Nothing turns this angel down
Excellence, in the flesh
And if they try, an evening gown
In satin works the best
Is beauty deeper than the skin?
Surely she'll impress
Instead of showing what's within
She forces you to guess
Eyes of gold been tarnished brown
By tears that have been wept
Dark and shining locks abound
Make up for shades not kept
Sin runs red in times of blue
Every angel's seen
Temptation's there to carry you
When you have lost your wings
Consider but the outside shell
For that is most well-known
Appearing to be straight from hell
To garnish feelings shown
How could she be so mean, you ask?
What makes her be so spiteful?
Why can't she see it's not a mask
That makes her feel delightful?
Lies frozen, held through time
In silent desperation
Hiding at the scene of crime
A ****** confrontation
To free the memories from her head
Would unleash such a fear
She'd rather end the night instead
As not to feel him near
Ah, here's the one; the big bad wolf
That's haunted all her dreams
Whom proved too well by wearing wool
All are not as they seem
But I am ****, but skin and fur
And showing her my core
And telling her the parts that hurt
While donning nothing more
He's changed her mind, she's cast astray
But I could be the shepherd
To keep the hungry wolves at bay
As countless dogs endeavored
One light can only shine so much
Before the flame has died
To reignite it just a touch
Of love might satisfy
Surely there is nothing worse
Than feeling left to dry
Entrapped within a lover's curse
And never knowing why
Well, in defense of self-defense
I must admit it's snide
To hang a face upon the fence
Until you've picked a side
It's safe, my friend, just be yourself
Strip down to nothing hidden
And let emotion feed your health
By eating the forbidden
A heart must be coaxed from its hide
With tenderness and passion
In order for the passersby
To notice what has happened
From way out here it's hard to tell
But underneath a soul
That liberates a girl of twelve
Longs for a soul to hold
To hold would mean to carry, too
When harsh times rear their heads
To be the one to follow through
When love needs to be fed
But most of all it means to dress
With confidence or loathing
Just make sure you can impress
A saint in Sinner's clothing
You are a flower
Far too beautiful for me to pluck
I will come to your site everyday
Just to adore your sight
I'll leave you in your natural habitat
I cherish you
But I won't be selfish
I'll leave you for others to behold also
Utmostly, I want what's best for you
When you cherish something, don't destroy it in an attempt to make it yours!
Under the sheets of emotional armor,
A shy little girl masquerades as a martyr.
She’s the Queen of Deceit with her lies getting smarter,
While every tale told draws her self even farther
From finding out why she’s emotionally bothered
By all of the men in her life: like her father
Who only was trying the best for his daughter
And striving to be something more than a pauper
But coming up short. Who knows how much harder
He’d try if she wasn’t an argument starter?
The guilt and the shame from the family slaughter
Has made her insane and continues to bar her
From finding out just what the world has to offer.
Luckily she won’t have to be here much longer;
In fairy-tale land, there's nothing can harm her.
She suddenly finds herself all alone
With nobody’s thoughts to address but her own.
This is the time when she’d pick up the phone,
Demanding a savior to hear her bemoan
About all the problems that she’s ever known,
But what she doesn’t know is a friend can’t atone
For the lack of a man with his patience to loan
To a lost little girl whose bad temper is known.
All she needs is a strong one that doesn’t condone
All the treacherous lies and the hatred she’s shown.
It’s hard to deny all the reaping she’s sewn.
She’ll have to tread soft lest her cover is blown
And everyone finds out she still hasn’t grown
Through the hundreds of tempers and tantrums she’s thrown.
Hopefully soon she can bury the bone
And calm herself into a nostalgic zone
Where smiles and candles were filling her home
And love and affection were all that was loaned.
Enlightenment comes when you realize you’re prone
To the wrath of the heartache that comes with the throne.
Damsel in distress
I can´t resist anymore,
I simply want to hold you,
wrap my arms
I know you´re shattered
but I will be
from any more damage,
the tiniest pieces of you
and your long-lasting glue
sticking you back
I will try my best
to stick your pieces
and hope that
my presence makes you realize,
you are whole with
just **** cheesy
I have to remember. I have to remember
this. for as long as I can. for forever.
I have to. I cant let this go. I cant let this feeling
Little free sparrow
with the sad sound,
rolling with its shadow
all night long.
Settles in your heart with
memories from there once were
and if you keep quiet
you can still hear it singing.
Little blue butterfly
floats on the last day of May,
around in the bright spring
off on life's highway.
It has seen the world
and take it all as a play,
it dives into an ocean of clover
and a nirvana of forget-me-not.
Little black cat
spins the dark night,
chasing rare demons
while guarding your mind.
While you're away in dreams
nothing dangerous can come in here,
two large amber eyes are watching
shining like moonlight.
Little white dove
with wings as a sign of peace,
knocking gently on your doorstep
waiting for crumbs of love.
Somewhere unknown it flew away
around its little leg hung a message:
"wipe the diamonds away from the cheek
and keep in mind that nothing lasts forever."
Frown upon my withered heart!
and wipe away my tears.
Catch the nightmares, catch my dreams,
ensnare my childish fears.
Protect me, Catcher, put me down
and watch me sleep to-day.
the worries they encase me,
my dream’s the price I pay.
The morning comes unfiltered
the cycle is broken for now
Oh Catcher! my Catcher!
My faithful night snatcher!
Laid a kiss on my wavering brow.
I love my dreamcatcher
He can’t stand to love,
Yet he can’t stand to hate,
Afraid of exposure,
Its vulnerable weight.
So he builds up his walls,
To protect him from feeling,
Covering old wounds,
Which keeps them from healing.
And she sees he’s guarded,
Yet tries to unveil
The past he is hiding,
His secrets to tell,
Hating his walls,
But she can’t tear them down.
Wherever she is,
He just builds them around.
Kiss me asleep
with your obsidian lips.
Protect my ears
from the cacophony nights would bring.
Fill the void
between heartbeats that skip.
Take me into the lull,
and into the siren song that you sing.
Last night I slept with a
Bouquet of flowers in my arms
It was withered in the
Storm that passed by it
It's colour faded in the
Scorching heat it withstood
It's fragrance was lost and
Honey was ****** out by the cruel bees
Still I slept with the
Lovely bouquet in my arms
I watered it with
The tears from my eyes
I nourished it with the
Kisses from my lips
Hugged it tight to protect
From the devilish nightmares
Yes the night full, I slept
With the beautiful bouquet of flowers in my arms
A fabulous fragrance
Woke me up in the morning
And still in my arms lie
My lovely bouquet of flowers
It was radiant and had the best glow
Like a fresh one out the florist
It was moist and had
The best honey in the universe
I still laid on the bed
Hugging my lovely bouquet of flowers
I still laid on the bed
Kissing my favourite bouquet of flowers
I watch you from afar
my greatest love in argent-kissed armour
He who dreamed of being greater than
a mere fighter, stronger that a solider,
wiser than the Kings who pass and come
He who is born with an angel's allure,
he who unites all from all walks of life
I feel your vesper gaze upon me,
ambitious, charming, wise and poignant
With a charisma, a light that outshines the
very sun, a heart warmer than gold
and softer than cotton.
I pray you will succeed
That you will find your way
For no matter how far you wonder,
and how I think of you in yonder
I know in my heart,
You will return to me once more...
Something a lil different.
I think I'm gonna take a short break from the Epulaeryus lol.
Don't worry! I got more coming, it's just I need to gather my thoughts!
My sweet tooth is strong and raging!
If I had no other way, I’d walk, I’d crawl, I’d run.
And search to the very ends of the earth for you, my precious one…
I gave you life. Your heart beat because of me.
I played music to calm you and rocked you months before you were born
I wanted to teach the ways of the world. In words you understood. I thought it would be very hard to dim your brightness
I loved your spirit. I love it still.
Your spirit is stunted now. That haunts me. I created a perfect child and the world changed you.
I protected you as much as I could. But the world crept in. You grew up. I grew up too.
Nothing you could ever do would make me turn away from you
You are the home in my heart
The one I return to when my spirit needs solace
I know my boys think I am giddy and quirky
I actually enjoy the labels.
Rigid, ****, painful intervals of burning in the pores of my skin.
A rough sensation in my heart, I missed her more than I cared for my own life.
At what point in time did my ancestors devolve me, when did my DNA first form this biological gap?
My instincts were supposed to protect me.
The heart whispers
"You could have told me
I still would have loved you."
The brain replies:
"I know, that's the problem.
You shouldn't if you knew.
Someone needs to protect you."
I try to protect your
heart from what I never
could endure or take
I try to fix your mess
while I make the
same repeated mistake
I try to fight your wars
but can't stand on
my own battlefield
because I could never
protect myself, and instead
I became a human shield