Cannot stop,
If I do
I could vanish in all the despair I try to hide
within all the doom I've created
I kow you want to say it's okay
to fall and reedem yourself
cannot let them see...my sadness
they mustn't perceive my failure
as it's everything I've become
overflowing, until the point I fall into an endless void
What haunts me
all those thoughts and worry
you are not here, I said
the tears captivating my skin
Those obscure ponds forming on the floor
It's the only life I've witnessed since then
maybe tomorrow, maybe in two days...probably never
perhaps I've just wasted time in silly dreams of alluring frame
these orbs will never be tamed
they don't have to though
as they have become all I've ever known
The forgotten has come... for me and my actions
it says:
"you poor, old and melancholic creature,
look at the mess,
lets go, you have made your best...
be aware that at times we must go
as we've transform into burdens of this world
how you feel...never accepted
embrace it once again and lose control of these human contours
smile a little as you have release a chain
you are partly free
now is up to you
to decide what you long for the succesive life
don´t be afraid, ceaseless possibilities enter..."
Nevertheless while these words try to bloom
inside, my mind converts into a withering ruin
overused and tired
wondering... why can't you just take me
then I wouldn't be a bother
Swallow a solemn venom
and dissapear at last
free me from this human shell
erase the harm I have done
please, tell me how to disappaer
Suddenly it wakes me up,
storm off that somber look
perception is the only thing it'll set you free
this new chance you can create
life is giving you a moment
hurtful measures with hopeful outcomes
If you want happiness for them
and finally the peace you seek
remember what you were born with...
