"rootz" poems
And my heart still feels for you, the feeling as we were close is still real in my senses. The feeling of belonging and warmth, as I closed my eyes and enjoyed being within the warmth of your arms I will never forget that feeling of bliss.
30th may 2014, 9am
Rootz Modebelu
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 4:29 AM UTC
Time my killer, my friend, my Excelerator through seconds minutes hours and of the clocks mouth. Tick tock Tick tock!!! Into the next world of my life. Only two facts are certain in the vast expanse of universal matter.
Life
Death and that bit in between!!
In this time we have to find out who we are, but in this world of sheep it's easy to stay in line. Breaking free is a punishable offence, where freedom of speech is dumbed down and moulded into language more palatable to the recipient. Media tells us what they want us to hear, fear is their only real message. Our off springs senses forced into the next pop-stars message of naked, ignorance, in these so called hits. Sell your soul and you could have it all. Or just go with the flow, and u will be enslaved by a system cold as ice.
Despite all this stay strong, positive in the knowing you are doing the best you can with the hand that's dealt. Keep driving forward, be a messenger unto the people of deaf ears and blinked eyes that there is another way and if we all stick together we are onto a winner. Have faith and face up to what is real. Knowledge is power.
Rootz Modebelu
5th November 14
00.30.
Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 10:14 AM UTC
O Lord... here i go again...
These poetic rootz
shine through so beautifully
unveiling the fathomless depths
of this mess
i call a brain
no...
a mindframe...
intensely irrate
and predictable
the dismissable
truth of the lies
in my mind
runs blank
against the grays
going daily
from they're lips
through my ears
to my fears
showing nothing...
But a fearless
fathomless...
painless
blameless
remission
of my life...
Refrain from reading those lines...
this here is the truth of this mind
An admission of sins...
and faults...
the fears of my timeless
realm known as my mind...
Lonliness lead to the tears
and shattered dreams
of this forlorn heart...
Sadness caused this endlessly
reforming wound...
This bleeding ****
spilling my innermost emotions
out onto the floor
Before the world
.....Yet this is only the beginning of my plight....
Sep 12, 2009
Sep 12, 2009 at 3:54 PM UTC
Life carries me a long it's way, sometimes skipping but most of the time dragging me by the scruff of the neck, to places i never thought or wanted to dream of. Some days taking me to valleys of beauty and light and others to caves not of my choosing, rendering me helpless and alone with my mind in places where closed eyes is the only method of vision. Awake in a dream of a day that I wish to never show it's self to me ever again.
Then just when the warm mellow rays of sun, caress my olive skin once more that dark and changeable cloud draws it's self near, I argue with it to leave my side, and go play some place else, but it sticks like a loyal lap dog I can on pray that it leaves my side someday.
03.04 am 30th May 2014
Rootz Modebelu.
( spelling and grammar are not my thing I am not an English teacher I am an artist.)
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 4:35 AM UTC
Mum u were amazing.
Mum you we're my rock
when this daughter of yours did things wrong her actions you never knocked ,
instead you gave her your advice and support along the way
its a shame you had to go, had to leave the earth that day.
I was only about the age of 26 I was in Bristol u lived in the sticks that day will always haunt me those words ill never miss that you'd gone and left your body the sweet thoughts i can't dismiss
Mum you took your time to guide me, just shower me with love but now when this girl has to make these tuff decisions you help her from above
I appreciate and love u these feelings will never change
You will alway be that part of me as we very much the same.
Mum I know you would be happy, to know that now I found my dad ,
It with amazing reunion the new love they gave was vast.
I have this new wonderful family, but mum i ant going to lie it was so hard in the beginning,
to except this love and smile ,
but now I love them dearly and of this they may now know as it was hard to show emotion, as showing feels was no go
Mum I am so happy to feel this love once more it gives me the strength to carry on now as a person i can grow.
But now mum ,I have a new mum that will never replace u of course ,she threats me as her own and welcomed me from abroad . She didn't have to do so, to share her love with me, but For this I am truly great full I have another chance you see. so Chinyelu I thank you for your welcome your love and acceptance, happy Mother's Day to both my mums I look upon u with respect and love you are both so amazing both so strong.
I am truly blessed to have you, you really are divine so I wish you both a happy Mother's Day now I'm ending with this line.
Happy Mother's Day
Ruth's Rootz
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 8:57 AM UTC
Here I go a again
Here I go a again
This journey on my own
The destination unknown
From green to brick
The eyes tell no Lyes
Wipe these tears dry
Oh me oh my , oh me oh why⬆
I ant going to lie
I just wana run faster all alone
Won't stop cant stop until I'm done
Destination still unknown
Oh me oh my , oh me oh why
my soul can never lie
Take these shackles for my arms
Pick these feet up and just run
But the world has another plan
Keeps me lock up dumbs me down
I got freedom on my mind
But there is no hope underlined
Oh me oh my , oh me oh why⬆
Some times I feel i could just die
Oh why oh why
But I'm stronger than steel
And one day this will be revealed
Will be free to build my life, I see children and a wife.
But from here I have to go destination still unknown
Wish me luck ,think of me, that some day ill be set free some day they'll set me free,some day ill be set free......... Is someone watching over me I guess someday I shall see.....I guess someday I shall see.....
I guess someday I shall see.....⬇
Rootz Modebelu
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Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 5:20 AM UTC