Warped memory

Saddened days

Razor marks

Covered by sleeves

Hidden rope

Lies times three

Broken heart

needing a brand new start

But she knows it won't happen

Needing hope

Needing help

High on medication

She has the temptation

She wants to end it

Not lead it on

Her life's on the line

She's on the edge

I wonder what will happen if she shoots the lead

She's gone

She's dead

Her funeral was closed casket

We all just buried the basket

She wasnt spoken of again.....

There's a uncontrollable sadness in my heart
Its killing me to leave you behind
Feels like I'm doing this all wrong
But its for my future I need to stay strong
Loving you for all the right reasons
What we have between us is so scares
Not sure if I will ever find a happiness like ours again
Just hope this will be all woth it in the end
I don't mind putting my own happiness aside
Just hoping you'll find yours along the way
Me leaving you for the wrong reasons
should prove I'm not worth your time

Darkness surrounds
Slowly creeping
Speaking radiant sounds
Hiding in tonight
Another sparkle
Gleaming
Beaming into blue
Who's the blanketed boy
Pretending to be
A man
Such as you
Speaking gibberish noise
Little women of poise
Beaming ***** whom posses hue
Splattered paint
Walls grey
Saddend cheeks stained red
Blanketed boy
Have you heard all i said
Promises to catch every tear i shed
Together we cry
Living life as if a lie
Blanketed boy
Who are you
What am i
Walls grey
Shivering hands stained red
Darkness surrounds
feet finally touch ground
I look just to say
Blanketed boy
Your the man that
Took my love away

Murray

Ship of Fools

ship of fools , sail into the night
knowing no fear is your downfall
not feeling concern, is your saddend plight
no one to hear your cries or your calls

pleading for mercy, begging for life
the brashness has listed on side
sinking deeper, like the edge of a knife  
your watery grave is where you'll hide

we think we're invincible, we know not of fear
presumptuious us challenging the rules
never learning, when the past has made it clear
forever we sink, oh sad ship of fools

Gomer LePoet...

The birthing sun of the east, it rises with a certain beauty
Crawling like a new born into the sky, curiosity illuminating all it touches,
magnificence as I begin to feel the pureness.
I can see sun rays bursting through the window of my soul
shining down with its bottemless luminosity.
Light creeps into the depths of my blood pumping heart
and in that very moment it twists open to the warmth
like a blooming blossom in the gardens of my chest.
I take it all in at once and savor thee emotion that has filled me.
It is the rising of the sun, dawn of a fresh new beginning.
On the contrary,
its the wise sun of the west, its soft wisdom now puts my restless mind to bed.
Wrinkled in knowledege, beginning to ******* down by time
seeing the whole world while it slowly passed.
While sinking away it paints a glorious memorial never to be forgotten,
a canvas sky filled with tangerine oranges and lavander purples.
I become saddend by its goodbye, yet accepting at the same time
because the sun will be reborn the following day,
like a never ending galactic reincarnation of the ever lasting beauty it holds.

Her favorite color was blue
Fluorescent
Transparent
I saw right through
Her favorite color was blue
And she was patient
As the moon
Awaiting the sun
For its rein to be done
Stars were her eyes
They would shine
Light up my lies
I couldn't hide
Her favorite color was blue
Though she wore the colors of pride
Neon like the signs
She drew attention
She took my mind
Held conversation
Touched hearts
Never was complacent
Her favorite color was blue
A color of the nation
Red were her lips
Full of excitement
Plush
Anticipating more than lust
White bright stars
Looking straight at me
Searching for secrets
I had no place to keep
And so we loved
And so we loved
And so we loved
Transparent
We loved right through
Skin to skin
Bone to bone
Just wouldn't do
She caressed the spirit
Her favorite color was blue
Like the veins
She kissed my wrist
Told me we were the same
An equation
That leaves two equaling one
Her favorite color was blue
Never thought I'd be saddend by you
Lying cold frigid
Her favorite color was blue
As her lips
Weightless fingertips
Dimmed eyes
They use to shine
Neon like the signs
She gave me her heart
Took mines
And so we loved
Transparent
We loved until
She was through
Into the blue

Looking out into forever,
to the vast lands and open skies.
Her mind continues to stray,
to her reflection always watching her.
She cant seem to go far enough away
From the saddend lips and darkend eyes.
She tries,
she always tries to forget,
To erase the past that haunts her.

-ARI

As the fire burns mercilessly
I am saddend that
My favorite forest is dying
Along with
The tarantulas
I can hear the screaming for help
This reminds me of a day I lost another beloved
Forest behind my house.

there is an air surronding me
no air can be this big
than a heart of sorrow
than the forgetfulness of joy
no air can be this gracious
to keep this heart
to accommodate this soul
to forget the revenge!!


yes,
there is an air!!


i am saddend by the movement of light,
running back , in fraction of second
faces so grim, voices so dim,
and i stand here on same spot
for centuries!!


yes,
there is a moment!!



rememberance ,
insanity ,
forgetfulness,
vanity,
i reciprocated my voice with mark of node,
faces, faces, faces,
so much to say, so much to speak,
it dribbles in moment of love till the peak of joy,
than it is overwhelmed
only by the moment of silence!!

yes,
there is an air
there is a moment!!