standing still
watching
catastrophy come your way
powerless
destined for destruction

chaos
it engulfs you
the only word
the only thing

solitude
it has defined you
from the start
the only reality
you’ve ever known

disaster
undeniable
a nightmare
that became reality

no strings attached
you are free
yet alone
disconnected
from the very beginning

an unavoidable obstacle
omnipresent
in your world

fatigue
but an inability to close your eyes

unfailing premonition
but the desire
to be stationary

sleep
an inaccessible luxury
one i'll never
be previleged
to have