yeah I ****** kiesha cole
that's why she said "I shouldnt let yo go"
but I had to flow
to the next ***** hole
Monica didn't "wanna be alone"
so i let her play with my bone
and I can't forget Ashanti
I was "foolish" but then I got "mesmorize "
by her pretty eyes thick thighs
got **** got my **** in a rise
n don't let me see Sade
cuz I'll "cherish the day"
in the same way I'll lay
my pipe in any bad chick
next on my list we gotta Meagan Good
yeah I'll **** her "waist deep"
she'll call me Tyrese
make her a "nasty girl" like vanity
yo im reaching for some sanity but the man in me
ain't done huh
I'll **** Remy Ma just for fun huh
what about Mariah Carey
hit the ***** from the rear
it's hairy, Truman never been a. ***** man
but I'll only gut **** Iggy in her **** dumb ****
even though you ain't black
give her that real BBC
down with OPP see me
running through these "freaks a leeks"
like petey pablo swift flow
back to the **** though
I got dibs on angelina jolies mouth whoaa
**** it good girl don't waste my nut
I got SWV to share it with
and watch the "rain"
fall on thee like im peein'
***** see the little demons
tap dancing I'm Just reminscing and scheming
but things ain't what it seems
yo im just in a dreams hmmmm

Yosef Amaryahu
I got a call me from tweet
she left a message after the beep
on the celluar she
"oops my bad"cuz I had
her fiendin' for the **** cuz I'm slick like Rick please girlies
calm down there's plenty of **** to go around
next I hear a doorbell sound
it's my baby girl mc lyte I made her "cha cha cha"
cuz I put hits on her like Chaka
made her feel good like "Hollywood" then out the door and on my way
I ran into Roxanne Shante
**** she drop the bomb on me
she told me
she was the "real Roxanne"
And said nobody
could **** better than me
I said really? politely I just be me chillin' smokin' Phillies
like playas do Missy Elliot ain't been the same since
I hit her with "the rain" bedsheet stains of her ***** drains
and traces of *******
yeah I'll admit I was a little insane
but not as insane as Lil' Kim
she looked at me grim
told me she got a" crush on me"
and go above the rim
I ain't leon ***** I'm the don
make like flex and I got one on one with these hoes smokin' octimos
one more to go
and last on my list
I got this chick name Mya
"Ghetto superstar"
***** fire heated her like a dryer made her retire
from the bedroom cuz I drilled her thrills sent her
body chills now she
rubbin' my chest beggin' I was ill
sick with it but
I'm just coachin" my teams
chasin' my dreams huh

4 Black Walls
A streak of silver in the middle
One Man lays here
His Eyes
Stare 100ft ahead of him
Unblinking
His fingers
Twitch Timelessly
As if he's reminscing piano keys
Playing a simple symphony of jazzy tunes
Throughout
The Room
World immersed in darkness,spotted with headlights of the cosmics
Always conscious of every swift movement
Arises
The Beast
Feeds on the intestines of vanity
It never had a dream
It only knows what you know
Birthed in a world full of carnage
Always balancing on deaths margin
Destined to return to the soil
It realizes its worth
In disguise
Still being drowned in its enviroment
It merges
Eyes
Glare full of Hunger,Hostility,Animosity,Pursuit.
It Immerses itself into oblivion
Bares Fangs at
The Room
Let every headstone spell out infernal doom
Shimmering eyes in the silhouettes
The Room
Filled with innocence,imagination,overflowing spirits,bashful spectars
After souls nectar like morning dews on
Black Petunias
The Ominous is beautiful too
Like how nebulas decorate the universe
Now Welcome
As you enter
**The Room

Yo I wasn't,
Meant to fall from heaven,
Got blessed with war veterans,
There I am again,
Facing the cold cuts of the winds,
Whisperin,
Careless I just sit back,
And let my rillo caress,
Lay my head, between my wife's
Breast,
Reminscing the best,
Time we had, I'm glad,
My years on earth was golden,
Lost seed chosen,
To try to save the world,
Too many boys and girls,
Y'all can have the pearl,
Blacks the new hate,
Whites the new delegate,
Old news, bumped
Out the crate,
Racial division, I see the vision,
Once I found my decision,
Picked wrong over right,
Darkness over the light,
Melanin survivor, soul diver,
Spin wiser than MyGyver
Who's liver,
With the shells I spit, I shook
Up the whole nation,
Saw the sun and moon,
On different rotations,
One side is cold, the other side
Is hot and bold,
Emotions on a roller coastin,
The hearts of men,
Can't break the vision, I see myself living,
In a dream,
Only to wake up, I'm dead fool,
Now I got rouge as my make up,





The crossovers lovely,
Now I see my family,
Tears and hugging me,
Over my casket,
But I feel no pleas,
My souls empty,
Got tempted to come back,
To the scenery,
As a baby,
Why curse my seed,
And add to the bleed,
See different versions of me,
In this old age society,
Quietly,
I sit in the corner, thinking who
Hearing me,
These dreams feel so vividly,
My wife ain't even next to me,
Half dead half alive,
How can I thrive,
And find ways to survive,
These everyday jives,
Don't wanna cause no harm,
embraced the fifth dimension charm,
Carry pain on my arm,
Ring the alarm,
Spirits in every direction, can't
Find no protection,
My souls open, wasted and potent,
Hate loves the company,
And misery,
Spread all over the globe,
Check the fiery abode,
Ain't no love no more,
Too much grief to the heal,
The restore,
I sit on the surface core,
Dwelling the star lines, feel my heart
On a flat line,
Back to the first line, double vision,
Can't see the incision,
I'm dead fool, just remember you're nobody til somebody, kills you,

Corrupted insights see the mind in excites rites
Immutable bylaws falling jaws from the laws
All caught an applause another right taking away
Deep late Sunday they writing the evil grey
Between black and white stuck with the same sight
Even a blind man could see the foolery
Cookery hickory sweet of the cake bakery
Icy cold world we live in folks wills pushing
Over toilet tissues and towels for clean bowels
Some even murdered over gallons of water
Food it's understood media unreasonable
No doubt check the tunnel rout broke the snout
Aimed at the black habitat wait for that stacks
Stimulus checks keeps us in check disrespect
Economy sinking from the gold eating oil
Spoils under demand supply Charlie man stands
Being closed imposed exposed to the new expos
Distance for instance brings more violence
Silent religion sneaks letters for the stool pigeons
Pigs can fly only when they bullets winging by
Another fry brothers to sistas die in all colors
Wake up it's ultimate shake up as I rake up
Book worm let the germs infect my intellect
Protect from the clean viruses corona
Daytona mind moving grooving soothing
Ya healing crank the adrenaline heart paced
At the fasted rate jalapeno burns court adjourn
We loosing humanity fast with no signs of returns





Politicians big business with morticians
See the folks wishing for a savior reminscing
On a guy who don't even live in the sky why
Ask why grey beards holding pondering
I'm still wondering who is this guy zoning
I can't see a thought let alone God I see me
Images of blemishes first to genesis
Feel this exodus experience death ruckus
Trust us folks in love with fake cannibis
False dealing for miracle healing mass appealing
Reel'd in emotions shattered by the killing
See where we headed to the end of the road
No toads just a plot to implode the globes
Sixty seven mirrors of horrors eyes of Horus
Got ya hooked mind gazed amazed glazed
Into the skies glacier off the rockers statures
Stand straight on shaky ground all around
Clowns in the circus blowing up they circuits
Misfits girls in the see through outfits
While boys tryna hold back on they biscuits
****** hyped while love is smote n sniped
Like Wesley the best of me couldn't even see
Pass three years old now I'm ancient swole
Living off the papyrus scrolls my mind rolls
Off into another dimension intention
To strengthen bring pain to my minions
Victory dominions celebrated while I'm hated
Prices with wise guys keep me with a birds eye
View snafus from casino blues still on a cruise
Voyage to Atlantis drug escape from drug handlers
Pharmacy pill poppin' society socially decline
Rewind back to the beginning of mankind
Greed was plotted from the Greek roots shoots
Down the capitalism imperials just modern prison
Locked in out side freedom hubbles of troubles
No scope I'm dope mailing ya with rhyming quotes

Collapse a North Pole stand firm with the seventies gold
Platinum lyrics touch hearts of critics embezzle gimmicks
Can you feel it fat boy ahoy
Yo I'm reminscing on joy
Back in the days street plays
Ghetto hustlers to strugglers
A white mans cream dreams
Often played by media schemes
I focused on my self bright
Lights in the bathroom
Zoomed on my eyes heirloom
Invested in mental estate
To create a dominate state
Of mind summer time
Was always on time slime
Tryna bring winter inner
Self still working on my health
Lyrics only for the fearless
I suggest ya ya use stress
As a way to strengthen less
Of ya broken morals values
Don't stand on red or blue
Stand by those who stay true
Real friends break dividends
And in the end it's a pretend
*** folks only out for ya endz


Saw the heart of a blue jazz player soul genesis slayer
Way up in the majors caters ya every move word to Deja
Vu lyrics dipped in only wisdom of the truth to the booth
Though I may chip a tooth love of a women with a style of Ruth
Afro air got my soul in a stare as the sun glares us a pair
Let the light radiate sunrays
To bake an earthquake
Crack negativity baby
It's all gravy once I train
Ya thought freight the froth
Sitting on top of plots
Silence goes to the body rotts
A dead mind can't grind
Broke away from all swines now I see J Dilla divine mind
Yo I wish it was a joke but this ain't premise to a punchline
Massacre create a chaos design society quietly confined
To the madness in line
Folks so Chic Fila and they say okay but I see the days
Are numbered ready for the slumber don't disturb the Hummer
Of music abuse it never too clever Connected rhymes endeavor
Over the beats I speak great as a speech of wisdom Greeks
Meeks shall inherit the cherries of gold left the veil on hold

Reminscing on our past living giving strengthen
From pass wicked living sins waging gauging
Look into the skies for a paging still grazing amazing
Black poetry chilling on the fifth demo legacy
Stars wise all eyes president Camio feel me flow
Like naughty did for the 9 Tre and the 9 four
All to the floor vibration rising galore pour
Out blessing no stressing nature still testing
Humanities capabilities no integrity in the city
Of the politics gritty tactics makes me react quit
Learned the skills of a wordsmith Shakespeare
To Nat Turner lesson became a learner
Still packing burners my mind wonders
More than Alice born into malice sip tea from the chalice
It's a mind ballad needs no valid reasons breathing
Gases Earth's perfume excuse the heirlooms blooms
Let's talk about the elephant in the rooms Kabooms
Still jamming to MF Doom wars only consume
Depression ate with mad aggression selections
Of everyday choices pictures of a Rolls Royces
Celebrities giving false imageries of reality fantasy
See why so many of em end up in Insanity
Prison mentality tryna escape the wicked necessity
Of the industry but ya know the oath chemistry
Do what thou wilt not even tears could stitch
The quilt of guilt ever since I was a baby I was built
For war warrior scars barbed wire stars hugging
Buggin the suns cuz of the placement
Sky high still gotta bless the Thai so universal fries
Human thought back Invoke a spiritual froth
Growth spurts see how it hurts rugged from the dirt
Souls reaching out they graves crave energy
Underground chemistry they place where we'll be
One day doin the same thang in the same gang
We just atoms living out the auroras *******

Yo I'm the gun spring that the violence rings
Brings mad chaos sibling cycle off in between
Money fiends to homeless flings for happiness
Manifest the coldest chest worlds exposed flesh
Everyday a new test over residence they get the best
Of the worst we been destined for curse thirst
Over bloods spoils of the unforgotten
Rotten I'm coping my conscience ovah nonsense
Cant catch me slippin' skies dippin' sinister flippin'
**** chasing dames hangs cuz ****** lynching
No longer down for the thrills of a will splurge of kills
Still remains unyield police shield by hateful feels
Kneels to a stronger evil alliance multiply grievance
Still tryna catch the steps of the devils dance
Advance my energy towards a better synergy
Killer joker player society quietly riot the cities
Down to the county looking for the bounty quicker
Picker upper snap it like a coupler air supply rely
Breath through the cosmos eyes Dr Strange guy
Multiply my army of rage hidden within' in a cage
Of a twelve guage paints the final page of a stage
Black as an abyss Shakespeare genesis who feelin' this?
Check the characters played serenades blades
Of the mind cut off from the thought self taught
Seven pointed stars yo I'm following the R
Yosef for president linked with the black cat residence
Revolutionary stance freedom I chance no glance
Dish out the bullets to feed the ***** deeds of seeds
Bleeds my enemies to a fatigue the need of a greeds
Humanity is God's failed science project recollect
Pieces of broken atom matters chit chatters moving
In like papparazzi kamikaze jet stream negativity
I'm a higher caliber vibrate much radiant frequency
Reminscing still off the blue walnut snub nose appeal
Deep in ya grill I'm taking mouth shots til it's hots
Blow up the spot like Malcolm at the podiums
1963 ways to ****** craze rip to the MLK to JFK
Same day different events I feel the souls of peasants
Reaching for presents in the presents future
Past unveil the mask see the hidden valley masked
Most folks lives living in a cask hip hop class crash
Intellects with no chance to reject my witty respect
Yo I'm the verbal lyrical Genghis lingo stay slayin' foes

Somedays Facebook shows things from last year at this time. I remember how lonely I felt without you by my side as I had journeyed away. The only thing I know is you held me all together until I returned home to you. I remember our walks we took as we talked on the phone. I remember you helping through every trying time. I felt your hand in mine. My life complete as it is now with just being near you. A love has grown so deep, nothing could ever break this bound not in this lifetime or what lies beyond. I can't wait to be sitting on our porch swing reminscing about these times we are in now, the struggle with school, job, and getting a foothold on our future. I feel like i'm already there looking back on this time already holding your hand and enjoying the beauty of our life intertwined with this marvelous love. The beauty of the sun setting and spending time with my love.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K