"qnd" poems
First day of school
I see you
Sitting down
Looking at me
My heart racing
My mind shut down
All my sences gone
Your eyes touching mine
One word
Hello
Two syllabes
Five letters
A million ways to fall in love
The first second
Even before
Of course
We were meant to be
I saw you in a dream before that day
Your eyes where as lovely
As sweet
As nice
And *** unique
I tried to hide it
Keep it to my self
I tried
And it worked
A love that hurts
By the knowledge that you felt nothing
Thinking that every second
I could loose you
I try day by day for you to love me
You flurt with others
But I am still here
Why? Dont ask me!
It is your fault
I fell for you the first day
With every word
Every laugh
Every smile
Every time I saw your eyes
Qnd even though this is killing me
I am still here
With this hidden love in my heart
Hoping you love me
Like I love you
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 11:18 PM UTC
Ive been to the dentist
She gave ma a happy pill ME a happy pill, not Ma a happy pill
Tree frogs are my favotire amphibians there so cute ya wanna buy them an ice cream but there aint no bug ice scream
Yes I’m fine than k you
Gosh this is still fun
And they gave me a new toothbrush although I use the super-golly-gee-whiz-quadro-toothbrush-thing-that-lights-up-and-stuff
Yes the pill is wearing off sure
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Why do they all put their hands in my mouth at the same time
Lets see thats four hands
And then they yell at me to relax
But yeah I got a pill qnd I am sooooooooooooooooooo relaxed
My teeth are fine
My teeth are green no wait my teeth or clean because if they were green they wouldn’t be clean
Dr. Joyce is the best
There’s still something to be said for tree frogs
Yes I can walk to the car whoops
Yes I can opine the passenger door
Yes I can belt my seat fashion
Or somethingthis has been fun
Thank you yes six monyhsts…
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 4:06 PM UTC
Opportunities arise,
Anxiety is suppressed.
"Just breathe" you say
as you walk done the street.
Hoping you arent as transparent
as a blank white sheet.
A sheet used to cover a kid wanting to seem invisible on Halloween.
You walk in.
The office eyes bore holes in you
as the whispers "new girl"
You gather yourself qnd mumble
"Dont"
As if to talk to your inner self telling it to stop feeling panic
As if to prove that your able to hold yourself together when opportunities arise.
"Dont!" You shout to that inner being
"Dont!" You yell at the top of you imaginary lungs
As you break down inside you seem to hold your outter being together you sit down.
Your now in your office and yet another day of work and panic.
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 4:20 PM UTC
I assume that you never
Knew the pure love we had
For you,
Your tiny body could not take
The world so we imagine
You went straight to become an angel.
You did not take a breath
Of the air I still breathe as i waited
For your cries,
That made two of us because
I could not breathe as you never
Made a sound.
I assume that you loved your
Mother so much you could
Not bear to be apart from
Her,
That you left to watch over her
In spirit qnd essence,
That she still leaves flowers
For you shows me she misses
You .
Of all the things you will never see
I hope i have seen enough
To know that i tried to live
For you,
That of all the days and every
Night we never had,
That my pain still lives,
As well as my love,
That i will be with you one day
And you can show me
All that i do not know
Of the Heavens and glories.
Your light shines somewhere
Too bright for this world,
I know that when my eyes close
For the final time your
Light will guide me home.
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 2:44 PM UTC
Legend tells of girl on swing
She would sit and laugh and lovely sing
She would sing and smile
To see her men would travel many a mile
Her beauty made men enchanted
Such that they raved and ranted
Men longed for her
Such that they would slur
Her beauty was beyond known
Yet generously sown
For some have beauty
But none have her beauty
The girl on the swing
Who would sit qnd laugh and lovely sing
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 6:31 AM UTC
Every day you play me as a fool you take all my hope and dreams and smash them everyday mom you scream at me for the hard work i do for you dad all you do is scream at my face leaving me with pain deep down all you ***** do is scream at me treat me like im nothing but a ******* joke a fool. You do nothing but call your self family when i have nothing to left to say nothing cause all **** day you scream at me from sun up to sun down
Your choice of words are intresting but your like a bottle of liquir you drink it all day one its gone so is you soul
Havnt you seen your words chase me away
You nothing but a joke your self playing with fire
Your life is a lie you call your self human when you cant evne control yourself and speak to me me like i am real
I regret to say i think you have nothing you are nothing
Your like a bottle of liquir you drink it all **** day and it empty at the end
Truthfully i am human i have a voice mom and dad you will never understand I DONT GIVE 2 ***** WHAT YOU SAY YOUR ALL ******* WAST OF TIME YOU OVISLY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WASTING MY TIME WHEN I AM MARRIED QND HAVE MY OWN FAMILY I REGRET TO SAY I NEVER CARED WHAT YOU SAY I NEVER CARED YOU ONLY LET SCARES THAT RIDE MY BODY DEEPLY
YOU PLAYED ME AS THE FOOL WHEN YOUR NOTHING BUT FOOLS YOUR SELVES
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 10:10 PM UTC