in each other's hearts, Deep sleep kissed her cheek As he detached himself from her. But for once she was not worried about his departure For they were now connected, Both were aware, Neither was scared or holding back. They were truly in love.
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 7:57 PM UTC
Untitled
I was told I was fat. Shamed for my body, called names and all that. I learnt to hate myself by them at that time. They made me feel like being a little curvy was a crime. So I started working on getting thinner, not for health or fitness though. But because I thought that way I would be loved and accepted more. I finally did become slimmer and i was happy. I slowly started to regain the confidence that they had mercilessly stolen from me. And just as it started getting a tad bit better, I was shamed for being short. Couldn't they just let me live my life in peace or what?! They crushed the little confidence i had gotten back. Again in their stupid circle of high expectations and "physical beauty is true beauty" I was trapped. I worked on getting taller everyday. Crying myself to sleep when nothing worked at the end of the day. And so they taught me time and time again to hate my body. And I know I did, I am so sorry. They said my acne was ugly and it needed to be hidden. Going anywhere without makeup or not dressing girly enough was forbidden. "No do not sit like that, talk like this, wear this not that, always smile." They said these horrible things and silly me, I actually listened for a while. But one day I decided I did not care. So what if I didn't have what they called the "perfect figure" or the nicest hair? I loved myself and that was it. I was beautiful whether or not they believed it. It was not an easy fight. But I think I did alright. They still say things all the time. But I've grown to listen to just one voice, mine.
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Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 3:30 PM UTC
i fought.
I was told I was fat. Shamed for my body, called names and all that. I learnt to hate myself by them at that time. They made me feel like being a little curvy was a crime. So I started working on getting thinner, not for health or fitness though. But because I thought that way I would be loved and accepted more. I finally did become slimmer and i was happy. I slowly started to regain the confidence that they had mercilessly stolen from me. And just as it started getting a tad bit better, I was shamed for being short. Couldn't they just let me live my life in peace or what?! They crushed the little confidence i had gotten back. Again in their stupid circle of high expectations and "physical beauty is true beauty" I was trapped. I worked on getting taller everyday. Crying myself to sleep when nothing worked at the end of the day. And so they taught me time and time again to hate my body. And I know I did, I am so sorry. They said my acne was ugly and it needed to be hidden. Going anywhere without makeup or not dressing girly enough was forbidden. "No do not sit like that, talk like this, wear this not that, always smile." They said these horrible things and silly me, I actually listened for a while. But one day I decided I did not care. So what if I didn't have what they called the "perfect figure" or the nicest hair? I loved myself and that was it. I was beautiful whether or not they believed it. It was not an easy fight. But I think I did alright. They still say things all the time. But I've grown to listen to just one voice, mine.
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'tis a sad sad tale of woe of which I sing of gods and godesses and their lessening how forlorn the goddess Ceres once loved by all and wooed by many when unprovoked and unforeseen a war was wrought 'gainst fair queen caught unawares her throne assailed her forces scattered 'twas all unfair cast down she was from lofty throne no longer crowned no more beloved pierced thru with many thorns belittled and besmirched her reputation and now her station lost far beyond re-incarnation silently she slips away lost and near forgotten wounded and rarely seen her sullen thoughts of malice reign shamed and bleeding plotting her revenge till time and chance provide the proper circumstance then all the thorns that pierced her thru she shook as many blades and hurled those bitter barbs as one 'gainst Hades' mighty gates shaken he from his dark slumber his rallied forces armed in numbers their banners raised on solar breezes as trumpets blare thru breathless reaches voices shout in protestation slide rules locked in astrometric calculations oh see how Ceres scorned and mocked has wrought her rotting vengeance on Pluto's frozen rocks "Oh woe to thee my Persephone flee thee now to thy father's house for thy husband's hearth hath been broken and Hades' home now just a token My lofty edifice a shattered wrack an' all that's left 'tis a humble wretched shack" Pic Poem https://www.pix-star.com/media/cache_local/download/23fc881b88e812947b061094f5694d32/JPlutoThouHastFallen-e52.jpg .
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Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
Pluto, Thou Hast Fallen
'tis a sad sad tale of woe of which I sing of gods and godesses and their lessening how forlorn the goddess Ceres once loved by all and wooed by many when unprovoked and unforeseen a war was wrought 'gainst fair queen caught unawares her throne assailed her forces scattered 'twas all unfair cast down she was from lofty throne no longer crowned no more beloved pierced thru with many thorns belittled and besmirched her reputation and now her station lost far beyond re-incarnation silently she slips away lost and near forgotten wounded and rarely seen her sullen thoughts of malice reign shamed and bleeding plotting her revenge till time and chance provide the proper circumstance then all the thorns that pierced her thru she shook as many blades and hurled those bitter barbs as one 'gainst Hades' mighty gates shaken he from his dark slumber his rallied forces armed in numbers their banners raised on solar breezes as trumpets blare thru breathless reaches voices shout in protestation slide rules locked in astrometric calculations oh see how Ceres scorned and mocked has wrought her rotting vengeance on Pluto's frozen rocks "Oh woe to thee my Persephone flee thee now to thy father's house for thy husband's hearth hath been broken and Hades' home now just a token My lofty edifice a shattered wrack an' all that's left 'tis a humble wretched shack" Pic Poem https://www.pix-star.com/media/cache_local/download/23fc881b88e812947b061094f5694d32/JPlutoThouHastFallen-e52.jpg .
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Hear the LION'S ROAR As the many indignant souls Find themselves restored In his majestic presence As he rattles the very fabric Of this world as many Broken men become renewed Their fractured parts Collect in the melting *** Of the Lions stare So let us all dare To live life like a Lion Lounging in the sun Owning and surveying His beautiful life Storing great forces Reservoirs of strength To pounce and punch Soft pads of silent stealth Gather for all his wealth His appetite strong He honors every parts of self But there is no where To hide in the cats eye stare As my many fumbling phoney selves Dissolve in his melting glare As I am shamed by a look As I approach life like a crook My procrastinating belly exposed In my lack luster display As I breath a contempt For my precious life Standing strong in stature And rich in golden shine Radiating with a presence Of Absolute rule The air washed with A bristly respect A natural pride Beams with a beauty Freed from all that is false His being effortlessly Embraces the fields Of his own nature As I am silenced by The strangle hold of this Bitter dysfunctional world Tightened by a Multitude of silent gestures I sit to listen To the LION'S ROAR I feel my throat burst My gagged tongue freed My choked throat Beams like the sun As I softly delve In to the LION'S ROAR An open infinity Cuts my many collars Releasing my self expression As a thousand trap doors Open in me Learning from the loving LION Our self expression freed And our appetite renewed We live a new adventure
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Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 5:13 PM UTC
THE LION'S ROAR
Hear the LION'S ROAR As the many indignant souls Find themselves restored In his majestic presence As he rattles the very fabric Of this world as many Broken men become renewed Their fractured parts Collect in the melting *** Of the Lions stare So let us all dare To live life like a Lion Lounging in the sun Owning and surveying His beautiful life Storing great forces Reservoirs of strength To pounce and punch Soft pads of silent stealth Gather for all his wealth His appetite strong He honors every parts of self But there is no where To hide in the cats eye stare As my many fumbling phoney selves Dissolve in his melting glare As I am shamed by a look As I approach life like a crook My procrastinating belly exposed In my lack luster display As I breath a contempt For my precious life Standing strong in stature And rich in golden shine Radiating with a presence Of Absolute rule The air washed with A bristly respect A natural pride Beams with a beauty Freed from all that is false His being effortlessly Embraces the fields Of his own nature As I am silenced by The strangle hold of this Bitter dysfunctional world Tightened by a Multitude of silent gestures I sit to listen To the LION'S ROAR I feel my throat burst My gagged tongue freed My choked throat Beams like the sun As I softly delve In to the LION'S ROAR An open infinity Cuts my many collars Releasing my self expression As a thousand trap doors Open in me Learning from the loving LION Our self expression freed And our appetite renewed We live a new adventure
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In 1963 Mahalia prodded the good reverend... “tell them about the dream Martin” transfixed on a yonder time he recounted prophecies of a near future from a mountaintop he foretold a history of a people returned again to gardens of paradise thriving in friendly democratic soils overflowing with a colorful biodiversity governed and nurtured with a vibrant sunshine of divine justice welcoming all weary sojourners... from the pinnacle of a Birmingham jail cell Martin burst the bars with the clarion peel of a golden trumpet proclaiming the gospel of liberation to the wardens of unholy gulags “free yourselves” the horn emblazoned in streaking lightning across the sky cowed by prophetic truths of righteousness, shamed by lies the pride of arrogance bespeaks to placate the intransigence of dominion, we prayed the the walls of racism, bigotry, prejudice would tumble down as Martin lit the Battle of Jericho today our country’s profit driven gulags overflow with people of color as justice lingers on death row begging for a plea bargain of a life sentence in solitary confinement... from the ****** Sunday Bridge in Selma, Martin offered a prayer for peace, rebuking the dogs of war admonishing the tenders of blood thirsty machines to beat the gears of war into pruning hooks and plowshares advocates of peace hope to steer the plow across the battlefields of acrimony to sow rich seeds of reconciliation, planting new gardens where the rich yields of peace will be consumed by all God's children yet these gardens remain unplanted, untended and defiled by the machinery of war that churns churns, churns... Martin last dream occurred on a balcony in Memphis witnessing to the divinity of those considered untouchable after a hard days work collecting a city’s refuse he insisted all labor was worthy of dignity and the economic justice of a fair wage Martin looked squarely into the eye of the gun sights of those who thought differently he never blinked, he dreamed Martin formed his last testament to an angry nation yearning for the reconciliation of stability and peace, unmoved that it’s violence, exploitation and bigotry only stoke bonfires of acrimony and division, condemning the reprobate principality to the bleakness of a smoldering discontent and continued generations of recurring nightmares… Martin's dream continues in awakened hearts sojourning on Music Selection: Mahalia Jackson Joshua Fit the Battle of Jericho MLK Day 2014 Oakland
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Jan 20, 2014
Jan 20, 2014 at 3:38 PM UTC
Martin Dreamed (WIP)
In 1963 Mahalia prodded the good reverend... “tell them about the dream Martin” transfixed on a yonder time he recounted prophecies of a near future from a mountaintop he foretold a history of a people returned again to gardens of paradise thriving in friendly democratic soils overflowing with a colorful biodiversity governed and nurtured with a vibrant sunshine of divine justice welcoming all weary sojourners... from the pinnacle of a Birmingham jail cell Martin burst the bars with the clarion peel of a golden trumpet proclaiming the gospel of liberation to the wardens of unholy gulags “free yourselves” the horn emblazoned in streaking lightning across the sky cowed by prophetic truths of righteousness, shamed by lies the pride of arrogance bespeaks to placate the intransigence of dominion, we prayed the the walls of racism, bigotry, prejudice would tumble down as Martin lit the Battle of Jericho today our country’s profit driven gulags overflow with people of color as justice lingers on death row begging for a plea bargain of a life sentence in solitary confinement... from the ****** Sunday Bridge in Selma, Martin offered a prayer for peace, rebuking the dogs of war admonishing the tenders of blood thirsty machines to beat the gears of war into pruning hooks and plowshares advocates of peace hope to steer the plow across the battlefields of acrimony to sow rich seeds of reconciliation, planting new gardens where the rich yields of peace will be consumed by all God's children yet these gardens remain unplanted, untended and defiled by the machinery of war that churns churns, churns... Martin last dream occurred on a balcony in Memphis witnessing to the divinity of those considered untouchable after a hard days work collecting a city’s refuse he insisted all labor was worthy of dignity and the economic justice of a fair wage Martin looked squarely into the eye of the gun sights of those who thought differently he never blinked, he dreamed Martin formed his last testament to an angry nation yearning for the reconciliation of stability and peace, unmoved that it’s violence, exploitation and bigotry only stoke bonfires of acrimony and division, condemning the reprobate principality to the bleakness of a smoldering discontent and continued generations of recurring nightmares… Martin's dream continues in awakened hearts sojourning on Music Selection: Mahalia Jackson Joshua Fit the Battle of Jericho MLK Day 2014 Oakland
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I didn't ask for this life. I did not chose to be a woman. But I am a woman, and I will not be shamed. Us women did not ask to be treated different. We did not chose to be judged. But we are, and we will not let it effect us. Women did not asked to be whistled at when walking down the street, Or looked down on because our outfits are provocative. But we are, and we are trying to fight back. We women do not want to have *** with you, no matter what were wearing or how drunk we are. We women do not want to be attacked for saying no. But we are being ***** and we are being hurt. We will not take it any more, we will be heard.
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Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 10:35 AM UTC
Feminism
Led down from the tower Head high and hands bound Blindfold declined against the wall Black square pinned to his heart Eyes afire and shining proud He sang... He sang of Caruso, Townes Van Zandt Pavarotti, Bocelli, Mercury, Carreras, he sang of Antoine, Of Sinatra, Lennon, Morrison, Redding He sang and songbirds paused in flight He sang like them all He sang a song of himself Of leaves of grass, of second comings Of Byron, and Bharti, and Cummings He sang of Neruda, and Plath, Tagore Dickinson, Kamala Das and Naidu Oh, he sang of them all He sang of art and beauty Of Mona Lisa and starry nights Girls in green dresses and pearls He sang of Van Gogh, of Picasso Of Rembrandt, da Vinci He sang of Michelangelo He sang of sadness, pain He sang of My Lai, Sand Creek Of Guernica and Krystallnacht He cried and sang of Wounded Knee Of Katyn Forest, Sabra and Shatila Oh, he wept as he sang He sang of history and wonders He sang of Olduvai and pyramids Machu Picchu, Tikal, and Angkor Wat He sang of a great wall, the Taj Mahal Stonehenge, Easter Isle, Mesa Verde His song took us to them all He sang of courage A song of Bunker Hill, Gettysburg Of the Alamo, Normandy, Stalingrad Of Lincoln, Guevara and Dr. King He sang of Bolivar, Bhutto, Ghandi He shamed us with their song He sang his song... As women sighed and peasants cried He  sang until the rifles fired, he died Songbirds fell from the sky Soldiers broke their guns on stones And marched into the deep blue sea. r ~ 4/12/14
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 7:05 PM UTC
Song
Led down from the tower Head high and hands bound Blindfold declined against the wall Black square pinned to his heart Eyes afire and shining proud He sang... He sang of Caruso, Townes Van Zandt Pavarotti, Bocelli, Mercury, Carreras, he sang of Antoine, Of Sinatra, Lennon, Morrison, Redding He sang and songbirds paused in flight He sang like them all He sang a song of himself Of leaves of grass, of second comings Of Byron, and Bharti, and Cummings He sang of Neruda, and Plath, Tagore Dickinson, Kamala Das and Naidu Oh, he sang of them all He sang of art and beauty Of Mona Lisa and starry nights Girls in green dresses and pearls He sang of Van Gogh, of Picasso Of Rembrandt, da Vinci He sang of Michelangelo He sang of sadness, pain He sang of My Lai, Sand Creek Of Guernica and Krystallnacht He cried and sang of Wounded Knee Of Katyn Forest, Sabra and Shatila Oh, he wept as he sang He sang of history and wonders He sang of Olduvai and pyramids Machu Picchu, Tikal, and Angkor Wat He sang of a great wall, the Taj Mahal Stonehenge, Easter Isle, Mesa Verde His song took us to them all He sang of courage A song of Bunker Hill, Gettysburg Of the Alamo, Normandy, Stalingrad Of Lincoln, Guevara and Dr. King He sang of Bolivar, Bhutto, Ghandi He shamed us with their song He sang his song... As women sighed and peasants cried He  sang until the rifles fired, he died Songbirds fell from the sky Soldiers broke their guns on stones And marched into the deep blue sea. r ~ 4/12/14
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I had a collar once Of black leather and sky blue fur And it fit me snugly It was all I could ask for. When my thoughts rampaged As they do very second of everyday I'd wrap it round my neck And the noise would fade. They called me a freak. They looked at me in disgust, I was shamed Because they don't understand The need to be tamed. Whether round my neck Or around my wrists and ankles Without a tether, I fret Thus, for that collar, I am thankful. I once felt guilt Worse than any other pain It weighed me down As though it waterlogged my brain. And all I wished Was to atone For a whip To sing to my bones. *"Why invite pain? God, she's disgusting? She's ******* insane!"* The words said to me. But how could they know How much I wanted to cry? How much I wanted discipline To ease the guilt in my mind? I once heard a scream And it scampered down my spine Like it was a living, sentient being Infiltrating my mind. And I'm sure I'd be a pariah If I ever told anyone I wanted to cause that scream To make it sound like painful salvation. I once cried I hurt myself as comfort And the feeling of that pain Was so very sweet and so very short And they'd call me a fool Yet I still crave pain And they'd think of me badly For what I can't contain. See, I'm far from vanilla I'm far from innocence Because all life gave me Was cold and cimmerian. There's a word for what I do A lovely acronym And it's so far from vanilla Most describe it as a sin.
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Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 8:41 PM UTC
Far From Vanilla
PROMETHEUS (alone) O holy Aether, and swift-winged Winds, And River-wells, and laughter innumerous Of yon Sea-waves! Earth, mother of us all, And all-viewing cyclic Sun, I cry on you,-- Behold me a god, what I endure from gods! Behold, with throe on throe, How, wasted by this woe, I wrestle down the myriad years of Time! Behold, how fast around me The new King of the happy ones sublime Has flung the chain he forged, has shamed and bound me! Woe, woe! to-day's woe and the coming morrow's I cover with one groan. And where is found me A limit to these sorrows? And yet what word do I say? I have foreknown Clearly all things that should be; nothing done Comes sudden to my soul--and I must bear What is ordained with patience, being aware Necessity doth front the universe With an invincible gesture. Yet this curse Which strikes me now, I find it hard to brave In silence or in speech. Because I gave Honor to mortals, I have yoked my soul To this compelling fate. Because I stole The secret fount of fire, whose bubbles went Over the ferrule's brim, and manward sent Art's mighty means and perfect rudiment, That sin I expiate in this agony, Hung here in fetters, 'neath the blanching sky. Ah, ah me! what a sound, What a fragrance sweeps up from a pinion unseen Of a god, or a mortal, or nature between, Sweeping up to this rock where the earth has her bound, To have sight of my pangs, or some guerdon obtain-- Lo, a god in the anguish, a god in the chain! The god Zeus hateth sore, And his gods hate again, As many as tread on his glorified floor, Because I loved mortals too much evermore. Alas me! what a murmur and motion I hear, As of birds flying near! And the air undersings The light stroke of their wings-- And all life that approaches I wait for in fear.
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The Complaint Of Prometheus
PROMETHEUS (alone) O holy Aether, and swift-winged Winds, And River-wells, and laughter innumerous Of yon Sea-waves! Earth, mother of us all, And all-viewing cyclic Sun, I cry on you,-- Behold me a god, what I endure from gods! Behold, with throe on throe, How, wasted by this woe, I wrestle down the myriad years of Time! Behold, how fast around me The new King of the happy ones sublime Has flung the chain he forged, has shamed and bound me! Woe, woe! to-day's woe and the coming morrow's I cover with one groan. And where is found me A limit to these sorrows? And yet what word do I say? I have foreknown Clearly all things that should be; nothing done Comes sudden to my soul--and I must bear What is ordained with patience, being aware Necessity doth front the universe With an invincible gesture. Yet this curse Which strikes me now, I find it hard to brave In silence or in speech. Because I gave Honor to mortals, I have yoked my soul To this compelling fate. Because I stole The secret fount of fire, whose bubbles went Over the ferrule's brim, and manward sent Art's mighty means and perfect rudiment, That sin I expiate in this agony, Hung here in fetters, 'neath the blanching sky. Ah, ah me! what a sound, What a fragrance sweeps up from a pinion unseen Of a god, or a mortal, or nature between, Sweeping up to this rock where the earth has her bound, To have sight of my pangs, or some guerdon obtain-- Lo, a god in the anguish, a god in the chain! The god Zeus hateth sore, And his gods hate again, As many as tread on his glorified floor, Because I loved mortals too much evermore. Alas me! what a murmur and motion I hear, As of birds flying near! And the air undersings The light stroke of their wings-- And all life that approaches I wait for in fear.
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To Selene: Rare a night, her gentle grace is not seen; Live long torches, shamed, by her beauty’s gleam! The Queen of night, my heart, she reigns supreme. Floating high in deep, black lakes of my dreams, Softly she gazes down past thick and thin; Distant is her love as we skin to skin; Fooled, my fervent stretch is never within, Her affection for me, I’ll never win. My heart, her misfortune can only reap This last choice—wound us both more than my weep! For her sympathy, my eternal sleep! Now like me, may her woe forever keep. By day miss her and dream of her by noon Forever, rest in heart, my dear honey, moon
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Jun 23, 2017
Jun 23, 2017 at 7:29 PM UTC
Endymion's Letter
i beg for other people’s *** stories, because i am broken and unloved... and when boys snarl,                              i feel alone, although i know that they are just laughing... and i’ve found that womanhood is half shame before everything else, so i can only notice how other girls wave their successes above my head, as though being ****** is a prize and being loved is an end game, that screams GAME OVER in bright red. i will take my silence over your lifestyle any day, despite the fact that i still cry when you leave.
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Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 3:10 PM UTC
too many girls write poems about how they’ve been body shamed
Three sang of love together: one with lips Crimson, with cheeks and ***** in a glow, Flushed to the yellow hair and finger-tips; And one there sang who soft and smooth as snow Bloomed like a tinted hyacinth at a show; And one was blue with famine after love, Who like a harpstring snapped rang harsh and low The burden of what those were singing of. One shamed herself in love; one temperately Grew gross in soulless love, a sluggish wife; One famished died for love. Thus two of three Took death for love and won him after strife; One droned in sweetness like a fattened bee: All on the threshold, yet all short of life.
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A Triad
A dream once was had-- for two to be equal, For this is the land of the free, Free for you; free for me. Often we hide our faces, as if we were the ones shamed. Instead of standing up with another, Repelling awful names. Silence has a power, often more than sound. Silence tunes your true voice, Silence shakes the ground. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. Young students go to school, all shades of different skin. We all threw rocks and names, Wanting equality was their sin. Did it matter? Their race was who they were. A few rose voices, Others’ silences were fists furled. What does it matter, of what color their skin? Here comes another battle. Here it comes again. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. If one was gay, would he not be a being? Should you let others mock? Does silence stop the grieving? No, the pain is still there, still loud. The silence is louder. Silence is all around. The names, the hate, all can be repressed. Silence is the fermata. Silence has the stress. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. What is the solution, to this lack of sound? Simple. Make it loud. A word of hope, ringing upon new ears. A word of sympathy, Erasing all the fear. A smile, a hug, a song, a dream, All to be had, All to be seen. Shout against repression, against hate. For we are all equal, All the same final fate. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. Stand together, as one. Make the stand. Stop silence, create music, Ring it through the land. With your words create harmony, create rhyme. Create thirds and fifths, Stronger than the flow of time. Why must we stand alone? Aren’t we all brothers? Did our ancestors fight? Protecting our dear mother? Hand in hand we’ll rise, voices speak as one. Cruelness and evil gone, Silence on the run. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. If we do not help each other, then who will assist? Together we will rise, Or fall together into the abyss. Gay or straight, or be it black or white, Whether you believe in god, We’re all human, right? We all feel, we all hear and see. We can all make words, We all breathe. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. So why must we be made different, called by our opinions or race? Why must we be judged, Simply by our face? No more, I shout. No more the hate. No more discrimination. This is our fate. No more injustice, social and the silence. No more acts of anger. No more senseless violence. Let brothers protect brothers, let friends be friends, For we are only human. The same mortal end. Let sisters love their sisters, let strangers be strangers no more. For we are only human. Our heart is our core. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. I will stand alone, if that is what it takes. I will raise my voice, Singing with quick haste. I will be the difference, the smile to the weak. I will help protect, Helping shield the meek. I will celebrate the differences, that make you and me. I will turn the lock, My voice will be the key. Soon my friends will join, creating a choir of light, Singing against the hate, Harmonies strike the night. Silence will not be my tool, silence is not my friend. I will make my voice count. I will make this hate end. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead.
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Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 8:54 PM UTC
Silence Marks the Dead
A dream once was had-- for two to be equal, For this is the land of the free, Free for you; free for me. Often we hide our faces, as if we were the ones shamed. Instead of standing up with another, Repelling awful names. Silence has a power, often more than sound. Silence tunes your true voice, Silence shakes the ground. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. Young students go to school, all shades of different skin. We all threw rocks and names, Wanting equality was their sin. Did it matter? Their race was who they were. A few rose voices, Others’ silences were fists furled. What does it matter, of what color their skin? Here comes another battle. Here it comes again. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. If one was gay, would he not be a being? Should you let others mock? Does silence stop the grieving? No, the pain is still there, still loud. The silence is louder. Silence is all around. The names, the hate, all can be repressed. Silence is the fermata. Silence has the stress. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. What is the solution, to this lack of sound? Simple. Make it loud. A word of hope, ringing upon new ears. A word of sympathy, Erasing all the fear. A smile, a hug, a song, a dream, All to be had, All to be seen. Shout against repression, against hate. For we are all equal, All the same final fate. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. Stand together, as one. Make the stand. Stop silence, create music, Ring it through the land. With your words create harmony, create rhyme. Create thirds and fifths, Stronger than the flow of time. Why must we stand alone? Aren’t we all brothers? Did our ancestors fight? Protecting our dear mother? Hand in hand we’ll rise, voices speak as one. Cruelness and evil gone, Silence on the run. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. If we do not help each other, then who will assist? Together we will rise, Or fall together into the abyss. Gay or straight, or be it black or white, Whether you believe in god, We’re all human, right? We all feel, we all hear and see. We can all make words, We all breathe. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. So why must we be made different, called by our opinions or race? Why must we be judged, Simply by our face? No more, I shout. No more the hate. No more discrimination. This is our fate. No more injustice, social and the silence. No more acts of anger. No more senseless violence. Let brothers protect brothers, let friends be friends, For we are only human. The same mortal end. Let sisters love their sisters, let strangers be strangers no more. For we are only human. Our heart is our core. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead. I will stand alone, if that is what it takes. I will raise my voice, Singing with quick haste. I will be the difference, the smile to the weak. I will help protect, Helping shield the meek. I will celebrate the differences, that make you and me. I will turn the lock, My voice will be the key. Soon my friends will join, creating a choir of light, Singing against the hate, Harmonies strike the night. Silence will not be my tool, silence is not my friend. I will make my voice count. I will make this hate end. Silence is the foe, when words need to be said. Silence is the killer. Silence marks the dead.
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You know who you are Bruised Peaches Those hit, hidden Shamed Belittled and bitten By the very people we loved most Mocked For staying with the bearers of our Bruises We warrior spouses Some of the peaches are lucky we rolled from the pain baskets Others have to stay for seedlings This particular peach After years of bruises Nearly got squished between the fingers of a bruise bearer And I'm bitter mush But I'm still whole And all the while He whispered, I love you, I love you little peach He gave me a seedling She grew and with her My knowledge grew It took the kingsmens axe To cut me from that dead tree But thank God This peach, is free ~A
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Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 8:16 AM UTC
For The Bruised Peaches