"rsd" poems - Hello Poetry

i feel it hit me again as if ive swallowed mercury as if there are bees dying in my lungs as if suddenly nothing has ever been right with this god awful world and i cant ******* stand to sit in the same room any more. im so sick of this im so sick of this im so sick of this ill destroy my hearing for the next few hours or however long it takes for the music to overtake the intensity of emotion im feeling. i cant describe it i dont want to see or hear or think i need a filter in my brain to catch all the ******* thats cluttering up my mind i cant think straight for now at least the music can brush up all the crap i need to rest i need it to be quiet seemingly i can only find silence in noise loud enough to drown out everything else. i cant even hear the music its just... quiet

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Nov 25, 2020

Nov 25, 2020 at 5:39 PM UTC

Evie_Richards

RSD

i feel it hit me again as if ive swallowed mercury as if there are bees dying in my lungs as if suddenly nothing has ever been right with this god awful world and i cant ******* stand to sit in the same room any more. im so sick of this im so sick of this im so sick of this ill destroy my hearing for the next few hours or however long it takes for the music to overtake the intensity of emotion im feeling. i cant describe it i dont want to see or hear or think i need a filter in my brain to catch all the ******* thats cluttering up my mind i cant think straight for now at least the music can brush up all the crap i need to rest i need it to be quiet seemingly i can only find silence in noise loud enough to drown out everything else. i cant even hear the music its just... quiet

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Pictures, Some of us knows it paints a single word, Perception, A creation, Of an illusion. ~RSD

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Sep 14, 2014

Sep 14, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC

roshan-s-despande

CSR

Pictures, Some of us knows it paints a single word, Perception, A creation, Of an illusion. ~RSD

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Jun 23, 2015

Jun 23, 2015 at 6:06 PM UTC

sam-stone-grenier

Untitled

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Every little rejection Every "I can't" "Maybe" Feels like I opened my chest Giving them access to my heart And they took it out Twisted it And put it back in bleeding

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Jun 13, 2025

Jun 13, 2025 at 4:32 PM UTC

3am_tears

RSD

Every little rejection Every "I can't" "Maybe" Feels like I opened my chest Giving them access to my heart And they took it out Twisted it And put it back in bleeding

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