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I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. Does it mean that I am always in competition to be the top of my species? Does it mean that I need to be perfect without a single curve out of line in order to find love? Does it mean that I am only defined when owned by a man? Does it mean that I can only find purpose in childbirth? Does it mean that I will forever live in the shadow of men? Does it mean that I am an object invented solely for a man's pleasure? Does it mean that I'm forced to confine to gender roles and live in someone else's story? Does it mean that I'm supposed to accept it when I'm harassed from across the street? Does it mean that I'm supposed to lie there silent when he puts his hands up my skirt? Does it mean that I am only worth 77 cents to a man’s dollar? Does it mean that I am defined by my looks rather than my intelligence? Does it mean that I will never be capable of holding a major position of power due to my mood swings? Does it mean that I am defined by how many men I have had *** with? Or does it mean something else entirely. It's difficult learning to love being a woman. Obvious and damaging disadvantages are visible to observers. We are regarded as second best, property of our man. We are erased from history, our pain is minimized and forgotten. We are oppressed and have to fight for our rights. We are afraid to walk the streets at night, afraid for our lives. We are harassed without care and without penalty. We are ***** and murdered for refusing proposals. We are expected to live on the sidelines as a housewife whose only priority should be her children. We are expected to keep quiet in situations of domestic abuse. We are expected to be perfect, and pretty, fresh for a man’s picking. We can’t even advocate for our own equality without being demonized. There are times where I wish I wasn’t a woman. Being a woman comes with innumerable expectations, pressures, and responsibilities. My existence is not defined by a man, or by the patriarchal expectations that have been placed on me. I am breaking free of my confinements and I’m not afraid to admit that, I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. And that's okay. //sarahmann
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Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 3:10 AM UTC
What It Means to Be A Woman
I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. Does it mean that I am always in competition to be the top of my species? Does it mean that I need to be perfect without a single curve out of line in order to find love? Does it mean that I am only defined when owned by a man? Does it mean that I can only find purpose in childbirth? Does it mean that I will forever live in the shadow of men? Does it mean that I am an object invented solely for a man's pleasure? Does it mean that I'm forced to confine to gender roles and live in someone else's story? Does it mean that I'm supposed to accept it when I'm harassed from across the street? Does it mean that I'm supposed to lie there silent when he puts his hands up my skirt? Does it mean that I am only worth 77 cents to a man’s dollar? Does it mean that I am defined by my looks rather than my intelligence? Does it mean that I will never be capable of holding a major position of power due to my mood swings? Does it mean that I am defined by how many men I have had *** with? Or does it mean something else entirely. It's difficult learning to love being a woman. Obvious and damaging disadvantages are visible to observers. We are regarded as second best, property of our man. We are erased from history, our pain is minimized and forgotten. We are oppressed and have to fight for our rights. We are afraid to walk the streets at night, afraid for our lives. We are harassed without care and without penalty. We are ***** and murdered for refusing proposals. We are expected to live on the sidelines as a housewife whose only priority should be her children. We are expected to keep quiet in situations of domestic abuse. We are expected to be perfect, and pretty, fresh for a man’s picking. We can’t even advocate for our own equality without being demonized. There are times where I wish I wasn’t a woman. Being a woman comes with innumerable expectations, pressures, and responsibilities. My existence is not defined by a man, or by the patriarchal expectations that have been placed on me. I am breaking free of my confinements and I’m not afraid to admit that, I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. And that's okay. //sarahmann
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A fashion designer has defended models who were labelled as "gaunt and unwell" on Facebook. Andrea Moore's I AM range is sold at Farmers, and an image from its current campaign was posted on that company's Facebook page on Friday. The picture features Chiara and Norina Gasteiger, who are twins represented by Clyne Model Management. Farmers customers did not react well to the now-deleted post. "They so look gaunt and unwell. I'm really disappointed," Newshub says Anna Webster commented. "You cannot look at these girls with their bones sticking out and believe that they are a good role model for a family store," Jo Austwick wrote. "I have enough trouble with body image arguments with my daughters without these images being depicted. They do not look healthy." Moore said the imagery had never been intended to cause offence, and that she felt for the Gasteiger twins, who have worked with the brand for three years. "The twins are actually healthy, fun models who are busy university students... We love working with them because of their sense of self-worth and uniqueness as twins," she said. "We have been in touch with the models and they were most upset by the whole thing. Fortunately, they have received a lot of support from their peers. "The campaign was about preppy grunge, print with an edge. [It was not] about promoting unhealthy body types [or] anything else," Moore added. Farmers posted the following statement on Facebook after deleting the I AM image: "Dear valued Farmers customers! We appreciate you taking the time to send us your comments and concerns on a recent post for I AM. Please know it is not taken lightly and we in no way mean to promote an image for women in NZ to follow that could be regarded as unhealthy. "We understand that no two bodies are the same and we always seek to show a range of body types throughout all our advertising. These images were supplied by the brand Andrea Moore as part of a wider campaign and were published by us. We will endeavour going forward to work closely with all our partners to ensure an appropriate image is portrayed. "Thank you once again for your valued feedback." Clyne Model Management have been approached for comment.Read more at:http://www.marieaustralia.com/cocktail-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/one-shoulder-formal-dresses
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Sep 5, 2016
Sep 5, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
Designer Andrea Moore defends models called 'gaunt and unwell'
A fashion designer has defended models who were labelled as "gaunt and unwell" on Facebook. Andrea Moore's I AM range is sold at Farmers, and an image from its current campaign was posted on that company's Facebook page on Friday. The picture features Chiara and Norina Gasteiger, who are twins represented by Clyne Model Management. Farmers customers did not react well to the now-deleted post. "They so look gaunt and unwell. I'm really disappointed," Newshub says Anna Webster commented. "You cannot look at these girls with their bones sticking out and believe that they are a good role model for a family store," Jo Austwick wrote. "I have enough trouble with body image arguments with my daughters without these images being depicted. They do not look healthy." Moore said the imagery had never been intended to cause offence, and that she felt for the Gasteiger twins, who have worked with the brand for three years. "The twins are actually healthy, fun models who are busy university students... We love working with them because of their sense of self-worth and uniqueness as twins," she said. "We have been in touch with the models and they were most upset by the whole thing. Fortunately, they have received a lot of support from their peers. "The campaign was about preppy grunge, print with an edge. [It was not] about promoting unhealthy body types [or] anything else," Moore added. Farmers posted the following statement on Facebook after deleting the I AM image: "Dear valued Farmers customers! We appreciate you taking the time to send us your comments and concerns on a recent post for I AM. Please know it is not taken lightly and we in no way mean to promote an image for women in NZ to follow that could be regarded as unhealthy. "We understand that no two bodies are the same and we always seek to show a range of body types throughout all our advertising. These images were supplied by the brand Andrea Moore as part of a wider campaign and were published by us. We will endeavour going forward to work closely with all our partners to ensure an appropriate image is portrayed. "Thank you once again for your valued feedback." Clyne Model Management have been approached for comment.Read more at:http://www.marieaustralia.com/cocktail-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/one-shoulder-formal-dresses
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There’s no other choice but to wear them, The drawer offered nothing but these. An odd pair of socks might be quirky, Odd sizes don’t normally please. The one at my ankle was spotted, The other was striped to the knee The latter two sizes the smaller, The former quite large by degree. This mismatch I thought to keep secret And cover the dissonant pair. I chose from the wardrobe some trousers And shoes, with considerable care. My ruse would conceal the divergence From prescribed social standards of dress And none would be any the wiser My discomfort I’d have to suppress. Now, it’s harder to mask discomposure When physical pain has attacked. The small sock had cramped my toes tightly That blood didn’t flow, was a fact. My colleagues regarded me strangely For they could see nothing amiss But I could feel cold perspiration, Anxiety I couldn’t dismiss. It was then that I felt a strange itching, The striped sock began to descend And round my right ankle it wrinkled And bulged at the trouser leg end. Dismayed at my great consternation But clueless to what was awry My friends made comforting gestures Need of which I could only deny. The moral of this story’s transparent Socks are always best worn as a pair Their nature is in the relationship Which provides a well-balanced air. And take the trouble to remember Be congruent in all that you do For disparity will often bring discord And that path, you’ll certainly rue.
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Oct 11, 2009
Oct 11, 2009 at 6:43 AM UTC
Odd Socks
What did you do to your hair? It is not fashion or regarded as a good sight, for sightseers whom fight for the best sight to see. Nor is it complementary to your main meal face, no condiment would ever accompany you, let alone a boy in a start of the month, moon-a-new, relationship-race. It is not natural, nor be it an attempt to blend into your surroundings at large, as a red and blue fringe will never be camouflage. So, what did you do to your hair?
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Jan 9, 2013
Jan 9, 2013 at 11:05 AM UTC
THIS POEM IS FOR MY EX-GIRLFRIEND
A Letter To My Aunt Discussing The Correct Approach To Modern Poetry To you, my aunt, who would explore The literary Chankley Bore, The paths are hard, for you are not A literary Hottentot But just a kind and cultured dame Who knows not Eliot (to her shame). Fie on you, aunt, that you should see No genius in David G., No elemental form and sound In T.S.E. and Ezra Pound. Fie on you, aunt! I'll show you how To elevate your middle brow, And how to scale and see the sights From modernist Parnassian heights. First buy a hat, no Paris model But one the Swiss wear when they yodel, A bowler thing with one or two Feathers to conceal the view; And then in sandals walk the street (All modern painters use their feet For painting, on their canvas strips, Their wives or mothers, minus hips). Perhaps it would be best if you Created something very new, A ***** novel done in Erse Or written backwards in Welsh verse, Or paintings on the backs of vests, Or Sanskrit psalms on lepers' chests. But if this proved imposs-i-ble Perhaps it would be just as well, For you could then write what you please, And modern verse is done with ease. Do not forget that 'limpet' rhymes With 'strumpet' in these troubled times, And commas are the worst of crimes; Few understand the works of Cummings, And few James Joyce's mental slummings, And few young Auden's coded chatter; But then it is the few that matter. Never be lucid, never state, If you would be regarded great, The simplest thought or sentiment, (For thought, we know, is decadent); Never omit such vital words As belly, genitals and -----, For these are things that play a part (And what a part) in all good art. Remember this: each rose is wormy, And every lovely woman's germy; Remember this: that love depends On how the Gallic letter bends; Remember, too, that life is hell And even heaven has a smell Of putrefying angels who Make deadly whoopee in the blue. These things remembered, what can stop A poet going to the top? A final word: before you start The convulsions of your art, Remove your brains, take out your heart; Minus these curses, you can be A genius like David G. Take courage, aunt, and send your stuff To Geoffrey Grigson with my luff, And may I yet live to admire How well your poems light the fire.
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A Letter To My Aunt
A Letter To My Aunt Discussing The Correct Approach To Modern Poetry To you, my aunt, who would explore The literary Chankley Bore, The paths are hard, for you are not A literary Hottentot But just a kind and cultured dame Who knows not Eliot (to her shame). Fie on you, aunt, that you should see No genius in David G., No elemental form and sound In T.S.E. and Ezra Pound. Fie on you, aunt! I'll show you how To elevate your middle brow, And how to scale and see the sights From modernist Parnassian heights. First buy a hat, no Paris model But one the Swiss wear when they yodel, A bowler thing with one or two Feathers to conceal the view; And then in sandals walk the street (All modern painters use their feet For painting, on their canvas strips, Their wives or mothers, minus hips). Perhaps it would be best if you Created something very new, A ***** novel done in Erse Or written backwards in Welsh verse, Or paintings on the backs of vests, Or Sanskrit psalms on lepers' chests. But if this proved imposs-i-ble Perhaps it would be just as well, For you could then write what you please, And modern verse is done with ease. Do not forget that 'limpet' rhymes With 'strumpet' in these troubled times, And commas are the worst of crimes; Few understand the works of Cummings, And few James Joyce's mental slummings, And few young Auden's coded chatter; But then it is the few that matter. Never be lucid, never state, If you would be regarded great, The simplest thought or sentiment, (For thought, we know, is decadent); Never omit such vital words As belly, genitals and -----, For these are things that play a part (And what a part) in all good art. Remember this: each rose is wormy, And every lovely woman's germy; Remember this: that love depends On how the Gallic letter bends; Remember, too, that life is hell And even heaven has a smell Of putrefying angels who Make deadly whoopee in the blue. These things remembered, what can stop A poet going to the top? A final word: before you start The convulsions of your art, Remove your brains, take out your heart; Minus these curses, you can be A genius like David G. Take courage, aunt, and send your stuff To Geoffrey Grigson with my luff, And may I yet live to admire How well your poems light the fire.
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I apologize to myself for holding myself back even though I know what I’m truly capable of I apologize to myself for making myself cry at night I apologize to myself for treating my body like a dumpsite for garbage instead of a temple highly regarded I apologize to myself for making myself smaller so that others can feel bigger I apologize to myself for choosing to see what’s lacking in me and not celebrating everything I have that makes me beautifully me I apologize to myself for speaking harsh words like: 𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘶𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘦 But choose to tell other people: 𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 because you of all people know how it’s like to be the villain in your own story and don’t want others to feel the same. Oh, to wish well for others and not wish on my own stars first. . . I apologize to myself for giving love to others but not give that same love back to myself. -- I will accept my apologies and forgive myself so that I may learn how to love myself properly
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Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 11:11 PM UTC
I Apologize to Myself
dear lover, i miss you. even though i’ve never met you, i can still feel your energy from a thousand miles away. a face that can make men go to war for you. your smile makes time move slow, everything in the world makes sense. i find comfort in your love and warmth in your presence. lover. i fell in love with your words, everything you uttered was. beauty personified in words. that deep energetic vibe from your soul makes me want to dance in your. elegance. i fell in love with your mind, and i fell deep within your subconscious. a trance i was in. you’re my intellectual crush. you had me on my knees, you had me intellectually lovin’ you. i had a dream we were both dancing to Eros’ beautiful rhythm. nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart, baby don’t think im out to hurt you. not my intention. i fell in love with you and i never knew. falling in love with you was never my plan. but i guess it was God’s plan. we’ll never know. even though we’ve never met. i can still remember the sound of your heartbeat, your voice so sweet like the heavens. and your movement so graceful. graceful. you’re like a Raven – innocent, beautiful, sweet. my heart just skipped a beat. beautiful soul. speak to me. i saw the beauty of life through you, beautiful soul. and even though we’ve never met, lover. i miss you. you got a lotta soul, lady. that’s beautiful. all i wanna do is admire your beauty from a distance because im afraid if i touch you. my flesh will be tempted to do all that is regarded. earthly. i’ll prolly luh you fo’eva. let me escape through you in thought. beautiful lover. beautiful soul. “touch me with your mind. hands are overrated & ‘soul’ is overused.” the closest stranger i’ve never met. i became more with you. your lips i will kiss, your hips i will hold, and your love i will embrace. you have my heart. you have the key to my heart. and the more i think of you, i miss you. even though we’ve never met, beautiful lover. our hearts are interlocked in deep conversation. thoughts & feelings in graceful motion, love never known. i saw us dancing under the moonlight. you wore a silk white dress with Queen Elizabeth’s crown upon your head. and me, just a man wearing a white suit with a purple rose in his chest pocket. imagine. and we danced in the cosmos, the stars were watching us — the sun and the moon were playing music only heard in the heavens. dear lover. beautiful lover. beautiful soul. i love you. i miss you. even though we’ve never met.
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Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 10:25 AM UTC
Dear Lover
dear lover, i miss you. even though i’ve never met you, i can still feel your energy from a thousand miles away. a face that can make men go to war for you. your smile makes time move slow, everything in the world makes sense. i find comfort in your love and warmth in your presence. lover. i fell in love with your words, everything you uttered was. beauty personified in words. that deep energetic vibe from your soul makes me want to dance in your. elegance. i fell in love with your mind, and i fell deep within your subconscious. a trance i was in. you’re my intellectual crush. you had me on my knees, you had me intellectually lovin’ you. i had a dream we were both dancing to Eros’ beautiful rhythm. nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart, baby don’t think im out to hurt you. not my intention. i fell in love with you and i never knew. falling in love with you was never my plan. but i guess it was God’s plan. we’ll never know. even though we’ve never met. i can still remember the sound of your heartbeat, your voice so sweet like the heavens. and your movement so graceful. graceful. you’re like a Raven – innocent, beautiful, sweet. my heart just skipped a beat. beautiful soul. speak to me. i saw the beauty of life through you, beautiful soul. and even though we’ve never met, lover. i miss you. you got a lotta soul, lady. that’s beautiful. all i wanna do is admire your beauty from a distance because im afraid if i touch you. my flesh will be tempted to do all that is regarded. earthly. i’ll prolly luh you fo’eva. let me escape through you in thought. beautiful lover. beautiful soul. “touch me with your mind. hands are overrated & ‘soul’ is overused.” the closest stranger i’ve never met. i became more with you. your lips i will kiss, your hips i will hold, and your love i will embrace. you have my heart. you have the key to my heart. and the more i think of you, i miss you. even though we’ve never met, beautiful lover. our hearts are interlocked in deep conversation. thoughts & feelings in graceful motion, love never known. i saw us dancing under the moonlight. you wore a silk white dress with Queen Elizabeth’s crown upon your head. and me, just a man wearing a white suit with a purple rose in his chest pocket. imagine. and we danced in the cosmos, the stars were watching us — the sun and the moon were playing music only heard in the heavens. dear lover. beautiful lover. beautiful soul. i love you. i miss you. even though we’ve never met.
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I know from my past, gym class From locker rooms, I learned fast That lots of guys have winners But my sausage is from Vienna. I got a little bump, a tiny little lump, Like a hamster has taken a dump. Nothing bulges my shorts at the crotch. Not much there for anyone to watch. But our society puts the emphasis On just how big your business is. If you have a tiny peter, my friend Many kinds of applause will end. Go read the writing on the walls, Because you will inherit the catcalls And no matter how much you moan They come through no fault of your own. Regarded as less than a man; sick Or perverted to have a small **** As too often I have been told Since as a kid and not very old Amid laughter and cruel jests I have learned a big **** is best. No matter it’s something I can’t change, Apparently a small ***** is strange. In time I left behind those taunts As I left behind adolescent haunts. The pain has become only a taint; The scars of bullies with no restraint, But I am sure I never will fully be Free of their thoughtless bigotry As I reach the age of an old codger Dealing with life with a not so jolly roger.
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Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
***** ENVY
There's a certain condition known as losing connection involving people, places and things of strong affection. The phenomenon is marked by one or two parting to separate ways and a feeling of disconnection is experienced highlighting the days. Where the people concerned, in the past, were once close together, are all now, due to a lack of communication, more apart than ever. Once good friends, close relatives, associates and even lovers have all fallen victim to the malady of estrangement as others. We should never underestimate the effect of the passage of time especially when augmented with distance that determines clime. In this case the distance between the minds and hearts of all those who have so drifted apart from each other no longer holding the same view. It may also be a case where people have outgrown or transcended themselves and do not identify any more with what was once regarded as familiar delves. The vicissitudes of life can also be a major cause and often very decisive factor where on the stage of this world one assumes or takes the role of a different actor. Who knows to what degree a situation can change or influence the course of events and leaves those alienated, that were once close together, now with different intents. Another very obvious aspect is the physical departure because of death of all those who, in this life, virtually shared the same space and breath. It has also been written that, the soul of a person gone, sometimes tries to revive or contact those whom it had most connection with while it was physically alive. The same can be said of some of those who are still in their earthly ****** form and cannot cope without the assurance or connection that before was the norm. __________________________________
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Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 4:33 PM UTC
On Losing Connection
There's a certain condition known as losing connection involving people, places and things of strong affection. The phenomenon is marked by one or two parting to separate ways and a feeling of disconnection is experienced highlighting the days. Where the people concerned, in the past, were once close together, are all now, due to a lack of communication, more apart than ever. Once good friends, close relatives, associates and even lovers have all fallen victim to the malady of estrangement as others. We should never underestimate the effect of the passage of time especially when augmented with distance that determines clime. In this case the distance between the minds and hearts of all those who have so drifted apart from each other no longer holding the same view. It may also be a case where people have outgrown or transcended themselves and do not identify any more with what was once regarded as familiar delves. The vicissitudes of life can also be a major cause and often very decisive factor where on the stage of this world one assumes or takes the role of a different actor. Who knows to what degree a situation can change or influence the course of events and leaves those alienated, that were once close together, now with different intents. Another very obvious aspect is the physical departure because of death of all those who, in this life, virtually shared the same space and breath. It has also been written that, the soul of a person gone, sometimes tries to revive or contact those whom it had most connection with while it was physically alive. The same can be said of some of those who are still in their earthly ****** form and cannot cope without the assurance or connection that before was the norm. __________________________________
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In a white book, writing was done with tears, And so we cannot figure out a single line; Memorized and though about since early youth, It eludes one’s wit even as one has aged and greyed. When mind seeks it out, love turns up in the heart, When heart pursues it, love is in the mind, escaping wit. Regarded at close range, love dissipates, Leave it aside and love turns sad and grieves. When loving is intense, love resists the long wait, Like a lightning bolt, it streaks across the dark. The kiss that sears is a kiss given only once, And when the river swell, only once will flooding rise. Love that is timid is a river still and currentless, No falls nor torrents, no tears nor unbearable loss! But when love has dared, the heart is swept away, Honor, wealth and wisdom, love will drown them out! When love is yet a bud, it heeds an elder’s counsel, Such is not yet love, for it still sees the light. But when it bursts aflame, what matter the universe — That’s real love, so lose yourself in it with all your heart. When you balk at the threat of ill fortune and hazard, Truly your wit is lit and your mind at dull alert; Your love is cautious yet, you have not learned to really love, For once in love, the grave itself is heaven’s gate. Love has eyes, love is never blind, having learned to love, one’s wounds turn into blossoms, Love is selfish and cannot bear to share, It’s either you get it all, or get nothing at all. “Mother has been watching me, so I cannot write..” Friend, that’s a sign you have yet to win her love. But when she dares write even at her very grave site, She has come to love you more than her very life. All you, young people. who are in quest of love, Moths who are fluttering around the lamplight, Once in the grip of love, danger you will seek out, Ready to love your wings to the very flames of love.
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Jun 18, 2013
Jun 18, 2013 at 7:40 PM UTC
Love by Jose Corazon de Jesus
In a white book, writing was done with tears, And so we cannot figure out a single line; Memorized and though about since early youth, It eludes one’s wit even as one has aged and greyed. When mind seeks it out, love turns up in the heart, When heart pursues it, love is in the mind, escaping wit. Regarded at close range, love dissipates, Leave it aside and love turns sad and grieves. When loving is intense, love resists the long wait, Like a lightning bolt, it streaks across the dark. The kiss that sears is a kiss given only once, And when the river swell, only once will flooding rise. Love that is timid is a river still and currentless, No falls nor torrents, no tears nor unbearable loss! But when love has dared, the heart is swept away, Honor, wealth and wisdom, love will drown them out! When love is yet a bud, it heeds an elder’s counsel, Such is not yet love, for it still sees the light. But when it bursts aflame, what matter the universe — That’s real love, so lose yourself in it with all your heart. When you balk at the threat of ill fortune and hazard, Truly your wit is lit and your mind at dull alert; Your love is cautious yet, you have not learned to really love, For once in love, the grave itself is heaven’s gate. Love has eyes, love is never blind, having learned to love, one’s wounds turn into blossoms, Love is selfish and cannot bear to share, It’s either you get it all, or get nothing at all. “Mother has been watching me, so I cannot write..” Friend, that’s a sign you have yet to win her love. But when she dares write even at her very grave site, She has come to love you more than her very life. All you, young people. who are in quest of love, Moths who are fluttering around the lamplight, Once in the grip of love, danger you will seek out, Ready to love your wings to the very flames of love.
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hand cranked re-imagined 35mm slides Rough Trade posters on the wall Pepsi and premade sandwiches on the counter aperture: wide open he sees her often at the multiplex there she flirts from the third row; second seat sheer blouse hands in elliptical motion pointing toward silk chiffon shells the invite in a tilt of her mouth lip; gloss eyes hidden from the light a prayer before intermission celluloid reliquary reveals God's plans lest her trifling with him cause a miss in changeover enraging his self-regarded audience the walk back to his car one long montage of her lacing up
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May 24, 2023
May 24, 2023 at 10:02 AM UTC
The Projectionist
I was doing something when a flash smashed out to every corner of the room. It came like ominous bolts of lightning had leapt from the light bulb bursting inside, as though storms had been brewing slowly under a muzzle of glass frame. I regarded how strange it was to be fed up to a thrum of 75 watts in its lifetime, to finally break its broadcast. I look to a tungsten tongue, see the ember flick into the dark and say, I lost my religion.
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 6:46 PM UTC
The Light Bulb
Short sidedness, blistering thoughts; selfish predisposition: What a world! Hypocritical claims about profound lack of wisdom and fear of loneliness; Deeply ironic statements about some lust to be alone that you felt as you ****** Your words seem well chosen and articulated, and perhaps in time will become true; but it seems to me that they right now are as hollow and transient as the space between your actions, logic, and resolve: I've found very little that can make me stop to laugh and cry all at once, perhaps a few pieces of Beethoven's music and some really ******* good metal; but you sit atop that short list on your rather gorgeous and elegant hubristic throne, mocking the progress I've made, oozing with scorn and spite: You have so much to learn before you will be regarded as you like to assume you are: "Responsible"; word around the campfire is: hardly. "Honest"; perhaps in words, but apparently not actions. "Mature"; physically, it seems, but mentally? Not so much. "Respectful"; only to yourself, and seemingly not even that. I tried to help, and clearly failed. If it were a test, you cheated; didn't bother to see how it could've been, but hey: at least you were honest. At least you told the Truth, though your actions were untrue. I thought I loved you; I thought I needed you. Perhaps I did, but it has run it's course: you killed it on purpose. I suppose it served it's purpose to you; that I have served my purpose to you. I detach myself from you, and from myself, in the process, and in the process, I fall in love with those aspects of myself I so seek in others: Darkness; honesty. Honor. Intellect. Humour. Creativity, balance. Respect. A level of elegance, but an amount of **** it"; Mental maturity, to an extent. A moderate badass. A **** badass. Though, it seems, the path to Heaven is paved with good intentions, and is built with the bones of the hopeful, and is illuminated by unfounded faith in ****** ******* people: A mandala of Irony.
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Jun 20, 2013
Jun 20, 2013 at 9:46 PM UTC
Mandala of Irony
Short sidedness, blistering thoughts; selfish predisposition: What a world! Hypocritical claims about profound lack of wisdom and fear of loneliness; Deeply ironic statements about some lust to be alone that you felt as you ****** Your words seem well chosen and articulated, and perhaps in time will become true; but it seems to me that they right now are as hollow and transient as the space between your actions, logic, and resolve: I've found very little that can make me stop to laugh and cry all at once, perhaps a few pieces of Beethoven's music and some really ******* good metal; but you sit atop that short list on your rather gorgeous and elegant hubristic throne, mocking the progress I've made, oozing with scorn and spite: You have so much to learn before you will be regarded as you like to assume you are: "Responsible"; word around the campfire is: hardly. "Honest"; perhaps in words, but apparently not actions. "Mature"; physically, it seems, but mentally? Not so much. "Respectful"; only to yourself, and seemingly not even that. I tried to help, and clearly failed. If it were a test, you cheated; didn't bother to see how it could've been, but hey: at least you were honest. At least you told the Truth, though your actions were untrue. I thought I loved you; I thought I needed you. Perhaps I did, but it has run it's course: you killed it on purpose. I suppose it served it's purpose to you; that I have served my purpose to you. I detach myself from you, and from myself, in the process, and in the process, I fall in love with those aspects of myself I so seek in others: Darkness; honesty. Honor. Intellect. Humour. Creativity, balance. Respect. A level of elegance, but an amount of **** it"; Mental maturity, to an extent. A moderate badass. A **** badass. Though, it seems, the path to Heaven is paved with good intentions, and is built with the bones of the hopeful, and is illuminated by unfounded faith in ****** ******* people: A mandala of Irony.
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The bar behind the theatre was nearly empty apart from a couple of gay boys. Well, it was a gay bar, so no ******* surprise there. I glanced at the fat one and decided, 'No thank you very much,' as I have noticed fat people often smell unpleasantly, maybe it's the sweat trapped between their ********** that does it. But the other one was very cute and I decided I would have him. In those days, it was regarded as 'de rigeur' to buy a lad a lager and lime before dragging him home with you for some nookie, so I coughed up for a half pint with charm and grace. Sadly, he was no great shakes in the conversational stakes, but was I after intellectual stimulation? No, I ******* wasn't. Anyway, once I'd checked his passport to ensure he was over-age (no one wants any ******* trouble from the bigoted morality squad) I dragged him back to my elegant bachelor orgy-pad and stripped him off to investigate his lithe little body; a nice smooth little **** and a reasonably clean **** What more can you want from a one night stand? After a bit of a damp snog and a good old ***** I lubed him up and gave his *** a right good poking. He moaned a bit, but then who wouldn't moan, with seven and a half inches of thick gristle shoved all the way up their sphincter? I know I would. After I had filled his rear end with love juice a couple of times, I felt that kicking out was the name of the game. Generously, I gave him a half-crown for his bus fare as he said he was a bit short of cash, being unemployed. It was the least I could do, as he had three miles to go home, and it was raining cats and ******* dogs outside. After he'd left, I checked out the bed sheets (as you would) and was irritated to find a few skidmarks there, or they may have been where I wiped my fingers after having eaten a bar of Cadbury's Dairy Milk. A quick sniff confirmed my worst suspicions though. 'Ah well, true love always comes at a price', I reflected, as I scraped the worst bits off with a nail file.
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 11:49 AM UTC
A Gay Adventure
The bar behind the theatre was nearly empty apart from a couple of gay boys. Well, it was a gay bar, so no ******* surprise there. I glanced at the fat one and decided, 'No thank you very much,' as I have noticed fat people often smell unpleasantly, maybe it's the sweat trapped between their ********** that does it. But the other one was very cute and I decided I would have him. In those days, it was regarded as 'de rigeur' to buy a lad a lager and lime before dragging him home with you for some nookie, so I coughed up for a half pint with charm and grace. Sadly, he was no great shakes in the conversational stakes, but was I after intellectual stimulation? No, I ******* wasn't. Anyway, once I'd checked his passport to ensure he was over-age (no one wants any ******* trouble from the bigoted morality squad) I dragged him back to my elegant bachelor orgy-pad and stripped him off to investigate his lithe little body; a nice smooth little **** and a reasonably clean **** What more can you want from a one night stand? After a bit of a damp snog and a good old ***** I lubed him up and gave his *** a right good poking. He moaned a bit, but then who wouldn't moan, with seven and a half inches of thick gristle shoved all the way up their sphincter? I know I would. After I had filled his rear end with love juice a couple of times, I felt that kicking out was the name of the game. Generously, I gave him a half-crown for his bus fare as he said he was a bit short of cash, being unemployed. It was the least I could do, as he had three miles to go home, and it was raining cats and ******* dogs outside. After he'd left, I checked out the bed sheets (as you would) and was irritated to find a few skidmarks there, or they may have been where I wiped my fingers after having eaten a bar of Cadbury's Dairy Milk. A quick sniff confirmed my worst suspicions though. 'Ah well, true love always comes at a price', I reflected, as I scraped the worst bits off with a nail file.
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1560 To be forgot by thee Surpasses Memory Of other minds The Heart cannot forget Unless it contemplate What it declines I was regarded then Raised from oblivion A single time To be remembered what— Worthy to be forgot Is my renown
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Adapting as per the disability an owl is hence regarded wise while just whining about it constantly, makes a man too weak to rise.
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Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 10:32 AM UTC
No place for the weak
I wait, excited for when I see you again. touch your fingers kiss your lips hear your voice. But you always wanted more. Because instead of wanting to see me you wanted to see how the dress you bought looked on my body, instead of touching my fingers you wanted to invade  the parts of my body i regarded sacred, instead of kissing my lips you wanted to devour my mouth and dominate me to show how weak i am, instead of hearing my voice you wanted moans and cries of pleasure screams for the world to hear that I belong to you. I sit here on the bed. After your rounds of happiness and my forced labor. I ask you who was the girl that you were so clearly flirting with last night and you tell me  it was just harmless flirting and I bite my tongue because i wanted to scream at you Is it harmless, that when you canceled on our date because you said you were sick, someone told me that they saw you at a club, that you were gripping that girl's waist and grinding on her like you were her man? Is it harmless, that everyday you rub it in my face how immensely inexperienced and timid i am compared to the other girls you've been with? Is it harmless, that you asked me if it's okay if you ***** other girls and I was taken aback and it was clear that I didn't approve? You said "They don't really mean anything, I just need some variety." I knew right there that even if I didn't allow you, you'd still do it. And right now I’m just confused more than ever as I ask you again What exactly we are and you say “We're exclusively dating.” But most of the time it’s more like exclusively ******** with each other with other emotions with our non-existent commitments. Because after just a mere 5 minutes of you being with me and I refuse to spread my legs for you, you have the nerve to lie to my face and look me in the eye and say "My love for you gets stronger everyday." And I swoon, being the naive little girl that I am I am hung up on your words and I say yes when you ask me if we're okay. But I know that by okay you mean okay with being invaded. And with every pound, with every ****** The word love is replaced by lust so now the sentence is "My lust for you gets stronger everyday and my love for you decreases the same." I am so tired and so worn down from the weight of all my insecurities and you come hobbling in with your own bag of insecurities and stick it inside of me which you only do when other girls don't want you to. Well guess what For the first time in my life, I'm gonna say no.
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 11:20 PM UTC
Publicly Exclusive
I wait, excited for when I see you again. touch your fingers kiss your lips hear your voice. But you always wanted more. Because instead of wanting to see me you wanted to see how the dress you bought looked on my body, instead of touching my fingers you wanted to invade  the parts of my body i regarded sacred, instead of kissing my lips you wanted to devour my mouth and dominate me to show how weak i am, instead of hearing my voice you wanted moans and cries of pleasure screams for the world to hear that I belong to you. I sit here on the bed. After your rounds of happiness and my forced labor. I ask you who was the girl that you were so clearly flirting with last night and you tell me  it was just harmless flirting and I bite my tongue because i wanted to scream at you Is it harmless, that when you canceled on our date because you said you were sick, someone told me that they saw you at a club, that you were gripping that girl's waist and grinding on her like you were her man? Is it harmless, that everyday you rub it in my face how immensely inexperienced and timid i am compared to the other girls you've been with? Is it harmless, that you asked me if it's okay if you ***** other girls and I was taken aback and it was clear that I didn't approve? You said "They don't really mean anything, I just need some variety." I knew right there that even if I didn't allow you, you'd still do it. And right now I’m just confused more than ever as I ask you again What exactly we are and you say “We're exclusively dating.” But most of the time it’s more like exclusively ******** with each other with other emotions with our non-existent commitments. Because after just a mere 5 minutes of you being with me and I refuse to spread my legs for you, you have the nerve to lie to my face and look me in the eye and say "My love for you gets stronger everyday." And I swoon, being the naive little girl that I am I am hung up on your words and I say yes when you ask me if we're okay. But I know that by okay you mean okay with being invaded. And with every pound, with every ****** The word love is replaced by lust so now the sentence is "My lust for you gets stronger everyday and my love for you decreases the same." I am so tired and so worn down from the weight of all my insecurities and you come hobbling in with your own bag of insecurities and stick it inside of me which you only do when other girls don't want you to. Well guess what For the first time in my life, I'm gonna say no.
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Georgiana Seymour,             Duchess of Somerset crowned _'Queen of Beauty'_ at the 1839 Eglinton Tournament,    the first known                         beauty pageant; W European festivals dating to the medieval era provide the most direct lineage for beauty pageants. For example, English May Day celebrations always involved the selection of a May Queen. In the United States, the May Day tradition of selecting a woman to serve as a symbol of bounty and community ideals continued, as young beautiful women participated in public celebrations; such as the beauty pageant held during the Eglinton Tournament of 1839, organized by Archibald Montgomerie,           13th Earl of Eglinton, as part of a re-enactment of a medieval joust that was held in Scotland;                                the pageant was won by Georgiana Seymour,                                   Duchess of Somerset, wife of Edward Seymour,                             12th Duke of Somerset, and sister of Caroline Norton;                 Georgiana proclaimed _"Queen of Beauty"_; Entrepreneur Phineas Taylor Barnum staged the first modern American pageant in 1854,           his beauty contest closed down after public protest; However beauty contests became popular in the 1880s;     In 1888 the title of _'beauty queen'_ was awarded to an 18-year-old Creole contestant at a pageant in Spa, Belgium. All participants had to supply a photograph & a short description of themselves to be eligible to enter; a final selection of 21 judged by a formal panel. Such events were not regarded as respectable; But beauty contests came to be considered more respectable with the first modern _"Miss America"_            contest held in 1921; Still the oldest pageant in operation,   the Miss America pageant was organized in 1921 by a local businessman as a means to entice tourists to Atlantic City, New Jersey; The pageant hosted the winners of local             newspaper beauty contests in the _Inter-City Beauty Contest_ & was attended     by over one hundred thousand people; _Sixteen-year-old Margaret Gorman of Washington, D.C. was crowned Miss America 1921, having won both the popularity and beauty contests, and was awarded $100_
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Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 10:04 AM UTC
Queens of Beauty
Georgiana Seymour,             Duchess of Somerset crowned _'Queen of Beauty'_ at the 1839 Eglinton Tournament,    the first known                         beauty pageant; W European festivals dating to the medieval era provide the most direct lineage for beauty pageants. For example, English May Day celebrations always involved the selection of a May Queen. In the United States, the May Day tradition of selecting a woman to serve as a symbol of bounty and community ideals continued, as young beautiful women participated in public celebrations; such as the beauty pageant held during the Eglinton Tournament of 1839, organized by Archibald Montgomerie,           13th Earl of Eglinton, as part of a re-enactment of a medieval joust that was held in Scotland;                                the pageant was won by Georgiana Seymour,                                   Duchess of Somerset, wife of Edward Seymour,                             12th Duke of Somerset, and sister of Caroline Norton;                 Georgiana proclaimed _"Queen of Beauty"_; Entrepreneur Phineas Taylor Barnum staged the first modern American pageant in 1854,           his beauty contest closed down after public protest; However beauty contests became popular in the 1880s;     In 1888 the title of _'beauty queen'_ was awarded to an 18-year-old Creole contestant at a pageant in Spa, Belgium. All participants had to supply a photograph & a short description of themselves to be eligible to enter; a final selection of 21 judged by a formal panel. Such events were not regarded as respectable; But beauty contests came to be considered more respectable with the first modern _"Miss America"_            contest held in 1921; Still the oldest pageant in operation,   the Miss America pageant was organized in 1921 by a local businessman as a means to entice tourists to Atlantic City, New Jersey; The pageant hosted the winners of local             newspaper beauty contests in the _Inter-City Beauty Contest_ & was attended     by over one hundred thousand people; _Sixteen-year-old Margaret Gorman of Washington, D.C. was crowned Miss America 1921, having won both the popularity and beauty contests, and was awarded $100_
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Some say 'shyness is pride' Some say 'shyness is cowardness' Well what do the shy say? They are well guarded, With a wall so high and thick, With traps and the unknown, A fortress concealing what? If shyness were pride, Could it conceal great weapons? If that were so, Will those weapons bring benefits of utter destruction? Should it be regarded as selfish or humble? If shyness is cowardness, could it conceal weakness? If that were so, Shouldn't the shy be regarded as being strong in a way? The shy are mysterious and often misunderstood, But really, what do the shy say? We might never know, Considering the fact they never reveal anything, Be it great or not.
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Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 12:12 AM UTC
Fortress'
Scarcity of phrase, Once regarded in adoration, Takes another phase, Undergoing a transformation. And hence, Negligence.
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Apr 28, 2012
Apr 28, 2012 at 3:18 AM UTC
Negligence
Begging, considered an utter humility The ultimate indignity Giving, regarded An act of charity Of utmost nobility One hand raised The other lowered Sheltering a kernel Of truth on the whole Humility, and charity Virtues two of the soul the seeker and the giver are nothing but an evidence Of divine existence!
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 1:12 AM UTC
The giver and the taker
We ambled the streets of Harare Meandering aimlessly Fleeting past wide-eyes scanning us enviously Hand in hand we walked into the restaurant Leisurely on Second Street Our hunger awakened Our appetites heightened At almost closing time With no one in overtime mode A signal that here we could only dine on another day Joina City was our next stop Up the lift right to the top 'Closed' it read at the coffee shop Into the nearest chair I went flop! Though hungry, we gabbed non-stop By and by we regarded the clock It chimed 8 o'clock And sadly, it was time to go home Busy and noisy Were the streets of Harare Jabbering crowds, kombis hooting Hawkers, vendors or is it hustlers now - Calling for buyers or just huddled to pass time No chill in Harare Picturesque like a dream Surreal… Hand in hand we dawdled In despair for a hot meal In the shimmering distance Like a mirage in the desert The neon lights read 'Creamy Inn' Something to calm our rambling bellies At last… Nippy evening air hit our souls 'Ice-cream tastes better at night' I said 'I can't believe I'm having ice-cream' He said We frolicked Hand in hand we danced past faces painted with adoration 'What a handsome lover!' They probably thought: My delectable younger brother
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Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 4:18 PM UTC
Down the Streets of Harare