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John AD Mar 2018
Doing this all night , drinking beers to escape
Im alone, faking my happiness while my mind is getting *****
By being so lonely and too much hate, rate my body now
You can see the scars, don't come too far my bodies getting tired.

Death is near, I can feel it, it's crawling up into my skin.
Now that I feel hopeless, no one understand, where have you been?
You cannot see the messed I've done , now I can't see anyone
My eyes are closing in, somebody wakes me up from this pain!!!!

Help me!!!I know you can't hear me, but i'm screaming inside
It's ******* hurt it has a thorn that keeps my body bleeding
Torturing myself inside, I can't speak, I can't breathe, I'm dying
From now on, this bottle, pouring my mind to think for a living
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Jabin Apr 2018
.retsasid sdrawkcab a diova yam ew oS
retsam ot su rof stsixe ssenkaew tuB

.deyarp ev’uoy ecno retteb hcum leef dnA
dial ev’yeht shtap eht wollof uoY
.dnilb eht eusrup dna kaew eht dnuop tuB
?dniknam pleh ot enod uoy evah tahW

.ecnatirehni yppah dniheb gnidiH
ecnagorra htiw kcom dna egduj uoY
.thgin sseldne dna ,niap ,regnuh fO
?thgir s’tahw tuoba wonk uoy od tahW
tm May 2018
Life, to me, appears meaningless
Poem
After
Poem
And I am still stuck
In the same place I was
In the same person I was
Life, to me, appears meaningless
But I cannot stop wondering,
If it will get better

em pleh
Domagoj Dec 2017
Morning light kisses with melancholy,
while rain is drizzling behind my window.

My consciousness speaks with agony again,
while my existence is unclear.

Reading into past, not knowing my future.
My dreams were clouds in my coffee.
                
Silence echoes, foreshadowing the end.
it follows my path of self destruction.
               (em pleh)
Closed behind these walls, with thick layers of fear,
screaming feelings what nobody understand.
                                          (evil ot)
Obscure mind planting seeds of the nightmare,
growing roots that suffocate my ambition.

I broke into the pieces, sharp enough for self harm,
listening Moonlight Sonata with few drops of the blood.
               ( em dnatsrednu)
Constructing my deraptured mind, reversing my life,
Feeling lost but I am still standing here.

I got few pills to help me see why I am fading.
Carrying sunset on my chest, I am alone.
                                ( evil ot drah si ti)
White noise reconstruct voices in my head,
sinking into dream, leaving my body to rest.

Many mornings passes from that day, they forget,
cries and whispers ends under remains of the lost life.
AesaraH Dec 2018
Why dont you care?
Ornaments trying to reach out of the mandalas on your arms and find
                                                            ­                            the last rigth sense.
Really fell in love with you?
Leaving all the loving marks on my skin.
Do you know how all my six senses tingle and shudder when you
                                                                ­drag your fingers up my thighs?

Wishing i could walk past you without looking back.
I know i did wrong, but do you?
Dont break me, i begged you.
Em pleh ouy tnow yhw?

Wondering..all i did was wonder.
Even when you had everything you whined for more, am i right?
But you lost more than you could ever wish for.
dont break me, i begged you.
Wandering poet Apr 2018
Pleh em,
m'i gnisol ym dnim,
olleh,
enoyna ereht,
I sseg ll'i evael,
eyb
Written backwords.
RobbieG May 2021
efil evol ym sdrawkcaB
rehtie ti pleh t’ndid ehS
sniamer evol sdrawkcaB

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