they said we had to read the Diary of Ann Frank,
but there was a movie w/ Shelley Winters; I didn't
bother reading the book, saw the movie & fell in
love w/ Ann, & the whole "In spite of everything,
I still believe that people are really good at heart,"
& thought, if only ****** had met her; he would've
dropped the whole Final Solution thing in favor
of his art & spent his time painting beside the Röhr
w/ this beautiful Jewish Esther-like Princess
writing in her seemingly never ending journal,
making him think of of Geli & Eva & Leni;
Leni not far off shooting roll after roll of vivid
color film, Eva frolicking in swimsuit, the perfect
Miss Third *****; poor Geli, taking her own life
w/ uncle Adolf's gun, so he said, or the last person
he ever killed personally; Rohm & the gay Nazis
dealing w/ Goebbels' relentless publicity machine

The bridge to pass across
the relegating river has fallen now
you have to spread your blood
to cross,the milk now taste sour
now you will have to press your breast
to drink white.
The day turns black and night turns
to red,strongly pouring fear on children.
But if there is life there is hope they say,
so where is hope to visit?
why not if there is life there is
food to stay strong?
or if there is life there is money
to buy immortality
or shelter for protection?
why not?
who will tell me why is
hope that life include?
But the answer come straight
from ancient mountain where
God resides,no sane man hope
for what is seen
we only hope for next minute
not now but hope is like
volumptuous bag that carries
good tidings
Hope is expectation of a night
without sweat
Hope is expectations of courage that will not met
Hope is expectation of bed that
will not wet.
So I say to the living that
hope a sunshine after the rain
there is a friend coming that
will stay and will not leave again
There is a honey coming to
establish joy in our bitter stomach
●ROHM 2017

There once was a **** Ernst Rohm
Who conducted his evils with aplomb
The fact he was gay
Held very little sway
As his man-dates went down like a bomb
by Jemia (&Lili)