a death 
&nbsp;&nbsp; a father 
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;a husband 
and a hard worker 
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;his name
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;-chad- 
a smile on his face 
what would he say
would he say move on
or its ok 
would he be prode 
or sadly disdoponted 
i miss this man named 
-chad- 
he was and is my father 
not by blood but by choice 
the memories my mind holds 
&nbsp;&nbsp; to presuse to count 
 my first rabbit 
man that was amazing 
and the fisrt time i called him dad 
i recall the look in his eyes 
i want my dad this is a issue as a death of a dad means no dad but in dreams or in thoughts.
&nbsp;&nbsp; i miss him R.I.P. chad 


can i wake up now?