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"pursed" poems
Seriously?! I'm a **** Wait. No you're not. Hold on. I can't find... I can't find my ******* Help me look. blankets flung. nothing. You're... you're laughing right now? How could you not? Can you see that we're standing in a giant pond of ridiculosity. a glasses lense popped out. hair a nest of invisible rodents. his belt all askew worried face pursed lips. shirt tails- a crumpled facade of the pressed summer evening shadows outlined behind the lawn sprinklers from the night before. and in the cab to work phone almost dies. 37 degree damp heat pressing against the car like a monroe-type kitten from the 50s. the morning world bustling awake the driver asks 'you work this afternoon?' shake my head 'no' slowly working the knots out of my hair brace for the last day. And I'm still missing my underwear.
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Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 1:02 AM UTC
Adult
this is the garden:colours come and go, frail azures fluttering from night’s outer wing strong silent greens silently lingering, absolute lights like baths of golden snow. This is the garden:pursed lips do blow upon cool flutes within wide glooms,and sing (of harps celestial to the quivering string) invisible faces hauntingly and slow. This is the garden. Time shall surely reap and on Death’s blade lie many a flower curled, in other lands where other songs be sung; yet stand They here enraptured,as among the slow deep trees perpetual of sleep some silver-fingered fountain steals the world.
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This Is The Garden:Colours Come And Go
This smile that makes your day... This undaunted smile that seem to say. Show me yours too so we both could play, On a plane where everything is fine... Everything's okay... This smile that reaches out to you... With nothing but invisible arms. Caresses your eyes and draws you in. Entices you with the sweetest charms. Whispers you tales of a brightly lit future; Where we're trapped in dance with each other... Supporting... Leading... Lifting and, Seducing one another... Let the music ring clear,. Over the thumping of our heartbeats... Aggressively segmenting, framing the dance into seconds that would elapse. Like two duelists entranced into committing tender jousts and retreats. But know that... This smile screams only lies. For it is but a routine mask. So well worn and adequately rehearsed... You'd never see the need to ask. Instead you'd just allow yourself be taken, To a place where the tide gently beats... Upon the shore our two ailing hearts. A place where earth and sky would meet. When in fact, It hides the turmoil and agitation. Guarding the storm that brews incessantly. Continuously threatening To breach this shared sanctity with me. A haven would've then be erected. That very instant we allowed... This dance of smiles From time of first contact to the time we bowed. This smile... Only took a second To paint a peaceful picture upon my face. Free from the pressures building behind my pursed lips. Just take this smile so that in that second, We could get lost in the promise of a heavenly place...
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Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 12:36 PM UTC
This Smile
This smile that makes your day... This undaunted smile that seem to say. Show me yours too so we both could play, On a plane where everything is fine... Everything's okay... This smile that reaches out to you... With nothing but invisible arms. Caresses your eyes and draws you in. Entices you with the sweetest charms. Whispers you tales of a brightly lit future; Where we're trapped in dance with each other... Supporting... Leading... Lifting and, Seducing one another... Let the music ring clear,. Over the thumping of our heartbeats... Aggressively segmenting, framing the dance into seconds that would elapse. Like two duelists entranced into committing tender jousts and retreats. But know that... This smile screams only lies. For it is but a routine mask. So well worn and adequately rehearsed... You'd never see the need to ask. Instead you'd just allow yourself be taken, To a place where the tide gently beats... Upon the shore our two ailing hearts. A place where earth and sky would meet. When in fact, It hides the turmoil and agitation. Guarding the storm that brews incessantly. Continuously threatening To breach this shared sanctity with me. A haven would've then be erected. That very instant we allowed... This dance of smiles From time of first contact to the time we bowed. This smile... Only took a second To paint a peaceful picture upon my face. Free from the pressures building behind my pursed lips. Just take this smile so that in that second, We could get lost in the promise of a heavenly place...
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I poured myself inside your cup pretended to be tea your lips pursed to the rim burning kiss bile churns you forgot I'm made of sins
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Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 5:49 AM UTC
A cup of tea
i don’t want to be someone who writes in pencil and eats too slowly and walks with eyes that are glued to the sidewalk and tops of strangers’ feet i’ve been underwater for so long that i’ve forgotten lungs are meant to be filled with air; exhaling seems more like something found on the second star to the right, rather than a process that is meant to be done twenty-three thousand times a day i feel like an old woman who looks in the mirror and all she can see are wrinkles and white hair and tired eyes and the absence of who she used to be but i am not someone who turns away from sunsets and pretends that darkness is all i’ve ever known; someone who thinks the sun will never rise again because the sun will rise again— the words hiding inside of me will find their way out, because i cannot hold my breath forever i am not someone who writes in pencil and erases the bits that are too honest and too imperfect and too real to claim as thoughts of my own i cannot keep my lips pursed and hands tied behind my back, i cannot keep pretending i am a shadow of who i used to be my tomorrows hold suns much brighter than ones that have risen over horizons of my past; i have not reached the summit yet there is so much more me for me to become each day, i am new.
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Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 1:09 AM UTC
i am not a shadow
You were a different version of the religion, you were a ****** of the region when we met. I had the brownest eyes. You had the greenest eyes. chin sits perfectly in shoulder, hand fits in hand, molded. I had hair like a little girl's. You had hair like a little boy's. Both half ****** my arms were as thin as yours, and toned. You didn't own a single curve, just edges and bone. Only your lips were soft. Only my lips were soft. The fading light bounced off the angles of my abdomen and visible ribcage, made your mouth water. With a shy, curling finger, you called me over to you. It drove me wilder. We undressed each other under the covers. You giggled and I crumbled when you saw I needed help with the clasp of your bra. I chuckled, returned the favor when you gave up on my belt buckle. I had the body of a little girl. You had the body of a little  boy. The sheets wound around and pressed us together, You had the hardest hips. I had the hardest hips. You compromised what was inside your mind; I felt those first few moans rattle your visible ribcage and escape through lips pursed like a porcelain doll. Took it all in, held on to your fragile frame and from the moment we were free, two children in the wilderness.
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Dec 27, 2010
Dec 27, 2010 at 8:00 AM UTC
Adolescex
Gold crown of Olympus, hair crown and Skin gown. First we throw our bodies at One another. Heaping piles of human soup. Bold maneuvers, hands and mouths and Boy meets girl lying down, on top, intertwined. Skittish moves on a tryst. Wet fingers of freshly Tendered infinite decibel pleasure screams. Streamers above a long rooting movement. Overture of Aphrodite. Sparkling, glitter woman, Legs pressed tightly to the chest, Loose appendages intertwined. Intersticed dactyls In rapture, soothing. Bodies build to one heart's beat. Two muses fused together. If I wasn't afraid I'd wake you up I'd slip on my shoes and make a tropical fruit fondue. Stage two: Ice cream lover's delight. Opus to brown sugar. To swimming again, a pursed lurking of lips In the academy of the pastoral commonwealth. We eat at our stations of the sublime. Today which was A day of discord- you nursed me back to the land of the living. Stage three: *** Stage four. *** Stage five: As we earn our pageantry to take Stride on this Earth, and string a Great bow of eager success among all of us, You, me, them. While I continue to Gaze at you. If not dinner, perhaps a Cup of tea instead.
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May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 4:35 AM UTC
The Stages of Sleep
the comforting warmth of the morning sun, like I had known it from the days of yesteryears. the familiar scent of dew-kissed grass, a fresh aroma that brought forth the tide of gratitude laden tears. I had foreseen the day to be just as before... I had planned to play out my morning as I had rehearsed. but your message had foiled all that I thought I knew... it brought about the smile that eternity had kept pursed. your words were laced with the flowers of spring... they set at ease the unapparent apprehension I've always kept. they spoke of compliments meant only for the worthiest quills, I've read them in disbelief as I think not of myself, an adept... truly you are one that's generous and so very kind. for your words flew off the page and had struck home; bearing the stoutest of hope and most selfless of wishes. they had provided direction in these vague circles that I roam. so now allow me to thank you dear poetess... for drawing the sunrise clear into my view. I shall revel and bask in its delightful rays... because your words had painted today in the brightest hue...
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Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 8:39 AM UTC
Your Heartening Words
i used to cradle her bleach-cracked hands in mine and decode the stardust resting within her fingerprints up until the day that i lost touch with the art of reading braille and she stopped slinging tall-tales for me to fetch and rest the plot-twist at her feet often in the post-script i'd find my train of thought highjacked by the sunlight illuminating the rainbow of earth-tones ablaze in her frizz-ridden curls as if she'd been washing her hair with the damaged case of beer she'd gotten for half-price at liqour depot she never did quit drinking but neither did i at least we tried though sometimes in the middle of the night when nothing was alright and we'd barely survived another fight her face would catch my glance cast aglow by a flood of lava-lamp light the sea of freckles resting at the crest of her cheeks rose lips perma-pursed in half tilt her resting heart-rate so high that i could almost see it pirouetting within her chest it was then that i'd love her best amidst the ruins of who we were just moments before
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Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 10:19 PM UTC
the mirror's best kept secret.
The way a devoted fan refuses to wash the hand touched by the one they admire, I recoil at the thought of thoughts that may interfere with our most recent talk, close my eyes so no new images hide the sight of your smile, your lips pursed in thought, your thin fingers brushing the wind-blown hair from your face, your leopard print sneakers, your hands in mine.... Or was it mine in yours? This is the dreaded foretaste of suffering. We both know what harm can come from holding on too tightly. We have learned by now that all things are impermanent. Nothing, not even this, should be clung to. We have wisdom on our side, you and I, and this is why we should survive this unsettling flood of love we feel.
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Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
Love and Wisdom
but have you noticed, have you noticed how  all mental health problems stem form a seemingly aether virus that attacks the pronoun category; i mean with proper justifiable schizoids you will not hear of the nouns being ransacked for an equation that equates itself to misnomers; it's all categorised negation of ease within the framework of pronouns. it's strange that philosophers stress the pronouns so much these days and those countless prior, but why do mental health diseases attack the pronouns and not the nouns? they attack the verbs thoroughly, but prior to the verbs exposing an illness the pronouns are attacked, so that many considering the singularity of expressing thought are ill because of being forced into a plural expression of thought: "voices." i find it hard to understand, but it's the reality, the aether virus attacks the pronoun on the backdrop of a king's casual expression / use of pronouns, when a king casually says of himself as omni or multi with one and we respectively; so why are pronouns so weak and nouns so strong that a tree cannot be a misnomer attaché of timber and rock not a pillar, or mountain as the verb: mountaineering? the pronoun category is weak from day one, because it suggests photographic duck animation on the lip pursed into a quack quack, but if we constructed thought without knowledge prior, eating the fruit of knowledge rather than the fruit of thought, using the starting point of the genesis metaphor, it's sometimes a no brainer to have weak thinking and strength in knowing, for if there was strength in thinking and weakness in knowing, i'd be the one chiseling these words in the ice age on a cavern wall. so, given, that diseases such as the famed premature dementia attack the pronouns but not the nouns the schizoid one will convene life with: pizza is pizza and sunshine ray down the drain clock the millionth dead parting of grasshoppers in decimals - while man unto man lusts one man's parting in decimals, but should dire said, part man with integers, and insects with decimals! but still, in the terminology of a cartesian understanding of illness, in that segregational aspect of things "sorted," why are mental illnesses tattooed in a weak pronoun usage compared to a strength in other grammatical categories? why are not mental illnesses ******* the life out of the nouns? the nouns are intact, the pronouns attacked, and the verbs chess piece the pawn from the casually speaking clown king into a beast imprisoned, for while the pronouns are attacked and the nouns left intact, the attack on pronouns expresses itself fully in verbs of the never existent tact: with such magic as to claim knock knock on plank is the same as knock knock on veneer.
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Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 7:58 PM UTC
plank v. veneer via grasshoppers
but have you noticed, have you noticed how  all mental health problems stem form a seemingly aether virus that attacks the pronoun category; i mean with proper justifiable schizoids you will not hear of the nouns being ransacked for an equation that equates itself to misnomers; it's all categorised negation of ease within the framework of pronouns. it's strange that philosophers stress the pronouns so much these days and those countless prior, but why do mental health diseases attack the pronouns and not the nouns? they attack the verbs thoroughly, but prior to the verbs exposing an illness the pronouns are attacked, so that many considering the singularity of expressing thought are ill because of being forced into a plural expression of thought: "voices." i find it hard to understand, but it's the reality, the aether virus attacks the pronoun on the backdrop of a king's casual expression / use of pronouns, when a king casually says of himself as omni or multi with one and we respectively; so why are pronouns so weak and nouns so strong that a tree cannot be a misnomer attaché of timber and rock not a pillar, or mountain as the verb: mountaineering? the pronoun category is weak from day one, because it suggests photographic duck animation on the lip pursed into a quack quack, but if we constructed thought without knowledge prior, eating the fruit of knowledge rather than the fruit of thought, using the starting point of the genesis metaphor, it's sometimes a no brainer to have weak thinking and strength in knowing, for if there was strength in thinking and weakness in knowing, i'd be the one chiseling these words in the ice age on a cavern wall. so, given, that diseases such as the famed premature dementia attack the pronouns but not the nouns the schizoid one will convene life with: pizza is pizza and sunshine ray down the drain clock the millionth dead parting of grasshoppers in decimals - while man unto man lusts one man's parting in decimals, but should dire said, part man with integers, and insects with decimals! but still, in the terminology of a cartesian understanding of illness, in that segregational aspect of things "sorted," why are mental illnesses tattooed in a weak pronoun usage compared to a strength in other grammatical categories? why are not mental illnesses ******* the life out of the nouns? the nouns are intact, the pronouns attacked, and the verbs chess piece the pawn from the casually speaking clown king into a beast imprisoned, for while the pronouns are attacked and the nouns left intact, the attack on pronouns expresses itself fully in verbs of the never existent tact: with such magic as to claim knock knock on plank is the same as knock knock on veneer.
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His fingers wrapped tightly Around the little hand Of the sleeping child in his arms. His eyes traced the silhouette Of pursed lips to fattened cheeks And he thought to himself, "How does something so wonderful exist?" He listened to the gentle rasp of breath And watched the slight rise and fall of chest. His eye soaked up the sight Of the bundle of unconditional love he held. And soon dreams of future adventures And tales and fables and stories And daily life monotony Played like a movie before him, Drawing a single tear of hope from his eye. All too soon the child stirred and woke And jumped up and shouted with glee. And he returned from sentiment to reality And made breakfast with a cup of tea Wishing for more moments like these Because he finally understood his father's word: Time passes too quickly when it comes to love. And when his hand paused over the kettle And his eyes glazed over with this vague thought, A small hand touched his arm with "Papa?" Little eyes took in the strength of character That towered as a model for a future life; Little eyes that never strayed too long from Watching and learning all the things Papa did; Little eyes that now began to see There's always another side to every thing, For with great abruptness Papa looked into those little eyes And said, "Go wash up, your hands are ***** But the glint in his eyes said, "I love you, always."
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 7:06 PM UTC
For Papa
Quaint pink curtains and tablecloths. White walls. The sugary smell of almonds, pistachio and butterscotch skip around the room, playing hopscotch and Mary Mack. The display is impressive, I can smell each grain of sugar in these petit cupcakes and dollops of icing. And then a little girl wails! Mommy won't buy her anymore sweet treats. Bawling-- the girl does an angry-stomp-dance- and then a woman, livid-- storms up to the counter. I said half dozen almond biscotti. I can't take these to my book club. Isn't anyone here competent? Her booming voice has no effect on the lone, tired African-American woman behind the counter. She seems disassociated from the present chaos. The dark circles under her eyes and the surrounding pursed lip wrinkles say everything. Excuse me, but I've been waiting on a refill of the complimentary coffee for over ten minutes now an uptight gent in a business suit complains. When the woman behind the counter pulls out out a shotgun-- there is silence. This ain't what I wanted she whimpers just before the weapon gracefully slides under her chin-- --!BAM!-- As I walk out the door, I wonder how long it will take for someone to realize that's not red icing or sprinkles on the cupcakes.
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Aug 13, 2011
Aug 13, 2011 at 10:32 AM UTC
Happy Little Cupcake Store
"The first step is always the hardest."  I've recited this over and over in my consciousness. "Grip the rail, tight. " Pursed with dried paint to smooth over the lumps of people gone before you. " You're never the first one to go. " Eyes forward and chin up I gather myself. " It's only stairs, " I say over and over. " It's only stairs," they say. Now, faced with only upward motion. Now, faced with only moving forward. I look out the window to see the moon waning, waxing strong with my ascent. 4x32 are tiles on the floor. 6x15x18 is the case. Hold my hand. Guide me. Guard me through this night. By morning I will have reach this light. "It's only stairs." We say.
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Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
The Longest Stair Case
loud sounds of sobs filled the li'l kid's room as he looked at the sky filled with stars and the moon the li'l kid was crying coz he missed his mother let alone those thoughts never had he seen his father memories of his mother again did ignight coz the memories were the only thing to hug him tight now that he was adopted he still felt glum he regretted his sixth birthday when he had lost his mum he missed his mother again did he start to weep he was only eleven when he drugged himself to sleep a harsh blow of wind knocked open the window a white rose had fallen in by the sudden wind's blow he held the rose delicately and stared at it in awe it reminded him of his mother beautiful and without a flaw he drifted to sleep along with the white rose innocently thinking it pursed his mother's soul
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Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 12:20 PM UTC
WHITE ROSE
*She pursed her lips, smiled and devastated me with her lilac eyes.*
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 1:58 PM UTC
Lilac
Budding Rose building pressure, pursed and ready, meeting the threshold with preparatory anticipation; quivering. Blooming Rose opening with elegance, breaking from tight enclosure. a fragrant, companionate aroma, inviting, an unfoldment, spreads of flourish; exquisite grace. Dying Rose with humbleness in bowing stem. letting go, petal by petal. richer reds, darkening, decease. Cyclic Rose coming, breaking open and shedding; a transitory ephemeral beauty. teaching the natural art of being; in bud b l o o m & death.
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Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 4:26 PM UTC
Cyclic Rose
With that, my Parapets should find Content Knowing you and all Involved will migrate But only sever out those Post-Chains sent Will I be Enlightened from this Debate I should go first, seeing this Program, I, The Valleyed Entrepreneur once invest For special - Hearts which ferrimost go by And boost this Capital for all your Best Only a matter when my eyes Break Lens Which, for once, these Songs never did Exist Since configured to Sportive Water's sense Those Borrowed Drums whose Beat will now resist. With my lips pursed, to the top of my mane I Thank you once again, Beauty's Maiden Name.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 3:29 AM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE SUNDRY - NINETY-SIX - TOM DALEY: M'AM DEBBIE DALEY - RESOLVE
Her beautiful fleece Glistened like gold Woven in silk Like the finest of tapestries Her open ready smile Pursed ruby red lips Lying betwixt two Soft white ivory pillars The honey that lay within Succulent, and exquisite Freely flowing Upon my gorging tongue This well of pleasure Sated my pulsing tongue My own lips moistened At this taste of delight My hands gently caressed Two soft buds That soon flowered As my lips brushed over them We were soon Face to face As our tongues danced In harmonies of desire Like the waves of a rolling ocean She was like the ebb tide That washed over me Echoing my own dance of seduction I could sense my head Begin to explode As her tongue Created my own delicious eruptions Tsunamis of pleasure Ebbed, and flowed Culminating in a silent scream Of exquisite ecstasy Revealing a unique desire The butterflies of our souls Our gentle wing beat Had discovered the nectar, of our deepest desires by Jemia
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Jan 17, 2021
Jan 17, 2021 at 3:31 PM UTC
Nectar
Words tattooed her thighs. Chocolate hair fell in her eyes. Muscle queen stomped gymnastick, round silver poles. She was no stripper, but an athlete for tips and hand shakes and bills in her cracking her face, *her face must be cracking* to ass-grabbing lions, prowling LA's city sierra bored. I couldn't imagine Queen Courtney crying. But upside down, floating disco lights exposed pursed face shows. She girated sex-lined hips for tips, not ego. Splits and tricks choking chuckling girls saluting her routine, tossing one's, wishing they were ten 0's. She looked magnificant. I asked her if she was a gymnast. She said something like that, eyes fixed on the sleek floor, strong arms chilled by the cold — men with thick wallets and no home. So I gave her my coat.
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
Muscle Queen Courtney
i was looking at you and thought it would be fun to shoot you in the *** and use a big gun you shook your **** hips and said do me in bed you pursed your pretty lips and said i like to be dead how do you figure i'll look good when i splatter please pull the trigger and watch my skull shatter no not in the head id rather shoot you in the belly please, baby, i said you know i love jelly you prefer stench to a hole in the skull whats wrong with you are you really that dull ok lets compromise a bullet in the **** wow that will hurt i will scream i will grunt i'm getting the fits i'm upset just a tad i'll shoot off your **** before i get mad alright honey let's make it fun ill open my legs you shoot the big gun i shot her once she ****** my **** i did her again she went into shock i'm not dead yet but i'm starting to fry whew i am really wet but when will i die soon darlin do you think you can *** i'm tryin hard love but i'm gettin pretty numb i shot her and shot her she spassed and she lurked i cumed in her mouth then she died when she ****** i kissed her good by she was **** to die i ****** her some more and went to the shore now she's dead i'm in a bad mood layen in bed i'm starting to brood two days later i met someone new she said i like guns what about you? i walked outside i started to cry she kissed my mouth and said im ready to die i fell on the ground ready to scream what a merry go round what a ***** dream :)
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May 21, 2016
May 21, 2016 at 5:26 PM UTC
Shootin Poem..... ****
The man to my right was more than eight feet away. I was going to have to move closer to him to catch my limit of four trout. I halved the distance between the two of us and noted the sideways glance he shot me. I apologized immediately and asked if I was crowding him.      “No, you fine,” he replied within a thick Serbian accent.      “You’re with them?” I asked, pointing to the crowd of people on the bridge some 30 feet upstream from us. I had heard the crowd of eastern Europeans talking earlier, and their accents were unmistakable to me. He nodded and we continued fishing.      With my new angle I was better able to pick my fish in the water, so that’s what I did. I spied one and tossed my jig toward him. It took five casts but eventually, he took the bait. As I netted it in the swift, ice-cold spring water the man beside me congratulated me on the catch. I thanked him and added it to my stringer. This made three, and I only needed one more.      “What’s your name?” I asked him.      “Ivan”.      “Have you been in the states long?” I asked, after the pause following his short reply seemed to invite more questions.      “Since ‘96, my family live here. It is good.”      “You like living here?” I wondered aloud.      “Yes, the fishing is good. It is like back home in Serbia, or in Germany. We have this fishing there.”      “You mean trout?”      “Yes, trout...and some other fish like these, in water like this, but I can’t go home now.” He looked away momentarily. His lips pursed, and his brow furrowed. I pulled my line in, wanting to ask him more and not wanting to be distracted.      “Were you in the war?”      “Yes, I was in the Serbian police force.” My heart pounded. “When I was in the Serbian police force, we did what you see on the news. We went into villages and we killed them. We killed them all.”      I cast my line back into the water, spying another trout. Ivan shrugged and cast his own line. I couldn’t tell what he was using but it looked like cheese of some kind. “I was drafted in Serb police when I was 15. I had no choice. If I refuse, they **** me. I did what I had to do.” I nodded, and ****** my line, missing a fish. “Before the war, I fished. After the war, there were not so many people, so fishing was very good.”      The air around me was alive. The trees were greener, the water was colder and clearer, the sun was brighter, and the sky was bluer.      “I’ve been fishing for a long time as well,” I responded. My father used to bring me here as a child. He nodded and continued.      “After the war, all the fish come back, no one fished during the war, so there were many of them. You just had to be careful of the mines.” He grunted and gazed skyward.      “The mines?”      “Yes, during the war they mined the water.”      I watched trout number four take my jig and I carefully reeled him in. Ivan congratulated me a second time, and I thanked him in return. “You’re a good fisherman,” he said turning back to his own pursuit of the four-trout limit, as I left the water to clean my catch.
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Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 8:33 PM UTC
Fishing
The man to my right was more than eight feet away. I was going to have to move closer to him to catch my limit of four trout. I halved the distance between the two of us and noted the sideways glance he shot me. I apologized immediately and asked if I was crowding him.      “No, you fine,” he replied within a thick Serbian accent.      “You’re with them?” I asked, pointing to the crowd of people on the bridge some 30 feet upstream from us. I had heard the crowd of eastern Europeans talking earlier, and their accents were unmistakable to me. He nodded and we continued fishing.      With my new angle I was better able to pick my fish in the water, so that’s what I did. I spied one and tossed my jig toward him. It took five casts but eventually, he took the bait. As I netted it in the swift, ice-cold spring water the man beside me congratulated me on the catch. I thanked him and added it to my stringer. This made three, and I only needed one more.      “What’s your name?” I asked him.      “Ivan”.      “Have you been in the states long?” I asked, after the pause following his short reply seemed to invite more questions.      “Since ‘96, my family live here. It is good.”      “You like living here?” I wondered aloud.      “Yes, the fishing is good. It is like back home in Serbia, or in Germany. We have this fishing there.”      “You mean trout?”      “Yes, trout...and some other fish like these, in water like this, but I can’t go home now.” He looked away momentarily. His lips pursed, and his brow furrowed. I pulled my line in, wanting to ask him more and not wanting to be distracted.      “Were you in the war?”      “Yes, I was in the Serbian police force.” My heart pounded. “When I was in the Serbian police force, we did what you see on the news. We went into villages and we killed them. We killed them all.”      I cast my line back into the water, spying another trout. Ivan shrugged and cast his own line. I couldn’t tell what he was using but it looked like cheese of some kind. “I was drafted in Serb police when I was 15. I had no choice. If I refuse, they **** me. I did what I had to do.” I nodded, and ****** my line, missing a fish. “Before the war, I fished. After the war, there were not so many people, so fishing was very good.”      The air around me was alive. The trees were greener, the water was colder and clearer, the sun was brighter, and the sky was bluer.      “I’ve been fishing for a long time as well,” I responded. My father used to bring me here as a child. He nodded and continued.      “After the war, all the fish come back, no one fished during the war, so there were many of them. You just had to be careful of the mines.” He grunted and gazed skyward.      “The mines?”      “Yes, during the war they mined the water.”      I watched trout number four take my jig and I carefully reeled him in. Ivan congratulated me a second time, and I thanked him in return. “You’re a good fisherman,” he said turning back to his own pursuit of the four-trout limit, as I left the water to clean my catch.
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Today I walked in from work Making my way throught the strange and quiet house. I couldn't understand when I walked into my room and saw you snuggled in my blanket My bed has never looked so warm and so inviting Your red hair spilling all over the pillows Cascading into the shadow I laid down fully dressed Laying there in a dream You are evreything that I will ever need My best friend pocketwatch rain cloud kissing booth So strange to see your lips agian Pursed and perfect Red stained Beautiful All so warm and simple Not like the others Her whole life is sweet and gentle You can watch the parts of my life you touch Turn away from the stoney lonesome Your vines, your ivy, sweet smelling flowers Wearing angel soft petals bloom in the pale moon So what is left for me? What more do I need? I have my "Shelter from the Storm" So a long tired kiss is in order on sleeping lips soft and unkowing Curling up in the warmth next to her The flower wrapping her warm petals about me I need nothing else in this world As I begin to drift off into sleep so complete A rustling on the bed beside me Warm lips touch my ear I hear her breathe "thank you" and like that she left me there I wake up alone On this old couch Sunlight creeping in through the broken blinds In this trash apartment In this nowhere town Sober
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Nov 4, 2011
Nov 4, 2011 at 12:57 AM UTC
The Oxycodone Whisper Kiss
we caught eyes in this convenience store but not because i fancied you. i was piercing you with my gaze lips pursed, ready to spew all of the hatred that swelled within me. you were air and I was a balloon but you didn't expect something so hard from someone so "soft" because since i was a child i was taught to speak only when spoken to to do what men expect you to do to find comfort in getting someone to fall in love with you but i will not settle with being defined by someone else, not even you. ive spent far too long holding my tongue because that's what they expect women to do they expect you to stay silent while they undress you not just with their bodies but with their words, falling like dominoes, spreading until the last one falls but when will the last one fall? when will I feel comfortable walking home by myself? when will my clothes no longer be a form of consent? when will the lines be paralleled? when will birth no longer be punishment? and when that day comes when a boy tells my daughter what she should and shouldn't do, his words like howling winds, destroying everything in their path, she will have been made of stone. and when he compares her to other girls, she will know wholeheartedly that she is a beautious being and not because someone told her so. so, here we are in this convenience store. and i no longer hold my tongue.
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Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 11:53 PM UTC
the catcall
The moth’s kiss, first! Kiss me as if you made believe You were not sure, this eve, How my face, your flower, had pursed Its petals up; so, here and there You brush it, till I grow aware Who wants me, and wide open I burst. The bee’s kiss, now! Kiss me as if you enter’d gay My heart at some noonday, A bud that dares not disallow The claim, so all is rendered up, And passively its shattered cup Over your head to sleep I bow.
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