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"prop" poems
They are always with us, the thin people Meager of dimension as the gray people On a movie-screen. They Are unreal, we say: It was only in a movie, it was only In a war making evil headlines when we Were small that they famished and Grew so lean and would not round Out their stalky limbs again though peace Plumped the bellies of the mice Under the meanest table. It was during the long hunger-battle They found their talent to persevere In thinness, to come, later, Into our bad dreams, their menace Not guns, not abuses, But a thin silence. Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins, Empty of complaint, forever Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn Scapegoat. But so thin, So weedy a race could not remain in dreams, Could not remain outlandish victims In the contracted country of the head Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could Keep from cutting fat meat Out of the side of the generous moon when it Set foot nightly in her yard Until her knife had pared The moon to a rind of little light. Now the thin people do not obliterate Themselves as the dawn Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline Of the world comes clear and fills with color. They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales Under their thin-lipped smiles, Their withering kingship. How they prop each other up! We own no wilderness rich and deep enough For stronghold against their stiff Battalions. See, how the tree boles flatten And lose their good browns If the thin people simply stand in the forest, Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest And grayer; not even moving their bones.
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The Thin People
They are always with us, the thin people Meager of dimension as the gray people On a movie-screen. They Are unreal, we say: It was only in a movie, it was only In a war making evil headlines when we Were small that they famished and Grew so lean and would not round Out their stalky limbs again though peace Plumped the bellies of the mice Under the meanest table. It was during the long hunger-battle They found their talent to persevere In thinness, to come, later, Into our bad dreams, their menace Not guns, not abuses, But a thin silence. Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins, Empty of complaint, forever Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn Scapegoat. But so thin, So weedy a race could not remain in dreams, Could not remain outlandish victims In the contracted country of the head Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could Keep from cutting fat meat Out of the side of the generous moon when it Set foot nightly in her yard Until her knife had pared The moon to a rind of little light. Now the thin people do not obliterate Themselves as the dawn Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline Of the world comes clear and fills with color. They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales Under their thin-lipped smiles, Their withering kingship. How they prop each other up! We own no wilderness rich and deep enough For stronghold against their stiff Battalions. See, how the tree boles flatten And lose their good browns If the thin people simply stand in the forest, Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest And grayer; not even moving their bones.
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I know you. Sometimes you say things, expecting that I won’t understand, and I think it’s strange because I know you. That’s what this is. I know you, And I want you, And I care about you Anyway. I want no one else. You might not know me, The stanchions you use to prop yourself up eating all that I have fed you, In the darkness, In the night, But I know you. And I want you anyway.
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Jan 17, 2019
Jan 17, 2019 at 12:38 PM UTC
Understanding
The bag exhales its emptiness. It has run out of things to give, only a few husks. I prop my hand under my chin. My darling puts her kit on the table and strings the kernels through. There were all shades of yellow #5. America's #1 Finest! She puts them round her neck, glistening in tv-light, that nacreous shell of a necklace. The white noise plays on. They start to burst, each one of them, into a different kind of flower— daffodils, dandelions, daisies— it was quite a piece. My hands are so close now, trembling, and I am hungry. The white noise plays on. Quickly I ****** at them, ****** into her, And my hand comes out empty, only a few husks. The petals scatter slowly around us. The bright, yellow sun is crashing, And so, too, does that crumpled bag Into the trash, above which hung My heavy heart, my sweet And her finest around her neck. I prop my hand under my chin again.
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 12:48 PM UTC
Popcorn Jewelry
The heroes of legend So great and powerful Their stories will live Well beyond their years But what about the unsung one The companion to the great hero Does he not deserve praise Destiny may not have chosen him Fate must have overlooked him But he still fought the great evil Slayed the vile demon And most importantly He protected the hero Nothing can be done alone Too often is this forgotten The focus is put on one Who did not chose But was chosen What about the other The one that did chose He chose to risk everything There was nothing great at work Forcing him to chose It was a simple Yet immense decision The stories of the companions are great While the hero was scared The companion was there to comfort When the hero had doubt The companion was there to inspire When the hero fell The companion was there to prop him up Sometimes the greater hero isn’t the destined one It is the one that stood by the hero The choice they made Never regretting it Only pushing forward to another’s goal Never again look over the companion For something important will be missed That may be lost forever
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Mar 1, 2010
Mar 1, 2010 at 4:34 PM UTC
The unsung hero
1712 A Pit—but Heaven over it— And Heaven beside, and Heaven abroad, And yet a Pit— With Heaven over it. To stir would be to slip— To look would be to drop— To dream—to sap the Prop That holds my chances up. Ah! Pit! With Heaven over it! The depth is all my thought— I dare not ask my feet— ’Twould start us where we sit So straight you’d scarce suspect It was a Pit—with fathoms under it— Its Circuit just the same. Seed—summer—tomb— Whose Doom to whom?
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A Pit—but Heaven over it—
All the colours, electric green Rose and violet shades sereine Crimson clover and loyal blue yellow ocher, burgundy too Take up arms- a graceful stance to "Yeah Yeah Yeahs" modern romance Yet all the colours and shades that be, Could never truly release me But prop me up- so I realize the prusuit of art is faithfully wise. Every morning and every night I choose my pallet, scared to fight But still I start for love and duty: Passion and anguish, courage AND  beauty.
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Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 6:08 AM UTC
Last Resort
If you could just stay around me all of the time that would be great carry me when I'm feeling like I can't stand anymore, hold the weight, prop me up and shower me in confidence when I can't find any of my own kiss my bruises and form me into something beautiful in your eyes I am always magnificent, I need more of that in my life maybe I am guilty of needing you too much I always said I would never let my soul rely on another, but with you it's like breathing, it's just too easy
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 9:13 AM UTC
Soulmate
*I was a dog, I was a plane, and then I became insane, I blew my top, a volcano as a prop, and found out There awaits a train. It took me places far and wide, It showed me mountains, what's inside, It gave me A place to go each year, and it left me Mad ness Mayhem, and fear. I'll never outgrow my random poem, Bit by tidbit you should be careful, I'll warn you of this Only once, you shouldn't EVER read it all alone!
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Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 4:41 AM UTC
Random Dog Poem-All Alone
That time of drought the embered air burned to the roots of timber and grass. The crackling lime-scrub would not bear and Mooni Creek was sand that year. The dingo's cry was strange to hear. I heard the dingoes cry in the scrub on the Thirty-mile Dry. I saw the wedgetail take his fill perching on the seething skull. I saw the eel wither where he curled in the last blood-drop of a spent world. I heard the bone whisper in the hide of the big red horse that lay where he died. Prop that horse up, make him stand, hoofs turned down in the bitter sand make him stand at the gate of the Thirty-mile Dry. Turn this way and you will die- and strange and loud was the dingoes' cry.
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Drought Year
Could the sun be just a hole up there— that if I could leap would enter that breach of light Someone! Throw me a line! Give me a reason There’s never enough in this life of breathing! Someone! Explain why dreams roll a soul toward the cliffs of day Wakes to ache then stuffs its mouth with necessary same Inhale— button shirt—brush hair Exhale— necessary glance in the mirror (yes, still there) A lifetime! in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water (Yeah— still there) in endless caverns of tired eyes above mouth still trying to say SOMETHING! from ever smaller eternities in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain! this draw of breath one forcing itself upon another's life of beating — Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies in the mists of a humid ***** who moans and sweats and boils her hips— and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!" ...and I wind up watching bedspread, bed sore, death bed till you’re breathing easy when she sits and picks her collapsed bouffant damning the makeup that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies-- with no expectancy both tired of knowing... *...The Devil lost his balance in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL! THAT WILL! ...walk away or continue to play I could open this screen! watch the world STEP BACK! SLAP FLAT! as trees and dwellings flush like quail to prop their tottering panic against the blue— You—assume composure... compose assumptions Await my next— Move like a spy
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Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
Drowning in the Shallows
Could the sun be just a hole up there— that if I could leap would enter that breach of light Someone! Throw me a line! Give me a reason There’s never enough in this life of breathing! Someone! Explain why dreams roll a soul toward the cliffs of day Wakes to ache then stuffs its mouth with necessary same Inhale— button shirt—brush hair Exhale— necessary glance in the mirror (yes, still there) A lifetime! in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water (Yeah— still there) in endless caverns of tired eyes above mouth still trying to say SOMETHING! from ever smaller eternities in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain! this draw of breath one forcing itself upon another's life of beating — Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies in the mists of a humid ***** who moans and sweats and boils her hips— and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!" ...and I wind up watching bedspread, bed sore, death bed till you’re breathing easy when she sits and picks her collapsed bouffant damning the makeup that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies-- with no expectancy both tired of knowing... *...The Devil lost his balance in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL! THAT WILL! ...walk away or continue to play I could open this screen! watch the world STEP BACK! SLAP FLAT! as trees and dwellings flush like quail to prop their tottering panic against the blue— You—assume composure... compose assumptions Await my next— Move like a spy
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Behind closed doors I see the world Others look, but cannot see... To look into the pain of a beating heart To see the cape of black surrounding love Why must I hide? Why must I live in fear? I want to feel brave, But it’s not possible. I’ve been locked away, behind closed doors. Alone in the dark, Thoughts rush through my head. I want to express my feelings, I want to be myself But life has cursed me. Am I a slave of love? I’m forced to watch its powers But never feel for myself. My heart is locked away with the rest of me. It still has the urges To reach out... to love. But if I reach out, I will be attacked. If I reach out, I will be hurt. If I reach out, the world will see me bare. If the world sees me, I’m doomed. I’m forced to watch love, and never experience it. Is this what the world is supposed to be? Am I supposed to be locked behind closed doors? Am I meant to just be a prop in this silly game of God? Why aren’t there answers? Why can’t I be cured? Why can’t the world see ME? Alas, this is what I wonder As the darkness draws me back in, As my heart is draped with a black curtain, I must stay here. Locked behind closed doors. Locked from the world. Locked from me. Maybe one day I can eventually leave this darkness... But sadly once I leave this barren space, I believe there is only more darkness to come The darkness to come won’t be caused by me however, Others will cause it. So I guess the question to answer is, “which darkness is lighter?” My darkness? Or the world’s?
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Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
Behind Closed Doors
Behind closed doors I see the world Others look, but cannot see... To look into the pain of a beating heart To see the cape of black surrounding love Why must I hide? Why must I live in fear? I want to feel brave, But it’s not possible. I’ve been locked away, behind closed doors. Alone in the dark, Thoughts rush through my head. I want to express my feelings, I want to be myself But life has cursed me. Am I a slave of love? I’m forced to watch its powers But never feel for myself. My heart is locked away with the rest of me. It still has the urges To reach out... to love. But if I reach out, I will be attacked. If I reach out, I will be hurt. If I reach out, the world will see me bare. If the world sees me, I’m doomed. I’m forced to watch love, and never experience it. Is this what the world is supposed to be? Am I supposed to be locked behind closed doors? Am I meant to just be a prop in this silly game of God? Why aren’t there answers? Why can’t I be cured? Why can’t the world see ME? Alas, this is what I wonder As the darkness draws me back in, As my heart is draped with a black curtain, I must stay here. Locked behind closed doors. Locked from the world. Locked from me. Maybe one day I can eventually leave this darkness... But sadly once I leave this barren space, I believe there is only more darkness to come The darkness to come won’t be caused by me however, Others will cause it. So I guess the question to answer is, “which darkness is lighter?” My darkness? Or the world’s?
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The smell of the oil as it's rubbed on your shoulder The passion of the coach , we must be much bolder The hatred of a player on the opposite side The knowing when you'er out there there's nowhere to hide The whistle has blow your anxiety drop The firsts tackle made is a 19 stone prop The taste of your blood makes it all worth while The prop gets up and gives that I'll **** you next time smile The old man on the score board sets our team to win The small crowd on the side making all the din The referees whistle calls the game to end The prop who tried to **** you is now your friend The hot water finds your wounds without any tear The thought of some grub and a pint of beer The game you so love has come to its end The club house the banter a chat with a friend The talk of the game the rights and the wrongs The choir master arises and we blast out our songs See you training
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Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 4:33 AM UTC
Rugby season
Put 'Goodness' of a good man on test. In moderate clime it might appear best. Examine the 'Goodness' in extremes. It will be different from what it seems. Leave 'Goodness' under the desert sun. To help 'Goodness' there should be none. With magnifying glass check its sphere. Cracks and fissures are sure to appear. Now place 'Goodness' on mountaintop. Keep it in position with the help of prop. Leave it in Bone-chilling cold and depart. Within days it will crumble and fall apart.
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Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 10:45 PM UTC
Test Of 'Goodness'
Among pelagian travelers, Lost on their lewd conceited way To Massachusetts, Michigan, Miami or L.A., An airborne instrument I sit, Predestined nightly to fulfill Columbia-Giesen-Management's Unfathomable will, By whose election justified, I bring my gospel of the Muse To fundamentalists, to nuns, to Gentiles and to Jews, And daily, seven days a week, Before a local sense has jelled, From talking-site to talking-site Am jet-or-prop-propelled. Though warm my welcome everywhere, I shift so frequently, so fast, I cannot now say where I was The evening before last, Unless some singular event Should intervene to save the place, A truly asinine remark, A soul-bewitching face, Or blessed encounter, full of joy, Unscheduled on the Giesen Plan, With, here, an addict of Tolkien, There, a Charles Williams fan. Since Merit but a dunghill is, I mount the rostrum unafraid: Indeed, 'twere damnable to ask If I am overpaid. Spirit is willing to repeat Without a qualm the same old talk, But Flesh is homesick for our snug Apartment in New York. A sulky fifty-six, he finds A change of mealtime utter hell, Grown far too crotchety to like A luxury hotel. The Bible is a goodly book I always can peruse with zest, But really cannot say the same For Hilton's Be My Guest. Nor bear with equanimity The radio in students' cars, Muzak at breakfast, or--dear God!-- Girl-organists in bars. Then, worst of all, the anxious thought, Each time my plane begins to sink And the No Smoking sign comes on: What will there be to drink? Is this ma milieu where I must How grahamgreeneish! How infra dig! ****** from the bottle in my bag An analeptic swig? Another morning comes: I see, Dwindling below me on the plane, The roofs of one more audience I shall not see again. God bless the lot of them, although I don't remember which was which: God bless the U.S.A., so large, So friendly, and so rich.
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On the Circuit
Among pelagian travelers, Lost on their lewd conceited way To Massachusetts, Michigan, Miami or L.A., An airborne instrument I sit, Predestined nightly to fulfill Columbia-Giesen-Management's Unfathomable will, By whose election justified, I bring my gospel of the Muse To fundamentalists, to nuns, to Gentiles and to Jews, And daily, seven days a week, Before a local sense has jelled, From talking-site to talking-site Am jet-or-prop-propelled. Though warm my welcome everywhere, I shift so frequently, so fast, I cannot now say where I was The evening before last, Unless some singular event Should intervene to save the place, A truly asinine remark, A soul-bewitching face, Or blessed encounter, full of joy, Unscheduled on the Giesen Plan, With, here, an addict of Tolkien, There, a Charles Williams fan. Since Merit but a dunghill is, I mount the rostrum unafraid: Indeed, 'twere damnable to ask If I am overpaid. Spirit is willing to repeat Without a qualm the same old talk, But Flesh is homesick for our snug Apartment in New York. A sulky fifty-six, he finds A change of mealtime utter hell, Grown far too crotchety to like A luxury hotel. The Bible is a goodly book I always can peruse with zest, But really cannot say the same For Hilton's Be My Guest. Nor bear with equanimity The radio in students' cars, Muzak at breakfast, or--dear God!-- Girl-organists in bars. Then, worst of all, the anxious thought, Each time my plane begins to sink And the No Smoking sign comes on: What will there be to drink? Is this ma milieu where I must How grahamgreeneish! How infra dig! ****** from the bottle in my bag An analeptic swig? Another morning comes: I see, Dwindling below me on the plane, The roofs of one more audience I shall not see again. God bless the lot of them, although I don't remember which was which: God bless the U.S.A., so large, So friendly, and so rich.
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the dead poet of your romantic youth left behind his melodious words in song left behind his roadside fast eyes neatly packaged still can purchase his dream down at the five and dime still can find a tight leather pants version of his photograph looking lizard like in clean bollywood style the dead poet of your romantic youth lingers there in her eyes she always said he was so rad with her eighties big hair the dead poet was in one of his many revivals they would drag the poor old slob out prop him up and take a picture the dead poet lizard king his words faded now as his star on the walk of fame
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC
rad lizard king
780 The Truth—is stirless— Other force—may be presumed to move— This—then—is best for confidence— When oldest Cedars swerve— And Oaks untwist their fists— And Mountains—feeble—lean— How excellent a Body, that Stands without a Bone— How vigorous a Force That holds without a Prop— Truth stays Herself—and every man That trusts Her—boldly up—
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The Truth—is stirless
I am the oak bent or' and aged That once stood brave as natured raged the lines were drawn the battle staged and man with time compassion caged I am the field scarred by each track that shared the weight of soldiers pack and too felt pain from shell and flak and those gone forth no more came back I am the breeze scented with death as noxious gas inhaled as breath sent young men blind without the f and yet their leaders ears were deaf I am the rain washed or their blood and roused the poppies from their bud to honour all whom fought for good but died before they ever should I am the cross the epitaph the stolen kiss the chance to laugh when young men walked the broken path of anguish and the aftermath I am the note that says beware tread lightly here with tender care for fresh eyed boys with features fair bore arms for you now your weight bare I am the oak with shrapnel scars that guides their souls to waiting stars where commoners prop up the bars toasting their faith with three hoorars
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 9:55 PM UTC
1914-18 year old boys
I imagine a biological plant, I reach for It but can't touch It beacuse It's only my imagination. I picture the same plant and reach to grab it but this time It's in 2D. Now I am holding the plant. I can see and feel It got many features trying to prove itself being realistic but It got no smell, no dirt, no life. It's just a prop. Unlike your plant.. I can feel the warmth, the edgy imperfections, the good intentions of your plant. I can see the healthy strains, the perfect ratio, the water flowing through your plant. I can smell the unique aroma, the soul essence, natures soil all over your plant. So I inject my plant with drugs, steriods and testoserone to match yours. Look at my plant now world! - Its just GMO'd. Trying to be real made my plant more fake than It ever was. How am I supposed to spread my seeds when my plant is so dysfunctional? It would only create more confused and broken plants and eventually the world would be destroyed. "Evolution could only come after a revolution" Is a quote stuck in my brain. Should I let my plant rot for the better or should I keep watering It hoping for the best? I really dont know anymore.
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Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
My plant
ingredients | serves: 1 three nights spent in a haze wrapped around each other before the fog lifted and clarity chased the glow away five soft smiles that were lost in the limbo between want and need two hundred and eighty four barely-there, feather-light caresses, stolen while they were asleep two sets of heartbeats in sync with each other one hundred and twelve sweet nothings whispered under the safety net of darkness one song sung to you as they nursed you back to health, already stripped and chopped four cups of air you’ve breathed into each other seventy two fleeting moments in which you looked up at their face and you felt your stomach churn four tablespoons of the sweat that dripped from your bodies and seeped into the sheets that first night you touched two willing bodies one heart directions | preparation: 8 months step one gather one of the two bodies and prop it up against the wooden chair. step two grab the remaining body and lean it against the doorway. step three don’t say anything. don’t break the spell. don’t ruin the recipe. you only have one chance at this. step four set the temperature to slow burn for three weeks and let it simmer. step five once you feel the fire in your veins hot enough to melt glass, the burning in your fingers strong enough to leave a mark, and the bubble in your throat threatening to burst, imagine yourself in a block of ice and swallow up the words that try to slip past your lips. i love you. note: do not let them out. step six finely crush the seventy two moments where your stomach had a mind of its own. do not let it show. you can’t afford to waste those moments. step seven mix in the the barely-there caresses and for each lost smile, stir for an additional week, because that’s how long you’ll be thinking of them before you even realise how much space they’ve taken up inside your mind. step eight pour the cups of the air you’ve shared into a blender for three nights, then mix in the sweat, and place in the fridge to chill. never let them thaw. do not hurt yourself by reminiscing. step nine place the heart in your hands and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze until the blood spills onto the broken chopping board that is your rib cage and then throw it away. an empty heart serves no purpose. step ten say your prayers and hope for the best. you wanted a love potion, didn’t you? you’re in luck, this will only cost your soul.
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Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 5:48 AM UTC
recipe for disaster
ingredients | serves: 1 three nights spent in a haze wrapped around each other before the fog lifted and clarity chased the glow away five soft smiles that were lost in the limbo between want and need two hundred and eighty four barely-there, feather-light caresses, stolen while they were asleep two sets of heartbeats in sync with each other one hundred and twelve sweet nothings whispered under the safety net of darkness one song sung to you as they nursed you back to health, already stripped and chopped four cups of air you’ve breathed into each other seventy two fleeting moments in which you looked up at their face and you felt your stomach churn four tablespoons of the sweat that dripped from your bodies and seeped into the sheets that first night you touched two willing bodies one heart directions | preparation: 8 months step one gather one of the two bodies and prop it up against the wooden chair. step two grab the remaining body and lean it against the doorway. step three don’t say anything. don’t break the spell. don’t ruin the recipe. you only have one chance at this. step four set the temperature to slow burn for three weeks and let it simmer. step five once you feel the fire in your veins hot enough to melt glass, the burning in your fingers strong enough to leave a mark, and the bubble in your throat threatening to burst, imagine yourself in a block of ice and swallow up the words that try to slip past your lips. i love you. note: do not let them out. step six finely crush the seventy two moments where your stomach had a mind of its own. do not let it show. you can’t afford to waste those moments. step seven mix in the the barely-there caresses and for each lost smile, stir for an additional week, because that’s how long you’ll be thinking of them before you even realise how much space they’ve taken up inside your mind. step eight pour the cups of the air you’ve shared into a blender for three nights, then mix in the sweat, and place in the fridge to chill. never let them thaw. do not hurt yourself by reminiscing. step nine place the heart in your hands and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze until the blood spills onto the broken chopping board that is your rib cage and then throw it away. an empty heart serves no purpose. step ten say your prayers and hope for the best. you wanted a love potion, didn’t you? you’re in luck, this will only cost your soul.
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The question, within its very core nature .. almost solely hinges around our own deeply hidden, internal self-betrayal: In the creatively-covered up alliances we make.. In order to prop up, the parts of us that refuse to respond in any growing, self-sacrificing way, that would lead to the true growth of change. And so.. within our own, internally/externally-manufactured, form of consent, comes a smile-washed, deep contempt for anything, and everything that would (or could) expose Just how deeply we have sold ourselves out through the ultra-fine art, of alliance. And like a lamb to the slaughter are those who choose to unknowingly (or with agenda-based blinders) Love, defend, and support those who use such an alliance to prop themselves up, from falling over. But the Universe.. within its deep ache for us-- It never stops asking of us the Primal question We can respond through the suffering of the self (leading to true growth and change) Or make alliance with Death as a way of short-cutting the answer. #
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Apr 15, 2022
Apr 15, 2022 at 1:22 PM UTC
alliance
Heavy and laboured the air permeates within Coursing through the maze of tunnels. Undeterred of where stone ends and rock would begin Survival that drives to fill its channels. Slow rumble that ignites the need to beat Awaken functions both lacklustre and listless The engine behind these dread ridden feet Drag its load through mundane tasks emotionless. At the core there resides the truest of stones A jewel of sheer rarity that inspires wonder Breathes life selflessly into dead broken bones It throbs and ebbs with silent subtle power. Claimed it and perched it deep on a pedestal Protected it like it's the one and only source It's what that keeps us sane and tolerable It's what that pulls us through our course. Whenever I think of if this gem would last This monolith of a heart that I prop up ***** Stands steadfast hopeful of the light it'd cast We have learnt so much of it to know that it is perfect. You are perfect... .
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Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
Jewel
Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room, I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What’s happening to me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. Why is he playing these games, and calling me names? Though he’s not so bright, he surely can fight. He knows my triggers, so go figure, He manipulates me, and watches me freeze. His hands are so smooth, as he makes his move. Pins me down to the ground; I begin to frown. He looks into my eyes, as I begin to cry. I try to tell him to stop, but it was a huge flop. He seemed so cool; God, I’m such a fool. Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room; I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What’s going on with me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. I’m in a deep sleep; but I hear a peep. He’s at it again; I already hate men. I wish I can move; so that I can prove, I don’t want to be touched; please, this is a bit too much. Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room, I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What's going on with me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. We’re arguing again; it’s half past ten. He comes up from behind, kinda like a grind. Tightly grasping me, I fell to my knee. Begging him to stop, treating me like a prop. This is all my fault, for not putting this to a halt. He’s still holding me, waiting for my mind to flee. His hand is on my dress, trying to expose my chest. My heart is pounding, it’s not astounding. I want to die, even though he’s high. But, just one more time, won’t be a crime. It’ll be over soon, just stare at the moon. Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room, I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What's going on with me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. I’m getting into my car, until I notice a star, Shining so bright, can this be right? The time is here, but I’m shaking in fear. Just look into his eyes, but please don’t cry. I know he’s cheating, and I’m not foreseeing, Any future with him; my life is so dim. So I tell him goodbye, as I fix his tie. I climb into my car, viewing him from afar. I’ll never see him again, that’s my big plan. Sometimes my mind flies away, please not today. I look around the room, and that’s my cue. Think about these people, focus on why I’m here. It’s not too late, maybe they can relate? I know what’s happening to me, but why do I want to flee? Still I want to hide, but with very few by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; I’ll try to avoid the flashback.
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Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 6:48 PM UTC
Fly Away Mind
Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room, I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What’s happening to me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. Why is he playing these games, and calling me names? Though he’s not so bright, he surely can fight. He knows my triggers, so go figure, He manipulates me, and watches me freeze. His hands are so smooth, as he makes his move. Pins me down to the ground; I begin to frown. He looks into my eyes, as I begin to cry. I try to tell him to stop, but it was a huge flop. He seemed so cool; God, I’m such a fool. Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room; I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What’s going on with me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. I’m in a deep sleep; but I hear a peep. He’s at it again; I already hate men. I wish I can move; so that I can prove, I don’t want to be touched; please, this is a bit too much. Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room, I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What's going on with me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. We’re arguing again; it’s half past ten. He comes up from behind, kinda like a grind. Tightly grasping me, I fell to my knee. Begging him to stop, treating me like a prop. This is all my fault, for not putting this to a halt. He’s still holding me, waiting for my mind to flee. His hand is on my dress, trying to expose my chest. My heart is pounding, it’s not astounding. I want to die, even though he’s high. But, just one more time, won’t be a crime. It’ll be over soon, just stare at the moon. Sometimes my mind flies away, leaving my body behind. I look around the room, I’m so confused. Who are these people? Why am I here? It’s a bit too late, because they can’t relate. What's going on with me? Why do I want to flee? Oh, this makes me hide, with no one by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; here comes a flashback. I’m getting into my car, until I notice a star, Shining so bright, can this be right? The time is here, but I’m shaking in fear. Just look into his eyes, but please don’t cry. I know he’s cheating, and I’m not foreseeing, Any future with him; my life is so dim. So I tell him goodbye, as I fix his tie. I climb into my car, viewing him from afar. I’ll never see him again, that’s my big plan. Sometimes my mind flies away, please not today. I look around the room, and that’s my cue. Think about these people, focus on why I’m here. It’s not too late, maybe they can relate? I know what’s happening to me, but why do I want to flee? Still I want to hide, but with very few by my side. My mind is wondering so fast; I’ll try to avoid the flashback.
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Can I tell you how seriously I take this poem! _____ Could the sun be     just     a hole up there—     that if I could leap     would enter that breach of light Someone!    Throw me a line!    Give me a reason    There’s never enough    in this life of breathing! Someone!    Explain why dreams roll a soul    toward the cliffs of day    Wakes to ache    then stuffs its mouth    with necessary same    Inhale—    button shirt—brush hair Exhale—    necessary glance in the mirror    (yes, still there)     A lifetime!    in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water    (Yeah— still there)      in endless caverns of tired eyes    above mouth still trying    to say SOMETHING!      from ever smaller eternities    in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain!    this draw of breath    one forcing itself upon another's    life    of beating —    Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies    in the mists of a humid *****    who moans and sweats    and boils her hips—    and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!"    ...and I wind up watching    bedspread, bed sore, death bed    till you’re breathing easy    when she sits and picks    her collapsed bouffant    damning the makeup    that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies--    with no expectancy    both tired of knowing...    *...The Devil lost his balance    in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL!   THAT WILL!   ...walk away    or continue to play    I could open this screen!    watch the world STEP BACK!                                  SLAP FLAT!    as trees and dwellings flush like quail    to prop their tottering panic    against the blue— You—assume composure...    compose assumptions    Await my next— Move like a spy 1990 Take careful note:   **Why I don’t play chess or any other game for that matter.**          “...and when you're really out there the windows all have opened onto nothing... Death having long since-- left the scene. When you get really out there it's all-- and nothing…”
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Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 7:57 PM UTC
Drowning in the Shallows
Can I tell you how seriously I take this poem! _____ Could the sun be     just     a hole up there—     that if I could leap     would enter that breach of light Someone!    Throw me a line!    Give me a reason    There’s never enough    in this life of breathing! Someone!    Explain why dreams roll a soul    toward the cliffs of day    Wakes to ache    then stuffs its mouth    with necessary same    Inhale—    button shirt—brush hair Exhale—    necessary glance in the mirror    (yes, still there)     A lifetime!    in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water    (Yeah— still there)      in endless caverns of tired eyes    above mouth still trying    to say SOMETHING!      from ever smaller eternities    in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain!    this draw of breath    one forcing itself upon another's    life    of beating —    Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies    in the mists of a humid *****    who moans and sweats    and boils her hips—    and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!"    ...and I wind up watching    bedspread, bed sore, death bed    till you’re breathing easy    when she sits and picks    her collapsed bouffant    damning the makeup    that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies--    with no expectancy    both tired of knowing...    *...The Devil lost his balance    in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL!   THAT WILL!   ...walk away    or continue to play    I could open this screen!    watch the world STEP BACK!                                  SLAP FLAT!    as trees and dwellings flush like quail    to prop their tottering panic    against the blue— You—assume composure...    compose assumptions    Await my next— Move like a spy 1990 Take careful note:   **Why I don’t play chess or any other game for that matter.**          “...and when you're really out there the windows all have opened onto nothing... Death having long since-- left the scene. When you get really out there it's all-- and nothing…”
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Moving again. Packing and suffocating just to hoard awhile. Unleash and prop in the next chapter. How many more times will I have to revolve around the clock timer? Displace my comfort. Stir up and riffle my stability just to watch for the final sunset. Until the explanations to my pebble have to dust out of my mouth again. A gypsy life not for three. So hard to handle for anyone but me. Practice, practice, reset and stay. It's a cycle I'm tired of. Grown accustomed to delay and anxiety. Longing for roots and more tomorrows. Fly me away with wings of fire. To disintegrate left behind memory that's tying up my feet. To ignite a blazed landing... To grow from, to be content on. A place to be when my pebble wants to fly. © NDHK
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Sep 15, 2012
Sep 15, 2012 at 3:59 AM UTC
Moving Feathers
Cancer sticks. Burning lungs. Smelly breath. Yellow teeth. Hanging out of a mouth like a silly clown prop. Take a drag Tar smothering the lungs limiting their functionality. Cool look when you're 12! Hell at 42 when the lungs no longer function and your body is poisoned by the uncool part of a *** you can't see!
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Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 3:26 AM UTC
Smoking