"responsiblities" poems
I don't want to
Throw up or Cry
& Overthink everything
At the same time
But I'm drunk
And it seems to be all
Which comes to mind
I really shouldn't drink so much
But who is to tell me
What to do
When all I need is rent
& food is a secondary expense
This adulting thing doesn't bode well
Too many bills
Too many responsiblities
Too many expectations
With blood comes too many questions
And isn't it easier to
Tell a story than
Actually speak the truth
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 12:11 AM UTC
check the rooms, lock the door
check it all over, then do it once more
the sun is my comfort, she'd visit in the day
but at dusk she'd always leave me
so in the dark i'd wait.
i didn't sleep till sunrise
when i felt the bright warm rays
and glimpses of dark shadows were at ease
so nights were for thinking
and days were for dreaming
no time to think about responsiblities
my anxious thoughts teased me
pills much less pleased me
but Lexa healed me
of insecurity
my smiles were still silent
amber eyes were vibrant
but still they were glazed with fatigue
silent tears flowed down my cheeks.
i did not speak
unless spoken to
i'd only laugh to go along with you
but the air flowing from my lungs held no tone
it was melancholy & weak
insides clenching my screams
i just wish that somehow you'd have known.
Nov 17, 2016
Nov 17, 2016 at 9:51 PM UTC
What is love ?
Love have many meanings.
Love God, family, friends and her/his.
Love God with completed sholah ,
you will get her bless,
for the rest of your life.
Love family with responsiblities,
you will get their bless,
and you will succes in your carier.
Love friends with helping them,
because one day,
if we were in emergency,
they have beside.
lastly,
Love her/his with trust,
you will never dissapointed,
and regret.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 11:00 AM UTC
I just want to go
Leave,
Get away,
And not come back
For a couple of days
I have $15 in
my wallet
I have a pack of stoges
In my flannel pocket
All I need is
Right here with me
Can I just go,
Leave,
Get away
From all my responsiblities
Can I leave behind
This stupid place
And these stupid people?
Just for a few days
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 12:32 PM UTC
you were a too-many-words quote
scribbled in beauty
a splendid script onto my broken skin
your gritted ink bleeding through me
the stain tells everyone what it is on it's own
needs no introduction
staying permanently here with me
while you are not
They tell me it makes me look irresponsible to have it on me so plainly seen with
heart on my sleeve
broken and bleeding, still in your wolf jaws
they look, asking too-close questions with their eyes
I know how it feels, and I forgive you
love has made me a hungry thing too
Jul 20, 2013
Jul 20, 2013 at 11:00 PM UTC
You know Im growing up
With this increasing adulthood
I know my responsiblities
Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 2:55 PM UTC