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"redirecting" poems
"And in a funny way, the shaving of my, uh, head has been a liberation from, uh, a lot of, uh, stupid vanities really. Uh, it has simplified everything for me, it has opened a lot of doors maybe." - Stephen Malkmus, Jo Jo's Jacket the first layer of skin i shed was the bra rid of the foreign metal sculptor producing a deep rift between skin my third eye, swallowing gazes rid of my **** , my ***** , my rack replaced with sacks of fat and nerve and milk ducts hanging, existing, for no one else not even myself the second layer of skin was the painting of the face the concealing and erasing of imperfections, the lines of laughter of sorrow of life redirecting attention and importance to the bow and symmetry of the lip no longer did i have to put myself on in the morning i woke up as i was, as i needed to be, bare and uninhibited my skin now breathed, and for no one else not even myself and then i grew another layer of skin, made of dank tangles to protect my age, i stopped shaving the years i'd walked this earth, shedding my womanhood the skin grew to my armpits, little tufts of sweaty, odorous mother nature dozing in a fleshy convex nest and to my legs, were the tangles wrapped around my ankles preventing the spreading of the legs for every life for not every life wanted what was not tame and what was not tame no longer wanted to be. my body did not conform, for it was not brought into this world to be consumed for the pleasure of others it exists for no one else, not even myself and as i was engulfed in this hairy wonder of my own body i shed the last layer, the shaving of the head my brain, my being breathed porous and exposed vulnerable to weather and whispers but i was all at once naked and calm, having finally peeled away the layers of ***** over-sexualization and constrained femininity that had molded this meat sack that serves me, a bundle of circuitry and solution balancing and bobbing on the neck for i exist for no one else, only myself
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
Mae Mae's Jacket
"And in a funny way, the shaving of my, uh, head has been a liberation from, uh, a lot of, uh, stupid vanities really. Uh, it has simplified everything for me, it has opened a lot of doors maybe." - Stephen Malkmus, Jo Jo's Jacket the first layer of skin i shed was the bra rid of the foreign metal sculptor producing a deep rift between skin my third eye, swallowing gazes rid of my **** , my ***** , my rack replaced with sacks of fat and nerve and milk ducts hanging, existing, for no one else not even myself the second layer of skin was the painting of the face the concealing and erasing of imperfections, the lines of laughter of sorrow of life redirecting attention and importance to the bow and symmetry of the lip no longer did i have to put myself on in the morning i woke up as i was, as i needed to be, bare and uninhibited my skin now breathed, and for no one else not even myself and then i grew another layer of skin, made of dank tangles to protect my age, i stopped shaving the years i'd walked this earth, shedding my womanhood the skin grew to my armpits, little tufts of sweaty, odorous mother nature dozing in a fleshy convex nest and to my legs, were the tangles wrapped around my ankles preventing the spreading of the legs for every life for not every life wanted what was not tame and what was not tame no longer wanted to be. my body did not conform, for it was not brought into this world to be consumed for the pleasure of others it exists for no one else, not even myself and as i was engulfed in this hairy wonder of my own body i shed the last layer, the shaving of the head my brain, my being breathed porous and exposed vulnerable to weather and whispers but i was all at once naked and calm, having finally peeled away the layers of ***** over-sexualization and constrained femininity that had molded this meat sack that serves me, a bundle of circuitry and solution balancing and bobbing on the neck for i exist for no one else, only myself
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I remember when MTV was in its prime, A new voice to represent the new boom Babies growing up since the 80s Louder still through the troubling decades (Maxed out credit no head room) After —the punks in nirvana and rapping clergy It was the only channel on Youthful rebel yell —honest news I remember it pretty well Shaping us generation x y and Personal Jesus New wave good bye to when Childhood then without pain of malnourished Africa or nukes threatening our Cruel summers Were we happier then? So what happens to the music Rockstars rip van wrinkle Geriatric hall of fame (No one lives forever Reruns with the ****** & mr. Ed Now that old neighbor’s dead) Television Nowadays Seem more gangster School shootings terrorists On the train, kamikaze planes, It’s all the same ole Bling kablam oh bits ******* please Redirecting our attention To WMD *** Where the hells are we? I remember back then On MTV —Nicki Minaj says Between the hysterics of police brutality She said Happiness is living your life Without struggle, That stuck with me Because we all watch the tube We all search for meaning Sadly defining what happiness May look like Real World and paradoxical reality TV Para socially defunct Clarity Conditioned to continuously Stay tuned Brief message of empty Hypnosis a pure form of business Wall Street Boulevard of broken dreams I want my Happy. What do I mean To be? Life ***** lately The human condition Talking too much Refusing to see No more talking heads too much Bla bla ******** I want my MTV . Happy . My generation We are the world freedom And yes, Peace. Man kindly as one Symphony And street, a melting *** Of diversity I remember the music The future I had hope to see Behind the shades Circa 80s 90s (Fossils) What time is it then? When will we Begin Again Don’t worry be happy Run Forest run!
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Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC
MTV Happy
I remember when MTV was in its prime, A new voice to represent the new boom Babies growing up since the 80s Louder still through the troubling decades (Maxed out credit no head room) After —the punks in nirvana and rapping clergy It was the only channel on Youthful rebel yell —honest news I remember it pretty well Shaping us generation x y and Personal Jesus New wave good bye to when Childhood then without pain of malnourished Africa or nukes threatening our Cruel summers Were we happier then? So what happens to the music Rockstars rip van wrinkle Geriatric hall of fame (No one lives forever Reruns with the ****** & mr. Ed Now that old neighbor’s dead) Television Nowadays Seem more gangster School shootings terrorists On the train, kamikaze planes, It’s all the same ole Bling kablam oh bits ******* please Redirecting our attention To WMD *** Where the hells are we? I remember back then On MTV —Nicki Minaj says Between the hysterics of police brutality She said Happiness is living your life Without struggle, That stuck with me Because we all watch the tube We all search for meaning Sadly defining what happiness May look like Real World and paradoxical reality TV Para socially defunct Clarity Conditioned to continuously Stay tuned Brief message of empty Hypnosis a pure form of business Wall Street Boulevard of broken dreams I want my Happy. What do I mean To be? Life ***** lately The human condition Talking too much Refusing to see No more talking heads too much Bla bla ******** I want my MTV . Happy . My generation We are the world freedom And yes, Peace. Man kindly as one Symphony And street, a melting *** Of diversity I remember the music The future I had hope to see Behind the shades Circa 80s 90s (Fossils) What time is it then? When will we Begin Again Don’t worry be happy Run Forest run!
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It can be said that whatever you put in is what will come out So why is it that I am not getting back everything I am putting in? I was taught early on that energy cannot be created or destroyed If I am giving you everything, then you are not destroying it, just redirecting the love towards something you care about more I suppose I need to account for the negativity I intake from you, which would make my output less than perfect We are a water cycle- you pour drinks down my throat and I cry them back into your hands Let's pretend our equation is balanced until I remember what it means to be my own pure element
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 10:10 PM UTC
Chemistry
I am afraid of speaking. I am afraid of the texture of my voice, and the effect it will have on you. I don't want to be pressed into the caricature of an angry woman; voice raised in what they call a hysterical display of emotion. Calm down. Be rational. Stop being So Dramatic. Well let me tell you something: I am an angry woman. Because all I can see is my best friend’s blonde head, coming within an inch of becoming the crushed drywall beneath his fist. All I can see is the false piety painted on his pastor’s face, asking, “well… did he hit you?” I see her eyes closed in the darkness, fingers gripped in the sheets he tore off of her body to wake her. She has to hold on to something. He says, “Show me you're enjoying it.” Calm down. Be rational. Like he wasn't gaining access INTO her BODY by FORCE. Like, of course it's her job to lay down and take it. Like it. Lick his lips for the taste of honey, because honey, he told you to. but it's poison. It enters her bloodstream, weakening her will to resist it. She looks at her phone, at a text she did not compose herself, or send, “Hey hot stuff. When you see this, let's have *** “If I pretend I didn't write this I'm just playing hard to get.” Do you get it? Yeah. I am an angry woman. Stay calm, dear sister. Be rational. Rationalize the gaslighting, because the big picture doesn't look beautiful when you hang it above the sofa; and her home was staged to look like a family so that when you look in the window, you don't see that she was a hostage. You don't see that her son was asleep in the bed when he grabbed her face between his hands and crushed it, And called it “gently redirecting her gaze.” From the window, you can't see his body blocking the exit. You can't see her baby, with his little fingers curled around her ******* begging for comfort. I will not calm down. And in case you are so damaged by devotion to comfort that you can't see it, it is right to be angry. It is righteous. I am angry, and more rational than I have ever been in my entire life- rationally, righteously begging for justice to flow down like rivers. I am an angry woman.
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May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 4:07 PM UTC
Another angry woman.
I am afraid of speaking. I am afraid of the texture of my voice, and the effect it will have on you. I don't want to be pressed into the caricature of an angry woman; voice raised in what they call a hysterical display of emotion. Calm down. Be rational. Stop being So Dramatic. Well let me tell you something: I am an angry woman. Because all I can see is my best friend’s blonde head, coming within an inch of becoming the crushed drywall beneath his fist. All I can see is the false piety painted on his pastor’s face, asking, “well… did he hit you?” I see her eyes closed in the darkness, fingers gripped in the sheets he tore off of her body to wake her. She has to hold on to something. He says, “Show me you're enjoying it.” Calm down. Be rational. Like he wasn't gaining access INTO her BODY by FORCE. Like, of course it's her job to lay down and take it. Like it. Lick his lips for the taste of honey, because honey, he told you to. but it's poison. It enters her bloodstream, weakening her will to resist it. She looks at her phone, at a text she did not compose herself, or send, “Hey hot stuff. When you see this, let's have *** “If I pretend I didn't write this I'm just playing hard to get.” Do you get it? Yeah. I am an angry woman. Stay calm, dear sister. Be rational. Rationalize the gaslighting, because the big picture doesn't look beautiful when you hang it above the sofa; and her home was staged to look like a family so that when you look in the window, you don't see that she was a hostage. You don't see that her son was asleep in the bed when he grabbed her face between his hands and crushed it, And called it “gently redirecting her gaze.” From the window, you can't see his body blocking the exit. You can't see her baby, with his little fingers curled around her ******* begging for comfort. I will not calm down. And in case you are so damaged by devotion to comfort that you can't see it, it is right to be angry. It is righteous. I am angry, and more rational than I have ever been in my entire life- rationally, righteously begging for justice to flow down like rivers. I am an angry woman.
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Self-inflicted distractions, ingesting every possible stimulation the world can afford me, lost in peopleplacesandthings abusing myself with every tangible substance, redirecting my mind away from addiction, but try my damnedest and still there you are in the lyrics of a new song, so I start to read and there you are in the character in my book, turning on the TV and there you are in the storyline, stumbling into another man's bed and he becomes you when my eyes are closed; everywhere I run my addiction finds me, and sometimes I fear I will never escape you; you are there in all the places I go in all the people I meet in all the things I see; I see you I feel you I taste you I smell you I hear you; you are my five senses, you have infiltrated my bodyheartandmind; even without you, you still control me, you still catch me slipping, my mind wandering to you in my dreams, subconscious still stained with your imperfect, incomplete, undeserving imprint; in my attempts to forget you your memory refuses to let me g o. I guess once an addict, always.
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Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 11:33 AM UTC
Rehab
The wind rumbles, persuading The dry sand encrusted sky shines Redirecting with force the human path The empowered rage as trash and tree branches pass by The wind hears to no laws only the torn A breath of a savage Alluring destruction I put my hands out wide, my clothes blowing high My eyes concealed The strong breeze shoves my hips and arms in different positions   An outcome is all I ask to reach Listening to my request the wind has no remorsing No conditioning, only thrusting
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May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 2:26 PM UTC
A breeze
The Quantum anthem sets off the spark of enchantment as I file through things only thought All borrowed and blurred belligerence baffling beauty, things only sought. Spiraling sickens the surging of those who surrender their sudden sorrow for meaning to flutter. Herds of things unheard splurge in cinematic combs fastened by fertility Charred remembrances burn deep as feelings bleed Bursting boundless solidifying into expression Without it battles of head and heart oppression Redirecting rising ripples focused forward Onward and steady swaying as my doubt is fading Curtains close the colossal conundrum crystalizing in my veins Setting off distant delirium Honeycomb harbor home We are not alone We are not alone
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Oct 19, 2012
Oct 19, 2012 at 11:40 AM UTC
Theories of the weary
I was always told to stay away from the street Keep myself protected, redirecting my feet The traffic rushing past would **** me deader than dead, that's what the old folks said But little did I know that by avoiding the cars I wandered in the path of something badder by far Keeping to the fences and the gardens to play That made me easy prey *For the houses, on the prowl The houses, on the prowl The windows, are a hungry scowl And the doors are jaws to swallow you down* Ever seen a picture of a venus-trapped fly? Happy as a clam as if it's ready to die Sucker for the honey never knowing it's bait Until it's far too late Well comfort and protection are what houses pretend A welcome sanctuary and a fabulous friend We lavish love upon them like they're part of ourselves Until there's nothing else *But the houses, on the prowl The houses, on the prowl The windows, are a hungry scowl And the doors are jaws to swallow you down* People at the window, haunted and confused Something's got them prisoner, and it'll never let them loose I know that you will think it's just a travellers' tale Like Jonah or Gepetto in the guts of a whale But they were brought salvation from the soul of the sea And that's never come to me Helplessly protesting at the ribs of the room Quietly digesting in a wallpaper tomb It's hard and getting harder to get out of the door And the world don't care no more.
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Feb 13, 2012
Feb 13, 2012 at 2:48 PM UTC
House Hunting (lyric)
His body grounds me... I was an alternating current with a frayed wire Sputtering... sparking... Misfiring... Alone and flickering in quiet desperation... Then he drew me in with his hands Held me tightly, pulling me close... Inviting me into his Center Insulating my circuits from the heat of their own charge, Reigniting those cold, dead connections... Redirecting, realigning Aeons of my dissipated energies. I become more, now, than some Reckless, erratic sunburst... Snapping and flaring on the mere surface of things... A loving so strong it makes me re-enter the belly of the beast, He and I, we become the pulse... Folding ourselves into the warm, primitive heart of God... Selflessness... Sacrifice... Joy, Radiance... Gratitude... I find all these things here. And everything false just quietly disappears.
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 10:47 AM UTC
Big Sky Current
~ for T.M.R. ~ *We find our poems in many different ways.  Of late, I keep finding inspiration in the public and private messages that many of you send to me, regarding poems I choose to publish here. So I repeat my disclaimer, "any message you send, can and will be used as a poem."* ~ instant recognition at levels so deep within, what are the odds, given the enormous differentials, that the kin in kindred, would blossom across two lives, where the oppositional factoids are exceptional as if seeded in the fertile soil of the blank spaces, between each of our poem's words and verses, there secreted for each other, but gleaming visible for all to see and uncover, even join in, uncovering semi-hidden insertions and assertions of affinity I confess she stands behind me ofttimes in my mind, silently, suggesting, reflecting, critiquing a word choice, a nuanced pressure upon the hand redirecting, with infiltrating suggestions imaginary oh wordy me, four stanzas excised, abstracted from the memories contained within my fingertips, this, an accolade to the pleasuring of humanizing mystery connectivity, when she, in the depth of her stylized brevity, captures more than I, after hours of exercised trying, in the succinct excalibur of her comprehension "We are an unstated understood"
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Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 5:40 PM UTC
"We are an unstated understood"
I don't know why my mind flies through space and stars to hit blinded satelites in the hope of redirecting itself to yours. I don't know how a homeless old man, who only knows English, picks up on the Arabic conversation of ill will directed toward him from across the crowded restaurant. He begins to shake and scream and curse. I don't know who is at fault for thinking of another or if it matters at all.
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Aug 17, 2012
Aug 17, 2012 at 9:31 PM UTC
Without Endings
Your conspiracy brings what avalanche over this paranoid spiral forcefully traveled as I cool hot black? Under an awning in heat below rain, overpriced stale coffee works like electricity Jolt Shock my brain: Why would I explore tightening veins? Could it be, maybe, That you tore me from ear to ear jagged through the jugular and I'm redirecting? Your deliverance calls what genuine heartbreak to our turbulent girl who feeds stray black cats then loses, clueless? Wet alabaster skin in heat under sheets brings wanted dreams in tow, almost realized and live Hope, squeeze my veins: Why would I submit to chemicals? Could it be, maybe, That pages left in mud puddles are best never resumed and I'm redirecting old losses until I lose it all?
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
An Arterial Winter: Cool Hot Black
By Arcassin Burnham Static t.v's, Stare at it 40 hours and tell me you don't feel them pulling at you, Bringing you down, Steal things you found, Take what your names pronounced, And for what! So you could drink your sorrows away, Devil's nectar eating at your face, I got three words for you, Leave me be, Nor redirecting to you, I swear Its just me, Put away all the check books, Words as blue as the sea, Blue wine is what I drank, It feels alright to me. __________________________ Conflicted, Misused, Abandoned, A shot in the dark, But except the sun reflects, Off the waters only if you tell it no, Never takes it for an answer, just a blur, A lost figment, So your imaginary friends will never accept, Resentment is not a good thing to throw at anyone, But if anyone is wrong, Then they have every right to ignore everyone, Tie your shoes and run, Looking around town for a bit of thrill as in fun, So while its may, You may believe all your sentences are important, Hoping writers block will stay, Only for a couple of minutes and get lost in distant extortion.
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May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
"Blue Wine / Through May"
I'm redirecting my thoughts once again Focused on a new beginning with a new perspective I almost wandered off on all the broken cross streets Misdirected from all the blinded passengers The strangers try to speak directions But their languages seem so foreign to me I see the traffic light go green and I won't go just yet All the noises drown out what I need and what to do next With the echoes humming phrases of "I need you please won't you help me" I want to be the voice of reason, if your instincts cannot work I want to save you from defeat but you have to have a bit of courage I want to light the pitch black darkness from you saddening soul that cries But love is not enough to save your heart wrenched painful catastrophic life You're still just a a shadow dancing with hand of distant tragic spite It's all to much to bare and I am not your super girl You are far too much to care for as a child of my own I don't have the time to swallow your guilt on hand and knee I don't have the room for blaming games and bitter painted self pity I am not trying to push you from a heart that loves you so Your tears have done enough for me so I have to let you go You are so broken and lonely and too naïve to see the truth I am just one girl with common sense and I hate to lie to you Your misinterpretation of the reality that is Is all just so demented and it only bringing you down And darling I don't want to go down with you darling I have just to much to lose Please forgive me I can't save you Its not that your not worth it But I have traveled that winding road once or twice And life is only what you make of it So why don't you make it what you want to be Instead of crying here for company Why don't you, start now
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May 30, 2013
May 30, 2013 at 3:54 AM UTC
The Begining
I'm redirecting my thoughts once again Focused on a new beginning with a new perspective I almost wandered off on all the broken cross streets Misdirected from all the blinded passengers The strangers try to speak directions But their languages seem so foreign to me I see the traffic light go green and I won't go just yet All the noises drown out what I need and what to do next With the echoes humming phrases of "I need you please won't you help me" I want to be the voice of reason, if your instincts cannot work I want to save you from defeat but you have to have a bit of courage I want to light the pitch black darkness from you saddening soul that cries But love is not enough to save your heart wrenched painful catastrophic life You're still just a a shadow dancing with hand of distant tragic spite It's all to much to bare and I am not your super girl You are far too much to care for as a child of my own I don't have the time to swallow your guilt on hand and knee I don't have the room for blaming games and bitter painted self pity I am not trying to push you from a heart that loves you so Your tears have done enough for me so I have to let you go You are so broken and lonely and too naïve to see the truth I am just one girl with common sense and I hate to lie to you Your misinterpretation of the reality that is Is all just so demented and it only bringing you down And darling I don't want to go down with you darling I have just to much to lose Please forgive me I can't save you Its not that your not worth it But I have traveled that winding road once or twice And life is only what you make of it So why don't you make it what you want to be Instead of crying here for company Why don't you, start now
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I didn't think I could've done it Talk to my love like that Told her I didn't want to take her back Force her away and never look at I have so many photos of her I have so many memories with her I've grown so close with her No moonlight will ever shine brightly as her might Her lips alone brought a smile to my own Parting ways this feeling is above me I will never find someone like that I will never be loved by someone else Like she loved me So true, I beckon the thought as I crouch on my knees Is this the guilt that's been itching after cold words left my breath? Over the phone, I couldn't greet her face to face To see her with blank eyes as I rejected her To see her break down harder and justify that she would be alone Even though I was redirecting her I told her best friend about our situation and we talked for a long time I was surprised over how much she invested her own time You see...I only knew from the perspective of what my love told me So forever alone I didn't know I had company Always the one to blame Quick Draw, pointing fingers it may It was the hardest decision I made It was incredibly relieving and still so misleading I didn't think I would ever say the words I said I didn't think I could ever let her go But this is the only chance I have to let her grow If she wants to change this is the turning point I hope she can forgive me one day I don't know I know that she hates me And I need to do the same thing and let it go.
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Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 7:05 PM UTC
Guilt Trip
ever find it funny how how how how it all just goes on no matter what people say this, people say that doomsday around the corner at the drop of a hat but the next day always comes bright n early and on time when will the day come? '''''' words breaking bodies shaking beautiful thunder ringing, reverberating throughout vessels ethereal, physical, inanimate cars rocking steady beds creaking echoes of soundwaves vibrating Precipitation always been waiting for such a moment touch of flesh potent been waiting for this moment is it everything wanted? '''''' fading swaying breaking subtly noticed when walking boldest incomprehensible to consciousness but deep within ancestral blood subconscious behavior '''' eyelids paint black out like a match burnt from decay feelings never want to stay stand still, yet sway falling off on a decay dry whippin with no delay but with a fade, deep down, once locked in cage where answers lay within;without look around peepin corners under curtains eyes looking something cooking brooth for thought keys to mind identified moving on with presence of now move like crow bringing woe to everyone around feel positivity under negative dualistic attributes working towards retribution ever so steadily, but with swift foot guile familiarity with these tiles shifting and forming, morphing into something new, always and forever nothing I pretend, but something ego cant depend. ~~~~~~ Pilot lighting away lightning distant, not far away close like word on street but stuck in suburbia trapped in isolation land molested by white devil hands rooted deep in the finest grains of sand in ancient lands Looking outside of the glass, reflections of past, a future smudged, but faintly visible Outside of the glass is the infinite moment of now, somehow, untouched by human hands, something only observed outside of observance energy in abundance pouring out of fountains in mountains o brooth no one believes, but its a truth partial to the bigger picture is a caption really necessary? '''''' on and on and on and on and on it goes ever so built oppression neglected expression stuck on false thoughts and feelings redirecting sails into new lands a new perspective new flesh ~~~~~ Evil consciousness Suzerian possession takes sway, stage the show (haiku)
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Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 3:06 AM UTC
SONEB:N.C.E.
ever find it funny how how how how it all just goes on no matter what people say this, people say that doomsday around the corner at the drop of a hat but the next day always comes bright n early and on time when will the day come? '''''' words breaking bodies shaking beautiful thunder ringing, reverberating throughout vessels ethereal, physical, inanimate cars rocking steady beds creaking echoes of soundwaves vibrating Precipitation always been waiting for such a moment touch of flesh potent been waiting for this moment is it everything wanted? '''''' fading swaying breaking subtly noticed when walking boldest incomprehensible to consciousness but deep within ancestral blood subconscious behavior '''' eyelids paint black out like a match burnt from decay feelings never want to stay stand still, yet sway falling off on a decay dry whippin with no delay but with a fade, deep down, once locked in cage where answers lay within;without look around peepin corners under curtains eyes looking something cooking brooth for thought keys to mind identified moving on with presence of now move like crow bringing woe to everyone around feel positivity under negative dualistic attributes working towards retribution ever so steadily, but with swift foot guile familiarity with these tiles shifting and forming, morphing into something new, always and forever nothing I pretend, but something ego cant depend. ~~~~~~ Pilot lighting away lightning distant, not far away close like word on street but stuck in suburbia trapped in isolation land molested by white devil hands rooted deep in the finest grains of sand in ancient lands Looking outside of the glass, reflections of past, a future smudged, but faintly visible Outside of the glass is the infinite moment of now, somehow, untouched by human hands, something only observed outside of observance energy in abundance pouring out of fountains in mountains o brooth no one believes, but its a truth partial to the bigger picture is a caption really necessary? '''''' on and on and on and on and on it goes ever so built oppression neglected expression stuck on false thoughts and feelings redirecting sails into new lands a new perspective new flesh ~~~~~ Evil consciousness Suzerian possession takes sway, stage the show (haiku)
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I sit in a single chair In my house of clear glass walls. My hands folded over a note in my lap I keep my head bowed. Black covers the room all around me for miles Yet small hints of light reflect off the glass The stars shine through my glass roof, But I do not look up to see them I keep my head bowed. I clasp the note with one hand and let it crumple into a small ball The edges of the paper pierce into my skin I quietly smooth it out I read the inked words in the dark Knowing them by heart From the corner of my eye I see a slim line of bright light The light suddenly begins to creep into the glass room and I look up. The sun is rising over the snow-capped mountains Outside of my glass prison. I can now see the field around me I am there and I can see and it is beautiful I stand and walk to the wall in front of me. The note flutters from my hands and I let it fall to the ground. I put one hand against the once cold glass, Now warm from the suns rays I look at myself in the reflection And look past my eyes at the coming dawn I raise my other hand into a fist and smash it hard against the glass. Blood runs hot from my mangled hand as the house shatters Like a fast ripple in a pond The air is full of falling glass, Each shard refracting and redirecting the morning's light. The fresh air fills my lungs and I smirk at the sun I’m gone The house is just many fragments of broken grass Around a note that says "Goodbye cruel world."
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Jan 24, 2014
Jan 24, 2014 at 2:35 AM UTC
I'm Gone
2am These 2am thoughts consume my mind like an entrée, Devouring every square inch of my cognition. Its always a constant war between my heart's intuition And my mind's belligerence. Redirecting my brain to consciously fall victim to making"mistakes" . But It is only when the sun temporarily evaporates and the night sky transpires When images and memories of us flock in my head. Like our careless rendezvous and lustfulness that became euphoric.. If I could just sleep, Sleep maybe. I'd sleep away the pain, The result of these 2am thoughts.
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Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 11:56 PM UTC
These 2am Thoughts
I may seem like I'm lost but only because you're searching for something you'll never find. I may no longer be able to hear your voice but I can still feel your eyes. Life is love and I'm so in love with life. Still dancing with poetry because she never leaves long after those who were here are no longer in sight- Insight has shown me a whole new world like I'm on a carpet that flys and my head is the genie so I rub it twice to let out the light. Shining from the inside out and learning how to move, leaving you wondering about things you have no business wondering about and so it just leaves you even more confused. I'm a ravens feather in the wind, I'm a muses muse, catching fire whenever writing from the depths, redirecting my energy to things that make it easier to breathe, instead of feeling spent because I'm up to my chest in spiritual debt. Nothing to prove... Nothing to see even though you think I show it all, but you'll need a few oxygen tanks to dive deep enough to understand just how I breathe. Till then, with this pen I'll cause inception and use it to get through the layers of your dreams. To search out your true intentions and see if you really came to love or just to hurt me. Well this time around my shields much bigger and my sword is sharper too, so I'm blocking everything and anything that doesn't serve my highest good and cutting into the marrow to look for truth. I'll be invisible so the things you think you know, you really have no clue. Though you think you see, your eyes deceive as I write quietly I silently move.
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May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 2:53 AM UTC
Of sound and sense
I may seem like I'm lost but only because you're searching for something you'll never find. I may no longer be able to hear your voice but I can still feel your eyes. Life is love and I'm so in love with life. Still dancing with poetry because she never leaves long after those who were here are no longer in sight- Insight has shown me a whole new world like I'm on a carpet that flys and my head is the genie so I rub it twice to let out the light. Shining from the inside out and learning how to move, leaving you wondering about things you have no business wondering about and so it just leaves you even more confused. I'm a ravens feather in the wind, I'm a muses muse, catching fire whenever writing from the depths, redirecting my energy to things that make it easier to breathe, instead of feeling spent because I'm up to my chest in spiritual debt. Nothing to prove... Nothing to see even though you think I show it all, but you'll need a few oxygen tanks to dive deep enough to understand just how I breathe. Till then, with this pen I'll cause inception and use it to get through the layers of your dreams. To search out your true intentions and see if you really came to love or just to hurt me. Well this time around my shields much bigger and my sword is sharper too, so I'm blocking everything and anything that doesn't serve my highest good and cutting into the marrow to look for truth. I'll be invisible so the things you think you know, you really have no clue. Though you think you see, your eyes deceive as I write quietly I silently move.
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To make a new beginning. To go through, but suddenly go back. With the ability to rethink prior actions Correcting self. To be better at. Redirecting thoughts. Applying evaluation to the experiences. Creating balance to produce better outcomes. Preparing the mind then training the flesh to follow. Often hard to do, because sometimes! what or who that has been obtained must be let go of. Hope for the better, Even with mixed emotions Step after step Starting over could be the best bet Not only is there a New beginning Also comes Beautiful Endings
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May 7, 2020
May 7, 2020 at 11:37 PM UTC
Start over
I wounded myself, to feel how it felt, razor stripes of my life trickled from my arms, and chest, i tested how it felt, again, how it felt, to hurt, and i lurked, in these tears of trickery until they dried. I remember looking into hate for a well of ailments, but just layered laments on my fragility, but I still remembered the memories, as they blurred through times passing, fast forwarding right past me, pulsing, flashing. I Remember the blasts of my friend, as his head cracked on a trunk, six bullets, rolled back eyes, pink foam, and a rasping noise, and all i thought was to catch his breath, one last concept, as it slipped on by. Not one tear, not one cry, neither him nor I. And I, still feel the feeling of those wondrous eyes of mine, gasping unto beautiful skies, in the sweet sweet surprise, of something bigger, something so profound, as to drown the world in doubt, of its thinking. So young, so innocently brilliant. And I remember sinking pits of regrets, and things i wish i said, as i bled, in tears, before the years stole the deepest emotions ill ever know, and strolled through uncontrollable turmoil, in rolls, and waves, of the tolls, Ive paid, in coils, of hate, all balled up in haste, and chucked at the door, mucked of the core, spilling its guts, on the mudhuts of my humanity. Humility unborn until true scorn pierced center mass, penetrating my soul, my coal, my face, and my masks, changing me, redirecting my intentions again, to the forbidden zen, of absolutely ******* nothing. Not a bird chirp, a cricket, or wind. Not a frown, smile, or squint. ******* nothing. And i remember my operational function, unplugged and bludgeoned, in the intoxication of girls, that whirled right past me, leaving blood, *** ***** and glass, in my shadow, lifting from the ground, proudly striking down, everything but what mattered, as it shattered my heart, into a million fragmentation's that popped, on every person it came across. I remember everything, like another's memory, remembering something at the door of knowing, before dying upon its showing, of the path, the caste, the infinite black, staring back from the black, and laid upon me the eyes to look back, and see that it wasn't me, and suddenly ... I remembered nothing.
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Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 2:11 AM UTC
The Halo
I wounded myself, to feel how it felt, razor stripes of my life trickled from my arms, and chest, i tested how it felt, again, how it felt, to hurt, and i lurked, in these tears of trickery until they dried. I remember looking into hate for a well of ailments, but just layered laments on my fragility, but I still remembered the memories, as they blurred through times passing, fast forwarding right past me, pulsing, flashing. I Remember the blasts of my friend, as his head cracked on a trunk, six bullets, rolled back eyes, pink foam, and a rasping noise, and all i thought was to catch his breath, one last concept, as it slipped on by. Not one tear, not one cry, neither him nor I. And I, still feel the feeling of those wondrous eyes of mine, gasping unto beautiful skies, in the sweet sweet surprise, of something bigger, something so profound, as to drown the world in doubt, of its thinking. So young, so innocently brilliant. And I remember sinking pits of regrets, and things i wish i said, as i bled, in tears, before the years stole the deepest emotions ill ever know, and strolled through uncontrollable turmoil, in rolls, and waves, of the tolls, Ive paid, in coils, of hate, all balled up in haste, and chucked at the door, mucked of the core, spilling its guts, on the mudhuts of my humanity. Humility unborn until true scorn pierced center mass, penetrating my soul, my coal, my face, and my masks, changing me, redirecting my intentions again, to the forbidden zen, of absolutely ******* nothing. Not a bird chirp, a cricket, or wind. Not a frown, smile, or squint. ******* nothing. And i remember my operational function, unplugged and bludgeoned, in the intoxication of girls, that whirled right past me, leaving blood, *** ***** and glass, in my shadow, lifting from the ground, proudly striking down, everything but what mattered, as it shattered my heart, into a million fragmentation's that popped, on every person it came across. I remember everything, like another's memory, remembering something at the door of knowing, before dying upon its showing, of the path, the caste, the infinite black, staring back from the black, and laid upon me the eyes to look back, and see that it wasn't me, and suddenly ... I remembered nothing.
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Bitter thoughts redirecting infinite wavering change Manipulative and graceful even Catastrophically inclined because negativity was a habit brewing Possibly her only hope, if that isn't ironic enough Everything is a reflection of irony Stardust was result of all my wishes I've never seen perfection sparkle so bright, as sober as that night Perfectly gleaming through a thunderstorm, effortlessly painting chaos's masterpiece Beautiful The sunset beamed through the prism of my heart There she was smiling back at me
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Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 4:23 PM UTC
Rainbaby
What is it to smile… when the eyes you cherish turn from you, peering off into the distance, seeking another sight, encased in a theme that does not include you? What is it to desire… if what you long for hides behind curtains of pain, blacked out windows redirecting the sunlight to a place that longs for nothing? What is it to breathe… within a life that does not matter, in full view of your imagination crumbling like so much dust beneath cushions of your heart, mingling with lost change alone in muffled visions? What is it to love?
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Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 8:01 AM UTC
What is it to...
Fragile, It shines in the night A reflective surface, redirecting the light Thorns so sharp they cut into bone Appearing so beautifully, Yet being alone Few admire it, others just pass it by Even nature chooses to say goodbye Unnatural yet it settles in Never withers and always gleams Standing out like a sore thumb Its beauty unnoticed by some Does its thorns hurt just as much Or does it slide off by one's touch? Is it appreciated by the wild life or treated as another object Does it shine off the moon in the night Or does it stay stagnant? A Glass rose, artificial yet endearing A imitation of nature, and a homage to whats real A lesson on true love, and knowing lies from truth A beginning, an ideal, and a cool Glass Rose
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Apr 23, 2024
Apr 23, 2024 at 2:40 PM UTC
Glass Rose