cigarettes
****, all gone.
ash trays
empty
**** it
side of the road
empty
******* trash can
full of garbage
Marlboros?
I don't care
American Spirit?
Why would I care
filtered unfiltered
why should I care.
I'd smoke out of a elephants *** to stop this scrath
this headache
this yearning
****
get me my fix
get me my ******* cigarette.

i fell into a deep grey void
and i can't get out
there's no sky
nothing but emptiness here
but i can sense the other side
so i scrath the walls until my nails bleed
red
i'll never reach the colours outside
so i'll settle for the red blood that's appearing
in my attempt of trying