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"pined" poems
I saw a carving from Bethlehem that you had given my Nan, She showed me a photograph of you, you were tall, with a golden tan. The carving it was inscribed, 'with love from your brother Tom', I knew my Nan had looked up to you, when all was said and done. My Nan she was a little girl, when you were called away, With her mother she waited eagerly for news, day, by day, by day. In her eyes you were a hero who had gone off to the war, Your smiling face, and uniform, were the last things that she saw. She dreamt of the day that you would come back, striding through the gate, she heard her mother pacing, though she didn't know your fate. She heard her mother weeping but didn't want to know the reason why, In her stomach she had a feeling that something was awry. Then her mother sat her down and told her you were dead, She told me she went dizzy, blood rushing to her head. She told me she cried out your name, her heart it was pure broken, The army sent a telegram, but it was really just a token. You were just a boy of eighteen years when you were forced away, I wonder how many mothers would cope if  their  sons left today. They couldn't give you a grave, there was nothing left to bury, You were blown to pieces in one hit, with bombs dropped in a flurry. You only lasted for three months in your short, tough, army life, My Nan died aged eighty-four, after a life of grief and strife, She pined for you throughout those years and missed you everyday, Her hero, her brother Tom, who left and went away. She worried that when you fought, you longed for her and home And worried that you were consumed with fear, and if that fear had grown. She wondered if you had called out "Mum" and if your blood was swept by the tide, how desperately she had wished, that she had been there, by your side. The reason I know of you today, is that girl who became my Nan, Who kept your memory alive as she always did back then, I tell my sons about you Tom,  I hope it's the right thing to do, And I hope that  they will love me as much, as my Nan had loved you.
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
Tribute to a soldier
I saw a carving from Bethlehem that you had given my Nan, She showed me a photograph of you, you were tall, with a golden tan. The carving it was inscribed, 'with love from your brother Tom', I knew my Nan had looked up to you, when all was said and done. My Nan she was a little girl, when you were called away, With her mother she waited eagerly for news, day, by day, by day. In her eyes you were a hero who had gone off to the war, Your smiling face, and uniform, were the last things that she saw. She dreamt of the day that you would come back, striding through the gate, she heard her mother pacing, though she didn't know your fate. She heard her mother weeping but didn't want to know the reason why, In her stomach she had a feeling that something was awry. Then her mother sat her down and told her you were dead, She told me she went dizzy, blood rushing to her head. She told me she cried out your name, her heart it was pure broken, The army sent a telegram, but it was really just a token. You were just a boy of eighteen years when you were forced away, I wonder how many mothers would cope if  their  sons left today. They couldn't give you a grave, there was nothing left to bury, You were blown to pieces in one hit, with bombs dropped in a flurry. You only lasted for three months in your short, tough, army life, My Nan died aged eighty-four, after a life of grief and strife, She pined for you throughout those years and missed you everyday, Her hero, her brother Tom, who left and went away. She worried that when you fought, you longed for her and home And worried that you were consumed with fear, and if that fear had grown. She wondered if you had called out "Mum" and if your blood was swept by the tide, how desperately she had wished, that she had been there, by your side. The reason I know of you today, is that girl who became my Nan, Who kept your memory alive as she always did back then, I tell my sons about you Tom,  I hope it's the right thing to do, And I hope that  they will love me as much, as my Nan had loved you.
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"While I sit at the door Sick to gaze within Mine eye weepeth sore For sorrow and sin: As a tree my sin stands To darken all lands; Death is the fruit it bore. "How have Eden bowers grown Without Adam to bend them! How have Eden flowers blown Squandering their sweet breath Without me to tend them! The Tree of Life was ours, Tree twelvefold-fruited, Most lofty tree that flowers, Most deeply rooted: I chose the tree of death. "Hadst thou but said me nay, Adam, my brother, I might have pined away; I, but none other: God might have let thee stay Safe in our garden, By putting me away Beyond all pardon. "I, Eve, sad mother Of all who must live, I, not another, Plucked bitterest fruit to give My friend, husband, lover;-- O wanton eyes, run over; Who but I should grieve?-- Cain hath slain his brother: Of all who must die mother, Miserable Eve!" Thus she sat weeping, Thus Eve our mother, Where one lay sleeping Slain by his brother. Greatest and least Each piteous beast To hear her voice Forgot his joys And set aside his feast. The mouse paused in his walk And dropped his wheaten stalk; Grave cattle wagged their heads In rumination; The eagle gave a cry From his cloud station; Larks on thyme beds Forbore to mount or sing; Bees drooped upon the wing; The raven perched on high Forgot his ration; The conies in their rock, A feeble nation, Quaked sympathetical; The mocking-bird left off to mock; Huge camels knelt as if In deprecation; The kind hart's tears were falling; Chattered the wistful stork; Dove-voices with a dying fall Cooed desolation Answering grief by grief. Only the serpent in the dust Wriggling and crawling, Grinned an evil grin and ****** His tongue out with its fork.
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Eve
"While I sit at the door Sick to gaze within Mine eye weepeth sore For sorrow and sin: As a tree my sin stands To darken all lands; Death is the fruit it bore. "How have Eden bowers grown Without Adam to bend them! How have Eden flowers blown Squandering their sweet breath Without me to tend them! The Tree of Life was ours, Tree twelvefold-fruited, Most lofty tree that flowers, Most deeply rooted: I chose the tree of death. "Hadst thou but said me nay, Adam, my brother, I might have pined away; I, but none other: God might have let thee stay Safe in our garden, By putting me away Beyond all pardon. "I, Eve, sad mother Of all who must live, I, not another, Plucked bitterest fruit to give My friend, husband, lover;-- O wanton eyes, run over; Who but I should grieve?-- Cain hath slain his brother: Of all who must die mother, Miserable Eve!" Thus she sat weeping, Thus Eve our mother, Where one lay sleeping Slain by his brother. Greatest and least Each piteous beast To hear her voice Forgot his joys And set aside his feast. The mouse paused in his walk And dropped his wheaten stalk; Grave cattle wagged their heads In rumination; The eagle gave a cry From his cloud station; Larks on thyme beds Forbore to mount or sing; Bees drooped upon the wing; The raven perched on high Forgot his ration; The conies in their rock, A feeble nation, Quaked sympathetical; The mocking-bird left off to mock; Huge camels knelt as if In deprecation; The kind hart's tears were falling; Chattered the wistful stork; Dove-voices with a dying fall Cooed desolation Answering grief by grief. Only the serpent in the dust Wriggling and crawling, Grinned an evil grin and ****** His tongue out with its fork.
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We were teammates We suited up We showed up We weren't stars But we rolled in the dirt With the best of them Our blood ran red Like the rest of them Our sweat tasted salty As the most athletic of them Wounds and bruises Ached like the most Stalwart of them We were Bulldogs! We anted up our Gifts and talents to Forge a winning season A flair for humor Wry observation, Encouragement, fortitude And intelligence were as Valuable as speed, Agility and strength We all pined for the Affection of cheerleaders, Bandmembers and the Adoration of fans We equally joined In the chorus of locker room banter And honored the Confidence of camaraderie Such intimacy bares We endured thankless Adversity, while wending through anonymous toil As brothers We grudgingly drank From the vile cup of defeat And passed the chalice Of victory among us To share the savory Taste of triumph As champions The Duke of Wellington Said “the battle of Waterloo Was won on the fields of Eton” I trust my teammates and Not forgotten friends Tasted sweet victories of Happiness and success As they coursed through Their prodigious fields of life And at games end I hope their heart swelled With pride to know they were A beloved and Valiant Bulldog David Irving Korsh #75 BCSL Champion 1973 Rutherford Bulldogs Well done Valiant Bulldog God bless and Godspeed Music Selection: Bruce Springsteen Thunder Road 5/5/18 Puyallup jbm
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 2:58 PM UTC
Valiant Bulldog
He owned books on many subjects leather bound, with complex concepts on which he'd ponder and reflect He had it all, in some respects. He could lecture quantum physics, English literature and economics He was renowned in academics Though many found him quite eccentric He explored the world only to find That there's more to life than a brilliant mind That there was a piece of him...undefined See, He had never loved. He'd never pined He knew all the math, knew all equations He'd been to every corner of every nation He'd learned 28 languages, knew every translation But he was distraught by this realization The pain he felt was too great to bear He sank into the deepest and darkest despair His heart was in need of dire repair Finding love was his only prayer He bumped into her by happenstance and what began as an ephemeral glance became a sucker punch from romance She thought he was sweet, so she gave him a chance That's when the world's smartest man finally learned how to dance
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Feb 11, 2012
Feb 11, 2012 at 2:35 AM UTC
World's Smartest Man
Little surfer girl Framed by the sun and waves and sand Sun-kissed skin Slender muscles On display for her captive audience Pulse in sync With the steady music Of the shore's breathing Attracting the spray and roar Of almighty Poseidon Lithe body Gliding on the water Like how she has Implacably skipped and splashed Over the breaking hearts Of so many who have pined after her I need but a glance To invite me To paddle out and see If I can conquer her waves.
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 5:38 AM UTC
Surf's Up
Each generation’s majority makes choices that usher change Lost pined for simple peace Depression lived for human survival Silence spoke for equality in a civil voice Hippies fought war with flowers Boomers drove for mad knowledge of self Grunge nodded honesty from suburban garages Y baptized Science as god Mobs then anointed Orange Man as king Down at the crossroads as means to their ends For taxes, for borders, for babies, for guns, for Right Trading truth, communal values and united dreams for their causes How will we be remembered As we watch this Heyday bloom What will be this generation’s rallying cry Will there be one A culmination of past generation's trusted change Lost, depressed, silent, free, self-aware, honest, doubting Us Here now Strong Watching the flames Will we quietly turn away As our world burns Or will we tap a new strength To face the fire Together © 2019 MJL
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Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 8:40 AM UTC
Heyday for Orange Man
Sitting here alone with people around But I only see one person in mind She is the person so fortunate I've found She is the person who loves me in kind. My head is spinning as I sit here thinking My heart is aching for the girl I'm missing My lips they mutter, words of love they're saying My hope is wishful that these words you're hearing. I feel this love in my heart, it's growing To proportions of unfathomable enormity Sometimes it feels like my boat is sinking When I think of the undeniable reality. This reality that I wake up to everyday Keeps hurling obstacles that I must face I need the strength so my hopes don't fray Wishing for more so I can finish this race. I love her dearly; without her a life I can't imagine I love her deeply; I never thought I was capable of such I love her strong; with hopes so high, I would pin I love her furiously; never thought I could love this much. She is the sun that around, my world does spin She is my star that I always look up to see She is my moon that so clearly I have seen She is my universe that I'm traipsing through helplessly. I've never stopped wishing for a life beside her I've never stopped wanting for her to be with me I've never stopped hoping for the a life we'd make together I will never stop trying for I believe it's meant to be. I have pined for her so, many a sleepless night I have yearned for her through the hours of the day I have craved for her; craved with all of my might I have longed to utter the words I've wanted to say. Countless of times, these words I've spouted In my heart I've said them oh so many more These words are strong like a volcano just erupted These words are true for they come from my core. So I sit here still with these people around They don't know why my heart aches so It matters not if my feet don't touch the ground I'd still dare to dream and to her they will go. Dreams of you I'll never stop conjuring Thoughts of you I'll never stop thinking With words so sweet I'll never stop praising For the woman in my dreams, my heart is loving. So let me be, you people; you never will know You'll never know who it is who excites my heart You'll never understand what makes my love grow She's the one who had ensnared me from the start.
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 4:54 AM UTC
Heart Rants
Sitting here alone with people around But I only see one person in mind She is the person so fortunate I've found She is the person who loves me in kind. My head is spinning as I sit here thinking My heart is aching for the girl I'm missing My lips they mutter, words of love they're saying My hope is wishful that these words you're hearing. I feel this love in my heart, it's growing To proportions of unfathomable enormity Sometimes it feels like my boat is sinking When I think of the undeniable reality. This reality that I wake up to everyday Keeps hurling obstacles that I must face I need the strength so my hopes don't fray Wishing for more so I can finish this race. I love her dearly; without her a life I can't imagine I love her deeply; I never thought I was capable of such I love her strong; with hopes so high, I would pin I love her furiously; never thought I could love this much. She is the sun that around, my world does spin She is my star that I always look up to see She is my moon that so clearly I have seen She is my universe that I'm traipsing through helplessly. I've never stopped wishing for a life beside her I've never stopped wanting for her to be with me I've never stopped hoping for the a life we'd make together I will never stop trying for I believe it's meant to be. I have pined for her so, many a sleepless night I have yearned for her through the hours of the day I have craved for her; craved with all of my might I have longed to utter the words I've wanted to say. Countless of times, these words I've spouted In my heart I've said them oh so many more These words are strong like a volcano just erupted These words are true for they come from my core. So I sit here still with these people around They don't know why my heart aches so It matters not if my feet don't touch the ground I'd still dare to dream and to her they will go. Dreams of you I'll never stop conjuring Thoughts of you I'll never stop thinking With words so sweet I'll never stop praising For the woman in my dreams, my heart is loving. So let me be, you people; you never will know You'll never know who it is who excites my heart You'll never understand what makes my love grow She's the one who had ensnared me from the start.
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Auntie Em is calling…. I was just getting to love my Emerald City The shiny feel of it, its sweetly diverse demi-monde. Its shimmering green beauty and tranquil sense of safety. The heels of my ruby red slippers were well & truly dug in. But no, the state fair balloon stands before me tied up & ready to go. A grand exclamation mark in my way if ever there was one. And Toto for once has gone mute, no chance of a last minute hold up. "Dorothy, Dorothy, where are you?" I guess it must have been too fantastical a dream to be true. A time for goodbyes. I’m embracing the Lion telling him to always be proud of himself & not to walk unafraid. The Tin Man’s gentle open heartedness I compliment him on as we both shed tears. The Scarecrow I kiss and thank for his loyalty & grace under fiery pressure. With a heavy heart, I climb that first tentative step on the block.   "We’re sick with worry over you" I could be angry but the wise words of the mystic ring loudly in my year. I do need to go back – My Auntie Em is really calling me. Calling me back to the grey flatlands of home. Back to the numbness of small town heteronormativity. Where Twisters rarely every came by to sweep you away and save you. I could only keep singing ‘Over The Rainbow’ in vain hope. "Find yourself a place where you won't get into any trouble! Unlike Dorothy Gale, this Dorothy left Kansas voluntarily The long yellow brick road finally took me under the rainbow and on to my Emerald City I no longer pined for home but knew all along that it would call me back one day. And so here I am, drifting higher & higher away from my adopted home. Perhaps I need to build a revolving door when I get there to pass through both worlds easily Or perhaps bring something of the rainbow back to illuminate the grey-lands. Or perhaps – in reality -  some reconciliation between these worlds is in order. Perhaps. It’s time to slip on the ruby red slippers and prepare the way for Kansas. Yes, this Dorothy has surrendered but I always had the power to be me, my dear. I just had to learn it for myself. August –September 2018
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Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 10:46 PM UTC
Return To Kansas
Auntie Em is calling…. I was just getting to love my Emerald City The shiny feel of it, its sweetly diverse demi-monde. Its shimmering green beauty and tranquil sense of safety. The heels of my ruby red slippers were well & truly dug in. But no, the state fair balloon stands before me tied up & ready to go. A grand exclamation mark in my way if ever there was one. And Toto for once has gone mute, no chance of a last minute hold up. "Dorothy, Dorothy, where are you?" I guess it must have been too fantastical a dream to be true. A time for goodbyes. I’m embracing the Lion telling him to always be proud of himself & not to walk unafraid. The Tin Man’s gentle open heartedness I compliment him on as we both shed tears. The Scarecrow I kiss and thank for his loyalty & grace under fiery pressure. With a heavy heart, I climb that first tentative step on the block.   "We’re sick with worry over you" I could be angry but the wise words of the mystic ring loudly in my year. I do need to go back – My Auntie Em is really calling me. Calling me back to the grey flatlands of home. Back to the numbness of small town heteronormativity. Where Twisters rarely every came by to sweep you away and save you. I could only keep singing ‘Over The Rainbow’ in vain hope. "Find yourself a place where you won't get into any trouble! Unlike Dorothy Gale, this Dorothy left Kansas voluntarily The long yellow brick road finally took me under the rainbow and on to my Emerald City I no longer pined for home but knew all along that it would call me back one day. And so here I am, drifting higher & higher away from my adopted home. Perhaps I need to build a revolving door when I get there to pass through both worlds easily Or perhaps bring something of the rainbow back to illuminate the grey-lands. Or perhaps – in reality -  some reconciliation between these worlds is in order. Perhaps. It’s time to slip on the ruby red slippers and prepare the way for Kansas. Yes, this Dorothy has surrendered but I always had the power to be me, my dear. I just had to learn it for myself. August –September 2018
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how many times do I have to say I miss you until it becomes poetry how many since it mattered how do I tell you I haven't let anyone touch me since you because as long as your hands remain the last you still exist here somehow how do I tell you that doesn't even begin to describe it how do I tell you all the places you touched me still sing like a phantom limb how many days did it take for your mother to ask about me if I'm ever coming back again what happened to me what happened to us what did you tell her and how bad did it hurt to say aloud how do I tell you even the simplest things are crippling without you how breathing is wasteful when there's no other lips to taste it how badly my body has pined for yours again how cruel must you have been to make me want like a child to lead me senseless to the brink of everything I ever wanted to lead me giggling and trembling touching your face and to leave me here alone without a warning heaven was not heaven when I entered it alone all this love I have to give is shot to hell if I can't give it to you so how many times do I have to say I miss you until it becomes poetry? because I'll do it I'll do it and do it until it matters to you
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May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 9:28 AM UTC
the unrequited love poem
In haste, I took the first woman like a whiskey shot-- every ounce of her scarred my throat kept me silent, kept me staggering under the weight. When the bottom shelf love went beyond full bloom, I vomited her up, leaving me with a headache. In good conscious, I took the second woman like an aspirin pill-- every milligram of her alleviated the pain kept me similar to content, kept me tame. When the effects wore off and I pined for another drink, I put her in the cabinet, leaving me rambling nomadic. In guilt, I turned myself into the third woman like a penitent criminal-- every liter of her blood solidified kept me wrapped behind her bars, kept me seeking her good graces. When the prison sentence drew to a close, I left her behind, walking with an unwashable history. The fourth found me frightening, the fifth just ignored, the sixth designated me the "other man", and the elusive seventh only said, "You could do better." In my mind, the pills, prisons, and liquor melded -- the days cut short, the nights grew long, but I could do better I could do better I could do better. I sold the pills, I poured the whiskey down the sink, I left prison to the prisoners, and in the mirror I became a religious practitioner. To the Church of Better I subscribed. Sober, lone, and free my cry. To the darkness I whispered: I am the resurrection, I cannot be killed, I am the resurrection, the Buddha, the Jesus, the Krishna, the Allah. I am the resurrection, born again and again and again.
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Sep 16, 2012
Sep 16, 2012 at 3:08 PM UTC
I am the resurrection
In haste, I took the first woman like a whiskey shot-- every ounce of her scarred my throat kept me silent, kept me staggering under the weight. When the bottom shelf love went beyond full bloom, I vomited her up, leaving me with a headache. In good conscious, I took the second woman like an aspirin pill-- every milligram of her alleviated the pain kept me similar to content, kept me tame. When the effects wore off and I pined for another drink, I put her in the cabinet, leaving me rambling nomadic. In guilt, I turned myself into the third woman like a penitent criminal-- every liter of her blood solidified kept me wrapped behind her bars, kept me seeking her good graces. When the prison sentence drew to a close, I left her behind, walking with an unwashable history. The fourth found me frightening, the fifth just ignored, the sixth designated me the "other man", and the elusive seventh only said, "You could do better." In my mind, the pills, prisons, and liquor melded -- the days cut short, the nights grew long, but I could do better I could do better I could do better. I sold the pills, I poured the whiskey down the sink, I left prison to the prisoners, and in the mirror I became a religious practitioner. To the Church of Better I subscribed. Sober, lone, and free my cry. To the darkness I whispered: I am the resurrection, I cannot be killed, I am the resurrection, the Buddha, the Jesus, the Krishna, the Allah. I am the resurrection, born again and again and again.
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"He ought to be home," said the old man, "without there's something amiss. He only went to the Two-mile — he ought to be back by this. He would ride the Reckless filly, he would have his wilful way; And, here, he's not back at sundown — and what will his mother say? "He was always his mother's idol, since ever his father died; And there isn't a horse on the station that he isn't game to ride. But that Reckless mare is vicious, and if once she gets away He hasn't got strength to hold her — and what will his mother say?" The old man walked to the sliprail, and peered up the dark'ning track, And looked and longed for the rider that would never more come back; And the mother came and clutched him, with sudden, spasmodic fright: "What has become of my Willie? Why isn't he home tonight?" Away in the gloomy ranges, at the foot of an ironbark, The bonnie, winsome laddie was lying stiff and stark; For the Reckless mare had smashed him against a leaning limb, And his comely face was battered, and his merry eyes were dim. And the thoroughbred chestnut filly, the saddle beneath her flanks, Was away like fire through the ranges to join the wild mob's ranks; And a broken-hearted woman and an old man worn and grey Were searching all night in the ranges till the sunrise brought the day. And the mother kept feebly calling, with a hope that would not die, "Willie! where are you, Willie?" But how can the dead reply; And hope died out with the daylight, and the darkness brought despair, God pity the stricken mother, and answer the widow's prayer! Though far and wide they sought him, they found not where he fell; For the ranges held him precious, and guarded their treasure well. The wattle blooms above him, and the bluebells blow close by, And the brown bees buzz the secret, and the wild birds sing reply. But the mother pined and faded, and cried, and took no rest, And rode each day to the ranges on her hopeless, weary quest. Seeking her loved one ever, she faded and pined away, But with strength of her great affection she still sought every day. "I know that sooner or later I shall find my boy," she said. But she came not home one evening, and they found her lying dead. And stamped on the poor pale features, as the spirit homeward pass'd, Was an angel smile of gladness — she had found the boy at last.
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Lost
"He ought to be home," said the old man, "without there's something amiss. He only went to the Two-mile — he ought to be back by this. He would ride the Reckless filly, he would have his wilful way; And, here, he's not back at sundown — and what will his mother say? "He was always his mother's idol, since ever his father died; And there isn't a horse on the station that he isn't game to ride. But that Reckless mare is vicious, and if once she gets away He hasn't got strength to hold her — and what will his mother say?" The old man walked to the sliprail, and peered up the dark'ning track, And looked and longed for the rider that would never more come back; And the mother came and clutched him, with sudden, spasmodic fright: "What has become of my Willie? Why isn't he home tonight?" Away in the gloomy ranges, at the foot of an ironbark, The bonnie, winsome laddie was lying stiff and stark; For the Reckless mare had smashed him against a leaning limb, And his comely face was battered, and his merry eyes were dim. And the thoroughbred chestnut filly, the saddle beneath her flanks, Was away like fire through the ranges to join the wild mob's ranks; And a broken-hearted woman and an old man worn and grey Were searching all night in the ranges till the sunrise brought the day. And the mother kept feebly calling, with a hope that would not die, "Willie! where are you, Willie?" But how can the dead reply; And hope died out with the daylight, and the darkness brought despair, God pity the stricken mother, and answer the widow's prayer! Though far and wide they sought him, they found not where he fell; For the ranges held him precious, and guarded their treasure well. The wattle blooms above him, and the bluebells blow close by, And the brown bees buzz the secret, and the wild birds sing reply. But the mother pined and faded, and cried, and took no rest, And rode each day to the ranges on her hopeless, weary quest. Seeking her loved one ever, she faded and pined away, But with strength of her great affection she still sought every day. "I know that sooner or later I shall find my boy," she said. But she came not home one evening, and they found her lying dead. And stamped on the poor pale features, as the spirit homeward pass'd, Was an angel smile of gladness — she had found the boy at last.
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you hated poems so much that you became one, sweetheart (tell me, does this suit your tastes?have i gone too far?) i tried to write a love poem and it turned into a suicide note that doesnt belong to me i guess you didnt find it romantic when i called you carrotseed, when i pined so much that i turned my love into a grove of trees you make comparisons between me and natural disasters like it's a habit you can't get rid of but there's nothing natural about the way my heart beats when i see you baby, your eyes have never looked better
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 10:36 AM UTC
vegetable garden
Which is the weakest thing of all Mine heart can ponder? The sun, a little cloud can pall With darkness yonder? The cloud, a little wind can move Where’er it listeth? The wind, a little leaf above, Though sere, resisteth? What time that yellow leaf was green, My days were gladder; But now, whatever Spring may mean, I must grow sadder. Ah me! a leaf with sighs can wring My lips asunder— Then is mine heart the weakest thing Itself can ponder. Yet, Heart, when sun and cloud are pined And drop together, And at a blast, which is not wind, The forests wither, Thou, from the darkening deathly curse To glory breakest,— The Strongest of the universe Guarding the weakest!
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The Weakest Thing
Ah Sun-flower! weary of time. Who countest the steps of the Sun; Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the travellers journey is done. Where the Youth pined away with desire, And the pale ****** shrouded in snow: Arise from their graves and aspire. Where my Sun-flower wishes to go.
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Ah! Sun-Flower
No one born too far from Niedersachsen, said Oma, ever quite captures their sing-song intonation. Characterized by subtleties, like an umlauted vowel, all non-native imitations sound inevitably as ****** as would a cry of “ello, guv’nah!” in a London coffee shop. Her Plattdeutsch instincts neutered by decades abroad, married to a son of Milwaukee, her permanent, dormant longing for Salzgitter awakes only to trigger hunger pangs of irreconcilable nostalgia at the passing whiff of a Germantown bakery. She taught me the word “sehnsucht” over lukewarm coffee and a pause in our conversation: a compound word that no well-intentioned English translation could render faithfully. It isn’t the same as just longing, she sighed— longing is curable. Sehnsucht holds the fragments of an imperfect world and laments that they are patternless. How the soul yearns vaguely for a home remembered only in the residual ache of incomplete childhood fancies; futile as the ruins of an ancient, annihilated people. How life’s staccato joys soothe a heart sore from the world, yet the existential hunger, gnawing from the malnourished stomach of the bruised human psyche, remains— insatiable, eternal. Long enough ago, a reasonably-priced bus ride away from the red-roofed apartment in which she babbled her first words, a kindly old man in a pharmacy asked her about her peculiar, exotic accent. Once inevitably prompted with the question of where she was from, she responded only that she was a tourist off the beaten track. And when I pointed out, to my immediate regret, that she gets the same question back here in Ohio, I realized then that, not once, has she ever referred to the way the people of her pined-for hometown spoke as though she had ever belonged to it.
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Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 2:21 PM UTC
"Sehnsucht"
No one born too far from Niedersachsen, said Oma, ever quite captures their sing-song intonation. Characterized by subtleties, like an umlauted vowel, all non-native imitations sound inevitably as ****** as would a cry of “ello, guv’nah!” in a London coffee shop. Her Plattdeutsch instincts neutered by decades abroad, married to a son of Milwaukee, her permanent, dormant longing for Salzgitter awakes only to trigger hunger pangs of irreconcilable nostalgia at the passing whiff of a Germantown bakery. She taught me the word “sehnsucht” over lukewarm coffee and a pause in our conversation: a compound word that no well-intentioned English translation could render faithfully. It isn’t the same as just longing, she sighed— longing is curable. Sehnsucht holds the fragments of an imperfect world and laments that they are patternless. How the soul yearns vaguely for a home remembered only in the residual ache of incomplete childhood fancies; futile as the ruins of an ancient, annihilated people. How life’s staccato joys soothe a heart sore from the world, yet the existential hunger, gnawing from the malnourished stomach of the bruised human psyche, remains— insatiable, eternal. Long enough ago, a reasonably-priced bus ride away from the red-roofed apartment in which she babbled her first words, a kindly old man in a pharmacy asked her about her peculiar, exotic accent. Once inevitably prompted with the question of where she was from, she responded only that she was a tourist off the beaten track. And when I pointed out, to my immediate regret, that she gets the same question back here in Ohio, I realized then that, not once, has she ever referred to the way the people of her pined-for hometown spoke as though she had ever belonged to it.
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1. I know now why the world was sad, With so much good to make it glad; Why all things loveliest and best Have stirred vague sorrows in my breast, And sweetest days that life has had Have vexed me with such vast unrest. 2. I know why I have pined and toiled, And found all aspirations foiled; I know why I have gained and spent, And never learned what riches meant; I know what lack and loss have spoiled The treasure of my soul's content. 3. Like day- dawn on the darkened earth, Like sun and rain in drought and dearth, Like spring, that wakens flowers so fast When barren winter- time is past, Love, long- deferred, has come to birth — And I am satisfied at last. 4. My heart is singing; tears are shed; I, that was starved, am warmed, and fed — For love is fire and food and wine, All comfort earthly and divine. Now I am living that was dead, And all that life can give is mine.
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A Lesson
She bore three kids, Cooked their meals. Washed and cleaned, Paid the bills. Morning game shows Brought her thrills, Daytime dramas Gave her shills. She juggled schedules Without a care, Her kids' chauffeur Going here and there. To softball and soccer practices To see them in a play, It went on day after day. The hurts and pains Wouldn’t go away, The wrinkles too Were there to stay. She moaned and groaned, She pined all day Of throbbing joints that ached. Her hair started turning gray, She's getting old, a big mistake. Her rich husband said one day, This life is not for me, I'm going my own way, I'm stifled, need to be free. I'll give you child support, You'll have alimony too, The love is gone, What else is there to do? He went away To start a new life, She's on her own To toil and strife. He up and left her, Very happy now, He found himself A trophy wife.
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Mar 14, 2010
Mar 14, 2010 at 5:35 PM UTC
A New Life
This little squirrel Quill                       He lived over the highest hill -                                  He pined all day with nuts to collect                       To protect for long winters. Quill climbed the tallest                        trees and still he                                hid from large eagles till                        He knew he could safely return home                                  burrowed in his log. Mr. Squirrel Senior Quill warned                        "Don't be long, it's nearly dawn!"                                   But little Quill amused himself                          and ate acorns to meet his fill. He didn't worry or scurry home -                          He took his time,                                    He sang a rhyme                          He made a friend: 'Jerome' the gnome,                                    He sang and sought a new way home. Mrs. Squirrel Quill, she drilled and drilled:                          "Where were you? what happened?!"                                     Her mother's voice shrill.                           "I, uh, I was ill!" said Quill, "terrible case                                     of Squirrel's fill!" Hiding the nuts, he smiled wide;                            He was happy, little Quill -                                     Free and filled. (C) 6/1/15 Courtney L
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 12:47 AM UTC
Little Squirrel Quill's Fill
This little squirrel Quill                       He lived over the highest hill -                                  He pined all day with nuts to collect                       To protect for long winters. Quill climbed the tallest                        trees and still he                                hid from large eagles till                        He knew he could safely return home                                  burrowed in his log. Mr. Squirrel Senior Quill warned                        "Don't be long, it's nearly dawn!"                                   But little Quill amused himself                          and ate acorns to meet his fill. He didn't worry or scurry home -                          He took his time,                                    He sang a rhyme                          He made a friend: 'Jerome' the gnome,                                    He sang and sought a new way home. Mrs. Squirrel Quill, she drilled and drilled:                          "Where were you? what happened?!"                                     Her mother's voice shrill.                           "I, uh, I was ill!" said Quill, "terrible case                                     of Squirrel's fill!" Hiding the nuts, he smiled wide;                            He was happy, little Quill -                                     Free and filled. (C) 6/1/15 Courtney L
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We live the life pined with sores battling the battle in a defeated hope out of lacks we've known plenty of yawns in a helpless battle where none prevails but travail the future of the youth of the land is but buried in the arms of corruption we run,more haste less speed the ambitious youth becomes enslaved to unrewarded efforts but clothed in gowns of discouragement we want to learn we want to read we want to write we want to speak and be heard but the road to learning is blocked by them that are known by godfathers who shall lead us by the hand to cross this ocean that opens its mouth wide to swallow all of our effort,all of our zeal.all of our enthusiasm which hope lie for us? When shall we know reward for our efforts? When shall success breakforth to harvest us all that searched diligently? When???
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Jul 13, 2013
Jul 13, 2013 at 10:19 AM UTC
Struggle
I know I must have lost my mind, Reaching for something I cannot catch Or virtue of a different kind. I never thought that one could find In someone else a perfect match I know I must have lost my mind In a subject so undefined It's to this feeling I attach, A virtue of a different kind. Though after many I have pined, From this one I can not detach I know I must have lost my mind. Oh, many scenes I have designed But from these I have not a scratch Of virtue of a different kind. Were I to speak, and be declined, To someone else I'd soon dispatch; I know I must have lost my mind, Or virtue of different kind.
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Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 9:31 PM UTC
Overreacting.
What do you want to grow up? A StarGirl! "A StarGirl you shall be", they said giving spraying neon paint on me and letting me stand in the night. But when I stood there they asked me again, "Are you happy?" I couldn't answer. I was too busy shining to know. They washed the paint off me and painted the earth all over me, lying me down, pined to the ground. "Are you happy, now?" I couldn't answer.
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Jun 13, 2012
Jun 13, 2012 at 2:46 AM UTC
what what what
*That night I dreamt of two star-crossed lovers, hidden in the bodies of green giants. I knew them both from a time now long past For my spirit was just as wild as theirs. They silently pined for each other, In the echoes of the tears of the falls The murmur of the river taunting them Forever so close, yet a world apart. Their hands reaching out under a silver blade. That which was once tears, that which was once rain, That which was once earth, That which was once sea Now carries under her breath their longing. Oh no dear heart! Do not despair for them For they are old souls who know that loving is not possessing*
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC
Old Souls
Ben Sanders sat in his final days By his cottage, up on the bluff, He’d spent his life as a rover, and He said, ‘I can’t get enough! The sea, the sea, the lure of the sea, It whispers at my front door, And calls to me, here up on the bluff, ‘Come down, come down to the shore!’’ ‘But I can’t go down and I won’t go down For I daren’t go down, you see, Not since I was caught in the maelstrom When the seabed beckoned to me, My mate had clung to the mast, while I Had lashed myself to the rail, And he went down to the stony ground Along with the yards and sail.’ ‘I hear the sound in my ears still The roar of the whirling pool, I’d cried, ‘Let go of the iron chest, But he’d not let go, the fool. It was filled with gold and pieces of eight, Dubloons and precious stones, It carried him down to an awful fate Is spread, all over his bones.’ ‘But I clung on ‘til the turn of the tide I could almost touch the ground, My head was spinning, deep in the pool As the ship whirled round and round, But then the tide began to subside And I said goodbye to Bjork, For then the ship rose up to the lip And popped right up like a cork.’ ‘We’d sailed forever the Spanish Main The ship, Bjork and me, And searched the atolls of rocks and sand Of the Caribbean sea, We found the treasure that Blackbeard hid In a shaft, six fathoms deep, Then Bjork had pined for Norwegian lands, Said, ‘What we’ve got, we’ll keep!’ ‘The further north that we sailed, the sea Grew surly in its ride, The waves crashed over the foredeck and They tossed us, side to side, The squalls came in and the rain came down And we had to reef the sail, The water rose in the bilge, until I thought we’d have to bail.’ ‘But then one night it was flat and calm And the water lapped below, I heard the voice of a siren then That whispered, sweet and low: ‘Come down,’ she said, ‘you can rest your head And give up your earthly seat, But lie instead on a seaweed bed With a mermaid at your feet.’’ ‘I think of Bjork on the ocean bed Though I don’t know where he lies, His bones are covered with precious stones With two dubloons for his eyes, I’ve never been back to the sea since then For I fear it, more and more, As still it whispers on moonlit nights ‘Come down, come down to the shore!’’ Ben Sanders sat in his final days By his cottage, facing the sea, He seemed remote, but a final note That he wrote was left for me. ‘My days of watching the sea are done, I think that I’ve had enough!’ And then he strode as the tide arose And walked, right over the bluff. David Lewis Paget (Inspired by E. A. Poe’s ‘A Descent into the Maelstrom).
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Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 9:36 AM UTC
Home from the Sea
Ben Sanders sat in his final days By his cottage, up on the bluff, He’d spent his life as a rover, and He said, ‘I can’t get enough! The sea, the sea, the lure of the sea, It whispers at my front door, And calls to me, here up on the bluff, ‘Come down, come down to the shore!’’ ‘But I can’t go down and I won’t go down For I daren’t go down, you see, Not since I was caught in the maelstrom When the seabed beckoned to me, My mate had clung to the mast, while I Had lashed myself to the rail, And he went down to the stony ground Along with the yards and sail.’ ‘I hear the sound in my ears still The roar of the whirling pool, I’d cried, ‘Let go of the iron chest, But he’d not let go, the fool. It was filled with gold and pieces of eight, Dubloons and precious stones, It carried him down to an awful fate Is spread, all over his bones.’ ‘But I clung on ‘til the turn of the tide I could almost touch the ground, My head was spinning, deep in the pool As the ship whirled round and round, But then the tide began to subside And I said goodbye to Bjork, For then the ship rose up to the lip And popped right up like a cork.’ ‘We’d sailed forever the Spanish Main The ship, Bjork and me, And searched the atolls of rocks and sand Of the Caribbean sea, We found the treasure that Blackbeard hid In a shaft, six fathoms deep, Then Bjork had pined for Norwegian lands, Said, ‘What we’ve got, we’ll keep!’ ‘The further north that we sailed, the sea Grew surly in its ride, The waves crashed over the foredeck and They tossed us, side to side, The squalls came in and the rain came down And we had to reef the sail, The water rose in the bilge, until I thought we’d have to bail.’ ‘But then one night it was flat and calm And the water lapped below, I heard the voice of a siren then That whispered, sweet and low: ‘Come down,’ she said, ‘you can rest your head And give up your earthly seat, But lie instead on a seaweed bed With a mermaid at your feet.’’ ‘I think of Bjork on the ocean bed Though I don’t know where he lies, His bones are covered with precious stones With two dubloons for his eyes, I’ve never been back to the sea since then For I fear it, more and more, As still it whispers on moonlit nights ‘Come down, come down to the shore!’’ Ben Sanders sat in his final days By his cottage, facing the sea, He seemed remote, but a final note That he wrote was left for me. ‘My days of watching the sea are done, I think that I’ve had enough!’ And then he strode as the tide arose And walked, right over the bluff. David Lewis Paget (Inspired by E. A. Poe’s ‘A Descent into the Maelstrom).
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# This ripe darkness this mourning dream a wrenching weakness fit for the guillotine An arrangement made sheer comfort prepared the end of fate and, oh, how I dared This dry paper this cold pit an agonising vapor that smells of blood and spit 'Tis my mind my wicked flesh a soul pined peeled off and fresh Dressed soft tongued I raised Cain being shunned silenced I remain This dawning fright this nightly echo here comes the blight light, don't let go #
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Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 8:56 AM UTC
Blight
. *Musical brush strokes paint                the pink honey moon                full and bright ; the melody wafts lightly                with a sensual scent                of Jasmine fleur Lonely hearts sip the sky’s                lambent elixir’s gentle persuasion from separately dispersed novas the perennial blossom of the perpetual tide ..,                                       .                merely pined moonlight Immersing wholly in wistful reflection                alight on wellspring emerald pond Verily unspoken words cavort                like musical rivulets spiraling flow into the crystalline echo Luna’s haloed heavenly sighs ,                emanation bestrewn                shimmering through dark nebula like shooting stars shattered                by the weight                of their darkest radiance, echoes upon the tide-less mirror pond                the nimbus of moonlight                imbuing all the ways I want you* . . . wild is the wind ...© 6.17.2015
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Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 12:53 PM UTC
Echoes upon the tideless Mirror Pond