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"quieted" poems
Each day as evening starts to set The ache builds in her chest She knows she must go to bed And try to get some rest. She hugs her tear stained pillow close When no one is around And cries for one she loved and lost And screams without a sound Others see her in the day And think she's doing well But everyday as evening sets She enter her own hell Time hasn't healed her pain at all Or quieted her fears So every night, alone in bed She sheds those silent tears. -kp
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Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 9:03 AM UTC
Silent Tears
Let's hold out hope for the crippled. Hope for the crippled? No thanks, this crip doesn't need your hope. This crip needs you to stop. Stop labeling me. Stop feeling sorry for me. Stop pitying me and my 'poor life' Just ******* stop! No, really, I'm okay. I don't need you. I don't need you or your miracles. Don't tell me God works miracles And to hold out hope Because maybe one day I'll walk Or maybe I'll get to see from both eyes Because God works miracles But you're too busy fixing what isn't broken that you forget If I was truly made in his image this crip doesn't need healed. This crip doesn't need your prayers or miracles. This crip doesn't need your God or your salvation. This crip doesn't need your hope. Poor soul, she's diminished by her disability. Diminished by my disability? The only thing I'm diminished by Is your inability to understand That before anything else I am human. I make mistakes and have flaws. I feel, probably more than most, And sometimes those feelings get in the way. I empathize but I am done sympathizing. You say my wheelchair is a blessing in disguise. Why can't it just be a blessing? A blessing that comes with lots of lessons. Some that I learn the hard way and some that come easy. But this wheelchair doesn't need a reason To teach me (or you) a lesson. Sure, it frustrates me when a wheel breaks or I fall on a broken sidewalk But it teaches me humility and patience. And there's no reason to disguise that this wheelchair is a blessing. So, please take your hope and pity Your guilt and salvation elsewhere Because they're defeating the purpose. They're detracting from the point. I am not diminished by my disability. I am not to be quieted or pitied I am not your reason to feel guilty I am not a burden I am human.
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Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 1:37 AM UTC
Human
Let's hold out hope for the crippled. Hope for the crippled? No thanks, this crip doesn't need your hope. This crip needs you to stop. Stop labeling me. Stop feeling sorry for me. Stop pitying me and my 'poor life' Just ******* stop! No, really, I'm okay. I don't need you. I don't need you or your miracles. Don't tell me God works miracles And to hold out hope Because maybe one day I'll walk Or maybe I'll get to see from both eyes Because God works miracles But you're too busy fixing what isn't broken that you forget If I was truly made in his image this crip doesn't need healed. This crip doesn't need your prayers or miracles. This crip doesn't need your God or your salvation. This crip doesn't need your hope. Poor soul, she's diminished by her disability. Diminished by my disability? The only thing I'm diminished by Is your inability to understand That before anything else I am human. I make mistakes and have flaws. I feel, probably more than most, And sometimes those feelings get in the way. I empathize but I am done sympathizing. You say my wheelchair is a blessing in disguise. Why can't it just be a blessing? A blessing that comes with lots of lessons. Some that I learn the hard way and some that come easy. But this wheelchair doesn't need a reason To teach me (or you) a lesson. Sure, it frustrates me when a wheel breaks or I fall on a broken sidewalk But it teaches me humility and patience. And there's no reason to disguise that this wheelchair is a blessing. So, please take your hope and pity Your guilt and salvation elsewhere Because they're defeating the purpose. They're detracting from the point. I am not diminished by my disability. I am not to be quieted or pitied I am not your reason to feel guilty I am not a burden I am human.
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At an unknown time of night at our cottage in northern Michigan… My younger brother and I heard strange noises coming from the beach again… We looked up at the ceiling and then the window… As the voices from outside, in a lively allegro… Grew softer and louder in repeating crescendos… We skittered out the door and stared in fascination… For what we saw must have been our imagination… The door closed with a creak as our feet hit the grass… It was at that moment we got a look at the mass… Of stubby foot, hunchback creatures from which the sounds had amassed… There was about six of them chanting like a choir… They danced and paraded around our burnt out fire… As we looked on, we saw our fire raise… It got brighter as they lifted their hands in waves… As light betook the blue beach night… A crowd of colorfully masked gremlins caught us in their sights! Their feet slowed to a stop and they quieted down… They stood still as the fire flickered off their weird wooden frowns… One reached out his hand in a come-here motion… They seemed to stand and wait with an encouraging notion… As the fire crackled and the waves tumbled onto the beach… All I can remember, is for the rest of that summer… My younger brother and I served as the drummers… For that quirky marching band of lake sprites… With which our burnt out fire we’d reignite… At an unknown time of night at our cottage in northern Michigan…
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Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 8:41 PM UTC
At an unknown time of night at our cottage in northern Michigan...
It was early morning when she descended the steps to the porch side, teacup in hand, dressed in her nightgown. Steam billowed from her cup, and with a swallow she examined her garden of weeds and unexpected peonies. It was early for blooming peonies; frost, like glass, still settled on the lawn, reflecting sunrise light of tangerine. The radiant glow of tangerine cast amber trails across steps covered in an icy coating of glass. Between her fingers she tucked her nightgown and gingerly treaded the garden of peonies that melted the frost in one great flower swallow. The barn swallow, perched not far from the path of tangerine, must have also taken notice of the peonies as he took the first steps to nest-building. She imagined that his lady bird, also in her nightgown, would enjoy the flowerbed of glass that he chose for their home. Sipping her glass of tea, she admired the familiar swallow lover as she folded into her nightgown bouquets of peonies that glistened in the tangerine sunlight. She took the steps back to the house, recalling her own swallow’s peonies: Peonies placed in vases of glass, peonies lining the porch steps, peonies presented over morning tea. With a swallow, she carefully, methodically lined the tangerine trail with the peonies from her nightgown. Her nightgown, stained with the rouge petals of peonies, dragged along the tangerine terrace of glass, blood red with the memory of her swallow lover’s peony-petaled steps. The steps to the house creaked beneath her nightgown. The barn swallow, quieted by the rouge of the peonies, shut his glass eyes to the skies of tangerine.
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Feb 16, 2010
Feb 16, 2010 at 4:49 PM UTC
Peonies: A Sestina
It was early morning when she descended the steps to the porch side, teacup in hand, dressed in her nightgown. Steam billowed from her cup, and with a swallow she examined her garden of weeds and unexpected peonies. It was early for blooming peonies; frost, like glass, still settled on the lawn, reflecting sunrise light of tangerine. The radiant glow of tangerine cast amber trails across steps covered in an icy coating of glass. Between her fingers she tucked her nightgown and gingerly treaded the garden of peonies that melted the frost in one great flower swallow. The barn swallow, perched not far from the path of tangerine, must have also taken notice of the peonies as he took the first steps to nest-building. She imagined that his lady bird, also in her nightgown, would enjoy the flowerbed of glass that he chose for their home. Sipping her glass of tea, she admired the familiar swallow lover as she folded into her nightgown bouquets of peonies that glistened in the tangerine sunlight. She took the steps back to the house, recalling her own swallow’s peonies: Peonies placed in vases of glass, peonies lining the porch steps, peonies presented over morning tea. With a swallow, she carefully, methodically lined the tangerine trail with the peonies from her nightgown. Her nightgown, stained with the rouge petals of peonies, dragged along the tangerine terrace of glass, blood red with the memory of her swallow lover’s peony-petaled steps. The steps to the house creaked beneath her nightgown. The barn swallow, quieted by the rouge of the peonies, shut his glass eyes to the skies of tangerine.
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There once was a little sparrow who fell in love with a lion. The lion warned the sparrow not to love him, for he was bigger than she, and he could crush her fragile bones. But, the sparrow said, "No, Lion. I cannot go. I will love you even as I lay broken beneath your paw." And so it was. He loved her like he shouldn't, said they. She didn't know how to love, said them. Their squawks and twitters fell upon deaf ears. The lion and the sparrow ran from them. The sparrow flew away to nestle in the lions mane, The lion roared at the slanderers, unknowing animals. They ignored them. They walked through woods in the rain, Escaped in the night And ran through the plains. The lion stepped softly, Kept the sparrow safe. The sparrow sang sweetly, Kept him in her wake. "I love you," said the lion, "like I never thought I could." "I love you," said the sparrow, "like I never knew I would." "Don't ever go," said the lion, "I cannot imagine you gone." "Don't ever leave," said the sparrow, "I know now, you are my song." The murmurs faded, Beasts quieted with time, But the lion and the sparrow vowed to love the other, Until the stars fell down.
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Jul 21, 2011
Jul 21, 2011 at 9:42 AM UTC
The Lion and the Sparrow.
your bones like gravestones prominent among the barren skin you laugh the whisper of the dead and your teeth fell out from caring you were beautifully ruined by thunderstorms in your head your smile is all but dead you can't stand the sight of yourself you have fallen among the rest skeletons of who they used to be a wounded army of solders fighting for peace within their souls the body count is heartbreaking for mothers who clean up the blood and wish they could've been happier as they gasped for air with burnt lungs high school hallways are turned into a backwards funeral procession they mourn the living because they all feel dead paradise is their only cure but what is the definition longing for an infinite silence muted mouths rejoice at the emptiness everything about you is wrong but the presence of individuality has quieted and so has the sound of your beating heart
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Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 10:42 PM UTC
Vital Signs
I will praise You for all that You are For You are more than everything I will praise You regardless of what I feel For this is bigger than emotions I will praise You no matter who’s watching For You are my song, and can’t be quieted I will praise You for all of my days For my day,my years,my life belongs to You I will praise You early in the morning For You have given me a brand new hope I will praise You in the darkest of nights For Your light will never be overshadowed I will praise You when my heart is broken For You are the healer of wounds I will praise You when I reach higher heights For without You I am lower than low I will praise You for every good thing For that simply means that it came from You I will praise You for every grieving trial For if I made it through it only means I’m stronger I will praise You for every good friend in my life For it only means for each friend put in my life,You have thought of me I will praise You for my family For You love me enough, not to leave me alone I will praise you for every smile and laugh that comes from my lips For it is only the joy of Your Salvation that makes me happy I will praise You for every tear, and broken heart For it is then that I feel Your comfort the most I will praise You for my every breath For it means that You have a purpose and hope for me I will praise You even in my death For it means at last I can be with you I will praise You no matter what. For You are everything, My life, my being, my comfort, my strength, my love… My God.
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Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 6:42 AM UTC
I will praise You, My Psalm
I will praise You for all that You are For You are more than everything I will praise You regardless of what I feel For this is bigger than emotions I will praise You no matter who’s watching For You are my song, and can’t be quieted I will praise You for all of my days For my day,my years,my life belongs to You I will praise You early in the morning For You have given me a brand new hope I will praise You in the darkest of nights For Your light will never be overshadowed I will praise You when my heart is broken For You are the healer of wounds I will praise You when I reach higher heights For without You I am lower than low I will praise You for every good thing For that simply means that it came from You I will praise You for every grieving trial For if I made it through it only means I’m stronger I will praise You for every good friend in my life For it only means for each friend put in my life,You have thought of me I will praise You for my family For You love me enough, not to leave me alone I will praise you for every smile and laugh that comes from my lips For it is only the joy of Your Salvation that makes me happy I will praise You for every tear, and broken heart For it is then that I feel Your comfort the most I will praise You for my every breath For it means that You have a purpose and hope for me I will praise You even in my death For it means at last I can be with you I will praise You no matter what. For You are everything, My life, my being, my comfort, my strength, my love… My God.
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Heaven divided Culture quieted Society blinded. We come and go, nomadic Sporadic indifferent decayed souls False in virtue Paying toll for our sins. Your blood runs thick My ink leaves sinking hearts awaiting pain Enduring no salvation. A broken promise you cannot complete Will haunt your soul, a melody Inescapable, immeasurable, immaculate in design.
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Apr 9, 2010
Apr 9, 2010 at 1:07 AM UTC
A Broken Promise
Love hard, my friends. Love noticeably. Love does not deserve to be shoved under the rug, to be disguised, or to be quieted. Love does not mean conforming to the idea that genuine affection is “sappy,” “cheesy,” or “cringeworthy”; instead-- love loudly. The world wants to tell you that relationships are to be silenced. That posting multiple photographs of each other is tacky, uncomfortable, and something to make fun of. That devoting time with your favorite human being is disgusting, overbearing-- especially when you are young and the future does not exist in your hands. Too bad, future. And how unfortunate, world. Because at the end of the day, the world does not own love. You do. It is yours to have, to keep, to share, and to do whatever it takes to hold onto it. It is mine. When you find love, shout it from the rooftops and frame a million photographs. Post selfies of the two of you smiling wide and unwavering. Wear its colors on your face and shamelessly declare it to the whole universe and beyond: You are in love. You are alive. And likewise, this is my philosophy: Love intentionally, fiercely, tirelessly. Love so hard it makes people dizzy. Take it as a compliment. In an exhausted world that spins with violence, hatred, and monstrosity-- praise its joys. Snap those pictures.Tell your friends. Scrapbook it, publish it, make art out of it. Laugh about it, display it, live it. Put an end to the grotesque concept that something so beautiful, perhaps life’s most magnificent, should be sheltered. Let it grow. This is a declaration. I am boisterously in love. There is no quiet here. One day, you will find someone or something that your heart will never be able to shut up about. And that’s okay. Let it scream.
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Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 9:33 AM UTC
LOVE LOUDLY
Love hard, my friends. Love noticeably. Love does not deserve to be shoved under the rug, to be disguised, or to be quieted. Love does not mean conforming to the idea that genuine affection is “sappy,” “cheesy,” or “cringeworthy”; instead-- love loudly. The world wants to tell you that relationships are to be silenced. That posting multiple photographs of each other is tacky, uncomfortable, and something to make fun of. That devoting time with your favorite human being is disgusting, overbearing-- especially when you are young and the future does not exist in your hands. Too bad, future. And how unfortunate, world. Because at the end of the day, the world does not own love. You do. It is yours to have, to keep, to share, and to do whatever it takes to hold onto it. It is mine. When you find love, shout it from the rooftops and frame a million photographs. Post selfies of the two of you smiling wide and unwavering. Wear its colors on your face and shamelessly declare it to the whole universe and beyond: You are in love. You are alive. And likewise, this is my philosophy: Love intentionally, fiercely, tirelessly. Love so hard it makes people dizzy. Take it as a compliment. In an exhausted world that spins with violence, hatred, and monstrosity-- praise its joys. Snap those pictures.Tell your friends. Scrapbook it, publish it, make art out of it. Laugh about it, display it, live it. Put an end to the grotesque concept that something so beautiful, perhaps life’s most magnificent, should be sheltered. Let it grow. This is a declaration. I am boisterously in love. There is no quiet here. One day, you will find someone or something that your heart will never be able to shut up about. And that’s okay. Let it scream.
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Thank Heaven! the crisis— The danger is past, And the lingering illness Is over at last— And the fever called “Living” Is conquered at last. Sadly, I know, I am shorn of my strength, And no muscle I move As I lie at full length— But no matter!—I feel I am better at length. And I rest so composedly, Now in my bed, That any beholder Might fancy me dead— Might start at beholding me Thinking me dead. The moaning and groaning, The sighing and sobbing, Are quieted now, With that horrible throbbing At heart:—ah, that horrible, Horrible throbbing! The sickness—the nausea— The pitiless pain— Have ceased, with the fever That maddened my brain— With the fever called “Living” That burned in my brain. And oh! of all tortures That torture the worst Has abated—the terrible Torture of thirst, For the naphthaline river Of Passion accurst:— I have drank of a water That quenches all thirst:— Of a water that flows, With a lullaby sound, From a spring but a very few Feet under ground— From a cavern not very far Down under ground. And ah! let it never Be foolishly said That my room it is gloomy And narrow my bed— For man never slept In a different bed; And, to sleep, you must slumber In just such a bed. My tantalized spirit Here blandly reposes, Forgetting, or never Regretting its roses— Its old agitations Of myrtles and roses: For now, while so quietly Lying, it fancies A holier odor About it, of pansies— A rosemary odor, Commingled with pansies— With rue and the beautiful Puritan pansies. And so it lies happily, Bathing in many A dream of the truth And the beauty of Annie— Drowned in a bath Of the tresses of Annie. She tenderly kissed me, She fondly caressed, And then I fell gently To sleep on her breast— Deeply to sleep From the heaven of her breast. When the light was extinguished, She covered me warm, And she prayed to the angels To keep me from harm— To the queen of the angels To shield me from harm. And I lie so composedly, Now in my bed (Knowing her love) That you fancy me dead— And I rest so contentedly, Now in my bed, (With her love at my breast) That you fancy me dead— That you shudder to look at me. Thinking me dead. But my heart it is brighter Than all of the many Stars in the sky, For it sparkles with Annie— It glows with the light Of the love of my Annie— With the thought of the light Of the eyes of my Annie.
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For Annie
Thank Heaven! the crisis— The danger is past, And the lingering illness Is over at last— And the fever called “Living” Is conquered at last. Sadly, I know, I am shorn of my strength, And no muscle I move As I lie at full length— But no matter!—I feel I am better at length. And I rest so composedly, Now in my bed, That any beholder Might fancy me dead— Might start at beholding me Thinking me dead. The moaning and groaning, The sighing and sobbing, Are quieted now, With that horrible throbbing At heart:—ah, that horrible, Horrible throbbing! The sickness—the nausea— The pitiless pain— Have ceased, with the fever That maddened my brain— With the fever called “Living” That burned in my brain. And oh! of all tortures That torture the worst Has abated—the terrible Torture of thirst, For the naphthaline river Of Passion accurst:— I have drank of a water That quenches all thirst:— Of a water that flows, With a lullaby sound, From a spring but a very few Feet under ground— From a cavern not very far Down under ground. And ah! let it never Be foolishly said That my room it is gloomy And narrow my bed— For man never slept In a different bed; And, to sleep, you must slumber In just such a bed. My tantalized spirit Here blandly reposes, Forgetting, or never Regretting its roses— Its old agitations Of myrtles and roses: For now, while so quietly Lying, it fancies A holier odor About it, of pansies— A rosemary odor, Commingled with pansies— With rue and the beautiful Puritan pansies. And so it lies happily, Bathing in many A dream of the truth And the beauty of Annie— Drowned in a bath Of the tresses of Annie. She tenderly kissed me, She fondly caressed, And then I fell gently To sleep on her breast— Deeply to sleep From the heaven of her breast. When the light was extinguished, She covered me warm, And she prayed to the angels To keep me from harm— To the queen of the angels To shield me from harm. And I lie so composedly, Now in my bed (Knowing her love) That you fancy me dead— And I rest so contentedly, Now in my bed, (With her love at my breast) That you fancy me dead— That you shudder to look at me. Thinking me dead. But my heart it is brighter Than all of the many Stars in the sky, For it sparkles with Annie— It glows with the light Of the love of my Annie— With the thought of the light Of the eyes of my Annie.
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Let me meet you in a marbled                                                  field of                                                            sand...                                                                                                       Though you bewitch me with clifftops hooded in emerald grass ...                                                  Though your sheep bleat loudly the marvel of your serenity...                                    Though you wait patiently beyond your lonely precipice,              I cannot endure the eons                                          raging against the cliffs of your security. Every passing year, the thunder of my broken waves gouges deeper into your wounded coastline. Every rock torn from your embrace, resounds the pain of our growing rift Every crumbling cliffs edge dissolves the beauty I held in reverie...                       I wound us in this way. Let me meet you in a secluded                                                      gentle                                                                 cove... There,     upon quieted sands, my waves will softly stroke your skin. There,     the lions will laugh in cacophonous delight at our simple joy. There,     our worlds will dance as pebbles tumble into diamond crystals. There, a child will listen woefully,                                  the sea song of our love. With eyes in contented darkness,          With a soul filled, overflowing                      With the power of bearing witness                                                                to this daily wonder. Each      breath brings her deeper into the burning core of her mind, Each      thought sparks the flame brighter Each      billowing blaze will enliven her roots, and                                                                                   she will bloom.            Then, her eyes will open to a shimmering world, glistening through tears of quiet understanding.                      Then, breath will guide the salt of our dance into her veins                                   Then,          she will dance to the song of our world. With arms wide as eyes,                she will embrace                       this treasured moment                                    With the divinity of her mortality. When the moment calms, she will walk solemnly through our shallows. When my waves pull home at her ankles, When the crystalline pebble shines brightly in her visage she will reach with focused surrender through my water for a memento of the love she feels so presently. In our slow dance, of Land and Sea,                our love bears its fruits in tiny treasures. In her little pocket,                              the diamond of our love will travel further into your heart than my waves ever could. In this way...                   you and I grow fonder                                                              with every passing day.
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 11:05 PM UTC
Sea Song To a Daughter
Let me meet you in a marbled                                                  field of                                                            sand...                                                                                                       Though you bewitch me with clifftops hooded in emerald grass ...                                                  Though your sheep bleat loudly the marvel of your serenity...                                    Though you wait patiently beyond your lonely precipice,              I cannot endure the eons                                          raging against the cliffs of your security. Every passing year, the thunder of my broken waves gouges deeper into your wounded coastline. Every rock torn from your embrace, resounds the pain of our growing rift Every crumbling cliffs edge dissolves the beauty I held in reverie...                       I wound us in this way. Let me meet you in a secluded                                                      gentle                                                                 cove... There,     upon quieted sands, my waves will softly stroke your skin. There,     the lions will laugh in cacophonous delight at our simple joy. There,     our worlds will dance as pebbles tumble into diamond crystals. There, a child will listen woefully,                                  the sea song of our love. With eyes in contented darkness,          With a soul filled, overflowing                      With the power of bearing witness                                                                to this daily wonder. Each      breath brings her deeper into the burning core of her mind, Each      thought sparks the flame brighter Each      billowing blaze will enliven her roots, and                                                                                   she will bloom.            Then, her eyes will open to a shimmering world, glistening through tears of quiet understanding.                      Then, breath will guide the salt of our dance into her veins                                   Then,          she will dance to the song of our world. With arms wide as eyes,                she will embrace                       this treasured moment                                    With the divinity of her mortality. When the moment calms, she will walk solemnly through our shallows. When my waves pull home at her ankles, When the crystalline pebble shines brightly in her visage she will reach with focused surrender through my water for a memento of the love she feels so presently. In our slow dance, of Land and Sea,                our love bears its fruits in tiny treasures. In her little pocket,                              the diamond of our love will travel further into your heart than my waves ever could. In this way...                   you and I grow fonder                                                              with every passing day.
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Acerbic antagonist alliterates agonizing accusations, blasting ******* backbiter butting beautiful bombastic brainy blond bomb. Cumulative cranial casualties cease caveman's cognitive coherence. Doom digger derides Daddy's dangling dire dreary **** Eclectic esoteric eccentric egotistical estranger; Forthcoming fathoms fetch faithless fleeting father. God given goblins gather gossamer ganglions; Hell's hairy harlot harpies hover heeding Hyperion. Ignatius imbibes irrevocably insisting, "Jesus juggles justice's joy jarring jams." Kindness kindles Kilimanjaro; Malicious mountains melt, Mmm, morning marjoram. Nothing negates Neanderthal ninnying. Overt obsessions obfuscate original object of purest passions, paltry past pinings, quickly quieted, quelled, resisted, relinquished, readily, ruefully, roundly saturated, suffocated; surreptitiously silenced, terribly torturing the thrashed tamed tormentor: Ugly, ungrateful, unapologetic, Vanity, woefully wallowing, wailing, "Where's Xanadu's zeitgeist!?"
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Jan 15, 2012
Jan 15, 2012 at 12:09 AM UTC
I hate it when you alliterate
If you survive, Go tell the world. Not that you survived, but of what happened. Bring awareness to those, Who were left in the darkness. Hiroshima and Nagasaki, 9-11, Parkland shooting, Only naming a few. For those whose voices are forever quieted, Speak with the weight of their legacy on your shoulders. But don't carry the load alone, There are others who feel the same, With tear-stained faces, their burden is heavier than yours, So shoulder the pain together, And survive.
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May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 1:40 PM UTC
If you survive
The sky is dim and it's midday Today I will hear others say: "It is such a depressing day" Yet I love a sky dark and grey   A cloud threatening rain Grants no cause to complain Wind whispers or rages through trees I am quieted in the breeze There's beauty in the quiet, in the stark stillness, in the fierce echoing storm The sky is in a riot, showing God's brilliance, and beauty in every form
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Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 11:56 AM UTC
Love the Grey
“What can a poem do?” —————————- ***”A poem is a not a tourniquet when you’re bleeding. It’s not water when you’re thirsty or food when you’re hungry. A poem can’t protect you from an airstrike, or from abduction, or from hate. It’s hard to write when our words feel like they’re not enough—they can’t do the real, tangible work of saving lives, or making people safer.”*** (see (1) Maggie Smith) <~> as is my wont, I write, as is my Natted~inhabited, retiring to the local watering holes of Cerebrum & Cerebellum, them regular haunts, where all requests are mailed, processed, satisfied & marked; ‘return & render to the sender, who’s on a cerebral ****** and that request? ‘give me the words’ (2) those ‘to do’ words, floaters, direct to top of list, those ‘can do’ words, that can effect the affect, spare the despair, realize the fungible, concretize cures, soften hard waters, giving a worsening worn life fabric a curated baby blanket feel, a 4-ply human tissue of ‘words that tell me everything’ (2) salve solution verbs that bounty-wipe spills in entirety, vacuum up spillage spoiling of 17 days of terrible nouns, uncovered-unknown rages caused by inflicting prepositions released a hatred rising, safety rebury it deeper, drug & destruct the sleeper agents, and let me start over again with ‘telling me everything by saying nothing’ (2) the pausal silence, the quieted spaces tween the heartbeats, where ‘reflection,’ the noun, and its world of alternations, reflection, the noun, look inwards, but shining outward, this, this! is where the poem goes to do! enervating & arresting its contradictory powers rock you into wild docility, possessive and submissive, contradictory interferences, smoothing the roughness, closing the gaps it opens, healing the caused truthful cuts, with words that tell you everything and nothing, open the holes, filling the gaps, that is what a poem do, in and by the manner it is spoken… <~> “Sometimes a poem is the stone you carry in your pocket—the one you rub when you’re worried.  Let’s fill our pockets with poems.” (see (1) Maggie Smith)
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Oct 24, 2023
Oct 24, 2023 at 10:10 PM UTC
“What can a poem do?”
“What can a poem do?” —————————- ***”A poem is a not a tourniquet when you’re bleeding. It’s not water when you’re thirsty or food when you’re hungry. A poem can’t protect you from an airstrike, or from abduction, or from hate. It’s hard to write when our words feel like they’re not enough—they can’t do the real, tangible work of saving lives, or making people safer.”*** (see (1) Maggie Smith) <~> as is my wont, I write, as is my Natted~inhabited, retiring to the local watering holes of Cerebrum & Cerebellum, them regular haunts, where all requests are mailed, processed, satisfied & marked; ‘return & render to the sender, who’s on a cerebral ****** and that request? ‘give me the words’ (2) those ‘to do’ words, floaters, direct to top of list, those ‘can do’ words, that can effect the affect, spare the despair, realize the fungible, concretize cures, soften hard waters, giving a worsening worn life fabric a curated baby blanket feel, a 4-ply human tissue of ‘words that tell me everything’ (2) salve solution verbs that bounty-wipe spills in entirety, vacuum up spillage spoiling of 17 days of terrible nouns, uncovered-unknown rages caused by inflicting prepositions released a hatred rising, safety rebury it deeper, drug & destruct the sleeper agents, and let me start over again with ‘telling me everything by saying nothing’ (2) the pausal silence, the quieted spaces tween the heartbeats, where ‘reflection,’ the noun, and its world of alternations, reflection, the noun, look inwards, but shining outward, this, this! is where the poem goes to do! enervating & arresting its contradictory powers rock you into wild docility, possessive and submissive, contradictory interferences, smoothing the roughness, closing the gaps it opens, healing the caused truthful cuts, with words that tell you everything and nothing, open the holes, filling the gaps, that is what a poem do, in and by the manner it is spoken… <~> “Sometimes a poem is the stone you carry in your pocket—the one you rub when you’re worried.  Let’s fill our pockets with poems.” (see (1) Maggie Smith)
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I sit there, my headphones in, volume up And you dare tell me to turn it down What you don't understand is that I need this I need the volume so high that the screaming tangle of my brain is quieted down to a soft hum So I'm not surrounded by an everlasting chorus of, "You're worthless." So I'm not completely encompassed by these depressing thoughts So I'm not breaking down when the cloud gets too heavy So raindrops do not race down a pale-peach canvas Reveling in my lips parting to mouth the lyrics written, Written for somebody else yet they ring with my very soul Written for everybody else yet they hear nothing Except the turn of another page, another day, monotonous An assembly line of nothingness It's been broken for a while It's been loaded down with disappointment for a while You've failed again. You've failed. Again. How dare you tell me to turn the volume down?
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Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 7:01 PM UTC
Headphones
full circle, nearly, although i'm not sure around what it is i seem to be revolving, for i am not moon, nor star, nor planet nor body of astral importance; i am a boy, and even then, the definition could be more secure than it is, for i am not a ship, i have no anchor, nor sails, my starboard side is used for writing and my port is lost in the stormy blue of the stripes on your dress shirt, those matching the woven bracelet i still haven't had the heart nor gall to remove from my wrist, like a watch, hands however not spanning minutes or hours ticking off each grain of sand to fall, [like taking inventory of eternity]            but pointing incessantly back to you again, though you are not the true north i seek, and a wristwatch has no real business dealing with dimensions beyond its design and understanding. a compass is perhaps better suited to my purpose, though the bearing would be thrown by the lumps of iron remaining beneath my skin, like braille, and i the blind man groping for a means -- any means -- to decipher the message left hidden in my very fibers by the electromagnetism of your goodbyes. if ever i needed you it is now -- and still the portal you promised is closed, and no music sounds for me as it did for you, for it is you who has quieted it.
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Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 4:48 AM UTC
penultimate and for you
When I was seventeen I thought I knew love. I thought it came naturally, like you didn't have to seek it. And you couldn't hide from it. When I was seven I looked my mom right in her blue eyes and said "Nobody ever tells you that the person you love is the most dangerous." This was after He died. My grandmother literally broke my grandfather's heart by sleeping with the priest on Sunday while the children drawing Jesus closed their eyes and hoped that their prayers would save them from Goliath. I started a rumor when I was younger that if you layed with your ear to the grass above his grave you could still hear him reciting love letters. Listen closely, I'm writing in whispers until the whispers become whispers and I want to keep halving myself until the halves become something salvageable. If I talked to you today you would tell me that I was the worst person to try and save. Every morning I'd wake up with new scars and you in my ear. Telling me that you love me as much as you can love a person as much as a person can love a person as much as my father loved my mother and as much as my mother loved herself. (Never enough). When I was thirteen I got my first detention for talking too loudly, now when I speak, eyes widen and mouths open. I wish nobody quieted me down. Because now the only words I know are apologetic and giving and full of goodbye. Nobody ever tells you that the person you love will be the person who lives. Nobody ever tells you that God is a child with a serotonin imbalance and a bad sense of humor. Nobody ever tells you that love is Goliath. Nobody ever told David to use his hands.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 8:39 PM UTC
David and Goliath
When I was seventeen I thought I knew love. I thought it came naturally, like you didn't have to seek it. And you couldn't hide from it. When I was seven I looked my mom right in her blue eyes and said "Nobody ever tells you that the person you love is the most dangerous." This was after He died. My grandmother literally broke my grandfather's heart by sleeping with the priest on Sunday while the children drawing Jesus closed their eyes and hoped that their prayers would save them from Goliath. I started a rumor when I was younger that if you layed with your ear to the grass above his grave you could still hear him reciting love letters. Listen closely, I'm writing in whispers until the whispers become whispers and I want to keep halving myself until the halves become something salvageable. If I talked to you today you would tell me that I was the worst person to try and save. Every morning I'd wake up with new scars and you in my ear. Telling me that you love me as much as you can love a person as much as a person can love a person as much as my father loved my mother and as much as my mother loved herself. (Never enough). When I was thirteen I got my first detention for talking too loudly, now when I speak, eyes widen and mouths open. I wish nobody quieted me down. Because now the only words I know are apologetic and giving and full of goodbye. Nobody ever tells you that the person you love will be the person who lives. Nobody ever tells you that God is a child with a serotonin imbalance and a bad sense of humor. Nobody ever tells you that love is Goliath. Nobody ever told David to use his hands.
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precipitation's anticipation of change diffused morning light the mustiness of first rain a misty visibility hiding distant hills a graying of the cityscape skyscrapers in clouds construction's crane quieted in the mix of old and new a slow rush hour washing the street's grime a coolness to my eyes a slight chill in my bones Autumn colored leaves swaying with breeze on half empty trees slanted raindrops incessantly blustering a beautiful day where only seagulls dare to fly eight peeping eyes with healing hands too good to help her to the restroom "I'll call a nurse" they just poked in to take a peek feel her leg's edema and inform me of possibility's progress a colonoscopy? a transfusion? time keeps asking for more time morning meds an IV a blood draw a blood test strip another trip to the restroom a kind older gentleman's help he thought I was her father it's raining hard again gutters like rivers storm drains splashing white water more skyline has gone missing umbrellas wrestling wind raindrops rilling down a picture window as afternoon sheds it's light as I watch sleep's breaths her hunger awakens and feistiness returns "Don't they feed their patients here?" they never told us to call food services another blood pressure reading another blood draw another trip to the restroom and it's all good a colonoscopy evaluation maybe Thursday or Friday... looks like time got her wish
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Oct 9, 2011
Oct 9, 2011 at 5:53 PM UTC
6 West 10/05/11
Closed computer. Lying girl. Sick girl. Tired girl. Puke, tears, and blood. Creepy colour pallet. The colours dance over the floor and walls. Crying is quieted by the loud students. Blood is cleaned with water. Puke is going up and down, never choosing a path. Forks, trays, and knives in her hair. Her friends don't notice. She's not sleeping. And never has been. She's not breathing. Oxygen escaping fast. In and out. In and out In and out. She's gone.
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 7:38 PM UTC
Lunch?
Penang, penang, penang, Piining, pining, pining, High humidity, or arid mountain-tops, And love, to homemade gentle kisses, grasping at the eternal, Katmandu fires imagination, A meeting place, Or fascinating connection, Sleep and awe, With quieted emotion, Driven into souls, And held, Nicely anticipated dreams, Give way to unpredictable realities, And soft promises.
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 6:12 AM UTC
jumping up high
The most comfortable and easiest relationship I have ever had is with my own self-loathing. It’s almost natural at this point to expect failures. The whispered criticisms rise in my mind, A crescendo of hatred and mutiny, Quieted only by the sound of my door opening. Soft footsteps shuffle across the carpet and ***** clothes Stepping over unfinished homework And an unraveling purple blanket made of yarn. The din in my mind reminding me of faults, Failures, stupid conversations I have had, And every insecurity my subconscious can think of, Stops completely as I feel the bed dip beneath your weight. I wait, as still as I can be, for the feel of your hand on my hair, Brushing it back, out of my eyes with a smile.
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Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 5:07 PM UTC
Shuffle
I took to the shore my final day my final few hours the Sun was low and the breeze had a coolness though it was blistering hot earlier I was watching an osprey returning from the ocean a sizeable fish in it's claws the beach was sparse this late I relaxed and enjoyed the sounds and sheer beauty of the Outer Banks from my left I heard a light gasp that startled me as I hadn't noticed her approaching she spotted a lettered olive as the sea gently lapped the shore it was rolling back towards the next wave but she managed to grab it just in time a look of delight crossed her face glowing like the Sun itself 'Nice find those are tough to come by in that condition' I said 'they are my favorite' she responded with a smile her eyes sparkled blue and her auburn air tied in a bobble hung far down her back 'nice to meet someone who still appreciates the beauty of a sea shell' I was hoping for a name but one didn't come instead,   she sent a gaze that ignited not shivers but an energy down my spine 'If only everyone knew the beauty that lives here It's nice to meet another who sees as well' I started to respond, but she turned and continued down the beach her white kimono gently flowing with the ocean breeze appeared to be from a time past I turned my attention briefly to a group of pelicans playing 'follow the leader' just above the waves I could not let her go I gathered enough courage to continue this chance meeting but when I turned, she had disappeared impossible we are no less than 50 yards from the path off the beach I just saw her less than 30 seconds... I called out...but felt foolish I tried to gather my thoughts a light voice...or thought came as the breeze quieted my name is Eve... I walked the shoreline until it became too dark to stay bewildered...I bid goodbye to the ocean and turned to leave something caught my eye in the sand amongst the thousands of shells on display there lay a beautiful, perfect lettered olive I will hold onto this one
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Jun 7, 2022
Jun 7, 2022 at 7:32 PM UTC
lettered olive
I took to the shore my final day my final few hours the Sun was low and the breeze had a coolness though it was blistering hot earlier I was watching an osprey returning from the ocean a sizeable fish in it's claws the beach was sparse this late I relaxed and enjoyed the sounds and sheer beauty of the Outer Banks from my left I heard a light gasp that startled me as I hadn't noticed her approaching she spotted a lettered olive as the sea gently lapped the shore it was rolling back towards the next wave but she managed to grab it just in time a look of delight crossed her face glowing like the Sun itself 'Nice find those are tough to come by in that condition' I said 'they are my favorite' she responded with a smile her eyes sparkled blue and her auburn air tied in a bobble hung far down her back 'nice to meet someone who still appreciates the beauty of a sea shell' I was hoping for a name but one didn't come instead,   she sent a gaze that ignited not shivers but an energy down my spine 'If only everyone knew the beauty that lives here It's nice to meet another who sees as well' I started to respond, but she turned and continued down the beach her white kimono gently flowing with the ocean breeze appeared to be from a time past I turned my attention briefly to a group of pelicans playing 'follow the leader' just above the waves I could not let her go I gathered enough courage to continue this chance meeting but when I turned, she had disappeared impossible we are no less than 50 yards from the path off the beach I just saw her less than 30 seconds... I called out...but felt foolish I tried to gather my thoughts a light voice...or thought came as the breeze quieted my name is Eve... I walked the shoreline until it became too dark to stay bewildered...I bid goodbye to the ocean and turned to leave something caught my eye in the sand amongst the thousands of shells on display there lay a beautiful, perfect lettered olive I will hold onto this one
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The sun breaking down on your smile, Tunes playing in my head, Then your crying all the while, And O that potent dread. I tear for those unwanted, By and by it’s all the same, And all those who stay quieted, Are threatening to douse their flame. -Maggie Reeves All rights reserved to me, Maggie Reeves.
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Jun 30, 2011
Jun 30, 2011 at 4:33 PM UTC
Breaking Down by Maggie Reeves