"rubin" poems
Under silver wing
San Francisco's towers sprouting
thru thin gas clouds,
Tamalpais black-breasted above Pacific azure
Berkeley hills pine-covered below--
Dr Leary in his brown house scribing Independence
Declaration
typewriter at window
silver panorama in natural eyeball--
Sacramento valley rivercourse's Chinese
dragonflames licking green flats north-hazed
State Capitol metallic rubble, dry checkered fields
to Sierras- past Reno, Pyramid Lake's
blue Altar, pure water in Nevada sands'
brown wasteland scratched by tires
Jerry Rubin arrested! Beaten, jailed,
coccyx broken--
Leary out of action--"a public menace...
persons of tender years...immature
judgement...pyschiatric examination..."
i.e. Shut up or Else Loonybin or Slam
Leroi on *** gun rap, $7,000
lawyer fees, years' negotiations--
SPOCK GUILTY headlined temporary, Joan Baez'
paramour husband Dave Harris to Gaol
Dylan silent on politics, & safe--
having a baby, a man--
Cleaver shot at, jail'd, maddened, parole revoked,
Vietnam War flesh-heap grows higher,
blood splashing down the mountains of bodies
on to Cholon's sidewalks--
Blond boys in airplane seats fed technicolor
Murderers advance w/ Death-chords
Earplugs in, steak on plastic
served--Eyes up to the Image--
What do I have to lose if America falls?
my body? my neck? my personality?
June 19, 1968
4.5k
Fog Horn
Crowning Light
Upon the Unseen
Revealing Star
Sorrows Journey
Broken Promises
Flesh Dyin
Gods Promise
Still Alive
Rubin....
A Man By the See
A Lover
.......and a Friend
Life unfolding
Two Paths Now
Cry For Me Lover
Pain
Of a Shattered Kingdom
And The Violence
Of a Stolen Heart
A Wife's ****
Rothko's RED
Caste Out
Before
The World
For Nothing..
Unwillingness Betrayed
Heart Torn Open
Refusing
The Violations
Of a False God
HORROR Unveiling
Fighting for Life
Fires of Dismantling
Families Betrayal
Eternity I keeping
Power of Prayer
CLAIM me NOW
AMMA
Mary
GAIA
Lakshmii
Bridgette
ISIS
Demeter
KALI
Rachel
GoddesSes All
And Yet there is only
ONE
Marry Me
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 1:50 PM UTC
The manic pixie dream girl of my youth
Curving and tight, scampering along the beach
Her wild black hair flying about as she danced
Teasing all the boys with her sunlit joys
I read to her Rod McKuen by candlelight
While Joni Mitchell on the turntable mused
We played and smoked, and drank good screwcap wine
And played some more, and then she went away
And now - an old lady in a funeral home pew
And I’m not so sure of myself anymore
(“Manic pixie dream girl” is a neologism attributed to film critic Nathan Rubin)
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 3:05 PM UTC
Unshaven, old, and nearly spent,
He slouched in his kitchen chair,
Lungs rattling each wheezing breath,
Radiation doing little then,
To control the mass within, or
To prevent the Mass he knew
Would soon begin.
Hard to believe a man
So tough as Rubin always was
Sat stubble-faced and wan
In that early morning sun.
Two years ago,
At 65,
He and his son
Put a ****** on,
Fought a cop,
Nearly won,
Stayed a week in jail,
Paid a $7000.00 fine,
Then bragged it all
Was worth the time
And memories.
I saw him jump,
At 66,
From a moving van,
Six feet up
Like a younger man,
Hell bent to take his fill,
Shovel hard, cursing still,
Cigarette hanging loose
Even with a rattling cough
(He shrugged it off),
And stop.
Always 67,
His last remains crave no nicotine,
No ***** wayward fights,
No carousing old man libertine
Out with his son at night,
And we who watched Old Rubin's days,
Paid our respects and went our ways.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
open window
a cold breeze
a dusty box and a poem in a book
50 years his ashes blown by the winds
who remembers norman morrison?
the children who write with chalk
on the sidewalks
don't
nor the ******
who walk 42nd street in the rain
manamarra and westmoreland
he s not
one of their nightmares
any longer and
jerry rubin has too much on his mind:
college speaking dates
stocks and bonds
his shadow
long scrubbed from
the steps of the pentagon
norman kissed his wife and daughter
good bye
doused himself with gasoline
and set himself on fire
on the steps of the pentagon
he cried out in pain
like a mother screams
giving birth
like a baby cries being born and
when the sun rises
all the flowers
of the field
weep
who remembers?
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 10:44 AM UTC
I promised myself I wouldn't drink
This morning, but
Ring of Fire was playing on the
Radio as I showered.
I guess we shared some demons, J.
Well, here's to us. To how
My father played your songs
For me when only my mother's
Skin and bones were between us.
Here's to you and me, John.
How I cried when June passed, but
Drank to your joining her. To
How you boom-chika-boomed to
The taste of the ice cold beer on her
Warm lips in New Orleans
As we stopped among the piles of
Katrina rubble just to take it all in
(Including each other);
That we were there. Together.
Here's to you, John. To how Rick
Rubin was a prophet sharing your light
One last time with the humble masses
Before it went out. As it should be. As it
**** well should be. To
How my father loved you his whole life
And never got to shake your hand
(But I brought him to meet Willie,
Which was almost as intense to the old man.)
No rest for the wicked, John. So I'll
Never pray that you rest in peace.
I pray that you rock on -June at your
Side- Going to Jackson, when it's
Springtime in Alaska. Remembering
Forks wedged in the walls of San Quentin
And gritty glasses of water served.
I'm putting on my black shirt after
This drink. Then guitar, boots that could
Kick out the foot lights at the Grand Ole,
And an attitude I've adopted with honor.
Here's to us, John.
Walking the
God-
******
Line.
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 5:19 AM UTC
"In a spiral galaxy, the ratio of dark-to-light matter is about a factor of ten. That's probably a good number for the ratio of our ignorance-to-knowledge. We're out of kindergarten, but only in about third grade."
Vera Rubin
In questioning existence
It's purpose and
Our place in the universe
The disprover looks for evidence from the Galaxy
No matter how extraordinary the measurements
Such as the size of the sun and it's distance from the earth
The ratio of dark to light matter
The number of atoms in each molecule of carbon
The countless number of solar systems
The disprovers will find no evidence of purpose or cause
I wonder if
they might be looking
In the wrong place
MChallis @ 2015
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC
Unshaven, old, and nearly spent,
He slouched in his kitchen chair,
Lungs rattling each wheezing breath,
Radiation doing little then,
To control the mass within, or
To prevent the Mass he knew
Would soon begin.
Hard to believe a man
So tough as Rubin always was
Sat stubble-faced and wan
In that early morning sun.
Two years ago,
At 65,
He and his son
Put a ****** on,
Fought a cop,
Nearly won,
Stayed a week in jail,
Paid a $7000.00 fine,
Then bragged it all
Was worth the time
And memories.
I saw him jump,
At 66,
From a moving van,
Six feet up
Like a younger man,
Hell bent to take his fill,
Shovel hard, cursing still,
Cigarette hanging loose
Even with a rattling cough
(He shrugged it off)
And then,
At 67,
His last remains crave no nicotine,
No ***** wayward fights,
No carousing old man libertine
Out with his son at night,
And we who watched Old Rubin's days,
Paid our respects and went our ways.
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 11:16 AM UTC
You and me
love like a
memory
moving
forwards backwards
up down side
no need to count
the ticks of the
clock
of life
better to feel them
listen
tickle
like every beat
of the short
life
we call love
one quasar to the next
frogpond
thoughts lost and found
more quickly
than a political
flip flop
chasing the dream
of living life
decently
without much mean
drama
you and me
one kiss
at a time
and us
one shake one tear one
laughter
at a time fighter
combatting the evils
of the humans
splurging out
of the news
like no tomorrow
but you and me
and
us
we cant afford
to dwell on every moment of that
vector
or the quasar might combust
from their rancid hearts
You and me
love like a
memory
moving
towards the better
times for you and me now
and them maybe
some day
so you and me
kid
kissing our way out of their
problems
with this love
and us
yall and them
taking the trickle
that we took from
them
the good ones
Stephen Jules Rubin
Santa Fe NM
late feb 2018
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 12:09 PM UTC
My Answer To A Request By Rosanne Cash To Sit In For A Performance At The Rubin Museum Of Art
I’m flattered of course
but I must confess
I don’t play guitar
or a wind instrument
the nylon strings of the Silvertone
I practiced on
a cats cradle beneath
my fumbling fingers
the school trumpet
that always left me
kind of blue.
Let me be up front about
my limited vocal range
pathetic inability to carry
a tune in a bucket amplified
by a fear of public speaking
a crippling shyness going back
to my peripatetic youth.
But I can see you won’t take
no for an answer, not surprising
you, daughter of the Man In Black
me, a man possessed
of subtle dormant talent
waiting only for a spotlight
stool and tambourine.
Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
Passing by those
owners of sad lost eyes
like Rubin's faceless
slumping on kerb ridges
body bridges
between pavements and
shuttered shop cages
where the cast of a streetlamp gets swallowed up
by dime bag shadows,
30 to 1 outsiders
and washed up wannabe beatniks
too wild for Kerouac pages.
I'm sure there's a beauty somewhere there
below the crust of the surface
late in the a.m. between
stiletto heels clip and echo
and the strike and flare
of cigaretted fingers
if I only dared
to thread and seek out
where a different twist of choice nearly led.
Jun 15, 2020
Jun 15, 2020 at 7:35 PM UTC
so once the flirting duo moved along to
the electric ballroom
down the road for some jiggy-jiggy wiggles
i walked into the world's end
and headed straight for the toilet,
started talking to a mate
while taking a **** ended up buying
him a drink, with the offer he asked:
are you gay?
no... i just feel like talking...
he further inquired: why are these barmaids
looking at you as if they know you?
so i replied...
i just have one of these faces...
people remember me like they remember
birthdays and Christmases...
so i bought a round, he bought a round,
but.... hmm... the whole encounter
pinnacled on: nothing short of a nuance
of a brief encounter...
music producers...
he asked me who i thought was
the best producer...
so i said, rick rubin....
he countered with timbaland...
because whatever he did with
justin timberlake &
nelly furtado...
to which i countered...
come on...
what didn't rick rubin
do with johnny cash?!
and there was nothing original about
it for most of the time...
just the covers...
we parted in good spirits
and... oh **** yeah...
snogging that girl...
i still don't know how i'm somehow
appealing, when i have the chance
to... charm.
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 9:39 AM UTC