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The voice Nov 2012
First day of school
I see you
Sitting down
Looking at me
My heart racing
My mind shut down
All my sences gone
Your eyes touching mine

One word
Hello
Two syllabes
Five letters
A million ways to fall in love

The first second
Even before
Of course
We were meant to be
I saw you in a dream before that day
Your eyes where as lovely
As sweet
As nice
And *** unique

I tried to hide it
Keep it to my self
I tried
And it worked
A love that hurts
By the knowledge that you felt nothing

Thinking that every second
I could loose you
I try day by day for you to love me
You flurt with others
But I am still here
Why? Dont ask me!

It is your fault
I fell for you the first day
With every word
Every laugh
Every smile
Every time I saw your eyes

Qnd even though this is killing me
I am still here
With this hidden love in my heart
Hoping you love me
Like I love you
Lawrence Hall Apr 2019
Ive been to the dentist

She gave ma a happy pill ME a happy pill, not Ma a happy pill

Tree frogs are my favotire amphibians there so cute ya wanna buy them an ice cream but there aint no bug ice scream

Yes I’m fine than k you

Gosh this is still fun

And they gave me a new toothbrush although I use the super-golly-gee-****-quadro-toothbrush-thing-that-lights-up-and-s­tuff

Yes the pill is wearing off sure
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Why do they all put their hands in my mouth at the same time

Lets see thats four hands

And then they yell at me to relax

But yeah I got a pill qnd I am sooooooooooooooooooo relaxed

My teeth are fine

My teeth are green no wait my teeth or clean because if they were green they wouldn’t be clean

Dr. Joyce is the best

There’s still something to be said for tree frogs

Yes I can walk to the car whoops

Yes I can opine the passenger door

Yes I can belt my seat fashion

Or somethingthis has been fun

Thank you yes six monyhsts…
Your ‘umble scrivener’s site is:
Reactionarydrivel.blogspot.com.
It’s not at all reactionary, tho’ it might be drivel.

Lawrence Hall’s vanity publications are available on amazon.com as Kindle and on bits of dead tree:  The Road to Magdalena, Paleo-Hippies at Work and Play, Lady with a Dead Turtle, Don’t Forget Your Shoes and Grapes, Coffee and a Dead Alligator to Go, and Dispatches from the Colonial Office.
Astar wise Jul 2015
Opportunities arise,
Anxiety is suppressed.
"Just breathe" you say
   as you walk done the street.
Hoping you arent as transparent
  as a blank white sheet.
A sheet used to cover a kid wanting to seem invisible on Halloween.

You walk in.
The office eyes bore holes in you
   as the whispers "new girl"
You gather yourself qnd mumble
"Dont"
As if to talk to your inner self telling it to stop feeling panic
As if to prove that your able to hold yourself together when opportunities arise.
"Dont!" You shout to that inner being
"Dont!" You yell at the top of you imaginary lungs
As you break down inside you seem to hold your outter being together you sit down.
Your now in your office and yet another day of work and panic.
The Dedpoet Dec 2016
I assume that you never
Knew the pure love we had
For you,
Your tiny body could not take
The world so we imagine
You went straight to become an angel.

You did not take a breath
Of the air I still breathe as i waited
For your cries,
That made two of us because
I could not breathe as you never
Made a sound.

I assume that you loved your
Mother so much you could
Not bear to be apart from
Her,
That you left to watch over her
In spirit qnd essence,
That she still leaves flowers
For you shows me she misses
You .

Of all the things you will never see
I hope i have seen enough
To know that i tried to live
For you,
That of all the days and every
Night we never had,
That my pain still lives,
As well as my love,
That i will be with you one day
And you can show me
All that i do not know
Of the Heavens and glories.

Your light shines somewhere
Too bright for this world,
I know that when my eyes close
For the final time your
Light will guide me home.
Amber Gonzales. Stillborn daughter. 19 years old today.
Ariel Taverner Sep 2013
Legend tells of ******* swing
She would sit and laugh and lovely sing
She would sing and smile
To see her men would travel many a mile
Her beauty made men enchanted
Such that they raved and ranted
Men longed for her
Such that they would slur
Her beauty was beyond known
Yet generously sown
For some have beauty
But none have her beauty
The ******* the swing
Who would sit qnd laugh and lovely sing
Vladimir s Krebs May 2018
Every day you play me as a fool you take all my hope and dreams and smash them everyday mom you scream at me for the hard work i do for you dad all you do is scream at my face leaving me with pain deep down all you ***** do is scream at me treat me like im nothing but a ******* joke a fool. You do nothing but call your self family when i have nothing to left to say nothing cause all **** day you scream at me from sun up to sun down



Your choice of words are intresting but your like a bottle of liquir you drink it all day one its gone so is you soul


Havnt you seen your words chase me away

You nothing but a joke your self  playing with fire



Your life is a lie you call your self human when you cant evne control yourself and speak to me me like i am real


I regret to say i think you have nothing you are nothing


Your like a bottle of liquir you drink it all **** day and it empty at the end


Truthfully i am human i have a voice mom and dad you will never understand I DONT GIVE 2 ***** WHAT YOU SAY YOUR ALL ******* WAST OF TIME YOU OVISLY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WASTING MY TIME WHEN I AM MARRIED QND HAVE MY OWN FAMILY I REGRET TO SAY I NEVER CARED WHAT YOU SAY I NEVER CARED YOU ONLY LET SCARES THAT RIDE MY BODY DEEPLY


YOU PLAYED ME AS THE FOOL WHEN YOUR NOTHING BUT FOOLS YOUR SELVES
Been screamed at my whole like nothing to say
Infamous one Dec 2022
S7
Being called delusional for having a dream that doesn't evolve around you.
Being called a narcissistic for not giving up values and ones self
Had bad leads did  their work it made me better
Dealt with good leads that are supportive Gaining more confidence
Stepping it up filling the void since it needs to done
Doing the work even if others are not satisfied show up, help don't just criticize
Thankful for growing qnd
Johnny Noiπ Oct 2018
"Est eget tina cidum nem,"
- The sudden need, offering an end,
                                                JN18

From a bird, that it is in their own life,
It is not true enough |       is, or will be;
In order to be able to be controlled;
on behalf of the deaths of so many,
only one city in particular,  the church
of the church;   forming a green star &
Standardized, Mary was born in bed
with Allah's grace;    Lord,     this time
The blood will be from her snooch | &
Now, I love women's
                      Lives of human red eyes
    Of night and day to move the worm
When the elderly queen warms on her white
rectilinear,
so her feet can be worshiped with the words
& tongue of the poet,         separately,
& not in a year to maintain her death
      as the great and the green spaces
      of the city given over to,
                      she went out in the thick of darkness
         and death,
Er, Onan, and Shelah,                                   fine-looking,
and young men faint for which snooch
was laid down in Blood and Skin to the sun goddess
with a star, & through Jesus' aging locks taking on the spirit
that lives in the American dream of Hell,  American Poems
are golden live fires in the sky with kids;
It was discovered that it is the dung of the Blues
from his cold wife, and my children, I am, however,
And Jesus walked in his old age, it hardens
the soldiers of the future, Gold history calling them,
called LAX-air **** ***;
In choosing to bring the baby to the moon thinking;
Igor walked through the glass doors
into the bedroom
******* lost,   the true human spirit;
true |    It is full of the 12" ruler of the yellow color
or the changing of an Englishman in his own home,
three times to throw open the inner states
of the younger poets;
Thus knowing the glory of the Holy fetching,
MUSIC:                   The time taken for better
The best of the Greek born
He who Brown;              These are the golden
Adulterers,               United Nations members,
Software for sports in the history of Doctor Nassar;
Another item that is contrary to God
Is featured                     contained in the Nutritious
Literary diet that has experts thinking Igor,
the topic of this is the truest spirit
of         the Old Greek and Latin names |
generations
                                                    ­    back;
              Brazil is in the first message;
exercise
in the morning;                  This clean's the slate
blinded by blindness; Sunscreen breaks through
Wall Street's Cryos heat for Women's
alchemy, they do not do;    Education
                        |     | changes those in the garden
and changes focus
to the Russian psychiatrist who focuses in Russian | | | |
on that of adults,
With the Jews, all the members suffer
with holes in it; Green tea having access
but too expensive to cross
   QND, the French school
In Virginia,     I went with him to a region full 1
Then, in town, in the House of Barbie's Wild Walls
Do not fall the image of the heat of the writers
who writes oppressively sweet
& Give me a Russian gay leaver;
The ****** Invisible changes a lot filled
with Alchemists Jews
& the dreams of a son,
and would have torn into a young goat
in the Mirror of the brain,                            and it is read from the stone,
The guy wanted to feel the game
you play on the cat's in the middle
of the aperture, French from the common stock
of guys in the field of wet lips; Is a friend of the gods
Wearing tattoos,                               daughter returned
with weapons into the arena,
Instead of carrying the sacred dead
The company Color Talk
Red Mountain smoking widely earth
Bob rich and free dance language male strippers
Johnny Depp meeting high, the ugly image of the prophet
The dog days unknown to science
Park Angels Keep the center of the bed;
The ******* were asked about the bread revolution's fingers
moving; However, the radio station setting leaves early modern dance
& brings to the floor up from the south, |
the memory of Mary Christian through her life
in a happy gel-tech home & landing a black boy,
then cut to the shadow of angels watching your friend;
is the one that followed the girl out of plastic,
for we have only the one table, and he has come
eating, beginning with the robot giving birth to smoke
& Bettie selling in from the trees, the tongue
had the ability of William Wallace,
nobody had written in preparation for the cops
evening of the eyes,
as she is in my house,         at least play stripper waves
and mothers, and the corner?                   to understand,
you will love, and the light,       by means of Einstein's
to my Muses to be cured and healed,
buried in the natural,
and smelling of Mars,     ||  |      for his wife of long ago -
I bring an heir to this mad fellow
in the image of teeth,                   ******* under the net
of the bikini
volleyball
game on the beach                    also enacting the image
and reading out of his sleep of the Queen's feet,
and the gardens of est eget tina cidum nem, the Magic
as far as in the madness of the conversion
of the drink also:
let it fall on mom's ****, so as to destroy Paul,
when he says Marcus is a gypsy; the distance plainly |
of hot water
calling for the apparel, and that war talk turns yellow
as the skin of lives,                 the public denunciation
of the flesh of a burst pipe,  |  a cooling influence |
so to speak,          he began to perform in a white tent
starring until ye teenage football players had ***;
Black Hill is where,    smoke-free & sand all the way
to the beach;
              After watching for Maintenance,
              the mountains and hills like hills of *******,
lighting up, the hard work and thinking of characters,
and in the tumult,   them so far gone glowing discern
the driver for Marcus's reading is better at combating
Angels;                    pushing him into Johnny's model
at the Museum of America,                        in England,  
boughs and leaves falling;         |       Einstein's capital
is said to be of a wife;                                    In brief, |
starting from the football club clutter |
|   to the Screaming unto her thighs ||| ||

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