"reformatory" poems
There was a time telling my truth was hard,
Stuck between sinking or swimming looking for a lifeguard.
It was weighted, and heavy slowly pulling me down,
But I thought if I open my mouth, for sure I’ll drown.
That you wouldn’t hear me but find holes in my story,
Throwing Daggered questions at me as punishment in this reformatory.
I have the Vivid memories, I’ve tried to make blurry,
Then there’s backlash from the self appointed jury.
But You DO know hurt people, hurt people that’s a fact,
I’ve done my share of hurting, but no never that.
See I’m not on trial just telling my truth,
Trying to create a better future, One that protects our youth!
My hope is that by sharing “This happened to me”,
Helps you realize it was never your fault so stop feeling guilty.
Because I won’t let them discredit you, it doesn’t matter when it occurred,
We’re not speaking because we’re spoken too, we’re dying to be heard.
I’ve extended my heart to you with words cleverly placed,
With each line hope you feel my love in a tight embrace.
At first it’s hard not knowing how to push through,
But YOU ARE A SURVIVOR , I know because I’m a survivor too.
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 2:57 AM UTC
Blurring nights to be a teenage queen.
She's oh so sophisticated,
Mouth full of slurred words and red wine,
Lipgloss lined lips and
Eyes perfectly defined, winged,
lashes cloaked in black,
Mascara'd run if it weren't enclosed
In lash reformatory.
Her hair, to be described
Would take as long, as the length goes on.
She has an acquired taste,
Like a roasted Colombian mix, or a spice tea,
She
Is intriguing and alluring.
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 4:14 PM UTC
My thoughts are a prison
My imagination a stockade
All that I am and all that is
Contained within me a bastille
My room is a correctional institution
My home is mandatory confinement
This community is a reformatory
These sidewalks, these streets and
the road side signs a penitentiary
The television, the radio, the news
and all the crap they want me to
buy is a jail
The lines and borders drawn on a map, policies,
politics, governments and religions
are a fenced pen
The forests, deserts, rivers, streams,
lakes, hills, swamps, marshes, mountains
and oceans are a cell
This planet, its moon, the stars and galaxies
are a vault
The universe contains me
It restrains me
There is no escape
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 12:50 AM UTC
You use your propaganda as
if it's played like watching cricket
from an old pavilion and you
sat on the verandah
with a pink gin in your hand
all that's missing is the marching band and that can easily be fixed just like you fix the things we need, we read, the horseflesh we don't want to feed on but as long as its propping up the state
we're well conditioned to that.
You told me there was Shangri-la, another lie,
shanghaied I'm taken off to be
reformed in the reformatory
But the cracks begin to show
tarnishing your crowns of gold
diminishing that glow of
self righteous satisfaction
the factions within factions are
the ones you need to fear
the time to strike is almost here
and can you hear the bells ring freedom?
see them?
I can.
Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 7:20 AM UTC
A song, a melody, a soul, a story she told, about her lover, and another, it's love in tragic tragedy, anguished in agony, symphonies a mystery, miseries left in history, reformatory crashes purgatory, holy glory, said "live for me", "only you truly know me", "just hold me", & "never let go of me", lastly "you seen the best in me" & embraced me with open arms, never did you try to harm, my heart relaxed in peace truly warm........
thanks to you I'm alive, you saved me, if it wasn't for you death would have been my only alternative, I'd received for the trap they planned to deceive, you set me free through Christ, my friend, my buddy, my everything, my secret lover, my angel, my stranger, my mystery, my lullaby, my guardian, my keeper, my seeker, my believer and dreamer.....
I truly love you
Sincerely, Always
To, Forever
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 7:30 PM UTC
Fear and regret.
Doubt has become my friend.
I reside in the shadows of a cathedral, where stained glass windows are left shattered and wet.
Moss lines the cold, thick, brick walls.
Hallways so dark and ominous they appear to have no end.
This is home now, this is the reformatory.
Here to liberate my soul,
And convert back to gold.
I did not know I was waiting for this.
Freedom illuminates the corridors.
Cancel the christening.
Find me in the rose garden,
Dancing with the serpent and the sun.
Jun 20, 2019
Jun 20, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC