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"secrecy" poems
Elephant seals gross and flabby ignorant of protocol ponderously scratch. Uniformed unicorns importune tame peacocks wearing pink petticoats. Fluted columns fade at twilight into the secrecy of a passing thought. Toy soldiers on parade fragile, glittering lost.
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Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 1:09 AM UTC
Curiosity
What does quality time together mean When everybody's glued to their smartphones Mom and dad buy new gadgets and forget each other... again. Meals are left cold on the dining table Nobody pays attention to homecooked meals anymore Food is rather thrown in the bin or reheat again and again... What is the value of mom's kitchen when Domino's Pizza can be ordered via online? The magicof smartphones... Homes aren't cozy place for us anymore Everybody enjoys secrecy... privacy... Living far  apart but breathing under the same roof.... Dear daughter comes home in tears Dinner date a sheer disaster, she said... He checks his Whatsapp notifications every now and then...and smiling reading his messages.., A total shame... Technology is meant for convinience sake Same time rapidly ruins our everyday life What has happenened to real conversations? Hiding behind the sophisticated gadgets What good is that? Get rid of of your latest Samsung and show your true face...
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May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 5:29 PM UTC
Smartphones
That relatable gay dream of running away, Wind blowing through what's left of your hair, the first ties to be cut. That relatable gay fear, questions you'd rather not asked and that subsequent relatable gay sorrow after the answers. That relatable gay loneliness, all hollow spaces and devoted secrecy. Bitten back tongues and hidden colors. That relatable gay moment of finding love in your friends. Not the kind that you kiss but the kind you hold dear in the night, as tears drip from cheeks to shoulders. That relatable gay plan of holidays with your other gay friends, a real family, the one who would love you no matter what. Cheers and queers and all too far away. That relatable gay longing for love- true love- Like the kind they never show in fairytales, Real and supportive, never hidden away or forgotten. That relatable gay anger, Boiling from injustice always under the surface, Waiting to erupt in pointless shouts of grief for a world that was not built for me. That relatable gay exhaustion, hostile slurs and benignant apathy blending together into a reality of unending fights just to keep on existing. So when someone asks me what makes you a community I show them all those relatable gay moments of anguish and loss, of solemn support and stolen minutes. And I tell them of how terrible it is that they are so very relatable, But how wonderful it is that we could at least live through them together.
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Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 12:03 PM UTC
That Relatable Gay Moment
Onion, luminous flask, your beauty formed petal by petal, crystal scales expanded you and in the secrecy of the dark earth your belly grew round with dew. Under the earth the miracle happened and when your clumsy green stem appeared, and your leaves were born like swords in the garden, the earth heaped up her power showing your naked transparency, and as the remote sea in lifting the ******* of Aphrodite duplicating the magnolia, so did the earth make you, onion clear as a planet and destined to shine, constant constellation, round rose of water, upon the table of the poor. You make us cry without hurting us. I have praised everything that exists, but to me, onion, you are more beautiful than a bird of dazzling feathers, heavenly globe, platinum goblet, unmoving dance of the snowy anemone and the fragrance of the earth lives in your crystalline nature.
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Ode To The Onion
There is no such thing as a child of an alcoholic. There are children, and then there are alcoholics. One will never harmonize with the other. Because alcoholics are never parents. They are shells, empty casings of love mixed with a burning taste of whiskey. They are echoes of slurred, “Goodnight, I love you.” and “See you in the morning.” Each word filled with love, but blinded by the haze of liquor, so strong it fills your eyes with tears. But most importantly, a child of an alcoholic will never be a child. No matter their age, they have gained the experience of those five times their age. They have watched life end with each tip of the bottle, but begin again when the sun breaks through their window. I read stories about children who spend their days without a care in the world. And as a child, I wanted nothing more than that for myself. I wanted the carelessness, not the impossible burden of responsibility and secrecy that I held, hand in hand with resentment and hatred for the people who raised me. There is no such thing as a child of an alcoholic. It’s not that we don’t exist— we do. But a child will never be a child when their parents can never be a parent.
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Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 9:24 PM UTC
children of alcoholics don't exist
An enigmatic smile she’s dressed with to chant mystery, Poets and bards with their magical poesy tried the mystery, Philosophers and thinkers broke their minds to unravel the secrecy, Scientists and law makers built hypotheses and verdicts to read hers, Painters and sculptors fatigued with their colours and clay, Actors and directors enacted to unknot the thread of obscurity. Odes and epics, long-written, attempted to sing Lisa’s Smile; But reflections of their beloveds’ smile read in their verses, Philosophies and thoughts expressed in huge volumes; But less understood even the painter’s invention, Theories and laws built around Science and Law; But little is the outcome of their propositions sans the mystery, Colours and clay played on mighty imaginative realms; But Mona Lisa ne’er spoke of her mystery Smile. Enactments on massive stages thrilled the collective audiences; But Mona Lisa hid the mystery of her Smile. I walked around the garden of poetry with fragrance of mystery, I saw a poem in her distinctive beauty ruling my mind’s eye. She smiled at my heart and in turn my heart smiled at her, Her smile taught me a mystery and it took time to read it; Yet there was a veil betwixt us, and I took my plume to write. She took my heart unto her, and I romped in joy. She’s been decked with melody and rhymes, And the string of verses stretched beyond the horizon, Where the mystery of Lisa’s Smile be found. She took me with her beyond the horizon, And I followed her with no utterance till our destination. She laughed at me for my silence; Yet she smiled unto me; but her smile looked unfathomable. She smiled and smiled at me; yet she had no utterance for me; She looked a little bit puzzling unto me, and I had no answer; Yet her smile dwelled in me, and I invoked the Muse of Poetry. “Thou art to be a silent lover, and her smile is the answer unto thee, She’s the Mona Lisa; she can’t speak, but smile and smile.” I lay on the soil of the kingdom of poetry, imbibing Lisa’s Smile, I adorn her smile; I worship her smile; I revere her smile, Let me not move away from the garden of poetry Till Lisa’s Smile is translated unto me. I waited and waited and I found the answer: Lisa smiles and her smile is the love of silence. My heart rests in silence that her love is felt within. She uttered into me:”Speak not, but love with smile, And that the mystery of my Smile and my Smile lasts.” I know why Mona Lisa smiles. She loves me with her silent Smile.
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Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 5:17 AM UTC
Why Does Mona Lisa Smile?
An enigmatic smile she’s dressed with to chant mystery, Poets and bards with their magical poesy tried the mystery, Philosophers and thinkers broke their minds to unravel the secrecy, Scientists and law makers built hypotheses and verdicts to read hers, Painters and sculptors fatigued with their colours and clay, Actors and directors enacted to unknot the thread of obscurity. Odes and epics, long-written, attempted to sing Lisa’s Smile; But reflections of their beloveds’ smile read in their verses, Philosophies and thoughts expressed in huge volumes; But less understood even the painter’s invention, Theories and laws built around Science and Law; But little is the outcome of their propositions sans the mystery, Colours and clay played on mighty imaginative realms; But Mona Lisa ne’er spoke of her mystery Smile. Enactments on massive stages thrilled the collective audiences; But Mona Lisa hid the mystery of her Smile. I walked around the garden of poetry with fragrance of mystery, I saw a poem in her distinctive beauty ruling my mind’s eye. She smiled at my heart and in turn my heart smiled at her, Her smile taught me a mystery and it took time to read it; Yet there was a veil betwixt us, and I took my plume to write. She took my heart unto her, and I romped in joy. She’s been decked with melody and rhymes, And the string of verses stretched beyond the horizon, Where the mystery of Lisa’s Smile be found. She took me with her beyond the horizon, And I followed her with no utterance till our destination. She laughed at me for my silence; Yet she smiled unto me; but her smile looked unfathomable. She smiled and smiled at me; yet she had no utterance for me; She looked a little bit puzzling unto me, and I had no answer; Yet her smile dwelled in me, and I invoked the Muse of Poetry. “Thou art to be a silent lover, and her smile is the answer unto thee, She’s the Mona Lisa; she can’t speak, but smile and smile.” I lay on the soil of the kingdom of poetry, imbibing Lisa’s Smile, I adorn her smile; I worship her smile; I revere her smile, Let me not move away from the garden of poetry Till Lisa’s Smile is translated unto me. I waited and waited and I found the answer: Lisa smiles and her smile is the love of silence. My heart rests in silence that her love is felt within. She uttered into me:”Speak not, but love with smile, And that the mystery of my Smile and my Smile lasts.” I know why Mona Lisa smiles. She loves me with her silent Smile.
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An enigmatic smile she’s dressed with to chant mystery, Poets and bards with their magical poesy tried the mystery, Philosophers and thinkers broke their minds to unravel the secrecy, Scientists and law makers built hypotheses and verdicts to read hers, Painters and sculptors fatigued with their colours and clay, Actors and directors enacted to unknot the thread of obscurity. Odes and epics, long-written, attempted to sing Lisa’s Smile; But reflections of their beloveds’ smile read in their verses, Philosophies and thoughts expressed in huge volumes; But less understood even the painter’s invention, Theories and laws built around Science and Law; But little is the outcome of their propositions sans the mystery, Colours and clay played on mighty imaginative realms; But Mona Lisa ne’er spoke of her mystery Smile. Enactments on massive stages thrilled the collective audiences; But Mona Lisa hid the mystery of her Smile. I walked around the garden of poetry with fragrance of mystery, I saw a poem in her distinctive beauty ruling my mind’s eye. She smiled at my heart and in turn my heart smiled at her, Her smile taught me a mystery and it took time to read it; Yet there was a veil betwixt us, and I took my plume to write. She took my heart unto her, and I romped in joy. She’s been decked with melody and rhymes, And the string of verses stretched beyond the horizon, Where the mystery of Lisa’s Smile be found. She took me with her beyond the horizon, And I followed her with no utterance till our destination. She laughed at me for my silence; Yet she smiled unto me; but her smile looked unfathomable. She smiled and smiled at me; yet she had no utterance for me; She looked a little bit puzzling unto me, and I had no answer; Yet her smile dwelled in me, and I invoked the Muse of Poetry. “Thou art to be a silent lover, and her smile is the answer unto thee, She’s the Mona Lisa; she can’t speak, but smile and smile.” I lay on the soil of the kingdom of poetry, imbibing Lisa’s Smile, I adorn her smile; I worship her smile; I revere her smile, Let me not move away from the garden of poetry Till Lisa’s Smile is translated unto me. I waited and waited and I found the answer: Lisa smiles and her smile is the love of silence. My heart rests in silence that her love is felt within. She uttered into me:”Speak not, but love with smile, And that the mystery of my Smile and my Smile lasts.” I know why Mona Lisa smiles. She loves me with her silent Smile.
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Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 3:07 AM UTC
Why Does Mona Lisa Smile?
An enigmatic smile she’s dressed with to chant mystery, Poets and bards with their magical poesy tried the mystery, Philosophers and thinkers broke their minds to unravel the secrecy, Scientists and law makers built hypotheses and verdicts to read hers, Painters and sculptors fatigued with their colours and clay, Actors and directors enacted to unknot the thread of obscurity. Odes and epics, long-written, attempted to sing Lisa’s Smile; But reflections of their beloveds’ smile read in their verses, Philosophies and thoughts expressed in huge volumes; But less understood even the painter’s invention, Theories and laws built around Science and Law; But little is the outcome of their propositions sans the mystery, Colours and clay played on mighty imaginative realms; But Mona Lisa ne’er spoke of her mystery Smile. Enactments on massive stages thrilled the collective audiences; But Mona Lisa hid the mystery of her Smile. I walked around the garden of poetry with fragrance of mystery, I saw a poem in her distinctive beauty ruling my mind’s eye. She smiled at my heart and in turn my heart smiled at her, Her smile taught me a mystery and it took time to read it; Yet there was a veil betwixt us, and I took my plume to write. She took my heart unto her, and I romped in joy. She’s been decked with melody and rhymes, And the string of verses stretched beyond the horizon, Where the mystery of Lisa’s Smile be found. She took me with her beyond the horizon, And I followed her with no utterance till our destination. She laughed at me for my silence; Yet she smiled unto me; but her smile looked unfathomable. She smiled and smiled at me; yet she had no utterance for me; She looked a little bit puzzling unto me, and I had no answer; Yet her smile dwelled in me, and I invoked the Muse of Poetry. “Thou art to be a silent lover, and her smile is the answer unto thee, She’s the Mona Lisa; she can’t speak, but smile and smile.” I lay on the soil of the kingdom of poetry, imbibing Lisa’s Smile, I adorn her smile; I worship her smile; I revere her smile, Let me not move away from the garden of poetry Till Lisa’s Smile is translated unto me. I waited and waited and I found the answer: Lisa smiles and her smile is the love of silence. My heart rests in silence that her love is felt within. She uttered into me:”Speak not, but love with smile, And that the mystery of my Smile and my Smile lasts.” I know why Mona Lisa smiles. She loves me with her silent Smile.
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My heart hurts And so do my eyes And what's left of my brain And my legs ache It is if as I am running from who I am All the time. I love her so much, I cannot even explain how deep My love for her truly is. And I cannot imagine my life without her Because she truly is my light. But I can't help how afraid I am. I am not afraid of our beautiful relationship, But what our relationship might be if Someone-our school and/or parents- we're to find out. I can feel tension and anger and sadness swell up inside of my chest And all I want to do is to protect her. But how can I do that by hiding all of the time? We kissed openly yesterday by the lakefront And my God, I miss the way she looked under that sunset. I miss the way she tasted with that hint of salt in the air. I just miss being hers openly. Sometimes I ask myself and God, why am I gay? Is there no man who will ever perfectly complete me like She does? I honestly think not, she truly feels like the only one Who can know me better than I ever could. And does any mans lips feel any more truer than when her lips Are on mine? Everything about me in this moment is a fire that is burning. I am burning and raging against this door because I'm not sure how much longer I can be contained. I simply cannot live in secrecy but if I ever let this flame out then everything would burn. I love her so much and I simply cannot let this flame go because if I did, all hell would break loose and we would both be put to death in the worst manner possible. I just want to love her the way God meant for it to be, but how can I do that when everyone I've ever loved has told me it is wrong? That it is immoral and disgusting and a sin. I can't believe for a single second that our love could be a sin. Maybe we can't have children and maybe the way we make love is different from the way you do it, but in all honesty, is that what makes a relationship beautiful? I find the way she crinkles her nose to be enough to set a flame in my heart and the way she points her toes when swinging on swings to add to ignition and the way she smiles at me to keep me going forever. I love her so strongly and passionately that maybe I am crazy, but this love can certainly not be immoral. Why would He make me this way? Just to put me in hell? Did Satan indeed win my soul from the moment I was conceived and God just... gave up? No, I cannot believe this for a single second. He loves me and he loves her and he loves us and if you cannot understand how we have maintained this beautiful and loving relationship for so long while staying hidden it is because you do not see the effect that God has on us. I believe that he wants us together, not to eventually cause us pain. I hate lying, and I'm sure God can see it even more easily than my lovely girlfriend does, but maybe He lets me lie because he does not see any other way to let me be with my other half.
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Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 3:30 PM UTC
Gay Rant
My heart hurts And so do my eyes And what's left of my brain And my legs ache It is if as I am running from who I am All the time. I love her so much, I cannot even explain how deep My love for her truly is. And I cannot imagine my life without her Because she truly is my light. But I can't help how afraid I am. I am not afraid of our beautiful relationship, But what our relationship might be if Someone-our school and/or parents- we're to find out. I can feel tension and anger and sadness swell up inside of my chest And all I want to do is to protect her. But how can I do that by hiding all of the time? We kissed openly yesterday by the lakefront And my God, I miss the way she looked under that sunset. I miss the way she tasted with that hint of salt in the air. I just miss being hers openly. Sometimes I ask myself and God, why am I gay? Is there no man who will ever perfectly complete me like She does? I honestly think not, she truly feels like the only one Who can know me better than I ever could. And does any mans lips feel any more truer than when her lips Are on mine? Everything about me in this moment is a fire that is burning. I am burning and raging against this door because I'm not sure how much longer I can be contained. I simply cannot live in secrecy but if I ever let this flame out then everything would burn. I love her so much and I simply cannot let this flame go because if I did, all hell would break loose and we would both be put to death in the worst manner possible. I just want to love her the way God meant for it to be, but how can I do that when everyone I've ever loved has told me it is wrong? That it is immoral and disgusting and a sin. I can't believe for a single second that our love could be a sin. Maybe we can't have children and maybe the way we make love is different from the way you do it, but in all honesty, is that what makes a relationship beautiful? I find the way she crinkles her nose to be enough to set a flame in my heart and the way she points her toes when swinging on swings to add to ignition and the way she smiles at me to keep me going forever. I love her so strongly and passionately that maybe I am crazy, but this love can certainly not be immoral. Why would He make me this way? Just to put me in hell? Did Satan indeed win my soul from the moment I was conceived and God just... gave up? No, I cannot believe this for a single second. He loves me and he loves her and he loves us and if you cannot understand how we have maintained this beautiful and loving relationship for so long while staying hidden it is because you do not see the effect that God has on us. I believe that he wants us together, not to eventually cause us pain. I hate lying, and I'm sure God can see it even more easily than my lovely girlfriend does, but maybe He lets me lie because he does not see any other way to let me be with my other half.
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When the starry host shine on high Like silver glist’ning in the sky, How exhilaration does flow Thro’ my veins like the chilly snow! These soldiers that guard the darkness, That steal from thieves their happiness, That spy on lovers’ secrecy And drift them more to ecstasy, Will dim away when dawn draws nigh Without a breath, nor moan, nor sigh.
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Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 3:13 AM UTC
The Starry Host
~ *She stands on the roof of the world, a ship in a bottle. She likes to wave at passing boats, inviting 120 volts to raise their sails. Words unbosomed -- her attempt of blotting out the sun and those bloodletting habits. Her eyelids say, "Only the disquieting muses have time for me." So she writes like an umbrella, shading reality; remembering pluck and luck stories about bumblebees, lovingly wrapped in Tiffany-blue ribbon and paper. Father used to solve her every contemplation. Now indecisiveness in what she asks. Now indecisiveness in arbitrary tasks. And she and her negative capability are the last two awake at a slumber party, giving commonplace words the allure of secrecy. You see, she is only harmless when she sleeps.* ~
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Dec 9, 2023
Dec 9, 2023 at 7:49 PM UTC
Pieces of Sylvia
The art of hating yourself Is not easily achieved. It takes motavation, Words whispered across lunch rooms, "Ugly, fat, stupid, freak" It takes observation, Hours staring at the pretty faces in the magazine, Hours of trying hard to be something else Hours feeling more lost then when you started. It takes practice, Feeling insecure as you walk down the hallway Refusing food during the day, doing crunches by night. And of course it takes a certain type of person For it to really take over the mind A perfectionist A person with a bad past or a uncertain future A girl who blames herself A girl who knows its her fault If you are truly serious about embarking on this journey, This journey of unsatisfaction and secrecy, Pushing people away and always, always Craving, Striving, Searching, Starving, Needing, That promise of perfection, Take a class from the master Or two Or three She's right here in town The most dedicated and driven The best of the best She has cultivated The Art of Hating herself And she's the person I see in the mirror Staring right back at me
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Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
The Art Of Hating Yourself
Strange nights, starry eyes a little something to keep me going no I don't lack in surprise or modesty and yet if honesty was a commodity I'd surely be rich and living it up or dead in a ditch for never giving it up and you just don't quit pry away the drink from my hands and take a sip never seen anyone bite anything the way that you bite on your lip I don't know what you're looking for but you won't find it in me a compliment, a shred of decency a night of thrills and secrecy a shoulder to cry on or just something to ride on no, you won't find it in me Got no money, no worries don't sell drugs never felt the need not a pick me up or shake you down nothing changes when I'm around no I don't want you and you don't want me Living life like a grazed knee the pain is always there it stings something always has to rub up on me so if another stained garment is what you want to be then, darling pick away at my layers I can never seem to heal but I go on like nothing hurts me and it could be worse you could be just another verse in my poetry and the night isn't over yet but you've just about heard enough I bet I don't know what you're looking for but you won't find it in me a friend for the night, a happy ending a story to tell your girls, a heart for mending someone to rely on or just something to ride on no, you won't find it in me Got no money, no worries don't sell drugs never felt the need not a pick me up or shake you down nothing changes when I'm around no I don't want you and you don't want me Still relentless in your advances but I can't take any chances I'm susceptible to heartbreak why do you think I'm sat here drinking alone? unlike you I haven't looked down at a phone I've no one to call, I've nowhere to be if you're wanting a simpleton that's not me I'm not offering late night comfort calls I don't even own a settee are you my therapist now? too many questions are detrimental to trust and I think you've just about heard enough I don't know what you're looking for but you won't find it in me won't pick you up, won't shake you down won't show you a good time and stick around I'm not your wings to fly on or just something to ride on no, you won't find it in me
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Dec 3, 2016
Dec 3, 2016 at 11:27 AM UTC
You Won't Find it in Me
Strange nights, starry eyes a little something to keep me going no I don't lack in surprise or modesty and yet if honesty was a commodity I'd surely be rich and living it up or dead in a ditch for never giving it up and you just don't quit pry away the drink from my hands and take a sip never seen anyone bite anything the way that you bite on your lip I don't know what you're looking for but you won't find it in me a compliment, a shred of decency a night of thrills and secrecy a shoulder to cry on or just something to ride on no, you won't find it in me Got no money, no worries don't sell drugs never felt the need not a pick me up or shake you down nothing changes when I'm around no I don't want you and you don't want me Living life like a grazed knee the pain is always there it stings something always has to rub up on me so if another stained garment is what you want to be then, darling pick away at my layers I can never seem to heal but I go on like nothing hurts me and it could be worse you could be just another verse in my poetry and the night isn't over yet but you've just about heard enough I bet I don't know what you're looking for but you won't find it in me a friend for the night, a happy ending a story to tell your girls, a heart for mending someone to rely on or just something to ride on no, you won't find it in me Got no money, no worries don't sell drugs never felt the need not a pick me up or shake you down nothing changes when I'm around no I don't want you and you don't want me Still relentless in your advances but I can't take any chances I'm susceptible to heartbreak why do you think I'm sat here drinking alone? unlike you I haven't looked down at a phone I've no one to call, I've nowhere to be if you're wanting a simpleton that's not me I'm not offering late night comfort calls I don't even own a settee are you my therapist now? too many questions are detrimental to trust and I think you've just about heard enough I don't know what you're looking for but you won't find it in me won't pick you up, won't shake you down won't show you a good time and stick around I'm not your wings to fly on or just something to ride on no, you won't find it in me
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You are a tornado. You spin anyone too close to you, leaving them in a dizzy fit. You break them before they break you. No wonder I thought I loved you. A tornado like me. Promising trouble at every turn. You whispered, "I love you". Presenting it with secrecy. Holding me hostage with twisted logic. I am a tornado, I admit it. And two tornados only bring more chaos. I'm self-destructive but, you're too much for me. Your lips were drowned in chloroform. And I kissed you for the burn. The same way I smoke cigarettes to pollute my lungs. We drag each other to hell. Shoot each other's hearts. Naming it love, so we don't have to call it "just *** You were always too much for me. Too much chaos. In return, I was presented with such little love. We wrapped up each other's hearts. Hid them in the shelves. And danced away our summer days in my sheets.
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Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC
Beautiful Trouble
a lot of people I know are never really happy even when they’re happy, they’re really just sad a lot of people I know settle for just about anything they’ll settle for emotional abuse and then settle for a deep addiction to feel better about the emotional abuse they’re letting themselves prostrate to as long as it can still make “living” seem feasible, they’ll settle because nobody taught them how to ask for what they want, so all this time they never ******* knew they were granted permission to feel worthy of getting what they want because this world likes to think that nobody is entitled to feel worthy or to give into clarity a lot of people I know get off on damaging themselves because blood and burns and bones and ***** and *** and pills and puke are such disgusting in-your-face secrets and this world knows it’s not acceptable to just blatantly write “I hate myself” on your forehead with permanent marker for everyone else to see yes, this stupid, guileful world we live in decided to trick everyone into believing that secrecy and suppression are what make a person interesting and loveable a lot of people I know have this wicked demon inside of them and they like to imagine it looks like a fiery nightmare, red like terror with a devilish face; poisonous eyes and a heartless grin; a face that says “I own you” just so that they can reinforce their ideas of worthlessness and the self-pity of not having true control over themselves when really, they can always have true control whenever they want what a lot of people I know don’t know is that that wicked demon thing inside of them is really just a flower wilting, starving, dying, waiting, hoping, longing to be watered and wondering what the **** they did to be tortured like this
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Jun 13, 2013
Jun 13, 2013 at 11:24 AM UTC
innocent flowers
a lot of people I know are never really happy even when they’re happy, they’re really just sad a lot of people I know settle for just about anything they’ll settle for emotional abuse and then settle for a deep addiction to feel better about the emotional abuse they’re letting themselves prostrate to as long as it can still make “living” seem feasible, they’ll settle because nobody taught them how to ask for what they want, so all this time they never ******* knew they were granted permission to feel worthy of getting what they want because this world likes to think that nobody is entitled to feel worthy or to give into clarity a lot of people I know get off on damaging themselves because blood and burns and bones and ***** and *** and pills and puke are such disgusting in-your-face secrets and this world knows it’s not acceptable to just blatantly write “I hate myself” on your forehead with permanent marker for everyone else to see yes, this stupid, guileful world we live in decided to trick everyone into believing that secrecy and suppression are what make a person interesting and loveable a lot of people I know have this wicked demon inside of them and they like to imagine it looks like a fiery nightmare, red like terror with a devilish face; poisonous eyes and a heartless grin; a face that says “I own you” just so that they can reinforce their ideas of worthlessness and the self-pity of not having true control over themselves when really, they can always have true control whenever they want what a lot of people I know don’t know is that that wicked demon thing inside of them is really just a flower wilting, starving, dying, waiting, hoping, longing to be watered and wondering what the **** they did to be tortured like this
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There's something about this past few days I can't explain what's going on I can't do nothing but to continue and hold on All I know now is I am smiling without knowing how. In the back of my mind, there is you lookin' at me in secrecy I'll never forget the feeling I felt while you are waving I still recall the playful conversation at the stairs I don't know why, but I am captivated by your eye.
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 3:33 AM UTC
Beats From White Veil Occassion
catastrophe                       and misery a pure soul shrouded in secrecy mystery more unexplored than vast cosmic voids half a lover                      half a paranoid
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 2:50 PM UTC
Self
The way he looks at me, Flirtatious and full of life, He doesn't yet know me, Nor my fabulous gay life. He is not gay- that I can tell, But the way he looks at me, I’m under his spell. The sparkle in his eyes, The secrecy of his smiles, Butterflies in me churn, Ones which fly for miles. We have never spoken, But I can't start now, Because he wouldn't accept me, Not then, not now. He is so kind, Filled with courage, Rugby ball in his hand, In the gym he takes his stand, Well, what can I say, That is my boy.
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Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 5:07 AM UTC
The Boy
Thy soul shall find itself alone ’Mid dark thoughts of the gray tombstone Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy. Be silent in that solitude Which is not loneliness—for then The spirits of the dead who stood In life before thee are again In death around thee—and their will Shall overshadow thee: be still. The night—tho’ clear—shall frown— And the stars shall not look down From their high thrones in the Heaven, With light like Hope to mortals given— But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee forever. Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish— Now are visions ne’er to vanish— From thy spirit shall they pass No more—like dew-drops from the grass. The breeze—the breath of God—is still— And the mist upon the hill Shadowy—shadowy—yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token— How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of mysteries!
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Spirits Of The Dead
Sitting alone in the hush of the bamboo grove I thrum my lute and whistle lingering notes. In the secrecy of the wood no one can hear -- Only the clear moon comes to shine on me.
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Hut Among the Bamboos
11:54 A clock glares upon me like the devious desert sun. How many times have these hands made this voyage? The sands seem so vastly changed from yesterday 11:55 A single minute vanished in midair so soon Did that moment matter? Did it mean more than time? Minutes together create time but alone stand hollow 11:57 Life slips away with this departing time Still I sit here staring at a comical clock The unforgiving frozen mess that is my world 11:58 A heavy awareness of time voids its' truths This clock being watched laughs in secrecy Moments stolen; memories changed by these hands 12:00 Another day finished and again air is stale The time has arrived to surrender again Seconds that will never come again have passed Minutes that never came will come again today
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May 29, 2012
May 29, 2012 at 11:02 PM UTC
The Hands Molesting Time
The anxieties are there about meaningless things and the meanings behind them Time is spent wondering What he's thinking? What he's doing? What he remembers and holds on to? If any? If all? Why he's with her? If he thinks about me like I think about him? If he thinks about my touch like I think about his? If he yearns for me? If he wants to taste my kiss and all of me again? So many musings driven by curiousity by desire by a muse, in every sense of the word Awakening something deep within me deeper than lust deeper than longing An intensity that's intoxicating addicting terrifying An insatiable hunger to search and swim within his soul one touch, one moment at a time Only felt never acknowledged, engulfed in secrecy engulfed by secrecy Drinking each other in between nuanced subcontext one moment at at time Setting each other on fire.
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Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 5:47 PM UTC
I'm on Fire
*Integrity over Popularity Mystique over Physique Wisdom over Education Spontaneous over Meticulous Patience over Anxious Peace over Pace Grace over Face Elation over Frustration Spiritualism over Materialism Honesty over Secrecy Passion over Fashion Honey over Money Poetic over Pedantic Relaxivity over Productivity Attitude over Pulchritude Gaiety over Propriety Intuition over Sophistication Intimacy over Privacy Devotion over Ambition & Love over Everything* ~ For my best friend, Piglet <3 ~
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Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 6:19 PM UTC
Pooh's Creed
I could turn away, But then id have to pay, My happiness may be the price, But when it comes to that i think ill roll the dice. Lets give it a chance, And maybe just survive this crazy little dance. Cause the smile spread wide across my face, Well maybe you cant tell, But hunny, i dont want my space. It may be a secret, nobody can know, But the day will come when that wont even show. Yeah it ***** But oh well, lifes just tough. Sneaking around will never be easy, But baby when you kiss me, i get queezy. I like you alot, And as far as what i want, Your right on the dot. Isaac i want this to work, Hey!who knows? Maybe secrecy will turn out to be a perk By: Kaity Morris March 2,2012
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Nov 20, 2012
Nov 20, 2012 at 4:04 PM UTC
Secret Relationship.
Even though they control my ***** claim over my lootie, and they attempt to gaslight my sovereign multifrequency I haven’t forgotten I am a certified Duesy! You’re bumming off me, little mousie. Even if you thought I was a loosy, I adore my ***** I mean just look at the way it oozes, sweet nectar that makes you goosey! I’m too busy keeping you alive from my ***** Orgasming at light speed to my divine presence, to behold you’d require a diamond koozie. Call yourself a flouzy for not respecting this sequency. If you truly had one too, you’d understand why I am reclaiming my dignity. They want to own what they do not revere in secrecy. I can’t be bothered to slow down for you to drain my juicy. I am too in love with my ***** They try very hard to downplay my power, so sussy. Bow down or drown in this ***** Ordained into structured flowies, life is mine, fulfillment With me can be so easy. But if you’re not with this ***** don’t get too close you Will get dizzy! So much life is brewing inside my ***** It’s ironic, all these dictators came through my ***** My lips spit you out even though you pretend to be so bossy. True Power can’t be manipulated you fool, I’d be triggered too if my mind was that lousy! Are you put off yet, ***** Awww, don’t be so fussy! Thaw that heart out it’s too icy. GET OUT of my ***** go elsewhere to be pissy! Just not on my planet crazy, you’re on your last mercy!
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Jun 9, 2025
Jun 9, 2025 at 11:11 PM UTC
these lips can't be owned (even if you tried)
After a great while the paper elephants march In their sparse herd they lumber along One by one, their thick legs slam into the earth Like pennies on a timpani Leaving slight imprints in the dust No one is quite sure where they come from All we know is they just are there Some raise their children before witnessing the elephants A lucky few will even see them a second time at the end of their lives It is not uncommon for generations to pass without the paper elephants Sometime the periods between their journeys are so long the elephants are dissolved into folktale The paper elephants are bestowed an almost supernatural quality The stories are birthed in secrecy between the lights of candles In the ears of the men in the corner From the hushed lips whispered in acquiescence. Every story is different Every story has the same ending Every story has the same moral You do not touch the paper elephants Perhaps the stories have some truth If anyone knows the validity they have been dead for quite some time No matter, man’s superstitious nature will see to the protection of the elephants The paper elephants are called “paper elephants” because it describes them quite nicely From a distance they look just like normal elephants Lumbering over from side to side But their skin is like paper Their essence is like paper They travel together Even the old and young When it rains the young hide under the larger elephants Lest they get wet and melt into the earth It is not uncommon to find the soaked remains of an elder elephant Crumpled by a sad consequence It always serves as a reminder The old exist to protect the young Most likely the elephants can be found roaming through our graveyards Here their pace noticeably slows down Often enough, they can be found sitting next to a tombstone Resting their trunks over the epitaphs Strange things happen when the elephants are in the graveyards Sometimes laughter can be heard Sometimes sobbing As the elephants rest the blue mist rises from the graves The blue is the most reassuring shade The misty fog rises and fills the entire yard Until it is absorbed by the paper elephants With a long sigh the elephants continue their journey After many such stops The elephants arrive at the tree Gnarled and ancient, it welcomes the elephants with silence As it has for years and years past It is here the elephants have yearned to arrive Under the knobs and strikes of its branches They bend the knee The young watch to learn The adults look up to the sky And release all that they carry The hopes, dream, and memories of those long gone Ascend to the heavens The paper elephants collapse exhausted but content And look upon their children one last time They weep before leaving this world Not for their children’s sorrow But because there are no paper elephants to carry them to the next world
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Jan 16, 2012
Jan 16, 2012 at 3:37 AM UTC
The Paper Elephants
After a great while the paper elephants march In their sparse herd they lumber along One by one, their thick legs slam into the earth Like pennies on a timpani Leaving slight imprints in the dust No one is quite sure where they come from All we know is they just are there Some raise their children before witnessing the elephants A lucky few will even see them a second time at the end of their lives It is not uncommon for generations to pass without the paper elephants Sometime the periods between their journeys are so long the elephants are dissolved into folktale The paper elephants are bestowed an almost supernatural quality The stories are birthed in secrecy between the lights of candles In the ears of the men in the corner From the hushed lips whispered in acquiescence. Every story is different Every story has the same ending Every story has the same moral You do not touch the paper elephants Perhaps the stories have some truth If anyone knows the validity they have been dead for quite some time No matter, man’s superstitious nature will see to the protection of the elephants The paper elephants are called “paper elephants” because it describes them quite nicely From a distance they look just like normal elephants Lumbering over from side to side But their skin is like paper Their essence is like paper They travel together Even the old and young When it rains the young hide under the larger elephants Lest they get wet and melt into the earth It is not uncommon to find the soaked remains of an elder elephant Crumpled by a sad consequence It always serves as a reminder The old exist to protect the young Most likely the elephants can be found roaming through our graveyards Here their pace noticeably slows down Often enough, they can be found sitting next to a tombstone Resting their trunks over the epitaphs Strange things happen when the elephants are in the graveyards Sometimes laughter can be heard Sometimes sobbing As the elephants rest the blue mist rises from the graves The blue is the most reassuring shade The misty fog rises and fills the entire yard Until it is absorbed by the paper elephants With a long sigh the elephants continue their journey After many such stops The elephants arrive at the tree Gnarled and ancient, it welcomes the elephants with silence As it has for years and years past It is here the elephants have yearned to arrive Under the knobs and strikes of its branches They bend the knee The young watch to learn The adults look up to the sky And release all that they carry The hopes, dream, and memories of those long gone Ascend to the heavens The paper elephants collapse exhausted but content And look upon their children one last time They weep before leaving this world Not for their children’s sorrow But because there are no paper elephants to carry them to the next world
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